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#okaaay #nsfw #sns

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself 🫠

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you never realize how sp fucked up naruto's manga designs until you put them side by side

#oh this just pissed me off

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#need him to do that to me idk #yuzuru hanyu

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my bio saying figure skating enthusiast as if i don’t hate this sport

#txt #figure skating #i love it but i loathe it etc you know the drill

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kakashi’s dad, rin, minato and even obito’s deaths being due suicide is crazy like damn. nobody wanted to spend time with kakashi fr

#THIS IS FOUL????:&:$:-$-(-&;

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i’d love to see how itachi would try to micro manage sasuke’s life in a world where he’s less involved in torture and espionage

#this is amazing like… yes this is exactly how irl/modern au itachi should be written #itachi #sns

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naruto would sing this song to sasuke

#txt #music #Spotify

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#sometimes every song is about narusasu #naruto pov #everybody hurts by rem

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sasuke gave his boyfriend flowers 💐;-;

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#yeah ❤️ #sns #no but like what else are we supposed to interpret from that official art 😭

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**** ************ is the WORST figure skater i have ever seen

#she’s even worse than ********* jesus christ

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best characters to ever exist in the history of media

#txt #ive never loved anybody more #sns #🍥 #sasuke

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thank god naruto fans aren’t the ones writing naruto

#oh finally someone said it like… #rewrites are just fanfics where nobody does anything wrong. the author’s fave character gets more screen time bc that’s what they truly #wanted. and all the characters talk like they are therapists #naruto rewrites are especially annoying #screen time ijbol i shouldve said something else

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me when i take 1000000000 frame by frame screenshots of my favorite character doing literally anything

#me crying over naruto eating an egg

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the moral of sasunaru is that actually its okay to have toxic tendencies so long as you get with someone that has the exact opposite but complementary toxic tendency so they cancel out and you become a healthy couple.

for example if you are willing to die so the ones you love can live, get with someone who is willing to die because you love them. that way neither of you can die and you just get to be in love.

#wait real

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this is what sets off their rivalry in middle school

naruto would be into oasis and sasuke into blur