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Episode 9: “Why tip the pot if you’re stirring like crazy?” - Chris

WHAT IN THE HACKYSACK IS GOING ON HERE?

y’all…okay so…last confessional i had made was a couple hours before tribal yesterday but girrrrrlllllll…..tell me why right after that the natives started rioting??! so right after that, monty told me my name was out there, which i was low key freaking but i was also deep inside of a little like…exhibit thing and i didn’t have service so i didn’t get out of the exhibit until like an hour before tribal and tell me why when i came back out three more names had been passed around. apparently mine, mikki’s, jinx’s, AND chris’ names were all put on the table. so of course that wasn’t gonna work, and jinx brought up the fact that raffy was pressing hard for me to go, and girl i was ready for him to go! i just can’t believe that he literally wanted to get out all of the ppl that gave him immunity last round. but girl joey really came to me and said it might be me like….dot dot dot no. i sure did lie my ass off and acted like it my time. oops! sorry not sorry. i’ve really been trying to play nice with everyone but now that ppl have been snakey snakes i’m kind of ready to let loose the cannons. i personally want to see joey gone next, because he seems to be the most threatened by all the former tuas left in the game, which yeah it is a big obvious target but i’m just praying and hoping and wishing that we all make it to the end bc THAT would be iconic. at this moment, i think monty is in the swing position, but given mine and monty’s history and the working relationship we have now, i’m hoping that things play out well. i think it’s time for me to start thinking about…the later stages of the game. tua strong is cute and all but…there aren’t enough seats at the end for all of us…in fact, i think there might only be…2 seats at the end. mostly bc i know for a fact but also bc all the evidence points towards that. so i think it’s time we all start thinking about our best moves going forward, start putting a bit more pressure on the ladies to get what we want and need, and amp up the social game tremendously. hopefully this challenge goes well and the tribal even better hehe. heart emojis ladies! <3

https://youtu.be/siVH67dcetM

HELP grey thinks i voted with them

More importantly tho I'm looking at the votes and they dont really. Make sense? Where did the shift to raffy come from. Who all just flipped over. And why is my alliance literally just not updating me on jack shit

this whacking has ruined me. now i keep looking at the clock and get scared when it reaches :x0 mark. flight or fight.

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currently thinking about whacking. to be honest, i have never thought that it could ruin me but it does. yesterday, i was frantically whacking while hosting CoW and doing some research works that i've been assigned. it was hectic. its still hectic.

whack.

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lmao joey there were 2 other whites for you to pick from but u decided to throw ur vote on mikki. work i guess

WOOOOOOOOOOO I WON IMMUNITY WOO WOO WOOOOOOOOO after joey threw a vote on me last tribal and everyone tried to use captains lie as a way to get me worried, I wanted to retaliate SO BAD. People have been saying that joey has been saying how scary I am!!!!! and others have said I'm scary!!!! and I haven't even done anything yet and I got a vote anyway and I don't feel like the reason is completely honest either because I wasn't the only white candidate so JHASHJSAHJSA I WANTED TO WIN IMMUNITY AND GIVE THEM ALL SOMETHING TO BE SCARED ABOUT I just had it!!!!! the pettiness hit me hard and I knew both joey and lily wanted and needed this win so what's my revenge for writing my name down??? taking the win for myself. AND I DID IT I DID IT WITH A PERFECT SCORE

I'm just so proud of myself. I wanted to see if I could do it AND I CAN. The things I can do when I'm petty whew. I literally can do anything I want if I'm petty enough asjhashjasjhas

OH AND THEN WHEN I WON lily said both in dms with me and then in the main chat that it was cos of Australian bias and idc if it's a joke that pissed me off !!!!! and I think it's important for it to be said in this season especially too that orgs are literally designed for Americans ALWAYS, I've had friends get screwed over majorly in games because of their timezone. and I don't sleep more than a few hours during tribal nights because otherwise I sleep through the planning !!!!!!! it's genuinely so hard to play orgs as a non American. so to have someone complain about it being suited for me makes me scream JHASHJSAHJ LIKE YOU GET EVERY LIVE NIGHT AND EVERY COMP ALWAYS STARTING AT YOUR EVENING WHEN IT'S MORNING FOR ME. if I have other plans I'm screwed if I need to sleep in I'm screwed. captain himself is always asleep. like it just made me crazy seeing that. like I only won because I am in Australia??? JHASHJSAHJAS YEAH IT STARTED IN THE MORNING FOR ME BUT IT ALSO ENDED IN THE MORNING FOR ME LIKE ASJHASHJ I HAD TO STAY UP THE SAME AMOUNT OF HOURS AS ANYONE ELSE THAT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. and I think why it really bothered me was mostly because I've been underestimated my whole life and I think people take one look at me and assume I'm bad at everything and not capable??? like when everyone laughed at me when I had to do a puzzle PEOPLE THINK I CAN'T DO SHIT so for my hardwork and effort in this challenge being totally written off and boiled down to being about being Australian...it's just really annoying and insulting. LIKE I DID THAT LET ME HAVE THE CREDIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! it wasn't bias??????? we all had 23 hours to accumulate the most points and I literally just didn't sleep. there's no timezone tricks here and if you want to play the timezone advantage game.....you really don't have a leg to stand on.

THERE THATS MY RANT I had to let it all out because believe me I have seen so much shit in orgs where non Americans have to work twice as hard and Americans will be highkey inconsiderate of timezones? like it hasn't happened here yet but I've seen people get mad at others for not responding when it's 4AM FOR THEM which is so bloody rude and entitled and arrogant. like stop thinking about what's inconveniencing you and think of others.

the comp was fair as it could possibly be. if autumn started it at like 9am for Americans just cos you asked I STILL WOULD HAVE WON!!!!!! I STILL WOULD HAVE !!!!!!!!!!

and it's not because I'm Australian, it's because I'm so fucking petty at this point I'll do anything to win.

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nevermind I love joey again

Besties I think this is it

Final gambit is in voting out Joey but I dont think anyone is with me here

Hmm so now this Joey vs Lily vote has been marinates all round and it appears to be coming to a fruition of sorts. I will say though why tip the pot over if you're stirring like crazy? Now I'm thinking we can simply have majority on Joey or majority on Lily. I preferred Lily go the whole time but I needed to save a little face so I at least look openminded. Nevertheless I think I lucked out in Mikki empathizing with Joey. Thus, with Jude, Mikki, myself, Joey, and Captain that's 5 right there. Now Grey wants Joey out and thinks Captain is on Joey (however this plan of Jinx's contradicts this but I'm guessing Grey dont care). And further, Jinx wants Joey to think they are voting him out when really they're voting Lily out. Now why Monty was told this was beyond me. I do feel like this is a tad extra in the grand schemes of it all BUT I will say that I think it will help me in the long run so long as I play my cards correctly and my mind like a winner

i’m mostly here for avoid a strike but jinx has a really funny plan to get lily o out and im very on board and i’ll make a video soon. also last weeks video is DONE it just needs to upload. i swear work is kicking my ass pst gets no rights

heyyyyy ladies! it’s grey here! about an hour before tribal and now there’s tea ladies. so i talked to captain very early this morning and i think i convinced him to vote joey, but me and the tuas decided lily should be the one to go but we’re about to have some fun and tell joey that he’s going cause that would be fun and also because i think he has something and i want to flush it. but yeah short one this time around ladies and gents. praying for this!

https://photos.app.goo.gl/D9ryPp5rCCGSDzmH7

https://youtu.be/Xsww2XRsnfA

For Lily O: https://youtu.be/_AWnKCBXxIo

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Episode 8: “Are yall turning me into a snake? I’ve never done this before” - Captain

Whew all the messy vibe and for us to have a 9-1-1...oh my god we need to call the police. Anyways, I now work on my relationships some more and watch from afar. Jinx wants Joey out who will want Monty out soon, who probably wants Raffy, who is vibing. Meanwhile Lily O voted Jude and the deemed threesome of Jude/Jinx/me all have an idol so boom boom pow. I think I'd like Lily O to leave next and then after that I'll be happy, but I know I have a feeling Raffy will be gone

I am glad Lily C is gone because she was coming after me. That makes me concerned that the whole of OG Lilh is trying to come for me while OG Tau has my back. That's just my immediate thought though. I have to be much more flexible. I would prefer that someone from OG Tau goes here because that would make the sides more even. However, I don't have enough pull in this game to make that happen yet. Instead, I will sit back and let the names come to me

I feel like there's some inherent power in how I got immunity the round after Lily C was voted off. It's a mixture of a couple different sentiments rolled into one

"Y'all aren't putting enough respect on the name Lily"

"Now that the imposter is gone, The True Lily Shall Reign Supreme"

"flash game go brrrrr"

Now just comes the topic of the vote, which is a... bit of a touchy one. I feel like Raffy is the safest bet, and I'm personally willing to do that; the problem might just stem from getting more people on board. I don't know who to go to first, or how to best bring it up, because I've never really been the one in any position of power and I don't wanna try and act too much like "I won Ms Pac Man so you all must bend to my whim" yknow

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hi long time no see, irl things been overwhelming so hope yall understand!!!

anyways, for this tribal, i think we need to get one of the OG tua out which is ricky. i have a great relationship with chris/jinx. and i love jude so im not gonna vote her out. so that leaves me with ricky.. i mean they need to see that they have the numbers rn and the OG tua have been high on trust ranking so ppl want to get them out.. and if they don't lose one, they're just gonna keep getting targeted. and i want to save chris/jinx and like they have idol they can save themselves. but i mean. the idol can only help them for like 3 tribals cause they have together 3 idols right?

im rambling nonsense now.

anyways, sometimes i think chris and jinx are overthinking a bit. but im gonna trust them cause thinking is not my thing. i don't do thinking. i let everyone carry me around.

and like joey keeps going to ppl about captain/mikki. monty said they don't want to target me/mikki NOW. yes, now so they can target mikki or i later on. so does that make me feel safe with them? they should go next but again, maybe i'm seeing everything in the wrong way and they are not targeting me.

i don't even want to reread this because im sure it won't make sense. i don't make sense

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its tiring.. its like im new with survivor idk anything yall can take me anywhere im with you

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do u think ppl rlly care about like the thing u talk in the small talk? idk it just makes me see that i dont vibe with these ppl

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im gonna stand my ground and vote ricky out cause if yall play with me before, yall should know that i vote for ppl who i want to vote.

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pls reading this back, they'd be like URGH CAPTAIN WHY. but i love jinx i love chris i love them a lot but im not gonna vote raffy out

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i also know that the whites are v messy (except mikki she's MY white no one can say anything mean to her) and they're playing hard

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okay scrap that, i may not be voting ricky but i may do one of the whites

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now everythings crazy at midnight my time and i need to sleep

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ok so this has been pretty fun.. never done all that before so its fun i think. goofy.

