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Hi! How are you today? I just had coffee again and just ate my dinner and I have some nuggets beside me. I actually need to do my thesis at the moment, but it’s already late so maybe I’ll do it tomorrow. I’m also debating on whether I should go to school tomorrow since we have to reserve a room for our photoshoot, but I already told my model that we’ll be having a shoot near her place.

I woke up around 10am today and did not do anything productive besides watching Modern Family and then going to the clubhouse just to watch The Lovely Bones and then I went to 7/11 again to buy some snacks. That’s basically all I did today.

I did saw my crush today. He was at the gym and decided to walk on the terrace and so I saw him and he saw me. I look like shit a while ago. Nevermind I always look shit anyway. But yeah. That’s what happened today.

I promised to be productive tomorrow though. I also have this meet up for the book. So yeah. I’m not sure if I’ll go to school afterwards, but so far that’s it for today.

I hope you had fun today. Some said you’re in LA and working on your new tracks. Wherever you are, don’t stress yourself and remember to have fun, okay? I miss you and I love you. Be safe.

#제이비 #open letter #january292019

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Hey! It’s Monday again. I really hate Mondays. I did saw my crush today, but I just saw his back - so maybe I really did not see him and just half of him? :( Sorry that was a really lame statement.

I just got home from 7/11. I actually bought 2 cup noodles and 2 bottles of coffee because I decided to be an all nighter since I have a lot of things to finish. 

As usual my 1pm class was actually boring, but our professor had this lecture about love, relationship, marriage, and career stuff - which of course bough me off since I don’t have anything to do with it. I just want to have cats and dogs in the future so there’s that.

After class we went to Mcdonald’s to eat lunch. It was like a normal routine ever since school started. Every Monday after class, we’ll eat at Mcdonald’s and go to Crepeman afterwards since my next class starts at 6pm so I have like 4 hours of break.

So yeah that’s what happened today though. We end up doing our portfolio outside the classroom because it was really cold and my friends told me to go with them. I enjoyed it though. I did not do anything though because I just updated my softwares since our internet at home is slow.

I’ll probably finish at least 5 projects by next week and show it to my professor. Which reminds me I need to buy a separate domain for my portfolio. I don’t have money anymore because of this.

That’s all for today. I hope you had fun. I’ll probably slack off tomorrow again since I’m great at procrastinating :( See you! I love you.

#제이비 #open letter #january282019

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I woke up around 3pm today. I wasn’t able to go to church again and I really miss my friends there. I really need to fix my body clock and start fixing my time management, too. I really want to see them so I probably need to do something about it of course.

How are you today? I did not do anything special or productive today, but I did start watching Kingdom and I’m still on episode 1 since the Netflix I was using got a problem and my cousin still need to fix it - which reminds me that I need to pay her for it. 

But yeah, you remember the business I was talking about? I tried doing it again and someone messaged me that they want to buy the Tuesdays with Morrie and that she wants to have a meet up on Wednesday. I said yes since I don’t have anything to do by then.

I also end up buying Mcdonald’s fries online. Originally, I wanted the milo ice cream and the coke float but they said it’s not available so I end up just having the fries. It’s okay though.

I also finished my laundry today so I guess I did something productive today? Kind of? Anyway, I have classes again tomorrow so I need to go now.

I hope you had fun today - and also tomorrow. I miss you and I love you. See you soon.

#제이비 #open letter #january272019

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I did not do anything productive today and I hate myself for it, but I also need to have rest. It has been a few crazy days with a lot of stuff to finish, but I woke up late today and I just want to stay in bed, but yeah. 

I just read some stories and articles today. I did fix some of my academics and what to do and those stuff. I really did not do anything productive and I don’t have anything to tell you because I just end up sleeping and then reading and sleep again.

I did go to the mall today to just walk and buy chocolate milk tea, but that was it. I went home and watched Netflix the all day. I watched this Ted Bundy documentary series. It was interesting so yeah. Maybe you could watch it next time, too. So there’s that. I also want to watch the Kingdom series so maybe I’ll watch it tomorrow.

That’s basically all that happened today. I’m sorry. I do hope you had fun today. How are you? I hope you’re not stressing yourself too much. I also know you’re working hard with new tracks. I’ll wait for it. 

I love you. See you soon.

