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#hes bisexual and stuff

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the problem with having a decade old tumblr blog is that there are posts on it from a decade ago

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ohhhh I get it!! The pain continues but so does the joy!!!!! Cool!!

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just got called out of work and I got so excited I put clothes on my dog

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To The Person Who Walked Past The Window - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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i may not be gods strongest warrior but there is all sorts of bullshit that he makes me deal with and i hndle it not very well usually

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LIVE (nothing wrong with me)

LAUGH (nothing wrong with me)

LOVE (nothing wrong with me)

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

#eats my own fucking hands #i hate noticing how much of a oddity i am

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vintage Hambly holographic ghost stickers

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This was funnier in my head. Happy 4/20

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yum

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Teeth are bullshit. What do you mean you’re decaying. Get a fucking grip. You’re a bone now act like it. You don’t see my finger bones decaying from jerking it too much now do you

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#hhehee hahha hohoo

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my friend and i discovered the world of fucked up azumarill figurines

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remember when u were like 11 and the only thing u wanted was a lava lamp

#im blessed with a canopy bed #need to feel like i have a little den of some sort