So the plan right now is that I would rather wait and not spread a name, especially with the fact that single digits is on the line, and knowing that we can never have the personnel to pull of a Jinx blindside due to the amount of pull they have, it's too early for that, and I want to be the one who makes it happen, even though, if I tried, I would get voted out, so realistically, of the three names, voting out Mikki seems like the 3rd best move to make, Jinx 2nd, and Ricky 1st, the reason why I would vote out Ricky here is because I don't want to be overreliant on the fact that I was the one who warroomed them in to the game, and the most difficult part about this and the part that hurts about this vote is that Captain and mikki yes they do have something, but they're cruicial swing votes, and that would be a bit prepostorus to try and vote out Mikki, if we vote Mikki out, Captain turns into Michael Jordan, and it becomes personal for Captain. Voting out Jinx would be a bad move for the sole purpose of timing, and they would put me on blast if I either attempted it, or even chimed in in the first place.

If this vote does turn out to be Mikki vs Jinx then I might as well change my name to Michael Whelps because I was looking forward to working with Mikki longterm, but hey, it's Survivor, and you gotta cut your friends at some point in time.

God I love being immune, it lets me be a shifty whore without consequence

Some initial talks that were passing around made it clear that the vote target wouldn't be in my alliance of me Joey and Monty. Which, thank god. The three candidates tossed into the ring were Ricky, Jinx, and Mikki, which... Uh, Jinx is a big no. That's just not happening. But the Ricky vote seems like a safe play, and we were ready to do that

Until me and Mikki decided to go for drama points

We're gonna leak to Jinx that Chris's name might be on the board tonight. We have zero intention of actually voting for Chris, however. The entire point here is to make Chris think he's on the table so we can flush out an idol.

Do I know if he actually has one? No clue! But he's been to the outhouse so like fuck it I'm not taking that risk just yet

helloooooo we made it to merge ladies! so lily c is gone, and i’m not too mad about it, it’s sad bc i really like everyone left in merge, it’s like i don’t really want to vote anyone because everyone is so cool. but i guess that’s the name of the game. i finally talked to captain hehehehe. i feel less good about this round bc i literally don’t know what’s gonna happen but that’s survivor ain’t it. good luck y’all!

https://youtu.be/j593wpeVPkw

https://photos.app.goo.gl/S5srPDRei7UEsiMT9

https://voca.ro/110N1aj2tdbe

now that Raffy is gone my question of does he remember me? may never be answered. and that's a loss I must grieve. ALSO okay game plan right now is to go hard for this immunity and make people think I am freaking out I wanna be perceived as a flight risk and paranoid as hell. I need to manage my threat level because joey keeps saying I'm scary and I don't like it!!!! gotta come through as the paranoia queen which I do craft from reality it's true sjjshajhasajh but at the end of the day I know I have the votes to keep me safe next tribal for sure so I don't need to go hard but I am anyway because I can't resist a comp I could actually win if I try hard enough. I need help.

For Raffy: https://youtu.be/NE9OoK2iXyY

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Episode 7: “Bottoms deserve rights!” - Jinx

MERGE MY BELOVED <3 LOOK AT ME NOT GETTING VOTED OUT, LOVE TO SEE IT

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This challenge is cool but I feel like we just totally got played

All four of the original Llih tribe members are all together here, this might've been the plan all along to vote for us and save Mikki and Raffy

Either way it rules and if that was the big mind game from everyone then props to them! They did good

hey y’all it’s grey! long time no see i know. let’s get caught up, shall we? so last time i saw y’all i was at the outhouse and girlllll lemme tell you some shit went down since then. so benj gets super idoled out, and i’m shook as fuck. sad to see him go but AT LEAST it wasn’t chris. so i get back to camp and they give us a reward challenge and i’m not able to do it bc i have to work, so they finish the challenge and i’m sure we’re about to have an immunity challenge bc duh merge at 11, but NOOOOO of course autumn dumps this NASTY ass twist and i have to go to this ugly ass tribe with people i DONT FUCKING KNOW. literally by myself with two ppl from one tribe and two people from another. i was like “oh lord this is it for me.” but immediately joey and lily c are like “we don’t want vote you” and i’m like “oh wig” and it’s a glorious day except not bc i don’t really get to have a say in the vote, they just vote blake out which isn’t a problem in my eyes, to be honest, i kept hearing he was messy so BYE BYE BLAKEY. and finally FINALLY we make it to the merge and i have NEVER been happier to be back with my og tua babes, i missed jude and jinx SO MUCH and i finally finally get to talk to monty and captain. <3 #crey. first night in merge and i’m already getting into a showmance. except it’s kind of a fauxmance bc we haven’t even spoken to each other LMFAOOOOOO. we just flirt in the hill house. omg. hill house and chill? LOL. anyway yeah i’m hoping i can convince these ppl to give monty immunity so we don’t have to worry about anyone else slipping away with it, bc i want as many options open as possible for this next tribal. i’m still upset that i didn’t get anything from the outhouse but oh well, we going into merge raw. i have to touch base with monty so see where his head is at but i’m pretty sure it’s unspoken that we’re gonna work together. so i have three paths. i could stick with og tua 4, i couid go with monty and be a slightly sneaky pair, or i could play the reverse psychology become a showmance w captain angle. i guess we’ll have two see how this vote plays out. i don’t want to get too comfortable bc that’s when things go wrong but yes. hopefully it all works out. <3 until next time, Grey.

WOOHOO I’M VULNERABLE AND I DIDN’T GET THE ADVANTAGE CAUSE IM AN IDIOT WOOHOO

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What I want to try and do is not overly push, I know i’m going to get votes (RIP perfect game), but I want to make sure it isn’t me going and now we just hope and pray to the Survivor Gods that Lily O working 9 to 5 doesn’t give us a chance to parton her for being slightly inactive

first of all lemme say its a shame raffy ended up immune but i figure thats just happening for the sake of shaking it up

but second i have to say. i am LOVING mikki's energy holy shit. i feel just like an instant connection and i think its a crime on autumn's part that we never ended up together until now. both last night and tonight we've had big lengthy dm convos and it just feels so relaxing to talk to her. forget joey she's my new FTC buddy <3

https://voca.ro/1acJjlqdL2d0 this cone makes no sense I apologise sahjashjas

Joey rushing to make alliances and all is so funny to me; he had one made with me/Mikki although Im not too sure how reliable it is given what he is doing. Nevertheless for the challenge, my biggest concern was that we make it obvious we're all together and it makes it easier for them to target us and sure enough it seems like we did that. On one end, I would've liked to found a way to not get targeted but at the same time, I think it makes it fun. Plus, we saved Raffy in the process and if I have to make it clear they wanted Raffy out then so be. Anyways, welcome to Autumn's World

Being in the bottom for the trust rankings sucked. Being selected as the one to win immunity was great. I'm sure Chris and Captain had a hand in making sure I was the one immune. It makes sure people have a tough decision ahead of them since I definitely would have been the easy vote this round. Right now, Captain, Chris, and Mikki all seem keen on working with me in the long-term. So, I am going to stay loyal to those three as best I can. Hopefully, they can talk to each other and become an alliance with me. Let's see how this vote goes!

Would you say I’m worried? Yes, I would. Would you say I’m freaking out? Ummm, yeah, yeah we are getting there. Mhm. Yep. Cool. Cool.

Do I know what I’m doing? No. No clue.

https://youtu.be/mhv4MYZb8Bg

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https://youtu.be/hfmcnsium88

https://youtu.be/5RYhpy1UGXg

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this vote they tried it with raffy and you know what we said?

yall wanna target a bottom? target ur own white ppl. spits.

bottoms deserve rights!

This vote’s looking more split than my mother’s first divorce

It's Sad World for me. Sigh. I'm doing what I can and I'm not giving up no matter how stressed I get. I botched getting the advantage. I feel heartbroken but I won't give up. It ain't looking good from here tho, fam.

I have zero idea what anyone is doing, as fun as this tribe is we have such bad communication lmfao

I think it's between Lily C and Jude, that seems to be the common consensus, but. Do I just go Lily C to put myself in good standings with everyone? Or do I stick with my guts and vote Jude to try and sway it a bit? It's... a difficult decision but I really dont wanna put too much thought into it

https://photos.app.goo.gl/zdtx21a6WWsqXjJUA

https://youtu.be/fF5V3zgLpvY

https://youtu.be/59BrcOfTK0k

https://youtu.be/dp_vFeibhjo

https://youtu.be/qfTWZ4G2EUc

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For Lily C: https://youtu.be/C79yZd-NjBU

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Episode 6: “If someone can fuck you over once, then they can choose to do it again” - Raffy

Does this idol system have killer clowns walking around? Carnies doing handstands? Haunted Big Bertha’s? Who knows cause I CAN’T EVEN GET ACCESS TO THIS DAMN IDOL SYSTEM AND YALL ARE OUT HERE POCKETING SUPER IDOLS LIKE ITS AN IPOD TOUCH AND WE’RE 12.

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WOW WHAT A VOTE. Raffy immediately having to use a Super Idol is probably ridiculously on brand, but in all honesty, seeing BENJ of all people go, is a shock to my system. I've voted out former finalists, but I thought that Benj was gonna go DEEP in this game. But now I need to focus I have to get Top 3 in this challenge to get these damn tickets. But my final thought on this super idol is that at least a *good* person got the Super Idol

this reward challenge has me so lost i hardly even go here i dont know any monologues i can perform

we're doing basic text dr today because if I talked I'll probably cry and no one wants that sahjahsjajs

so the vote happened and we were successful in voting raffy in majority. we being me Chris and benj BUT then it turned out raffy had something stupid called a superidol HJAHSJJHAS (sorry this is gonna be bitter time get ready) and was able to just basically cancel his elimination after seeing the votes???????? because who cares about strategy and having to make plans and being smart and capable of reading the tribe in successfully using an idol? no no no lets let someone just not talk to anyone and then save themselves and vote out someone who WORKS SO HARD AND IS SO ACTIVE AND PASSIONATE LIKE YEAH OKAY SAJHJSAHHJASASHJAHJSHAJS THAT MAKES SENSE

UGH

I'm sorry I'm so sad. benj was voted out because of this and I feel really empty and hurt about it. he was my best friend on this tribe we talked constantly every day and we were close in timezones and I trusted him and loved him and now we've been robbed of playing with each other in merge. we had so many plans for us too we wanted to pretend to not be that close and purposefully vote opposite and stuff. it's all ruined.