#제이비 #open letter #january262019

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I’m listening to Justin Bieber right now I don’t know whyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I missed listening to him and I’m also missing high school right now. When you don’t have a problem with any shit and you’re just free, you know? I really miss my friends. But it’s okay.

Today was really tiring, but it’s okay. I guess it’s always okay at the end of the day. I woke up around 9am since we have thesis consultation around 11:30. I was supposed to have breakfast with Matthew, but I was running late because of traffic so I end up not eating anything for breakfast. I was able to eat after the consultation which was around 12pm. 

For thesis we just need to update our content and start doing our research and also we need to get and buy our domains already so we can start with our website. It’s going to be a very hectic and busy week after, but I need to be prepared because I need to pass right away.

After the consultation, I went to the place of the photo shoot for our yearbook with my friends. I did not bring any special clothes because I’m tired of it so I just end up bringing my heels, some polo, and borrowed a jacket from my friend. I’ll show you my graduation pic next time. You’ll probably laugh because I look shit in it.

But yeah after that we were all tired and hungry and we finished around 4pm. We wanted to eat something asap so there was this korean store next to the place and we went there to eat. I had a gimbap, some ramen, and coke. It was delicious. Or maybe I was really just hunrgy. But yeah. The store was also playing some of your songs so I had fun and felt relived and calmed because of it. I’m really proud of you guys.

After eating we decided to get some dessert so we went to Crepeman again and as usual, I got my choco loco and iced americano. I really love that dessert. I’ll treat you that next time.

So, how are you today? What happened? I hope you had fun. Are you still on your diet? How is Nyoungie? I’m really excited for his drama. That’s all for today. I love you.

#제이비 #open letter #january252019

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I had fun today. I’m tired, but I had fun. I just got home from san dejas and we had the opening exhibit today. It was fun. It consists of us standing for a long period of time and my job was to ask the names of the person that my partner was capturing. I dreaded it because I don’t like talking to people and especially asking them for something, but it’s okay. I did my job and some of my friends actually helped me since there’s a lot of people there today.

I went to school around 1pm, I think? Since the event will start around 5pm. Good news though, remember that shop I was telling you about? Where I started a small business by selling some of my preloved books? Someone messaged me and bought 5 books. I’m really really happy because finally!!! I had 1,000 pesos because of it and I’m really happy. I finally have some money. I did put it on my savings afterwards. 

During the exhibit, I saw a lot of people and some artists, too. I also saw some producers which was very exciting and I don’t even know what to do about it, but it’s okay. I had fun. Wish I could experience it again.

I also told some of my friends to come and they did. My cousin also came to the event and since there’s free food, they were able to eat and mingle with other people.

After the event, one of my friends told me go to san dejas when it’s over. I actually told myself to go home afterwards, but I also want to drink at least a bottle of beer, but its okay. I did have a half cup of beer and that’s it since I found out I need to go home asap and my mother’s boyfriend will fetch me so that’s it.

So yeah I guess that’s all for today. I do have to go back to school tomorrow again since we have a shoot for our yearbook and we have a thesis consultation.

That’s all for today. I won’t bore you anymore. I hope you had fun today. Tell me stories, too. Someday! I love you. See you soon.

#제이비 #open letter #january242019

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Hi. I went to school today. I actually went just for the internship and my friend told me to come since I also need to help with the upcoming exhibit. I did not do much on that exhibit since I actually left last year around November and they were fixing the context last year. I just contributed with fixing the lights on the exhibit. It’s okay though. I had fun.

I have a funny story to tell you though. I’m not bitter or what, but I just think it’s a funny story. When I started this internship around October? I think. I had this little crush with the ‘new’ intern, but I just shrugged it off since I really don’t like having crushes in offices and organizations because I know I’ll be distracted by it. So that was it. I like the way he captures photo. That’s the only thing I like about him. I don’t know. I can’t explain it further. 

So after that, I asked two of my friends to join the internship and now that they’re part of it, I’m really happy for them. Turns out, my ex crush has a crush with my friend and my friend has a crush on him. Now they’re a thing or mutual or something. I’m happy for both of them.

I just think it’s funny, really. I’m not making it a big deal or what, but in my life, every time I have a crush on someone, they always end up liking my close friend or whoever is part of my life. It’s okay though. I already accepted that shit before so it’s not a thing to focus on. I just shrugged it off and then next.

