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STEADY HANDS

Abby Anderson x fem!medic!reader

!!TLOU2 spoilers as well as spoilers for the future of the show!! Not proofread kinda bad but like it is what it is and it made me sad just sitting in my drafts.

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The days were long and hot in the summer. The warm weather meant for irritated scars and angry soldiers, which for you meant more injuries to treat. You had been a medic on the team for years now, ever since you could sew stitches and disinfect wounds with steady hands.

There were only a few times those hands shook. One was when you met her. Abby Anderson. All charm and strength. Her face had been scraped up pretty bad so when you held her chin to keep her steady she knew your hands were shaky.

“I’m Abby, by the way.” She greeted.

“Hi.” You said shyly before giving her your name. The rest of the interaction went by too quickly for your liking. Abby radiated warmth.

“Okay then, you should be good to go!” You smiled stepping away from her. Abby smiled back at you and you felt your heart stop.

“I’ll make sure to see you next time I get hurt.” Abby joked, you rolled your eyes at her.

“Don’t hurt yourself on purpose just to come by, if you wanna see me again just come find me. I’m usually down here unless a squad needs me.” You winked, a part of your heart delighted in the shade of pink her cheeks turned.

“I just might come find you then.” She fumbled for words making you laugh.

“I’m counting on it, Abby.” You flirted, putting an emphasis on her name and the way it rolled off your tongue.

Sure enough, once you invited her back Abby was almost always in your med bay, if she wasn’t with you she was with her friends. Sometimes they even came with her to visit you.

“Hey you!” Abby’s cheerful voice brightened your corner of the WLF base.

“Hi gorgeous.” You grinned at her. It’s been like this for a few weeks now, you would flirt with her sometimes she would flirt back or just blush and wave you off. You were just waiting for her to ask you to dinner or something. Anything.

“So, we’re going on a patrol soon, one of the lengthier ones around the whole city pretty much. It’s supposed to take a few days.” Abby sighed before throwing herself onto the cot beside your desk. You frowned turning to look at her, putting your scrawled notes you had been reviewing down.

“Who all is going?” You tipped your head to look down at her.

“It’s me, Nora, Manny, Owen, and hopefully you?” Abby winced as she asked. As if you could ever refuse her and her puppy dog eyes.

“Of course I’ll go. It’ll be nice to see you in your field since you’re always in mine.” You teased. Abby’s eyes lit up as she sat up and leaned forward to press a chaste kiss to your cheek.

“Thank you, don’t worry about being in danger or anything, I-we can keep you safe.” Abby stuttered. Your cheeks were flushed pink as you patted her muscular arm gently.

“I trust you Abs.”

The sun was shining when you all left the WLF base. The springtime warmth seeping into your bones, new growth crunching under your feet. The five of you moved quickly and quietly to the first checkpoint. Clearing a couple of infected on your way, runners wearing the WLF symbol always made your heart sink.

First checkpoint was an old library, always to the top floor and barricaded some way that infected couldn't get to it. This time, the entrance to the floor you needed to go to is a hole in the ceiling. But Abby was more than happy to boost you up. When the sun began to set and food was dished out, Abby set her sleeping bag up next to yours with a soft smile.

"So, what made you want to be a medic?" Owen asked politely as he began to eat.

"When the WLF found me, they needed stitches sewn and infections cured. My mom taught me everything I know, but she's long gone now. It feels like honoring her I suppose." You explained with a small shrug. Abby scooched a little closer to you, sympathy and awe etched into her features.

"My dad was a doctor, he was murdered. He would have loved to meet you and talk all about medical stuff and cures." Abby said wistfully. You placed a hand on her shoulder gently.

"I would have loved to meet him."

Days came and went, turning into weeks, months, before Abby finally had the balls to ask you out. Then months turned into a year, but a year and a half in was when something shifted in the air around Abby.

“I found him.” She had run down to the medic station to find you. “Well I found a lead on him.” She breathed out, you could only blink in confusion.

“Joel. Miller. The man who murdered my Dad. We’re going to go find him.” Abby explained. Your heart sank into your chest as she told you where she found the lead. So far away from the home you had made in Washington.

It took a week for them to get the supplies they needed to leave, a week of arguing with Abby.

“I can’t risk you.” Abby pleaded. Your quiet anger and frustration clear in your eyes. In the tenseness of your shoulders as you soaked in those lovely words.