I think raffy deserves praise in FINDING the idol. but the idol itself is a get out of jail free card and requires no strategy when used like that so asjhasjhashjashj and only used in his 2nd tribal. so I'm glad it didn't last any longer and also that he didn't use it in the way survivor players usually do. by making everyone fear them sahjsajh COS THAT WOULD HAVE WORKED ON ME LIKE A CHARM. but instead we were able to flush it and even tho I've lost benj and I'm sad about it, I am very thankful that we got it flushed now and before merge. it's way more dangerous in merge. and like there was no way we could beat that. unless we split vote I guess but that wasn't possible. and also I just did not remember this was a thing BECAUSE NO ONE IN SURVIVOR HISTORY HAS USED A SUPERIDOL THE WAY IT WAS DESIGNED BECAUSE USING IT WOULD CAUSE MORE TROUBLES FOR THE HOLDER SO THEY ARE VERY STRATEGIC ABOUT IT JSAHHJASAHS so I'm actually excited to see how this carries raffy. would like to clarify I'm not anti raffy he's so nice and fun and this was such an exciting tribal thanks to him and I would have loveeeeed it as a viewer I'm just bitter because benj is gone and super idols suck. HASJHASJHASJH raffy if you read this do know I think you're great and congratulations I just think it was an easy way out WHICH IT WAS.

I guess it just made me feel powerless because there's nothing we could have done here to beat a superidol. and even if we did do Blake instead, it wouldn't change anything.

speaking of Blake he is really upset :(( I think making merge will cheer him up tho which is great because I think it's happening after this reward challenge for tickets

SPEAKING OF TICKETS

BENJ GAVE ME ALL HIS TICKETS AFTER DYING???????? AND IDK WHY LIKE do all the eliminated people get to give tickets to someone? and can it be anyone and not just someone on their tribe? much to think about. but this means I have 8 now which is pretty good I think. thank you benj I love u sm <3

it makes me wanna calculate how many tickets everyone had and who they would have given them to....hmmmm will think about it. benj has been the one who had the most upon leaving I think?

also my tarot was right because it gave raffy the tower and benj the hanged man and it all happened today AHHHH it's so sad how I predict things but don't know what it's predicting until it happens. makes me wanna reevaluate everything and see what it all could mean. could be handy.

I trust Chris the most here and I do trust Ricky I just hope they trust me. I do think we're gonna merge soon tho I really do. it makes sense.

I wonder if the tickets are for an auction or if they are the way to enter the outhouse yourself now. like the new idol system? maybe.

I'm excited to merge and get to talk to everyone and be with jinx and captain AND TALK TO JUDE MORE. YEEEE I just wish benj would have been able to join me :(((

stupid showy superidol

IT'S MY DAY 100 OF TUMBLR SURVIVOR OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS ALSO MY 5 YEAR ORG ANNIVERSARY, PLEASE DON'T VOTE ME OUT THIS ROUND.

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A true strategist's dream is a chessboard, and if we being honest, this is just Social Chess, never view anyone as a chess piece, but they're needed for movement. I'm going to be Jinx's favorite chess piece, because they need me too.

I can no longer trust Chris in this game. He chose his side, and he chose against me. If someone can fuck you over once then they can choose to do it again. I am not able to hold it against Mikki because I did not even try to reach out to her for the whole round. So, fair enough. However, Chris just decided that I needed to go because people thought I had an idol. I guess this is the outcome. He never even promised to rebuild the bridge of trust. He just gave me "I just don't want us to lose." He's 100% targeting me again if we go to tribal. I hope I'm sent to the Outhouse as my ass is grass if I remain in this place. Maybe if I have Blake it'll be fine. Right?

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1Uo5w98Zm_5ih0fql6dxLjbnYelD7Mn5B_JhZxL18bkY/edit?usp=sharing

HERE is my spreadsheet with trust rankings and dm counts and stuff, I also added notes on all my trust rankings for each round and some of the dm counts so if you look carefully you'll see the black like corner thing that indicates a note and all my comments on that trust ranking or whatever will pop up if you hover shajhjsahjas hopefully that works

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO super duper califragilistically excited to do this reward challenge and hopefully avoid the Double council that I know is coming because I’m pretty sure Autumn is sick of Tua winning which is a weird sentence to type but hey ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

The plan really backfired heavy on us....I thought Raffy just had a half idol but nope, he had a SUPER IDOL and we lost Benj. It made for an awkward post tribal, but I'm just going to keep my head up. I am usually good with damage control so lets see what happens boom boom

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Honestly, I liked this idea but I feel like I'm gonna be crippled by the fact that I am getting a little sick, we'll see though. I think I did okay with my damage control, but truth told, I would not blame Raffy or Blake if they wanted me out now. With Ricky back in the picture, I guess there is hope, but I have learned to not give peeps the FULL benefit of the doubt outright so I am going to sit and wait

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I had another disaster and I pray that the one I could semi finish can be taken in, if it is, then I think I've got 4 tickets, but if not then I will forever be sad about what happened!

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How in God's name didn’t I get 11 tickets?? I didn't even know I had more than 2

This twist is legit the worst thing to happen to me. I have no clue who I am going into tribal with. I don't have prior connections that other may have before the game. And my super idol play was super flashy. So, obviously, they would want to come for me as a prime target. I feel so defeated and I haven't even met these people yet. AND I have to go to work tomorrow so I can't even socialize/communicate as much as I would want in order to keep myself safe. I might as well be one foot in the grave at this point.

Ahhhhh I just made the merge! Also with my pals too? Omg I hope Ricky lives at the vote. I hear Joey has been messy messy but also wants Captain?? We'll see how that goes, especially with Lily C and O Railroad there. I'm just excited for the next step in the game! I also missed Jinx and Jude so much!

Well….well….well. This is not what I anticipated. Good one, Autumn. I had a fantastic call with Jinx earlier today which helped me get a better handle and the game and feel more connected. I believe Raffy and Blake are working together and this is a great opportunity to separate them. Instantly Joey and I agree to call and figure out a plan. We both agree it’s gonna be best to get Ricky on our side. We both talk to Ricky and I suggest to Ricky that we go for Blake and he is down. Such a relief. It’s stressful to be this close to merge and think that it could slip away. I hope Joey lily o and I are on the same page no matter what. I haven’t been able to talk to her yet but I hope she is good to go for Blake. Fingers crossed.

I'LL MAKE VIDEO CONFESSIONALS WHEN ITS MERGE I SWEAR. But this is a really unique twist, I love it, but it also puts me and the Lily sandwich in a precarious position. Immediately, my thought was "go to Ricky and tell them I let them out of the War Room on Night 1", and boom, immediate bonding point, it turns out wonderfully, in talking to Ricky it was quite obvious they felt on the outs, with no power all season(they're either lying or its true, hey you never know), and for me its important to just keep them comfortable. We're voting out Blake for literally one reason: If we don't, Jinx is gonna kill us, cause yanno they're winning this game, its a foregone conclusion at this point.

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God it's going to be brutal, imagine being Blake, not particularly well liked, and always going premerge. Maybe next time you'll finally make merge/jury, but nah you're not taking away my opportunities to shine.

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Even at midnight on a Friday before merge, I still feel nervous, I always feel nervous, even if I'm in an incredible position, being a crucial swing in a pivotal vote to set the pace for the merge, it's absolutely crucial that I make sure Ricky is good with us 3, once again the 2 votes I've been in, I've been a key decision maker, making dreams come true, and making nightmares real too for others. Its a pretty delusional take that I'm seen as a valuable number, and that's what I need to be, the number to make moves possible, while also having the agency to play my cards right in the middle.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I WON FOUR TICKETS IN THE AWARD CHALLENGE!!!!! I wasn't expecting that at all and I'm so delighted. AND THEN it turned out you needed 11 tickets to make it to merge and be immune from the last premiere vote and I had 15!!!! because of winning that and because of benj giving me four tickets when he was voted out. AND NOW IM FINALLY WITH JINX AND CAPTAIN AND JUDE AND AHHHHHH IM SO HAPPY AHHHHHHHHHHH ME AND JINX WERE JUST SCREAMING RIGHT AWAY AND I KNOW JINX AND CHRIS HAVE AN IDOL BETWEEN THEM COS THEY EACH FOUND HALF WOOOOOOO I FINALLY GET TO PLAY WITH THEM I CAN'T TELL YOU ENOUGH HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES ME. but then I was chosen to go to the outhouse so I didn't get to talk for long and still haven't gotten to talk to captain properly or Jude so :(( and I found nothing in the outhouse but this isn't a complete loss. if captain didn't look there then I know Ricky has something and I can use this info and if captain did find whatever is in there then WOOO!!! and also I can potentially use the fear of me having something if I must and that opens up many fun opportunities. nevertheless this experience in the outhouse has given me knowledge and in survivor knowledge is a currency, and I'm gonna buy as much as I can with it. I DO REALLY HOPE I GET A CHANCE TO FAKE SOME KIND OF ADVANTAGE THO THAT WOULD BE SO FUN AND I DEFS HAVE THE MEANS TO DO IT ASHJASHJASHJ but I need a reason to you know asjhashjashjashj any who that's all I have to share for today but I MADE MERGE IN MY FIRST SURVIVOR GAME I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD MAKE IT I'M SHOCKED AHHHHHHHH now I get to play with people I love and meet new people and YEEEEE happy dance, I've exceeded my expectations so I'm just happy here on out. I hope I can do some fun things and game planning with jinx, captain and Chris now plssss

I can't believe I was literally half a point away from the ticket requirement. If I had just been a tiny bit higher, I would've made immunity and had the tickets to be safe. It's kinda on me though, I forgot the "pop culture" part of the post and only verified that when it was literally the last day of the challenge (one where I had work no less, so it's a miracle I was even able to submit). But anyway, the vote isnt gonna be the end of the world. The post-swap Tua tribe is sticking together, and we seem to be getting Ricky on our side for an easy Blake vote. First thing that was suggested to me so I'm totally okay with doing that because it's just easy. I just hope that if the other side looks anywhere its not at me

This game literally feels like a Jane Elliott experiment half the time, and it does kinda bother me, maybe I'm just so used to my privilege that its about time it gets switched up on me

https://youtu.be/kmd-HiEeofg

https://photos.app.goo.gl/j8YwvF9eCukGiMQx5

Guys, gals, non binary pals, I think I have done it. Merge, no votes cast against me, being a crucial piece to how plans come together. God, that was the easiest premerge of my life.

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Friend of mine wanted to know about Tumblr Survivor. So we’re talking and she asks me what the hardest situation you’ve been in is and I said “ You’ve clearly never been in a 6 person group with you running a 3-3 split and you need a flip to basically guarantee your merge/jury spot

And you basically have all your friends breathing down your neck if you don't execute the right person, it's like cutting the wrong wire in a bomb scenario”

I think I made bonds very quickly and will just narrowly avoid getting voted out. However, Blake seems to be getting the votes which I do not want to do. But I fear that if I push Ricky to Joey and the Lily's then they will just vote for me. Ugh. This sucks. If I vote with Blake, then the best we could do is tie. However, that puts me in a rough spot at merge because I would have 3 people mad at me. This is a really tough vote to be a part of. I probably won't even know who I am voting for until the last minute.

https://youtu.be/ewiPRjyvOzk

https://youtu.be/-iPG5SyOCOk blake this is your tape ITS NOT MEAN

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Episode 5: “We’re gonna be scamming men tonight” - Mikki

Fuck. I don't want to vote out Chris. So I'm not going to. That is all. Fuck these bitches.