But yeah the whole day I just went to the office and stayed there and helped on fixing the lights for the exhibit. 

I do have to attend tomorrow since it’s the opening and we also need to usher  and do our jobs. 

That’s all for today. I hope you had fun. If you’re busy, it’s okay. But remember to have fun, okay? Have enough rest, too. I love you. See you soon.

#제이비 #open letter #january232019

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I told you yesterday that I’ll be busy and I’ll be early today, right? I woke up around 5am today because we have this preparation event for the multimedia arts student so we can get ready for our ojt for next term. I’m really scared. I wish you would be here. I’m really scared about the future and I don’t know what to do with it. But that will be another story. For now, I’ll just tell you what happened today.

I went to Mcdonald’s around 6am to eat breakfast with my friends before we hit the event. I had pancakes and hot choco which I really love to have for breakfast. The choco reminds me of Yugy. It’s funny, really. Whatever I do I always end up connecting and sometimes comparing it to you guys. I’m really hooked, right?

So yeah after that breakfast we head to the event and we just sat there and listened about what we should do to our future and shit and I actually did not listen at all and just read something on my phone and checked my social media. I just really don’t want to face the future at that moment. I’m still not ready.

We went to Bonchon for our lunch break and I had this korean meal that I forgot the name and then we went back to the event right away since it’’s scheduled and they’re really strict.

After that we tricked Matthew that we had to leave and go home right away. We had a surprise party for him at Mcdonald’s since it was his birthday last 16. I told him it was also the day of the anniversary that’s why I’ll never forget his birthday, too. We had a lot of fun and a lot of laughs. It made me happy and safe. I really like the feeling. After that we went to crepeman to have dessert and I had this choco loco crepe. It has chocolates and white kisses. It’s really sweet. You need to try it sometime! I’ll treat you. Then I also had iced americano. 

By 9pm we started packing up since we need to get home asap and we still have a lot of things to do.

I hope you had fun today. How are you? Were you also busy today? I really miss you. I wish you’re having fun and not stressing yourself. You deserve some rest, okay?

That’s all for today. I love you.

See you soon.

#제이비 #open letter #january222019

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Nothing really remarkable happened today. As usual I have a 1pm class and I got in a little bit late, but it’s okay. I kind of hated my schedule because I only have one day of class for the whole week that’s why I’m going back to attending the internship program for the whole term. That means I’ll be around school probably everyday.

I had fun today tho. After my first class, my friends and I went to Mcdonald’s to eat lunch and after that we decided to walk a little bit for our dessert.

I was trying to save some money so I end up not buying any ice cream or shake from the store, but I did saw this Korean store in front of it and end up buying a strawberry milk. I also saw home run ball snack so I just told myself that the next time I go back there, I’ll buy it and look for more snacks.

After that I went to office with my friend. Since I’m back to the internship, I need to keep my attendance at the office and help with the upcoming exhibit. It would start to get busy, but I need to save a lot of money for me to see you so that’s also a win-win situation, I guess.

I went to my last class after that. It was 6pm and it was my portfolio class and obviously I’m really tired and I just want to sleep and all. Remember that 15 projects I told you about? I need to start on that, but I still haven’t done any shit. I did start doing my logos, but that’s just it.

That’s all that happened today. I have to wake up early tomorrow because we have an event, so I think that’s all for today. I hope you had fun though. I always wish for you to have fun and enjoy your break. Don’t come back soon! My heart can’t handle it. But of course it’s up to you.

See you soon! I love you.

#제이비 #open letter #january212019

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I’m really tired today, but it’s okay. I know I did not do much so there’s no enough reason for me to sulk and I really need to change my time management. I also know I’m on my phone and laptop a lot of time and I also need to lessen it. I’m very stressed about it, but I think I can make it.

I woke up around 2pm and end up just eating cookies for my lunch and breakfast. I watched another movie today. It’s Ocean’s Eight. It was a really good movie, but I kind of want to analyze it because I don’t know the moral story of it. It’s just a story of eight women who tried to steal jewelries and end up not going to jail? And it’s for revenge so I really don’t know. Anyway, it’s a franchise so I need to watch all the other movies.

I did went to the mall today to buy some stuff for my portfolio and I bought some tuna and brownies. I also fetched my brother at his barber shop. Then I ate my dinner.

