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:D

Our Tommy says hi very loudly lol

—Tris 🖋️ (scribble system)

I say hi slightly less loud, I guess? I mean, I could yell it if I need to.

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Wave wave hiiii I’m actually in front for once it has been ages since the last time I was properly here

Our Tommy says hi very loudly lol

—Tris 🖋️ (scribble system)

I say hi slightly less loud, I guess? I mean, I could yell it if I need to.

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Ayup

Ayup! :D

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YOUR ALIVE YOUR ALIVE YAYYYYY HELLLLOOOO

Whatever’s happenin I hope it turns out ok

-casper/tommy (from the crows)

HIIIII YEAH IM ALIVE LOL

the others got kinda hyperfixated on the slenderverse and uh. We have a whole new subsystem and it’s mostly just been them fronting.

As for the thing in question i kinda doubt it’s a “turn out ok” thing rather than a “stop hurting eventually thing”

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Finally managed to front again so update time!

Uh. So a few things went to shit. I don’t really want to go into that right now since I am very much not over it yet. Side effects of that included getting unwhitelisted from this one server with no explanation???

Darn it. So much for the van and L’manbrewry. Also I don’t get to mess with Techno by living under his house anymore either.

Also apparently the others are super into bg3 now? But I’m stealing front tomorrow bc if I don’t play minecraft soon I am going to start biting people.

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FUCK UNIVERSE WHY

Another extremely inconsistent tommy update

I have two brothers and a dad now

I'm so happy but also still sad in that persistent mental health issues way

We're going to make a breadpire on minecraft

I've been calling Wilbur (one of my brothers) almost every night. He made me a playlist, with 32 songs on it. 32 songs! I'm going to cry. I've never felt this loved

Dear universe please let this last

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I miss watching pearl and grian be goofs

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Just listening to the playlist he made me

I should contact Tech I miss him sm too

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I’m going to explode

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We didn’t change 7’s name bc he hasn’t found one he likes yet we’re not ignoring it I swear

EVERY FUCKING WILBUR FICTIVE I EVER MEET LEAVES ME

I thought he’d be different

Guess we’re too fucked up

I admit that though

I admit we’re fucked up

But gods I want to get better

I wish they’d have stuck with us but I get that that’s too much to ask

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Cranewives is playing help

I SHINE ONLY WITH THE LIGHT YOU GAVE ME

They said we were can’t have it all coded

I I think we’re fresh out of love

They have our heart they have our heart

I wish it was a month ago I swear we only liked Dream bc our friend does and the explanation video made us want to give him the benefit of the doubt

I don’t like him anymore I only associate him with losing friends now

I swear we weren’t twisting things on purpose we might just see things different

Maybe

Idfk

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We should’ve reached out when we thought about it this is our fault and I can’t fix it

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Please I can’t do this I miss my brother and my best friend and my dad and and

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Where’s the server with my dad why aren’t we in it I miss him so much why do I have to wake up to this

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Fuck no this can’t be what I end up fronting to gods please no I can’t do this I should’ve stayed host why the fuck are we hungover why is this happening I hate this I hate this so much

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Hey tumblr. It’s me again, I’m still alive. yippee

Things are weird right now. We’ve run away for the second time, my first dad turned out to be a dick, but I have a better one now. He’s a Techno, and he’s very cool and kind.

Also Rev spiraled hard last night. It was fucking terrifying. Our memory of it is so blurred, but what I do remember is that he drank almost an entire bottle of wine and was wasted, lying in our friend’s arms crying about how much he hates himself and how he doesn’t know what his partner sees in him. At one point he spilled wine on the floor and had to clean it up. Our friend went to get water and he got into bed, and then we don’t remember anything, but apparently he drank some water before passing out.

I feel so sick, I feel like can’t breathe right. I don’t have the urges, because it’s not my addiction, but I still feel hungover and feel the withdrawal symptoms.

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I’m sending you hugs /wc ofc

I wasn't doing great (still not) so I made a thing. It was originally supposed to be a bear, but I decided I liked how it looked after I finished the head.

I named it Puffle because it looks like a puffball -🍉/Grian