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wolfstar 🌙

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I AM READING THIS AND IF THE FUC ENDS WITH ANGEL DUST GETTING INTO HEAVEN AND HUSK STAYING HELL I MIGHT JUST LOSE MY MIND

‼️some spoilers for this fic. nothing special but i hint at things that happen throughout it.

this fic, right here, has altered my brain. especially if you put the song ‘francesca’ by hozier to it. which i have and have cried horribly everytime. just imagine husk, after everything the two of them have been through on the surface and in hell together. all the pain and suffering. hurting themselves and eachother and being pulled apart and pushed together again,over and over.

even better, imagine all of this and angel gets redeemed at the end. after everything and angel still gets taken away from him, but husk would do it again. he would go through the beatings, drugs, lying, hiding, contracts, all of it just to hold angel again. if husk knew that he would have to relive every painful moment just to be with angel again, he would. bc having angels love is worth any suffering husk will have to relive.

having angels love is the only thing he wants and he would be ready to do it all again to have it. knowing he’ll be alone in the end doesn’t change that.

anyways, fucking read this and suffer with me.

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if were all catpeople there would be trans catboy forums devoted to how to dye over calico markings so you can pass better and another group of trans catboys who insisted that the only way to deal with it is to normalize catboys having calico markings. the discourse would be insane

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thinking of deleting Break My Heart by Dua Lipa from my Nureyev playlist cause hearing " everyone before you was a waste of time " felt right a few seasons ago, now it just makes my stomach churn

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Sucks that “sleeping together” refers to sex. Sometimes a fella just wants to snooze with a pal.

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Fandom decided to make Remus a hyper-masculine dom, and for some reason, this involved stripping him of all of his kindness and softness in the process. Because I guess a character cannot be gentle and kind AND masculine. Only fem characters are allowed to have a character trait as soft as kindness.

If that wasn't bad enough, they also stripped him of any flaw that could be perceived as emasculating. His well-established avoidance and cowardice? His insecurity and passivity? His people pleasing tendencies and self-loathing? His devotion to Dumbledore and his deep admiration (and perhaps envy) for James and Sirius? All gone. Doesn't exist. Fanon Remus is the coolest, smartest, bravest, and most capable of all the Marauders.

Even his appearance was completely altered to ensure that Fanon Remus is just oozing with raw, unfiltered masculinity. This is a topic I am especially heated about as someone who is chronically ill. I relate deeply to Remus because I see my own struggles in the ways his Lycanthropy affects him. It makes him sickly and pallid, he is described as thin and worn down, both from the effects of the disease itself and later from the struggle of keeping himself fed and housed due to the stigma surrounding it.

But Fanon Remus? He's huge. He's buff. He towers over everyone else around him, intimidating and aloof with a cigarette hanging idly between his lips for optimum sex appeal. He is so strong, with his broad shoulders and his rock hard abs, and his Lycanthropy just makes him super fucking aggressive and horny around the full moon. He can lift Sirius up over his head with one arm. He's the Casanova, everyone wants him because he's just so hot and so cool. The fact that he is a werewolf only serves to elevate his primal, masculine allure.

#‘we’re making better representation!’ #the representation: #remus has become the embodiment toxic masculinity in fanon #loved these tags #i have a beef with current characterisations and this post is perfect

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I remember the big stuff, I barely have time to listen to magnus protocol. I don't think I can relisten mag

Celia knows something, and I dont like it...

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Wait i forgor mag its been 2+ years

Celia knows something, and I dont like it...

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Celia knows something, and I dont like it...

#celia ripley #the magnus protocol #tma #tmp

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how are we feeling about first tmagp hiatus?

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I would collapse

SAM: Uhhh, Alice? // ALICE: Yeah? // SAM: I think the text to speech AIs are in love with each other. // ALICE: Heh. Chester and Norris started flirting mid-paragraph again? // SAM: A-again? // ALICE: Ya, they do that when they get side-tracked by outside data. It's just a bug, wait it out. // SAM: Wha??

Could you imagine

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the distortion left a door shaped hole in the fandom's heart and its being filled with needles

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Tmagp introducing its first avatar be like

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I loved him the moment his voice hit my ears, and ever since I just suffer

everytime i see someone say they love juno but can’t stand him in season one i get a little bit more offended. i thought we all loved his awful lil attitude n snarky demeanour n miserable death wish what the hell

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the way peter says JuNo

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I just go and listen what lies beyond part 1 first bits then restart like a crazy person

It’s crazy like. How actually little there is of Juno and Nureyev’s dynamic in the whole of The Penumbra Podcast itself. When I get a craving to see some quality Jupeter content it’s like. Well. Here’s an episode I’ve seen 5 thousand times. Here’s an episode I’ve seen 12 thousand times. Here’s an episode I’ve seen 8 billion times. Here’s an episode I’ve seen 1 trillion times. Here’s the episode I just listened to. And then that’s basically it.