I read a lot of narratives today and when I was taking a bath, I got this idea of a script that I would start to write maybe tomorrow? I really need to fix my time, but I also need to update on what’s happening to you guys. I also need to catch up with a lot of series and movies and listen to new songs so I don’t know what to do. 

I kind of thinking maybe it’s better for me to do work at the school library, but I don’t want to go to school everyday so maybe I could work at the clubhouse of our residence, but there’s no big table there so I really don’t know.

Right now I’ll be working with my 3 logo design studies and wish me luck. Our deadline was last week, but I’m just doing it now. I actually don’t know what to do, that’s why. So yeah. I hope I could finish all 3 today.

How about you? How’s your day today? I hope you’re doing well and I hope you had fun today. I saw Jirongie’s video today where he was narrating a movie and he’s really handsome. I miss you guys already, but please give me a heads up if you’re going here because I need to save a lot.

That’s all for today. I hope you’ll have fun tomorrow, okay? I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members. Have fun and enjoy your vacation, okay? See you soon! I love you!

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january202019 #ocean's eight

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제이비,

Hi! I’m really pissed today, but it’s okay. I just have to breathe in and out. It’s probably just a bad day and its okay. I’m currently watching Hush on Netflix which is probably a bad idea since it’s already night time and I’m alone. I still have a lot of things to finish though especially my portfolio, but it’s okay. I can do it. I’ll just have to stay up all night for it.

We just went home from the mall. We ate at Pound. They serve burgers, fries, and milkshakes. Maybe someday, I’ll treat you there, too! I’ll treat you to a lot of places someday. There’s a lot of cuisines you should try in my country. I know you’ll have fun.

So yeah we ate burgers and drank milkshakes. We kind of had a post celebration for my brother’s birthday. He was sad though because he wasn’t able to buy his wireless headphones because my mother does not want to buy him one. 

I got pissed because of it. I know my brother wanted it, but he’s kind of addicted to his phone right know so that’s probably why our mother does not want him to have anything that concerns a gadget. And I wanted to have a frozen yogurt, but when I went at the store, it’s already closed and it pissed me more. 

I’m really sad about it though, but it’s okay. I’ll just finish some of my portfolio designs and maybe some of my thesis. I really need to lessen my shit with the social media and start doing my projects.

I hope you had fun today and I hope you’re okay. I know you’re posting a lot more on Instagram. You really promised that fan that you’re going to post more. I’m happy about that. :) How’s your diet by the way? I hope you’re also having fun on that, too. I need to borrow your trainer for some time because I need to discipline myself when it comes to food and exercise! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

That’s all for today. I hope you’ll also have fun tomorrow, okay? I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, too. Take care of yourself, okay? Don’t stress yourself out. Have fun! See you soon.

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january192019 #Pound

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제이비,

Beommie~ I really had fun today even if I just stayed at my room. So I wanted to watch A Star is Born and Love, Simon for so long now. And I finally have all the files!!!

I did read today though and around the evening I started watching Love, Simon. Did you watch it already? It’s a really good movie. I don’t know what to do afterwards. Should I make a move? What should I do next kind of thing, but I know my family is not really supportive on those kinds of things and I’m not ready to do something big like that. I’ll stay on my comfort zone for now.

It’s a really good movie though. I like the stories of the characters and basically the plot of the whole movie. I wasn’t able to read the original book. I just started watching it. Maybe I need to read more? But yeah. I had fun watching it. If you haven’t  watched it, go ahead and tell me your thoughts about it, but if you already did, also tell me what you think about it!!!

So after that I watched A Star Is Born. You do know that you already spoiled it for me? I hate you for that, but I still wanted to watch it. I wanted to hear the songs and basically know the plot of the movie. It was really a good one.

I just want to tell you that I’m so inspired to write songs, but I don’t know how to play any instrument. I do have a background on guitar, but I just know a little. Is it okay if I still write even if I don’t know the chords? Just wanted to ask it. I’m just not sure, but I do really want to start writing.

So, how are you today? Did you have fun? I hope you did. My back really hurts after watching the movies, but I had fun. I wish all of you guys are home and relaxing. Do anything you want since you guys are on a vacation. You really need to have fun and not stress yourselves. You deserve it.