I have to start off by saying how bummed I am that Chips is out. I had a feeling it would go that way and Joey did too. The odds were stacked against him on that one. I’ll miss having ya around!

I’m obviously thrilled to be safe another round. I really don’t know where anyone is at strategically and tbh I’m not really looking to find out. After the knowledge Giraffez told me before being voted out, I know Lily is weary of me. I think as soon as we either vote again or make it to merge, she would most likely launch something against me. I would love for the 4 of us to stick together. I think we are stronger together but it’s hard to tell.

I’m trying to see if Joey wants to start planning with me like who do we want to work with moving forward. I’d also love to have that conversation with Monty. That way next time we have to vote we will already have an established alliance. Literally everyone on this team are great to talk to when they are online. Genuinely seem to be here to make friends and enjoy the game. I’d love to continue playing with people like that and I know we will want to be strong when we do merge.

If I want to step up my strategic game, now is the time.

Every now and then, I get totally drowsy when playing all these html5 games. It makes me wonder and have some lucid dreams tbh, I'll just be sitting there with Forensic Files on in the background, just zoning out, and playing Tomb Runner. I hope that my score is enough, but if we lost, I'm going to be absolutely crushed, cause I ain't going to the Outhouse. HBO Max has the aesthetic of the Hamburglar from McDonald's and that is not a good sight to see.

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAFE ANOTHER ROUND!! I still feel desperate as fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk but hey its always sunny in philadelphia :-)

ummm not much has happened. ive been taking some time away from discord for a few reasons so i havent been active. plus we won so i just have not really talked to anyone this past round

OMG OKAY OKAY OKAY SOOOO it sucks we lost again but me and Mikki have had a plan incase we are teaming up with Chris bc we dont feel all that close to raffy and blake and it was gonna be like awkward w them voting chris BUT THEN blake says to mikki he wants chris to stay and then says hes close w raffy too SO RAFFY AND BLAKE R PROBS VOTING ME LMFAOOO omg this is SOOO exciting if its a 3-2 vote with me getting 2 ill jump. BUT we are voting raffy cuz he might have an idol that needs flushing while if we kept him he could just use it next time to mikki needs to act like fully on board w them so that he doesnt get sus. AHHHHHH SCARY BUT EXCITING. why do i like getting votes. bad benj

I was worried we would lose knowing Ricky would be sent to Outhouse. What I didn't realize was that I'd be the only non Eener on the tribe. But Benj and Mikki assured me this round that they wanted to work with me so I felt optimistic! Then Raffy/Blake come to me respectively about how they want me to stay so now they are going to go after Benj I think but Mikki is pretending she is too? I support cannibalism today!

whew me entering top 14? 13? 12? idk pls help i can't do math my math is not mathing.

tbh winning consecutively is the double-edged swords cause on one hand, im safe and don't have to worry about a thing.. on the other hand, the whites still have numbers :/ im trying to talk to like do something in case if we go to the tribal, we can get the whites out... hopefully.

https://voca.ro/16epPhLLURgj

I continue to be the challenge queen <3 Ignore Ultimate Tic Tac Toe this ain't about her

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I don't know if I even gave my thoughts on my new tribe yet btw but I love Jinx they're so great to be around, she's definitely my first priority outside of the monty-joey-lily alliance on who to keep. Captain and Jude are cool too tho!

And Lily C sure exists

https://photos.app.goo.gl/AfRSnrGaPUDVcJ5MA

I FUCKING HATE THE OUTHOUSE. it’s so BORING and i cant FUCKING FOGURE OUT THIS RIDDLE. what’s even worse is i have absolutely no say on what goes back on at camp, and now way to strengthen the bonds that i’ve already built with benj and mikki. i’m just hoping that chris is doing enough to keep himself in this round, because i really really don’t want to lose him. if i don’t make this merge with my tua 4 i might Lose My Mind. Praying to Autumn for this one!

BEFORE FAIRY COUNCIL: https://youtu.be/BGTQn9Z9CCo

https://youtu.be/1iOW7SZftQk

For Benj: https://youtu.be/Y0iMuH01zMM

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Episode 4: “Tua supremacy babey” - Lily O

I GET TO REUNITE WITH JINX YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

me waking up to see that im in the new tribe: https://media.tenor.com/images/93212119a4887f9fa0ad945c7ae2a5d0/tenor.gif

tbh i expected the swap since like we have 14 rn so its a reasonable number to do a swap before the merge.. but like this swap sucks not only me being the only one from og eener but its also me having to be with these 4 whites ppl. you know i don't trust white ppl except mikki SDFSDFSDFSDF so this absolutely SUCKS. and geekoffilm is on another tribe too.

URGH i hope i can team up with jinx and jude. and joey and i used to play together in CoW so hopefully, i am able to make him want to work with me again.. but monty... monty is very skeptical cause like they could just vote me off now. BUT THEN, i know that either jinx or raffy has the idol for sure, so maybe i need to ask jinx for that. or i just ask the person who i'll be up against with in the tic tac toe to throw a challenge if they are the og eener too.

much to think about bestie booth. i wanna trust these ppl so bad but i have trust issues

https://youtu.be/JrXnnD5KU0I

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naur this is the plan if we go to council

imma be like joey

you are the only cis white man on the team

you have to go.

you wanna be an ally?

THIS IS HOW!!!

so im pushing for u FEWEJFEEFJEFEIFEFIJW

heS ALWAYS SAYING HE WANTS TO BE A BETTER ALLY

ALWAYS CALLING ME LIKE JINX IM SO SORRY

ILL BE LIKE FOR WHAT??

HE'S LIKE FOR BEING A WHITE CIS STRAIGHT MAN.

IF UR REALLY SORRY ULL LEAVE!

I have to start this out by saying Giraffez, I’m so sorry! I tried my best but too many people wanted to keep us comp strong and wanted Lily O to stay. I really wish we would have had the chance to play longer together but sometimes it’s just not in the cards.

As far as swap goes, I’m really happy about my team. We have a majority from my original group which is pretty wild. I wish Chips was here and I really hope he makes it work somehow but I’m ngl I’m a little worried about him.

I was so so thrilled to see Jinx on Tua with me. I also have started talking with Captain and Jude. They both seem super nice so as always I’m hoping to avoid tribal once again.

I’d like to the think that original Llih (was that how you spelled it?) will stay together but Giraffez told me that Lily O told her that she was voting for me. Now obviously we all voted Giraffez but I think Lily O knows I was plotting. So. I hope we can stick together. But. Yeah. Your girl is worried. And excited. She is excited cause this group seems cool. But nervous because yeah I’m not ready for another vote out. Mkay. Bye.

This swap went pretty well for me all things considered. I still have a bunch of people from my OG Tribe, and the new people seem active and really nice! So, I like my tribe. Blake offered to me today to work together closely in the game which I am down for. The semi-inactive people need to stick together and all that lmao. Other than that, I am straight Vibing

Swap time! honestly its time to kick it into high gear and win this immunity challenge! make some real allies!

HELLO AUTUMNS WORLD!!!!!! So I have arrived in a swapped team with 3 of my old members! SOOO happy Mikki is here firstly since we can discuss basically anything. Blake and Raffy im also cool with but not like as close with them. Maybe a bit more with Blake. Of the new people my fav is Chris !! Already liking our chats and hope it can turn more strategic later maybe!! Ricky is also cool and funny and chips I was allies with him in Kili which is cool but probably the weakest connection of the new people so far!! It looks like we are gonna lose and if so its kinda hard like on one hand we have easy majority to vote off idk probably chips or maybe ricky or we could go against tribal linesI think Blake truly does wanna work with me tho but is just busy. Like going against tribal lines is kinda fun but maybe dumb. And chips being the 1 in a 4-2-1 swap sucks too!! Idk kind of evaluating the vibe with Mikki and will see what we think later if we lose… we would probs be safe regardless being protected by tribal lines on one side and having developed sorta good vibes with Chris and Ricky from the other side so probs wouldn’t be targeted from that angle either?? Hopefully… I did have kind of a delayed start with the new people cuz of irl stuff but yah we will see!

My opinion on swap was initially sad because I was missing out on Jinx/Jude/Joey/Captain BUT then I realize I like this tribe?? Im with Ricky still, Mikki probably is sitting at the cookout as we spesk, Chips is lowkey goody but I got my eye on him, Benj and I bond over Agatha Christie <3, Blake I knew from TDI so we have been goofin like a Goofy movie, Raffy I actually enjoy that we chat of the most mundane things, and that's everybody! I think I have a chance to survive on this tribe

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My thoughts are that I've got Ricky and Mikki at minimum. I know Mikki/Raffy got beef but I doubt they go for each other. Chips is like a level-headed Joey but I reckon one of him/Blake/Benj will be targeted if I had to guess. Nevertheless me and Captain talked during our matchup and exchanged info. My hope is me or Ricky are in Outhouse but I also hope not so we have higher odds to keep the goodies all goodie and safe

https://voca.ro/18WSqZznajDx

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I LOVE JUDE

so idk where my last confessional left off but i think it was before tribal. so after tribal, jinx’s manifestations came true, we swapped, i ended up on a tribe with no one i knew except chris, so that was kind of…nnng. but hey, gotta roll with the punches. me and jinx were paired up for the challenge which game me a bit of time to talk with them, and they gave me some insight on ppl i didn’t really know on my tribe, and also they gave me a tarot reading, and it basically said that while i’m probably gonna have to deal with some bullshit, i just have to use everything i’ve learned to get over any obstacles, and stay calm and collected through it all. i’m really really praying for this one, since we just lost immunity, and now chris is going to the outhouse, i’m afraid that i’m truly all alone now. and if there’s one thing that scares me it’s being alone. i really like mikki tho, and i heard benj was good ppl. maybe if i let them know that raffy might have the half idol then maybe they’d be more inclined to work with me, but i also really enjoy raffy’s presence, so i don’t really want him to be a target. blake and i have had a good amount of dialogue so i’m hoping that he’d be willing to work with me, to be honest. ughhhhh why why why tribal. WHY TRIBAL. in all my years of playing tumble survivor i’ve never been sent to like…and exile or redemption island ONCE. not once….ever…. please god let me get to the outhouse just one time.

