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Like/Reblog this if you’d like a start from a perma-fused Blue Opal. 

OR

Alternatively, if you’d like a start from one or the other of her components; let me know that as well.

#(Come To Me: Starter Call) #(Crystal Hearts: Blue Opal)

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“I... I don’t... I don’t really have a name. I suppose you could just call me Pearl? Unless there’s some other name that you would think could suit me. My jasper never exactly named me anything,” The pearl gave a shaky shrug, stepping back a bit more, just so she could run if the other chose to try and hurt her. Yellow eyes watch the other closely, gauging her facial expressions. 

Sniffling, Black Star crouched down and picked up the dark brown kitten, cuddling her close as tears dripped down her cheeks.  “Cocoa.. you can’t just go up to random people like that” the monochrome-colored alien warned her tiny feline companion, whom merely ‘mewed’ in response.  Though, if translated, it would’ve been an ‘I’m sorry, mommy.’

It would take a few minutes for Black Star to ease up and think rationally.  Black Star moved the kitten up to her shape-shifted hood, which Cocoa got comfortable in since it was soft and kept her curled up.  “Who.. are you exactly?”  Asked the smaller gem, trying not to come off as hostile like she possibly did earlier.  Her tone was lower and not frantic, but Black Star still had her guard up.

#(Our Homeworld We Serve: IC Post) #(A Pearl Made For A Solider: Jaspers Pearl) #(Healing Tears: Black Star Diopside) #(Many Blessings Sweetheart: Thread)

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Most would expect JP to have a small, compact weapon like a hunting knife or something but NOPE. This pearl has a huge ass battle axe that she hauls around like it weighs nothing. 

#(Sometimes It Takes A Little Convincing: OC Headcanons) #(A Pearl Made For A Solider: Jaspers Pearl)

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Soft, confused and concerned fusion noises.

#(Our Homeworld We Serve: IC Post) #(Crystal Hearts: Blue Opal) #(As Time Goes By: Dash Com) #(It's Not Sugar It's Cocaine!: Crack)

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The pearl is sat, legs pulled up to her chest as she waits paitently for her owner- the Jasper- to return. It had been a long time since she had last seen her, and no one seems to have noticed she hadn’t returned. The obedient little gem merely sits and waits for the quartz to return, even though it was beginning to look less and less like she would. Tears soon gathered in her eyes as she bows her head, feeling more alone now than ever.

( -Open- )

#(Our Homeworld We Serve: IC Post) #(A Pearl Made For A Solider: Jaspers Pearl) #(My Door Is Open To You: Open Starter)

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The pearl gently puts the kitten down, watching her run over to the other. She quietly bowed at the waist before standing upright again, “My apologies, I never meant to upset you or your companion.” She steps back and away, watching the cat and the gem interact. She really hadn’t meant to upset either of them and while it lasted, having the feline had been nice. This planet was already scaring the pearl and she had already upset someone, her jasper would kill her for this. 

“Cocoa?”  The smaller gem called in the cave, chasing after her tiny kitten.  But upon hearing the loud scream, Black Star screeched the feline’s name and raced further into the cave, fearing for her tiny pet’s safety.  What Black Star saw at the end of her pursuit though shocked her, an unfamiliar gem holding her baby!  Yes, Black Star did refer to her cats as her babies.

“P-Put Cocoa down, now!”  Black Star ordered the Pearl, her heart racing, frightening thoughts going through her head.  From her yelling, the brown kitten woke up in Pearl’s arms, then begun to attempt to wriggle herself free.  The shorter gem was so frightened she hadn’t even answered the Pearl’s question.  Though it was quite obvious her answer would’ve been yes.