I guess that’s all for today. I still have things to do so I’ll just stop right here. Have fun tomorrow, okay? I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, too. Take care of yourself! See you soon.

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january182019 #a star is born #love simon

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제이비,

Hi! It’s my brother’s birthday today. I wasn’t able to buy him a gift today because I don’t have enough money. I wanted to buy him something special, but I don’t think I can this year. I promised him though that I’ll save some money to buy him playstation 4.

We had four cheese pizza though, which I love. Then I ate mango bene cake and tiramisu which I also love. And also carbonara~ I really love eating.

I did went to jog afterwards. I wasn’t able to do more than 2kilometers tonight. I hope I could run more next time.

Nothing special really happened today. I did went to SM though and bought some stuff for my portfolio. I still don’t know what to do with my projects, but maybe by next week I could finally start. I’m thinking of mixing my writings and designs. I just don’t know what to do. So wish me luck.

How are you today? I got this update that you guys are busy with a lot of stuff since you weren’t able to meet each other at the anniversary? I’m not sure. But I do hope you’re doing great. I know you are.

You’re probably composing new songs or practicing. Just remember to have enough rest, okay? You need it. And remember that you already did a lot and I’m already proud of you.

I’ll just make it short tonight. I’m really not in the mood. Don’t worry though. I just need to sleep. Have fun tomorrow, okay? I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, okay? Take care of yourself always. See you soon.

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january172019 #happy birthday

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제이비,

Beommie~ Hi! How are you today? Happy Anniversary! Here’s to another 5 years and more! I was not able to buy a cake, I’m really sorry. My back hurts and I did a lot of things today. Maybe I’ll buy a cake tomorrow and even ramen to celebrate it even if I’m late.

I just finished fixing myself and I went for a run outside. My feet hurt and my back hurts a lot. I just need to finish writing this letter and then finish my homework in grad then maybe go to sleep as early as possible. I need to do a lot of things tomorrow anyway so wish me luck!

So for today, I went to school for our thesis consultation. So far, so good. I just need to contact some people and start doing our research again. I wish we could finish all the content we need by this month and start shooting by next month so we could also edit it as soon as possible. I’m already tired just by thinking about it.

After that, I went straight home and when I was on my way, I saw that you’re going to release a soundtrack on an anime and I just want you to know that I’m very proud of you and I’m very excited to hear it. I can’t wait! I know you worked hard for it. I already watched the trailer twice. I’m so happy for you!

I had dinner with my mother and her boyfriend today. Then we fetched my brother on his friend’s house. Today was really eventful and even though I’m tired already, I’m still happy and I have a little energy because of you guys. You make me want to strive harder. Thank you very much.

I hope you had fun today. I saw your posts and I watched the live videos of the other members. I’m really happy. I also saw some clips from the new show. I’m hoping I could watch it on weekend since I’m trying to finish a lot of things.

That’s all for today. I hope you’ll have fun tomorrow, too! Don’t stress yourself too much and always remember to have enough rest and take care of yourself always. I’ll be here. I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, too. Don’t force yourself too much, okay? See you soon!

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january162019 #happy anniversary

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제이비,

How are you today, Beommie? I hope you had fun! It’s the anniversary tomorrow and I’m really excited about it. It’s also Matthew’s birthday tomorrow so there’s a lot of things to celebrate!

So I went to school today around 1pm. It’s very hot outside and I hate it. I like the cold weather more. I miss the rain and the gray skies. 

Not a lot happened today, but I did had fun before I go home. I end up watching Strong Woman Do Bong Soon on Netflix. I’m on the last episode already so I’ll probably finish it by this week. I also finished watching the YOU series on Netflix. It was really good! You should watch it, too! I just don’t know if you like thriller, but I had fun watching it. I like the ending.

I also bought new earrings today. It doesn’t cost much, but I like the design. I’ll show it to you next time! I also like some of your accessories. I’m thinking of having my ears pierced tomorrow, but I’m still not sure about it. I’m excited though if I’m going to go with it.

So I had dinner today with my friends at Hunger Buster. I had soy honey chicken wings which I like very much. I miss eating unli wings. I should ask my friends to eat unli wings again! (But I should probably do a lot of exercise after it). After eating, we decided to go to Crepeman for some dessert. I end up eating 2 choco loco crepe (which I think Yugy will like very much). It has a lot of chocolate and white kisses. It was very sweet and I loved it. I also had 2 xl and l cups of iced americano today. It will probably make me stay up all night, but I really like their coffee and sweets.