First of all, lemme just say I'm so amused by how quickly my chances of no-votes went RIGHT out the door. But also thank god that it went off without a hitch! And right before a swap, no less New tribe is definitely iconic. LOVE Jinx, Captain and Jude are cool too, and then my Llih buddies are also v nice to have (shoutouts monty and joey)

Tua supremacy babey

https://youtu.be/oP7DWOnmt40

https://youtu.be/Z3_pyWTdRh8

https://youtu.be/UFshPYJ98z0

hello confessional booth... i'm here to give you um. something i hope!!!!

well since the swap, i feel like i've managed to fit in better than i expected cause ive been feeling under the weather and i don't rlly have energy to talk to anyone (which is so great that our tribe won this IC) but i rlly need to work on that more for sure..

joey wants to work with me.. like a lot. we worked together for a bit in CoW before he was voted out and he was a great ally to me back then so i think i can trust joey a little bit? and he rlly wants the pocs to go far so i think this is a good sign.

with jinx, we've been wanting to talk about the outhouse thing but jinx wants to call and i've been feeling sick so we haven't called but hopefully we can do that soon. i trust jinx a lot and i know they're gonna take care of me.

jude.. you know i like her since i saw her intro vid so yup gonna need to talk to her more!!!

lily c.. my fellow teacher pls SFSFSDFSD i enjoy our chat a lot like idt its much but every time we talk, with her, it just feels great and nice and like we just get to know each other so far so i hope we can talk game a bit more but we'll see

lily o.. we haven't talked since the day the swap happened. idk why. maybe she's busy or maybe i should dm her first so i think i'm gonna do that tmr my time if i have the energy.

and monty... PLEASE idk if i can trust monty or not. like he's a good friend of mine but my experience in orgs with them is that they tried to break the swp apart (which was smart but then mikki and i are both playing so gotta keep an eyes on them)

i'm just trying to feel good and hopefully recover soon cause i hate being sick. idk i'm scared of covid!!!!! but i haven't gone outside for a week or two methinks so we're gonna pray and see.

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missing mikki and hope she will be fine

Blake suggested starting an OG Eneer alliance to Mikki and Benj. They took them up on the offer so I guess I am in my first alliance of the game based on arbitrary reasons. In any case, they seem to want to vote out Chips which is a RIP. But whatever keeps me safe for one more round.

I don’t have an obsession with the Mr. Robinson’s Neighborhood sketch from SNL... No I clearly don’t... https://youtu.be/whfQf3Pd5bU

It’s my chronic overthinking in this swap that is going to do me in, I feel. It’s the pressure of having to actually think differently, and coming off of EVERYTHING I’ve seen in this community over the past 6 months, oh good Lord have mercy, I feel as though its so hard for me to want to not sacrifice my game, but at the same time... I feel all the pressure in the world to flip. I did have a lucid dream that if I got to a point where I consistently voted only white people at every Council, it would make my game look REALLY good by comparison, since I literally did everything I could, and no, I don’t want to hear anyone post season say this was rigged for Jinx, it’s not, we’re only going to go against each other down the road because of how this season has been set up, and it breaks my heart

https://photos.app.goo.gl/eSvSGkc4zmBfnYVP7

So here's some tea I suppose. I was a pretty big fan of the tribe swap because people talked more in general. This was particularly interesting considering their different timezones but continued ability to keep up conversation. It was pretty apparent that I was at a numbers deficit from my original tribe but my hope was that people didn't want to play like "that" and then if they did that my former tribe would throw it to keep the numbers. Apparently that is not true as Lily C went as hard as possible to win a challenge she could have convincingly thrown as an "accident" multiple times. At any rate, based on the total lack of communication with me concerning who I am voting it is evident that either the plan is to vote someone without telling me or that it is to vote me. This means that regardless of the situation I am in a terrible position and will be leaving sooner rather than later. I don't know that I've been swap screwed in the past (perhaps, I've been playing for too long) but it really stinks.

For the TL;DR watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzftXB28gBE

http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-no-sir.gif

As I'm writing this, I have a big gulp from... you guessed it... 7/11. I need to flip on one of the three of Monty, Lily O, and Lily C. My best option is going to vote for Lily O, I need Monty and Lily C to know I'm only doing this because yanno, things look awfully awful, and the pressure of making the right move and yet making sure I don't lose relationships is starting to get to me.

I also need them as shields because theyre the only winners in this game, and I need them here as shields for down the road heading into a merge.

I can't even believe I found TWOA IDOLS! I had to think a lot about who to give it too but I decided to do what felt like the smartest thing to do. Jinx and Captain already trust me and I enjoy Ricky but he gives semi chaotic energy. With that in mind, I had to give it to Jude as a sign of faith. Not only am I wanting her to do well, but I want to prove to her I legit want to work with her come merge 😊

https://youtu.be/vOn8Zsi0njA

https://youtu.be/UWTB-LYjbu0

for Chips: https://youtu.be/lSeDZdSEl4o

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Episode 3: “I saw something about fucking high tops” - Monty

What a wonderful day to wake up in Autumn’s World! I’m still feeling on edge with what happened in the last challenge. Joey not submitting had me super worried. And it was so close! That one point could have been the difference of Joey going. I was so relieved we pulled through getting 2nd again.

But our group is not trying for second this time. We are going for it. DaLily, Giraffez, Joey, and I went on call last night and got an answer for everything. Several could earn us 3 points. I’ve got my fingers crossed that our answers check off all the rules and aren’t used by the other teams.

Joey and Chips have both had conversations curious about the tickets. I’m just hoping it will go in my favor. Wish me luck!

this is going to be a short confessional because really not much happened asjhjsahashj and you know why??? MOSTLY BECAUSE MY TRIBE IS PRETTY INACTIVE AND IT'S MAKING ME RESTLESS screams. like I understand it and it's fine but oh my god I'm bored. I have benj and captain who are active when they can be but even then it's still so crickets. like a girl can only theorise so much there's nothing new here for me to think about or strategise I feel like I've covered it all like omg are benj and Blake secretly aligned and omg raffy and Blake are probably a duo cos they have the same timezone and raffy probably has an idol and does raffy know who I am now or not??? I'VE COVERED IT ALL, I READ THE NOVEL I WROTE THE THESIS AND I REVIEWED THE MOVIE. I'm ready to move on now. like I enjoy raffy I love benj and captain is my EVERYTHING but I wanna see more of what survivor has to offer I want more to obsess over and strategise and new people to talk to I think I've done all I can at this point. so I just hope a tribe swap is coming. even if I get killed because of it, I don't even care, just let me have some entertainment!!!! BECAUSE IM BORED.

it’s like 1:30 am and i am so bored. kinda wish we were going to tribal just so i’d have something to do SKEKEJEKKE. anyway girl this challenge was a train wreck and a half, we got on call like an hour before it was do and everyone was spouting answers left and right and jinx’s ass kept making us wait to look things up like LMFAOOOO. we LitRally submitted it TWO MINUTES before it was due lmfao. and tell me why we were all SHAKING like leaves sitting on call waiting an HOUR for results…pathetic. literally we were all so anxious that jinx had to bring out the tarot cards LMFAOOOO. but in the end WE WON as we rightfully should. we also did the mathy maths, jinx told us that bryan gave her his two tickets so we know that now our tribe have 5 tickets each, jinx has 7 which is the most in the game. someone out there my have khalid’s ticket that he had but we’ll just have to see who comes out w it. we’re thinking that the tickets may have something to do with an auction or something with advantages. jinx also said they found a half idol and we’re all pretty sure raffy has the other half. i really love jinx chris and jude like going forward i so so so want to work with them. i hope the mayo military doesn’t vote out monty. praying for him. anyway i’m getting my second covid shot tomorrow and i’m really afraid it’s gonna lay me out on my ass for the next three days. i don’t have to work but i’m scared we’re gonna swap so i want to have a lot of time to socialize, but bitch i might be comatose. anyway if we do swap i kind of want to be on captain’s tribe just bc he’s cute LMFAOOOOO. anyway bye!

*walks in cussing up a storm* WE LOST BY TWO DAMN POINTS IF I ONLY TALKED THEM I TO A FEW DIFFERENT ONES LIKE OH HALL AND OAT OR GARFUNKEL AND OATS OR SOMETHING DIFFERENT JUST SOMETHING *sits down* this fucking sucks im so damn nervous I just want to make it far i want to make it to merge but i don't think i can if im eliminated and I just want to be able to say i did it like what the Fuck

hello confessional booth its been lonely here in the outhouse thats why i have come to you.. be my friend please!!! so lately i haven't done much? like i haven't talked much strategy with benj/raffy/blake but i do have a great relationship with them despite living in different timezones. thats kinda a plus cause sometimes i don't wanna talk to anyone so timezones are a perfect excuse!!! i def want to work with benj and raffy moving forward, especially raffy. blake wants to work with me of course but idk if i feel the same :/ but its always better the devil you know.. amirite???

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ALSO finally the whites go to the tribal. i mean its their time.. we started off kinda bad already with 2 pocs being the first 2 to go home. i mean i was responsible for the first one but ya hehe

Having to make a decision? No, thank you. I’m so upset. I don’t want to vote anyone out. I’m proud of the other teams they really did a fantastic job. I’m just like ughhhhh why couldn’t we just get 2nd place twiceeeee. If it goes my way, Giraffez or Lily O will go. But it just sucks. I don’t want either of them to go. I don’t even know what I want and I can already tell this game is gonna get messy. I think I should be fine for this vote but you never know.

Im so ECSTATIC! Like I have gotten lowkey close to everyone and I dont mean on a game level. I honestly love all the people on this tribe so I was stressed about our challenge that we could lose someone else. We were all on call for 1.5 out of 4 hours in total working on the challenge and me following being in Controversiele's legacy, I came up with an oof name but who cares WEE WON! Then we stayed onto the call talking about org gossip and stuff between communities and it was enlightening to here what its been like over past couple of years. Nevertheless we also talk of this game and we're meant to go on call later to talk of plans to do and Im so glad 😊

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I forgot about how much I hate this part. Fortunately Lily O is making the decision easier by not being active in PMs. Monty, Chips, and Giraffez have all said that Lily O isn’t messaging. the three of them and Joey have said explicitly that they want to work with me so I’m gonna roll with that. I really loved working with this group. It really sucks seeing anyone go but this is part of the game.

Alright trying to move out of the emotional atmosphere and think about the right move for me. Monty commented to me that he’s a strong strategist and I’m strong socially which should give us a good balance. I can tell that Chips and Monty could be a strong duo as Chips mentioned a few things that Monty said to me. I also have Joey as my strong duo. I think if Joey can step up his social game in this one, we could make it really far with the 5 of us. I’m also super excited to get to work with Giraffez. She has been fun to talk to and someone who I feel is honest with me. She told me she is nervous about the vote and thinks they are on the chopping block. She clearly has intuition, heart, and the energy for this game. I’d love to see how far we can go. Plus, I think Giraffez trusts me the most out of everyone which gives me an edge moving forward.