#(Our Homeworld We Serve: IC Post) #(A Pearl Made For A Solider: Jaspers Pearl) #(Healing Tears: Black Star Diopside) #(Many Blessings Sweetheart: Thread)

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[Ya’ll may be seein’ some Halloween shtuff from now on. It’s 36 days until Halloween so I’m saying that’s within an acceptable time period to begin doing some more Halloweeny stuff. This will likely be mostly condensing on Maple’s blog because... Y’know... Hooman Child. I want to dress him up like his mum so I will. There may be more to come but I dunno how much inspiration I’ll have.]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post) #[Basically I'm like this because I've had 'This Is Halloween' on loop for like... 2 hours today] #[BUT THAT IS BESIDE THE EFFING POINT]

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[Ughhhh I’m tired, hungry and my knee is STILL HURTING! I did something to it like... A week ago I think? And it still hurts... I want to draw but the program I use- Sketchbook- crashes every 5 minutes which is a pain in my ass. I’m bloody tired but my dad’s making dinner so imma have to wait until afterwards to go sleep. God I’m complaining so much and I apologise.]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post) #(The Tea Is British: Mun Rants) #[I think my life is tryna balance out the pure positivity my last post contained]

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[I saw a post just now while I was browsing that made me wanna spread some positivity]

No matter who you are. No matter whether you are boy, girl, neither, a person of colour, white or WHATEVER- you are valid and I love you. You are special and loved. If you like a villain, hero, someone who is morally grey or people who did some real bad shit but are genuinely trying to better themselves- then you are valid and I adore you. 

Unless you are trying to bring about the end of the world, spread hatred or hurt my family- I love you. 

Please remember that no matter when I will always be willing to talk with you. If you are upset- come see me and rant at me if you want. I love you all and I don’t think I could ever express that enough!

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post) #[I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!] #[PLEASE REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE LOVED HERE!] #[I'll keep you safe from hatred]

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The amethyst half of Blue Opal used to be in the Famethyst until she and the pearl were forced to flee due to fusing in front of Holly Blue. She wears pink because she was around before Pink got “shattered” and was unaware her diamond is no longer around. Even after she finds out, she doesn’t change from her original uniform colour scheme because she is still a loyal amethyst. 

The pearl half of Blue Opal used to be Holly Blues pearl. She was the first one granted to Holly but soon became completely enamoured with the Amethyst. She wouldn’t pay attention to Holly and would vanish for hours with said Amethyst. As a result, Holly has a bit of distain for pearls because of her pearl running away. 

The two love eachother much like Ruby and Sapphire do, staying fused almost 100 percent of the time because of it. They have their moments, obviously, but it’s rare they’ll unfuse because of it.

#(Crystal Hearts: Blue Opal) #(One Half Of A Whole: Shoulder Amethyst) #(The Other Half Of The Same Whole: Holly Blues Pearl)

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[All these Blue Diamonds are makin’ me nervous XD Like I don’t mind if you play her, cause y’know you have a right to if you’d like. Just... It really makes me nervous seein’ them and I probably won’t ever interact with them here. Maybe on Maple? But we’ll see. I want to be inclusive, I really do, but I can’t help but feel a bit like I’m drowning in all these BD blogs now.]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post)

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[And for my last awake post of today; two gay babies! These are the components of my Blue Opal. I’m really tired... I was also considering posting my gay baby (Blue Opal) instead but I thought ya’ll could meet these two instead.]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post)

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@blackstardiopside liked for a JP Starter!

The trembling pearl was lost on this thrice damned planet, separated from the Jasper she was made to serve. She had eventually found an isolated spot to sit and cry, her loud sobs echoing around the small cave she had found. This wasn’t how this was supposed to go. She was supposed to still be with her Jasper on their way home to Homeworld with Rose Quartz and the Crystal Gems. She had a purpose, a duty, when around her Jasper but now? Now she had no idea what to do, still so used to being commanded around by someone bigger and stronger than her. 

She heard a small noise, a sound that frightened her and make her scream when a small, rough tongue licked her hand. The pearl scrambled backwards and clutched at her chest, where her heart would be if she were organic, as her breathing became more laboured. Her wide yellow eyes lock onto an Earth feline, no bigger than her hand, who was shivering just as much as she was. The pearl creeps forward and gently scoops the kitten up, “W-What are you d-doing out here?” 

The feline was soft against her and she buried her face in its fur as she tried calming herself once more. She eventually perked up again at the sound of someones voice, seemingly calling the now sleeping kitten in her arms. The pearl looked down at the kitten, biting her lip as she did. She wanted to bring it back to it’s owner but another part of her- the selfish part- wanted to keep it so she had some company. Her kind nature eventually gave out and she stood up, walking towards the sound of the voice, hiding behind a tree to whisper, “I-Is this feline y-yours?” 