“I don’t give a fuck. I have to come with you, who is going to keep you safe?” You asked outraged.

“Mel is coming with! She will be our medic. You can’t come. You’re needed here, I need you here.” She breathed, her warm hands cupping your nape, her other hand idling at your hip.

“What about what I need? What about the fact that I need you here? Stay. He doesn’t get to be more important than this, than us.” You begged, tears in your eyes.

“I’m sorry, I love you.” Abby whispered, resting her forehead against yours.

“Come back to me.” You whispered letting Abby kiss away your protests, her mouth wiping away the tension in your body.

When you woke in her bed, wearing her clothes, she was gone.

“She’s back.”

Those two words changed the trajectory of your entire day. You’d been waiting for months to hear those two words. Months of anxiety filled torment, sleepless nights as her scent faded from your bedsheets, and nightmares of what could’ve happened.

Though your relationship with Abby was kept secret to a majority of the WLF, people weren’t blind. They took note of Abby’s smiles and your lingering hands when you patched her up. People loved to whisper about such things. Abby was a defining member of the WLF, someone high ranked and respected, but you were a simple medic with steady hands.

Steady hands that shook when the group approached your medic booth. Tears blurred your vision as you saw her, standing tall and proud in the chilled winter air, your Abby. Steady hands began to shake once Abby was seated before you, ready to be checked over.

“Hi.” She said quietly, her eyes bore into yours as the tears escaped. “Love… say something.” Abby begged. You cupped her face, Abby pulling at your hips to get you in her lap. Once you had your hands around her neck and we’re crying into her neck did you finally say something.

“I missed you so much.” You whispered into her hair. Abby tightened her hands around your waist, and you stayed like that. Ignoring your patients and just holding your Abby. Soon the sun began to set the nighttime cold could be felt and Abby stood, still holding you.

So you let Abby kiss away your whispers of complaints of missing her. Let her lips remove the weight of anxiety you hadn’t realized you had gripped so tightly on to. Letting her hands steady your own.

You had thought you’d be angry when she came home, but the only thing ringing in your head was that she was home. Home in your arms.

#tlou x reader #abby tlou x reader #abby anderson x female reader #abby x fem!reader #abby x you #abby anderson

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me @ y/n when they do something i’d never do:

like babe this isn’t us ?? get it together

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i have ellie syndrome

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abby anderson x reader

online love edition part 1

part 1.5

modern!abby x fem!reader

instagram - texts

i fully believe that ellie would be a menace if you and abby were dating

Instagram with Abby <3

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Texts with Abby <3

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Protective Joel Head canons

-When you met Joel, he was not impressed with you, nor you him. But Boston seemed like a small city after you two met, you couldn’t stop running into each other.

-After a deal went bad for you, he found you limping home. Ever since then, you two were partners in crime. 

-no more deals alone, where you went Joel went. It was simple. 

-scary dog privileges!!

-the first time you go out alone to do a quick trade so Joel could sleep, you didnt come back by the time he woke up.

-he damn near ripped the city apart, brick by brick to find you.

-only for you to come skipping down the sidewalk with ration cards and a smile. 

-If you get hurt while youre with him he will sulk. He sees his job as protecting you, even when you mouth off to the wrong people.

- “Fuck you!” 

- “You can’t just yell ‘Fuck you’ at people and not expect them to not kick want to kick your ass YN.”

- “Thats what I have you for!”

-If you ran into infected, thats when Joel insisted you stay attached to him and remain silent as possible. Infected were brutal and he couldnt put you down if you got bit.

-Snapped one’s neck because it turned to attack you instead of him.

-When stopped by FEDRA, he stands in front of you. Hiding you from the officer as much as possible.

-Will not hesitate before killing for you. Anyone who so much as looks at you wrong.

-If you fight with him about being a “mother hen” he just grumbles about you not being able to take care of yourself and then goes for a walk to clear his head.

-After that when you do deals, you do the actual deal while he watches menacingly from a distance.

-One time a man tried to grab you as you walked away from the deal, Joel shattered his arm in a second. 

-The protectiveness goes both ways though. You do not give a fuck. Anyone who touches what’s yours dies. You know Joel can handle himself, but it still warms his cold heart when you jump to his defense.

short and not proofread but ive been thinking thoughts!

