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Maybe I could post this here too? 👀💦

Anyway, Durge and Gortash and...diplomacy✨️

#durgetash #bg3 #durge

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I'm like, sooo much on my period, so let me be a touch dramatic.

but like, I've never felt so isolated as I do right now

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#their boobs

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Who up greasing they xeno?

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due to panopticon budget cuts everyone is advised to regulate their actions under threat of their own scrutiny. this is forever btw

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John Anster Fitzgerald (British, 1832–1906) - Death of the Fairy Queen

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house md is about medical malpractice and also longterm undiagnosed bisexuality

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girl who is sitting in a chair quietly with a neutral expression actually screaming very loudly in her head

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Avantika would be so cute tho!!!!!

#art #rapunzel #avantika #tangled #disney