i don’t care if she’s just lying there sleeping. i don’t care if she’s not talking. i don’t want to leave her. i just want to be beside her however she is. i don’t want to leave her. i don’t want her to go. if i leave i may never be with her again
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what yall know about cowboy Wyll
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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.
hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.
hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy
hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it
hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently
hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love
horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho
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i cannot believe you’re gone. you were one of the first friends i made in the community, and i was always excited to see you at cons. i cannot believe i’m never going to see you again, never going to hug you again, never get to tell you i love you again. i can’t imagine how much pain your closest friends are in, you are so loved. you should see how many people you touched the lives of, it’s more than you ever would have known. i love you, and i miss you so much already. i wish i could tell you one more time, and hug you just once more. i cannot believe a week ago we were chatting normally. i fucking miss you, i hope you can finally rest easy wherever you are. i love you so much, and i’m sorry
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“Good job! Here is your prize”
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halloween clothing
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I made a Sprited Away version of the cardigan 🐉
And a repost of the Totoro version in case you haven’t seen that one before 🥰
I hope you enjoy them ❤️
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Nadine and Chloe commission for @refuted !
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I just want to leave like I never existed.
I don’t want anyone to remember me,
I don’t want to hurt anyone.
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