We had a lot of fun and Matthew treated me an iced americano and tapa with rice. You’re going to love that meal. I’ll treat you that meal someday! 

I end up going home around 10pm. I went outside for a jog and end up going back home around 11pm. It was fun. l’ll continue running again.

That’s all for today, I think. I still have some things to finish since I need to go to school again tomorrow for our thesis consultation. My brain is already tired for it, but its okay. I should handle it.

I hope you had fun today! And also tomorrow! I’ll greet you and advance happy anniversary! I’ll always be here no matter what. Thank you for everything, okay? Always remember that I’m proud of you. I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, too! Take care of yourselves. See you soon!

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january152019 #crepeman #hunger buster

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제이비,

Hi. I’m tired again. My back hurts, but I’m used to it. How are you today? I hope you had fun. Are you guys busy? Are you always practicing? Don’t push yourself too much, okay? You did great. I’ll always be proud of you no matter what.

So today, I went to a milk tea shop before I go to class. Matthew was already there and I told him that I’ll just meet him there because I also want to buy a drink before I go to class. I bought chocolate milk tea and it reminded me of Yugy because I know he likes chocolate drinks so much.

We end up being a little late during my first subject, but it was okay. The class was not fun because it tells us on what we should do in our future and our professor gave us an assignment already. It’s okay though. I understand. I need it anyways. It’s just that I’m afraid about it sometimes, but that’s for another day for me to discuss.

We end up eating again at McDonald’s, but of course, it’s okay because we love fast food. Speaking of fast food, I need to stop eating it or maybe lessen it because I need to go back to exercising and eating healthy food only.

For my last class, it was portfolio. I just did 2 logos right away when I entered the class and of course its not enough, but maybe I’ll just do it by the weekend together with the other assignments that I need to finish.

Also, remember the photography volunteer job that I told you about? It replied to my email and said that he wants to meet me with the other volunteers on Sunday, but I have to do something already on Sunday so I told him I can’t. He just told me he’ll reschedule mine. I think that’s a bad impression for me to say no right away, but I’m already committed to things so I can’t just cancel it.

So yeah that’s what happened today. I need to go to school tomorrow because I need to pay for something. So there’s that. I need to wake up early again. I hate it.

That’s all. I hope you had fun today! Don’t forget to rest and stay healthy. Also, drink a lot of water, okay? Stay dehydrated! You need water, okay? I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members. Take care of yourselves, okay? I’ll always be here to support. Always remember I’m already proud of you. See you soon!

사랑해요~

Good night.

#제이비 #open letter #january142019

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제이비,

Hi Beommie! I was not able to go to church again today. I really need to go next week and meet some of my friends there. I probably also need to reply to their messages. I miss them.

How are you today? You’re probably doing something important and more productive than me. I end up waking up around 2pm and I’m just on my bed, reading and reading and reading. I got up around 5pm to eat something and I went to bed again. I really need to have a motivation. Maybe next week? I don’t know. My brain still thinks I’m on a vacation.

I saw a job posting today about being a photographer. It’s just a volunteer job, but I applied on it. I probably need to create my photography portfolio, but I’m tired so maybe I’ll just do it later before I go to sleep. Or maybe tomorrow? Who knows. I don’t even know what to do anymore.

I was so tired yesterday. That’s why. But I know I should so something productive and start doing my portfolio. 

So, what did you do today? I can’t wait for the 16th so I can celebrate 5 years with you guys. That’s a very important day and maybe I’ll celebrate with a cake? I’m also not sure, but I’ll treat myself when the day comes.

It will be short today since I said a lot of stuff yesterday. I hope you had fun today. Are you going to post new tracks? I support you for it. But I also think you should have enough rest, okay? I’ll never get tired of reminding you that. You deserve it, you know? Don’t worry. I’ll always be hear to listen and support. I’ll never leave. (If you want me to, I will)

That’s all for today. I have classes again tomorrow and wish me luck :( I’ll pray for you, your family, and the members, too. Tell them to have enough rest, too. Take care of yourselves, okay? See you soon!

사랑해요~

Good night.

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