#tlou #tlou2 #tlou x reader #Joel Miller #joel x reader #joel miller headcanon #joel miller x reader #protective joel #pedro joel is yummy #x reader headcanosn

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summary: in which knight!ellie comes back from battle ready to see her favorite girl.

(a/n: the way i literally JUST rewrote this. so there’s a inexperienced knight ellie sitting in my drafts :(. maybe one day she’ll see the light of day)

when it was announced that your father was back home from his long battle in France you only had one thing in mind. your knight in shining armor ellie, but she was nowhere to be found. your dad had you be with him the entire day to make up for lost time so it’s not like you could just go out and look for her.

the second your father let you out of his sight you asked every knight around if they had seen ellie each of them replying, “no your majesty.” after asking almost every knight in the palace you went to your room, ready weep your eyes out. you wanted nothing more than to see the green eyed girl who was gone for nearly 5 months. your eyes landed on an envelope on your bed and you quickly run to it already knowing where it’s from. you rip the envelope open careful not to rip the letter.

i’ll be waiting for you by the willow tree xx.

you practically ran out the door almost knocking over anybody that stood in your way. your lover was waiting for you and you had to get to her right now. you jumped on your horse, shilo, back making him go the fastest he could go to your destination.

when you got close you saw ellie sitting by the tree holding a flower. you jump off the horse running towards ellie. she stands up and catches you in her arms. you wrap you legs around her, despite your dress getting in the way of you, and kiss all over her face. ellie chuckles, “i reckon you missed me little bird?” “lots!” you slam your lips into hers making her hum. her lips were warm and soft just like you remembered. you didn’t want to pull away, but she did to get a good look at you. she drops you to your feet giving you a good look over.

“you look…fuller.” ellie says smiling, “are you calling me fat?” you glare at her she laughs shaking her no.

“no not at all.”

“you got taller and you cut your beautiful hair. what france girl made you do that?” you say running your fingers through her auburn hair.

“france girl? you think i’d lie with the enemy?” ellie asks sitting down by the willow tree and pulling you down. the tall grass surrounded you two from any eyes lurking around.

“only a french girl would make you do such a foolish thing.” you straddle her lap looking into her green eyes that you missed so much.

“you try battling with your hair in your face and tell me how that goes yeah?” ellie said pinches your thigh. you yelp smacking her thigh.

“hey! don’t think you’re going to be one of the soldiers that come home and hurt their wives.”

“we’re not even married.” she laughs, grabbing one of your curls twirling one of your curls around her finger.

it was like you two never left each other. talking each others head off and not removing your hands from each others body.

“yet.” you smile kissing her neck, “is that right, princess?” she chuckles feeling your hips grind against hers.

“mhmm.” you hum feeling her untie your corset. you suck a deep dark hickey on to her tan skin making her moan.

ellie removed your dress from your body and laid you on your back kissing every piece of skin. she lefts marks only where she could see because nobody was going to touch without a mysterious death happening to them. they didn’t call ellie ‘ghost’ for no reason. she killed every king and prince that tried to take your hand in marriage. she had you thinking it was luck when these men ended up dead before they even had the chance to propose.

“o-oh my god.” your eyes roll as you dug your nails into the dirt beneath you. she was licking on your clit like a madman. like a man who hasn’t eaten in days. ellie nuzzles her face into your pussy, suckling on your clit.

“ellie!” you grip her head as her wet tongue twirls around your cult. she was already addicted to you. the taste from you was sweeter than anything she’s ever had. the moans coming from your mouth encouraged her to keep going.

“so sweet.” ellie hums feeling almost as dazed as you. you tug on her hair as you grind against her mouth. ellie moans digging her nails into your thighs.

“ellie mmm!” you arch your back feeling the familiar knot in your stomach. “oh god.”

never had you cum this quick, but when you had a greedy dog between your legs lapping at your pussy like this, you’d be sure to.

your eyes rolled back and you squeezed ellie’s head between your legs as you came into her mouth.

ellie didn’t stop, she couldn’t. she couldn’t after tasting your sweet cum. “th-that’s e-enough. shit ellie.” you tug her hair pulling her away from your pulsing cunt.

“i wasn’t done.”

“i need a break holy fuck.” you pant looking down at her. she lays her wet chin on your stomach looking at you with a smirk.

“have you gone soft on me, my love?”

you glare at her, “don’t mock me.”

