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Something about you just makes me feel safe again
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He told me to trust others. So I carved it in my skin the night he left
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reblog if u are currently A Mess
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I thought
I thought I was done fighting myself for the truth
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And yet it kills me inside how I can't live without you
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And now I can't feel anything
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The world has taken too much, and not given me enough for me to still be in love with it.
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You confessed
You admitted that you raped me. You admitted that you hurt me. You confessed. But I can't get anything out of it besides the fact that you acknowledged it and it kills me. You know what you did and you don't even care.
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Everything hurts, but I still can't talk to you about it
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Dear Logan
My first love, my first kiss, my first everything. You were there for me to love, to talk to, and appreciate. You were there to protect me, love me, and be my biggest weakness. My only reason for losing it all. I had dreams, It wasn't hard for me to change them all for you. I wanted to be a lawyer, with two blonde babies. Your eyes, my fathers hair. You were going to be a police officer, probably still are... I don't know what I wanna be. A part of me wants to follow your dreams and be an officer so I can be closer to you. This just shows how desperate I am to be close to you again. You broke my heart many times, getting progressively worse and worse. First few times it was dumb things, and then one day you started to change and I couldn't keep up. I wanted to love you, I wanted to adapt to be with the new you. But I fell in love with the old you, the one who was happy. The one who thought he was a monster. The one who needed me to help him repair his broken heart. The day you changed was a curse disguised as a blessing. You had finally given me your heart, 110% chosen me to be vulnerable to. And with that day coming, you finally repaired your broken heart. Do you know what a <3 represents? The drawing of a heart that we use is actually two human heart equivalents. Connected. When it breaks, becoming a </3 it shows the separation of the two hearts. This is so deep, as it represents what actually happened with us. Our hearts were connected, becoming one. My heart isn't broken, just wounded. When you ripped yours away from mine, you left the inside of my heart raw and bloody. I was, hell I still am a mess. I did everything I could to hurt you, but I only hurt myself. I hate myself for pushing you away, it's so bloody easy to make you the bad guy. You're the one who hurt me, you're the one who made everything so bad. The more I dwell on the memories the more I see myself as a delusional child. What is real? Fuck I need mental help. I cannot tell what is real anymore. Do I imagine the past? Was it ever real? Did it ever happen? Why do I cut myself now? Why do I bleed for you? I wish it was easier to get the help I needed, you'd understand. You'd help me. . . . You always did
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I'm always nothing
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Of the three people I can trust... ones reaction scared me before it came. The second swept it off as if I was a crumb on her shirt. And the third, well, to her I was under the carpet before she knew I was there.
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And then, he destroyed her
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And then you left me so broken I don't know who I am
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