I know a twist is coming. This is Autumn’s World and everything will change. I’m sure the swap is ahead of us and I just hope I’m ready.

I am simply vibing on my tribe. I didn’t participate in the challenge and have just been, like, relaxing

Mikki completely carried us ahhh I feel so bad Kinda hoping to get stolen for an idol chance but maybe captain can

https://photos.app.goo.gl/75hujsHtowAWB4if8

https://youtu.be/noCt1S83_c0

https://youtu.be/nT6WHlkMOD8

https://youtu.be/j8QCGxOkthw

WHY ARE THESE PEOPLE NUTS AND DUMB

We lost scattergories! Me and Monty sat out so in theory we are both safe from the vote. At the beginning (as seems to be the norm) no one wants to say anything but I kind of have an idea of who I would like to vote (Lily O or Giraffez). The two have just made the least effort to speak with me overall. https://media3.giphy.com/media/xUA7b7D4uAir0fDeKI/giphy.gif

Then of course Giraffez talks to me about how they want me to vote Lily and we make a great connection and I'm really vibing with them so I'm like all in on Giraffez! And then.. stuff got a little complicated following?? It seems that obviously Lily O finds out it's between them and Giraffez and then Joey just tells me he's "heard nothing" so I start to get paranoid like he was told to tell me that by a bigger alliance. https://media.tenor.com/images/c04253ca68809c74025edac1253d8749/tenor.gif

Anyway... I talk to Lily C about how I think we should go with Giraffez and vote for Lily O because at minimum that is 3. Then Lily says that she has been talking to Monty and wonders if I want to be in a chat with them so that we can be a trio. We form a trio called "It Takes Three to Spill the Tea" and then start to.. spill tea about what we think and Monty reveals that he would prefer keeping Lily over Giraffez. The reasoning makes sense in multiple ways:

Lily is good at challenges

Lily would owe us

Joey wants to vote out Giraffez so he would be a vote WITH us and thus be loyal going into a next vote

The downside is that I want Lily to talk to me more. Like, in general. I'm going to start harassing her if she stays. https://media.tenor.com/images/794127ad8d8ab8a43a3773fe9102a3ab/tenor.gif

Joey is trying to do some sort of mastermind edit or something?? I don't quite understand he told me that he didn't want it to tie and that I need to flip Monty even though Monty already told me he was voting Giraffez. I don't know what to make of it but I told Monty about it and we had a short little laugh. Anyway! Big brain plays over here by aligning with the two former winners of the game. https://64.media.tumblr.com/e398e0b6ea895675dd5752be6f2d0b04/tumblr_namvs33sBO1sqbiv1o3_250.gif

Should I get voted out this round I give a rapturous round of applause to everyone in the game. This would have been the most gamed I have ever been by a tribe. http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-post-savage-blindside.gif

i can just feel my stock in the "we like joey" camp plummeting

*walks in sitting down a little misty eyes* ah so I'm here once again......eliminated........ FUCK i honestly don't know where I went wrong I literally did everything different then my last time......the only thing i see if i should of tooken monty up on his offer to fuck shit up *shrugs* but anyway that's all from me for now I would like to thank Autumn and the hosting team for putting together an amazing time and hope that no one from llih wins it in the end because I'm a little bitter *laughs* but from the biggest Instagram drag queen in captivity Thank you good night signing off

For Giraffez: https://youtu.be/1f4pj6l7wUs

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Episode 2: “I really need to talk to more people” - Blake

i love torturing myself this is why i keep doing this puzzle! yes im lying

Happy to still be playing this game even though I’m feeling a little out of touch. It’s been a long time since I’ve played a survivor game and the pace is always constant. I didn’t log on last night and didn’t think about how we would have to sit someone out. I’m feeling bad but also know that I’m probably being a little too hard on myself.

I’m happy with our performance in the previous challenge as well. I noticed that we all were communicating well discussing our genuine thoughts, ideas, and concerns and we turned out with something that helped us all stay safe. Special shout out to Monty who really pulled it together with the editing. I still high key think it would have been better to Party in the USA but it’s fine. Haha.

Overall I really enjoy my group here. Which is obviously a problem because if we have to vote someone off which obviously at some point we will then I’m going to have to make a difficult decision. I want to keep Monty as long as possible. One we get along well but also have this understanding that we have both won a game which puts us in a unique situation. If one of us goes it will be even easier to target the other. I want to keep Chips and Joey because I just straight up trust them. I don’t think they will turn on me at least until after merge/jury. And I don’t think they would even do it then. Oof.

That leaves Lily O and Giraffez. I like them both a lot. Lily O really puts her all in this. Giraffez has been really great to talk to and I think honest with me with what she is worried about. Giraffez literally told me they were worried about their experience and that they might get voted out. Ugh! I totally agree that happens. I just hope we don’t have to come to this decision in a long….looong…..longggggggggg time.

Khalid is gone which is no surprise. I like this next challenge as I like to do puzzles, but I am unsure I will be able to meet the expectations of my tribe. So I might just get voted out because of it. So I plan on trying really hard!

MANIFESTING A WHITE BOOT!!! MANIFESTING A WHITE BOOT!!!!!! IDC WHO BUT THEY BETTER BE WHITE!!!!!! MANIFESTING A WHITE BOOT!!!!!!

Holy SHIT this puzzling has made my fingers hurt. Sure they're a tumblr survivor classic (and I missed them greatly <3) but like got damn they do require a LOT of focus... that being said, ya gal cut her time in half since her first attempt, so that was nice! So far I'm not that worried about having to go to a house summit, we seem to be pulling together very well as a team. I may need to start initiating more conversations tho, I've been kinda goin with the flow so far but that might not get me in good standings if we do get last? I dunno, I've been putting in enough work that I'm happy about it. Even if I do get Carpuzzle Tunnel Syndrome from this org, I'm proud of my sub-10 time

So we win which is always amazing because the longer i don't have ti be in the bottom the better but at the end of the day i kinda want to go just to see my skills now with this more high end group of players were i feel tumblr players are a bit more cutthroat and willing to kill each other and other games are kinda like yeah we're here were having fun lets simp for one person and just throw our games away you know so hopefully i can just prove myself here

Here's a really quick confession. Things have not changed and I still suck at puzzles. Luckily my tribe does not and we are not going to council. Wondering if I am successfully alienating my tribe mates as they rarely talk to me? Either that or they really are busy/inactive... which would explain why it took so long for everyone to decide on puzzles for this challenge.

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So I just saw/noticed that Jinx is in this game and... made a comment about how it would be neat if they ended up on a tribe with me. Then Autumn was like.. "you didn't even look at the cast?!" and I felt bad so here's a quick little assessment of my feelings of the full cast (minus my tribe which I already did) BIG DISCLAIMER! If I say I know someone and say something bad it's just my impression. I try to give everyone a chance (or second, third, etc.) before writing them off:

Bryan is someone I have not met. He seems to be a fan of asian-inspired stuffs which I am not hugely versed in. I hope we can relate by talking about some of the more basic animes (like Death Note or Fullmetal Alchemist) if not I hope we can find something.

Chris and I share a name so that's already a plus.. bahaha! He loves horror and forensic science and seems really cool. I also love that he loves writing sooo I hope I get to meet him.

Jinx... AHH! Excited to see them!! Don't know if we would be able to play together if we did join up since alliances are probably being formed on other tribes and whatnot but Jinx is iconic. Just saying.

Jude is someone that I have not met but she seems really sweet. I hope we can connect with musical and video games.

Michelle.. I legit want to ask what a day is like for her being a Security Alarm Operator. Mine goes off sometimes for no reason and it's always so awkward talking to them.

Benj!!! I am shocked that he applied!! I am hyped to meet back up with him and maybe talk some. These Kili vibes are positive so hoping they stay positive into this game.

Blake I also met in Kili and I think he was just in an unpleasant situation where he ended up on a tribe that voted out other people over him. If I remember right he tried wildin' saying he had an idol and was playing it??

Captain seems funny. I am glad he's already doing better than the last time he played and will need to keep the Thailand timezone in mind moving forward.

Khalid was voted out so I will not be meeting him. It's a shame because I'm a Hufflepuff who loves Disney too.

Mikki is from Australia and the name reminds me of Rikki from the H20: Just Add Water show and I actually really like that. Also she seems very funny "I'm really good at comps" hehehe

Raffy!! My child! I need to see him again. He's a sweetheart and a ray of sunshine.

NOT MISS RICKENS! OMG!! Autumn really had THE BUDGET pulling Ricky! I'm excited should I get the chance to see them. Ricky was in my first ever Survivor org with me and just.. whew! That is such a throwback.

Anyway those are some of my thoughts.

thank god we won that.. you see how i did in that challenge??? well. im a comp beast methinks. anyways, nothing happens much! i'm just gonna keep talking to benj and raffy to make them kinda trust me moving forward. and with that being said, i'm not gonna steal any airtime from tua people so this might be my last confessional booth this ep. urgh i'm so kind.

Ok so we just got done doing the challenge with the lilys joey and myself and honest to god knocj in wood we might just he winning it this week *squeals* i so totally can't wait because if im not mistaken ive already (technically) surpassed my placement as far as 16th im just really hoping i can as well based on number of players who left before and then some because momma really wanna make merge if not win

FUCK CAPITALISMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

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But in all seriousness, we literally scraped by because my capitalistic terrible job made me stay 13 hours, the fact I’m not going to council is saying something.

We won and that just feels correct. Now I can go back to just socializing and my dumb himbo brain doesn’t have to think for a while

https://voca.ro/1eea4xAVURSE

https://photos.app.goo.gl/PQeWWSLZp6mwKDcJ6

my tribe going to tribal is honestly pretty shit, not as bad as it could bc because i haven’t really made any solid alliances with jude or bryan yet, so i guess i technically do have a couple options. i really do want to work with chris and i’ve had a pretty open dialogue with him all week so i feel pretty okay there. i really want to work with jinx too so when they come back i’m hoping maybe i can pull something together between the three of us. the issue is i don’t know who the better option to vote is. bryan hasn’t been around and didn’t do very well in the challenge, but i just have the inkling he’d be more loyal. jude has been around but she seems far too intelligent and social for my liking, too much like me tbh. so i guess it’s a strength vs loyalty thing for this first vote. i’ll just have to see where chris’ head lies.

YAY WE ARE SAFE!!! Getting on a losing streak so early would have been disastrous and diminished my connections later. PANCAKE SAVING JINX AND THEN JINXS TRIBE LOSING WAS SO GOOD AHHH THANK U PANCAKE GREAT CHOICE!! And hope Chris survives too. Still loving the game and i have 2 tickets to autumns world too very mysterious.... Mikki and Captain still my favs everything still going gooood.