#(Our Homeworld We Serve: IC Post) #(A Pearl Made For A Solider: Jaspers Pearl) #(This Is For Your Eyes Only: Closed Starter) #[This came out longer than I first thought it would] #[Whoops!]

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[I cannot even. I’m wheezing! Halp! Blue Sardonyx is killin’ me! I woulda added a pattern to her pants and top but I lost paitence with it XD]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post)

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[I mentioned I added a Perma-fused Blue Opal and here she is! I already have her components drawn and ideas for them both but she is now able to be interacted with! I also have another thing to show ya’ll if ya wanna see it. I cannot stop laughing whenever I see it.]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post) #(Crystal Hearts: Blue Opal)

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[I have no idea what I just did... *unholy shriek*]

#(Outside The Gem: OOC Post)

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“You’re a smart child, you really are. I’m sorry Pink treated everyone that way, I don’t understand fully why she lied so much if finding out the truth hurts the ones she cares about more than simply telling them outright. She could have come to me and I would have done my best to make the other two see sense. She just... Left and it hurt to know for so long and be unable to say a thing. I supported her absoloutely and when she came to me and told me she was giving up her physical form to have you it did hurt because she isolated herself from me for so long only to come to me and say I would never see her again.”

Blue sighs and gently picks her up, her eyes tired, “From what I know, Pink adored the idea of having a baby with Greg. She adored you before she even knew you. She made mistakes, plenty of them, but you were never one of them. I’m proud of you and I love you, if that means anything to you.” Blue ever so softly kissed the top of her head, placing her on her shoulder, “I won’t let them out, they don’t deserve to be let out. What they have done is too much. I’m likely going to be placing them in the prison tower when I get back to Homeworld. Then they can spend some time in that damned tower themselves.”

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Blues laugh is bitter as she returned, “I appreciate you trying to get me to calm down, sweetheart, but I’ve been through too much pain from their hands to even consider allowing them change. They’ve had 6000 years to change, since we lost Pink, but of course they didn’t learn the first time. They never learn and they never will,” She starts giggling, hanging her head, “I have given them so many chances to prove to me there was even a thread of love or care in them but they proved time and time again that they have none. I sound selfish but for so long I’ve put everyone else above myself and I have had enough.” She starts laughing again, tears beginning to roll down her cheeks, “I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF BEING WALKED ALL OVER!” She screams, clutching her head before falling to her knees.

Stevie wondered why this wasn’t so surprising to her, though she realized why. It was her own current lack of forgiveness towards Rose. With everything that happened, what happened with Spinel felt like the final straw. She walked closer to Blue, placing a hand on her arm in hopes to be comforting. 

“I guess I understand, actually.” she spoke with a sad realization. “I know you loved her but… I feel the same way about my mom.” Stevie admitted. “All my life, I’ve paid for her mistakes. Time and time again. Sometimes it honestly feels like she had me just so someone else could pay for them. So she could just avoid any responsibility. I mean, because of her, so many people have suffered. And all of that anger because of their suffering has been pointed at me. I’ve been treated as a war criminal, a traitor, a backstabber, a liar, a murderer, just all the bad things, and that’s because all those people saw either Rose or Pink that way. And now it feels difficult to even call her my mom.”

“If I were to see her again… I don’t know. I might react the same way you are. Because it feels like I’ve never had my own life. I grew up in Rose’s shadow, always destined to be the lesser version of her, then as I got older, I ended up being held responsible for every single bad thing she’s ever done, and after all that, the other diamonds, and even you, I imagine, even if you might not admit it, are disappointed that I’m not her.” she sighed. “I can see why you would be so angry at Yellow and White for all they’ve done to you. You know what it’s like. You know what it’s like to be cast in their shadow, yet paying for their mistakes. I suppose the biggest difference is that they’ve always been there to hurt you in person. Where as with me, I don’t know and I’ll never know what my mother thinks of me. Am I good enough? Am I a disappointment? I still care about that even though I don’t want to. I don’t know what I’d do if I met her. I can see why you’d want Blue and Yellow just gone.”

#(The Diamond Is In: IC Post) #(The Empath: Blue Diamond) #(What Is Left Of Her: Stevie Universe) #(The Nice Ones Always Snap The Fastest: Snapped AU)