So Bryan kinda alluded he preferred Ricky over Jude when I asked who he likes so if he is honest then he'll want Jude out. Meanwhile, I talked to Jude on zoom and we see eye to eye on so much! I hope its legit because I would love to go far. With that said, we both agreed on Bryan and so the plan is to somehow convince Ricky to vote Bryan so it doesn't tie.if it did then I need to be one of the tiebreakers because I want to convince the other person again if I have to. Am I nervous? Yes, but do I feel a little better? Yes. I think if worse comes to worse I will know if I'm 17th prior to tribal

More thought tea, I really just like making confessional lmfao https://photos.app.goo.gl/3pqqdUwuP78xCghVA

https://youtu.be/Ym1ky7l5-Tw

https://youtu.be/yi4vCxavng4

Ugh this game is literally so annoying. It is 45 min before tribal and literally everyone has said that have not talked to anyone about names. I am really starting to think that it is going to be me tonight. I am trying so hard to just make sure two of them do not vote for me by securing deals to not vote with each other. I really hope that this is not the first and last tribal i attend lmao

literally! so happy we won immunity because we need to get through the girlies so I can start wriggling my way in more game wise! I am super happy with my performance in the challenge, and literally only won by 3 seconds, thats like what, 3 x1 or 2 x 1.5 or like, any small amount slighly added by another very small amount because its A VERY SMALL AMOUNT OF TIME. game wise, ive reached out to captain to really solidify something there. i really need to talk to more people

https://youtu.be/BwzGPttqx5o

For Bryan: https://youtu.be/O1mcRRKTHuQ

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Episode 1: “Autumn you are a crazy fucked up host” - Giraffez

AHHHHHHH AUTUMNS WORLD HI!!!!!! THIS CAST IS AMAZING IM SO EXCITED AND SCARED!!! JINX YES!! AND 4 KILI PEOPLE INCLUDING LILY?? cant wait !!!

Omg! first day and im placed on the Eener tribe <3 love the way it sounds like an alarm so much ! xo love the tribe divisions and love my tribe mates! super excited to get to know them more, and reconnect with others :)

https://youtu.be/9P1GrFrTHnQ

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it’s the way i keep putting my birthday as the date...as if this is a doctors office and not autumns world...I DONT NEED NO DOCTOR THO I AM CURED IN AUTUMNS WORLD ‼️‼️‼️ anyways manifesting a jinx win 🕯 hi my name is jinx and i am the winner of tumblr survivor 103: autumns world. i keep telling myself that. it’s okay to be hungry for the win like i am this time. i can’t let it blind me but it’s okay! it’s okay to say i’m gonna win! if i fail, it’s not smth i haven’t done before. but. im taking a page from autumns book and speaking it into existence. my name is jinx clementine and i WILL BE the winner of tumblr survivor 103: autumns world. *uptown funk vc* don’t believe me just WATCH ‼️

It feels absolutely insane to be back. I feel like I’m a bit oversaturated tbh

I can’t believe this cast. Packed with icons. So many people from Kilimanjaro?? I’m just like??? I’m just so excited to play and hope that our team does great. I just don’t want to lose cause I really don’t want to vote any of these other people out!

when i’m the annoying overactive player... i keep putting my birthday as the month/day/year 😭 so watch out for that. anyways, important announcement: the only song i ever listen to is potential breakup song by aly & aj. i never listen to anything else. if i feel like listening to music that’s what i listen to. it’s been on repeat since 2007. my itunes consists of 1 song, potential breakup song by aly & aj, and the play count is somewhere around 50,000 plays. if you ever see me listening to music, don’t even ask what song i’m listening to, because you know it’s potential breakup song by aly & aj, so why would you even ask

I don't give one fucks, two fucks, red fucks, or blue fucks, I'm gonna put all my effort and energy into this season. I have a point to prove, not to just myself, but to every person who has doubted me in any way. The biggest concern I have is meta gaming, alot of it but its going to be okay. Chris and Jinx? Vibing. Mikki and Captain? that group chat was made 5 minutes into the game. Monty and Lily C are gonna be vibing since they're winners. Lily O and I played fr*nce, but that's... no good. I'm going to just let go and have a great time. This is Autumn's World, and sometimes, we all need to just relax and let nature take its course

Autumn you are a crazy fucked up host....... Legit i was like oh come in have some fun then BOOM FUCKING MESOPOTAMIA FLASH BACK OUT THE GATE so sevice to say I'm nervous as hell about this challenge i so don't want to get voted out first .....or on the same challenge as before so even if we do have to go to tribal hopefully the winning tribe will take pitty on me and you know give me safety

feeling delusional for writing what i wrote about winning 😭🌚 LIKE DKKDKDKDKDKDDKDKKD IM TRYING TO BE MY BEST POSSIBLE SELF AND APPARENTLY THAT FACILITATES DELUSION GOOD NIGHT

https://youtu.be/FJM9fQW7evY

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autumn not letting me in the game at first bc i’m mixed. i can hear my ancestors screaming

Yknow I’m not exactly thrilled that the song decision was made without everyone being present but like my stupid night shifts make it completely understandable at the same time. On that topic, though. Party in the USA for our music video, hmm. Not even bleach is that basic.

good morning it’s day 2 in autumn’s world and i don’t feel any better about the whites. ps. daily i love monty

https://youtu.be/DAXdEjZW1mc

https://photos.app.goo.gl/mQ3vUbaX1nEnsp2Z9

My tribe has a varying amount of timezones which makes it harder to connect with them socially as I cannot PM them as much as I would like to. Additionally, I am finding it difficult to message them because I have to work from 8 to 5 everyday of the week. This sucks because I know I can at least make people like me in the per-merge enough to keep me. However, I can no longer reliably use this strategy. I just have to hope others are way more inactive than me and that my tribe somehow wins immunity. On that note, I am really liking that Mikki and Benj took a leadership role in the tribe. So, they are definitely people I want to keep on this tribe. It would have to be Blake or Khalid that gets the target from me. We'll see how talking to them goes before results.

I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!! Ok so starting with my tribe:

Mikki - ABSOLUTELY THE FAV!!! We got along right away on day 1 and are def the closest in timezones which is so great to have someone like that. Sooo fun and easy to talk to really wanna be #1 allies. I know shes amazing at orgs and won and probs is getting along well with everyone but who cares i wanna play w her!!!! The main thing is too have fun and i just know it will be with Mikki

Captain - Also amazing!!! Super active in helping with the challenge and great personally love that hes gonna do english teaching which is smth i was looking into and also in a closer time zone to me and had fun discussing stuff w him so far!!

Blake - We played Kili together!! Shoutout Autumn for getting 4 Kilis back omg. I was on a tribe with Blake and Autumn together for like 2 rounds and we did vote together once so have some positive history at least hes a bit more quiet compared to the others but hes cool and i think we could do good!

Raffy - Iconic parts in the video challenge and also fun so far!! Havent talked as much as the above 3 but still feeling good about him!

Khalid - Seems nice and friendly but we havent messaged yet and no clue if he will do his lines in the music video :O we'll see But overall love my tribe and the overall cast. LILY THE KILI WINNER QUEEN???????? Cant believe shes back would be so awesome to play w her again since last time we were mainly on opposite sides. JINX MY ONE MONTE FRIEND??? YES!! SO excited i hope we get to tribe swap together since in Monte we werent that close and i voted them off i know such a disgrace but since then we have become more friends so would love to play together!! Also played w Chips in Kili and were sort of friends! Chris we are hosting a season together but i think itll be cancelled tbh no ones applying and we dont know each other at all outside of that but i loved his intro and just started getting into agatha christie literally ordered 2 of her books a few weeks ago sdhksa cant believe he mentioned her in his intro so super excited to properly meet him. Joey we are sorta friends but i voted him out recently in other game so dunno how he feels abt me!! Everyone else i dont really know but will meet some soon surely WOOO AUTUMNS WORLD

SO THE GAME JUST STARTED so there's not really that much to spill right now but I do really enjoy my tribe. I have my bestie captain who I will protect as much as I possibly can. and I've spent all day yesterday and today talking to benj who I LOVE so so so much. I feel so good with him. SO UM ASAHJSHSJAJHASHJAS IM ON THE SAME TRIBE AS RAFFY WHO UM ASHJSAHASHJ I played with once before where I was super chaotic and I literally fought him (playfully) and it was so messy and chaotic and stupid BUT I DIDN'T RECOGNISE HIM AND HE DIDN'T REMEMBER ME SO WE JSUT WERE LIKE "nice to meet you" and I didn't realise until later and idk if he knows yet and I am not bringing it up COS LIKE IDK I DON'T WANT IT TO GET WEIRD AND MAYBE HE DOESN'T REMEMBER BUT MAYBE HE DOES IDK but besides that I love him a lot he's so fun and his videos for our music video are AMAZING he's so full of life. Khalid hasn't been on much but I really enjoy his energy when he is. he's so cool and lovely. Blake is nice!!!!! but I can't help but feel my instincts being like WATCH HIM. like something inside me is saying beware of this white man.LIKE IDK WHAT IT IS but I just get instincts in games with people sometimes where I just feel like unsettled??? and that's how I feel right now. we're all in different timezones so socialising is the opposite of overwhelming. I've never had a game so quiet in the beginning like this before. but I've never played survivor either. I think I might be okay??? if we went to tribal but I really don't want us to go to tribal pls....

JINX IS OVER ON THE TUA TRIBE BTW and I'm sitting here with grabby hands. I wanna play with them so bad and just get to have our redemption arc because we didn't play on the same side the first time we played so LET ME HAVE THIS I just wanna play with them and have fun with them but they are so far away :((((

I'm so excited overall tho the whole cast looks amazing and I'm having fun so far. this challenge has been a blast and. a great way to bond with everyone. I feel so close to benj already. I really love him a lot. so I'm having a good time yes ashjshajjahs YAY

oh and I also did my tarot and idk where things are going to go exactly but I'm very :eyes: raffy got the tower and Khalid got the devil....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

also I wanna play with women at some point PLS PLS I haven't been this surrounded by men since I was a closeted 15 year old surrounded by posters of Robert Pattinson and Taylor lautner

Benj just submitted his version of the music video and it is..... bad. I don't know why Mikki filmed vertically? Like, I feel like that's the first rule of music videos? You have to always film horizontally. Also, some of these people's energies were not giving at all. The beginning waking up part was cute though. It's just.... these people aren't giving what they think they're giving is all I'm saying. And Benj put this weird filter on all my videos that makes it hard to see what's actually going on tbh. Anyways, time to kick the socializing into high gear so as to not get voted out! Or pray that Mikki's version of the video is better

hello autumn's world.. this is captain's speaking. sorry i'm one day late to this confessional booth stuff but i'm here and i'm ready to give u some tea. *ahem* thanks jarod for these questions.

1. How do you feel about your starting team? Anyone you are happy/upset to see? OOOOH i feel like my team is very CUTE! like i didn't think autumn was gonna put me and mikki in the same tribe lmao .. i thought it was gonna be divided from ur race and u know mikki is white and i'm not. ANYWAYS, im happy to see mikki in my team of course. thats my ride or die and i know i'm gonna have someone i can 100% trust no matter what for sure. but blake knows for sure that mikki and i are very close so thats gonna be interesting. which leads to the next part, i'm kinda eh with blake in my tribe thats only because our previous experience in CoW so i just hope that its gonna be better here this time *prays*.. for others, i don't know them before so i'm excited to get to know them!!!

2. Who are you most excited to play with on the cast? Most afraid of? oh of course mikki for sure and another person is geekoffilm cause u know we're like besties besties and i love both of them so much. most afraid of... probably monty tbh. they tried to gun for me/mikki(/cora) in jarod's mini so i think they know that mikki and i are gonna be tight so i'm just gonna have to keep an eyes on them cause they are a great player.

3. What are your first impressions of everyone based on this first challenge? OH GOD. i love benj!! benj is very organized so we started off pretty well. i threw out lush life randomly and then we decided to go with lush life, how cute!!! but yea, benj and mikki have done lots of works and i love THEM. RAFFY ALSO DID AMAZING in his parts!!! like he has PROPS and his camp is sooooo summery and AHH he's so great. blake.. ahem if blake didn't look at his lyrics at the first part, it would've been a bit better. and idk about khalid. i'm very worried cause khalid hasn't sent any of his parts yet. and like he seems inactive??? so idk but i don't wanna lose the points for full team participation :oooooh: I DIDNT JUST SHOW ANYONE I CANT DANCE TO LOSE AND I DIDNT HAVE TO DANCE AND MAKE MY LEGS ACHE JUST TO LOSE!!! SOBS!! but that is a sign that tells me i should exercise more x ANYWAYS!!!! its just interesting point to add x

4. What is your strategy going into the first portion of the game? trying to lay low and build some connections with ppl from my tribe. benj and raffy for sure. i rlly like their vibes so i need to stick with them. and just try not to lose challenges cause its gonna be suck voting one of them out. also, if we somehow win, i want to send someone who i can trust moving forward to exiled island.. but we'll see. its gonna be a lot of thinking and convincing people.

5. How do you want other people in the game to view you in the early stages of the game? as someone who they can trust and talk to and someone who always puts effort into challenges cause thats what most important in the first stage of the game.. i'll come back here after results x

HELLO AUTUMNS WORLD IM PISSED! not about raffy getting sent to the outback. its what raffy deserved. i like raffy so thats fine i just need to work on my relationship with him after he comes back. BUT KHALID. GOD. he just doesnt care about the challenge AT ALL. he was inactive. he didnt even talk about the challenge. and then coming to the chat and telling us SORRY after we have submitted… god thats BS. we literally all put our effort into this. and for someone who just dont care about the pandemic (idk about the uk but i guess they allow partying now) and go out and party. GOD i mean he’s going back to bahrain anyways WELL GUESS WHAT, HERE IS ANOTHER PLANE TICKET HOME. take that and sashay away babe

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cause thats just FUCKED UP. everyone put their efforts in. benj — his leg is HURTING he cant move much btut he still did his parts and helped us with the editing. RAFFY — he literally worked 8 to 5 but he still found time to just shoot his parts and like more random parts. blake — well even though he didnt study the song much, he still did it and he is a team player. MIKKI — well u know i love mikki and ik how much shes in her head for this challenge but every scene she is on, i smile watching her because she just did it SO WELL PLUS she stayed up late for khalid and her health is not good. fucked up khalid u done fucked up enough. hope u enjoyed ur short time at autumns world.

First challenge, done, middle of the road WOOOOOOOOOOOOO, absolutely love that my music video streak has been continuing! Coming into this game, I felt absolutely nervous as hell about playing with 2 winners on my team, but in all honesty, I’m gonna take the Jinx approach- Embrace it, you don’t get another opportunity like this. I love the fact that I’m being more engaged than before and that’s what I want to be, especially in confessionals. I’m always trying to be better, and how can I better myself I HATE THE WAY MARV ALBERT PRONOUNCES PARENTHESES, YOU DON’T SAY IT LIKE “THE C’s”? JESUS MARV ITS GONNA BE YOUR LAST GAME YOU CALL IN YOUR CAREER COME ON MAN.

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I hate to be called Joestradamus, but when Captain or Mikki get voted out first because of how tight knit they are, don’t @ me

*slides into splits* WE WON YES YES YES YES WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH

re khalid missing the challenge: no everyone in our team worked rlly hard on that except khalid who went out fucking partying then he lied about going to send the vid soon cause you know what if he already filmed his parts, looking for a vid and click send are not that hard he fucking told us he was about to send ASAP and then disappeared and then had the NERVE to tell us AFTER THE DEADLINE that he's so SORRY OH PLS

This tribe name is Autumn's last name backwards! https://thumbs.gfycat.com/VigorousBiodegradableIrishterrier-size_restricted.gif

Now that that is out of the way, let me list my tribemates... Giraffez Joey Lily C Lily O Monty. Something is incredibly amusing about how there is a tribe with someone named Chips and someone named Giraffez. What is not amusing is that I get a "I don't like/want to speak to/etc." vibe from Giraffez? I could just be a delicate and annoying flower but our conversations have been short and dry. Joey has some great high energy and excitement and I love that he loves being part of this game. He is also pretty fun to talk to. Hoping that we can keep an open dialogue and that perhaps I can rope him into a future alliance of sorts. Lily C is a sweetheart truly and I adore her personality so much. She is such a go-getter and goes to bat for those with who she feels can be loyal. I'm hoping that we can build loyalty and trust together. Lily O has been busy with work at a bowling alley. That's actually really cool because when I was a child that was my dream job. Not even joking... my parents were in leagues when I was growing up and my brother and I entered ones designed for children. It was a big thing in my family and I thought that I would love to be in that "atmosphere" all the time. Anyway, we haven't spoken until after the results were announced so honestly if I had to guess I was their intended target if we had had tribal council and they were mine?? (perhaps...) It has been really nice getting to connect with Monty and really cool finding out that they are beginning job searching after college and thinking of pursuing education as a career. I have a soft spot in my heart for all educators.

Okay so I'm just going to say this now. Autumn needs to simplify the twists to more like Blue's Clues with an OBVIOUS large blue paw prints where I'm supposed to look. I have no idea what that announcement was about war rooming someone into the game and feel like I"m fifty million steps behind these big-brained people who figured it out. https://media2.giphy.com/media/m59avtxDzXeiQ/200.gif

I think that I missed the message about what we do with tickets or I'm still just as clueless as previously stated but I am intrigued nonetheless. I think even if I knew what to do with them I would just hoard them like I would Chuck E. Cheese tickets in case something else came along. Hope they're not like Fire Tokens and let you buy like Peanut Butter and Idols because I am anti- fire token. https://media.tenor.com/images/d7de1f75f2c43f8e044e958b964430fa/tenor.gif

On a side note, I'm paranoid when I see people on calls because even if they're not talking about me or plotting they are potentially aligning with each other and that does not include me. I don't really know much about how calls work on Discord as I am a pretty big noob generally speaking with the platform but it did say that Joey and Giraffez were on a call earlier?? I'm stressed. https://media0.giphy.com/media/3o7TKRwpns23QMNNiE/200.gif --- http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-post-savage-blindside.gif

https://voca.ro/1lb9WKsDr6xA

Ok.....so after talking to Joey a little ive learned a few things mikki is a bit of a beast Benj is well......social to and everyone despised Mesopotamia........which i get from the stuff that pumped me up to 16th place that season but I'm mostly hoping that i can make it to the end this time....... So far I've talked to pretty much everyone Lilly and Joey and monty not sure which one really but the one whose discord is 13survivirgirl13 so hopefully soon i can work out some kind of an alliance with them and if we swap or merge from three to two either next week or the week after (probably the week after honestly) i feel i can maybe set us up as one and us four can really rule the roost for a moment....hopefully.....who knows i could just he a delusional old queen whose doomed to be nothing more then premerge every time i play tumblr survivor......or maybe I'm just crazy *shrugs* either way it should be a damn good hoot

we won the first challenge, god bless. which brings up something funky i realized: that the best part about winning immunity is having the day off. and also…idk something just doesn’t sit right…the way autumn was emphasizing that someone would be eliminated from the game…like….hm……….idk….never trust a bitch named after a season!

omg we lost AHHHH but thankfully we have an easy boot sorry khalid im glad i dont have to vote mikki captain or blake eeek pls lets win the next one

I'm totally pumped for this game! Like when I saw my tribe and Jinx is on it I screamed! I want us to have the same success of being together at ftc!! Jude honestly is great to me and I'm enjoying getting to know her a lot, Ricky I remember from HvV4 but we both say no to that and start anew! Bryan I am hopeful to talk more since its been dry and that is okay. Sucks we ended losing Michelle early but I am sure it was for the best! We WILL reign successful

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Yesterday was so stressful to me like editing I have no problem with but I thought my biggest worry was that I needed Bryan to submit stuff late-ish. But turns out an hour before due time thd program wanted to stop working 🙃🥲 and I felt so close to wanting to forfeit- which is something I never do but I just felt hopeless and guilty and even imagined getting voted out. So I had to call Jinx who assured me something could be salvaged and they'd make sure I would stay (rip Bryan) but after the extension by cool hosts I found encouragement and did my magic stuff. SOMEHOW we won and to be honest I dont think anything will top that feeling of relief in the org (give me 3 days) but man what a ride yesterday was for me!

I got a Super Idol! Well, at least I now know that I can fuck around in this game a little bit more since I have this extra insurance in my back pocket which guarantees I stay around in the long run. I want to start getting into alliances because being a solo person with not much time on their hands is definitely a scary position to be in. Preferably, I want an alliance with Nikki and Benj (though I suspect that they already have an alliance with at least one other person on the tribe). It does suck that I am not at tribal considering that it will help build my bonds even stronger. I guess I just have to suffer for the time being

i think this is gonna be an easy vote cause khalid needs to go. but idk you can never feel safe in survivor :/ but so far everyone has been telling me they're voting khalid so lets pray

Omg that immunity was so hard, I literally did not know what I was doing and I think out of everyone I was a bit lackluster. I will say on the tribe I have not really talked to all of them but I will say I trust Jinx the most and we have talked a lot and I think that moving forward we will have each others back. All I need to do is talk to the rest of the tribe and form bonds that will last me to a swap or merge.

https://youtu.be/kKOciJGjrzw

https://youtu.be/mx7WPjx8zCk

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khalid babe this ones for you 🥺 https://youtu.be/QX2boYNUbxw

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