“i would never.”

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!!!

#1000 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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Working on an Abby fic! Sorry it’s taking so long but I wanna do my muscular gf RIGHT

UGHHHGGGHG

#tlou x reader #abby anderson #abby anderson x female reader

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you, me, & mary-jane [2]

summary: dealer!ellie becomes something… a little more than just your dealer.

warnings: make-out sesh, cursing, the typical terrible breaking bad reference, gay panic, i think that’s it? also not really all that proofread so sorry for any shitty errors lol

a/n: surprise, once again. yeah that’s right dealer ellie part 2 babies!!!!!!!! writing it isnt enough i need her to top me.

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you, me, & mary-jane

summary: dealer!ellie comes in clutch in more ways than one.

warnings: make-out sesh, cursing, terrible breaking bad references

a/n: surprise! another ellie fic because i refuse to do the schoolwork that i desperately need to finish! wooooooooo dealer ellie is yum. i actually kinda hate this! enjoy! oh god also listen to “meddle about” by chase atlantic while you read if you would like. ellie=chase atlantic okay bye

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— TAKE YOU TO PARADISE.

Tess Servopoulos x Fem!reader

a.n — Idk. I have a fatass crush on Tess. That’s all.

Warnings — MDNI. Jealousy , angst , eventual smut ‘cause I’m chill like that , . . . , Fingering (R!Receiving) , Tess tops you , Oral . . . . . Not proofread ! ¡ !

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“This way.” Tess spoke, visible frustration in her voice. She bossed you around like a helpless puppy practically all day, mostly keeping to herself today. You figured she didn’t get enough sleep, but you couldn’t ignore the tiny sting of pain in your heart from how cold she was being. You wanted to ask her,,, and, you did , but she shrugged it off . . . ‘Shrugged you off.

Joel didn’t talk much either, but Tess had noticed the shared glances you both had,, and she couldn’t help but feel jealous. But could she really be mad?.. You didn’t know about her feelings towards you…Neither did Joel.

But, she couldn’t help it.

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“What is up with you today?” You said, hands on your hips like a mother scolding a child. Tess had her back turned to you as Joel began minding his business,, at first, grabbing random objects as if he didn’t have ears to still hear the both of you with, but then decided to exit the room for now.

“I’m fine.” She replied,, coldly. Of course.

“Cut the bullshit, Tess.” You spoke up, getting more and more frustrated by the minute. Why couldn’t she just tell you what the hell was wrong?

“I’m not a mind reader..” You began walking towards her, her fingers pinching the bridge of her nose as you grabbed her shoulder, staring at her with your eyebrows frowned. You turned her around and stared into her eyes. As…frustrated as she was, she looked into yours, green orbs observing you. Only you. You could feel the energy in the room change,, you could fucking see it. Her eyes said what her words couldn’t. You felt intimidated by her gaze, shivers running through your body as her hands made their way to your hips, reaching around you until they reached your ass. She was gentle,, for now,, so she didn’t smack it, she just, touched it, rubbing her hands over your jeans before they made their way under your shirt, touching your back. Her hands were rough, and fucking hell did you love it.

Tess figured she’d only have so long to get this shit done before The grumpy old man outside would barge in and ask what the fuck was going on.. she estimated 5 minutes max.

“I can work with that..” she mumbled to herself, and it left you confused, but your thoughts were interrupted by a rough kiss, your hands flying to her shoulders to try and prevent falling on your ass, but Tess couldn’t give two shits about that. She’d still take you right here.

She backed you up until your back reached the wall, all the while still not breaking the kiss, you could’ve passed out from the lack of oxygen, but she couldn’t keep her hands,, her lips,, off of you. She was fucking addicted.

Her hand slid down your stomach until it reached the one spot that was aching for her touch. She looked at you dead in the eye after breaking the kiss, to which you nodded,, a bit too eagerly, knowing what she was asking. You’d gladly give it to her any day of the goddamn week.

Her finger rubbed your clit, her knee in between your thighs as she attacked your neck, tiny moans slipping passed your lips.

“Tess..” you mumbled, throwing your head back to give her more access as she rubbed, rubbed, and rubbed. She wanted to do so many things to you right now,, but she had to contain herself..for now, atleast. A few minutes of rubbing, turning into a few minutes of fingering, your moans growing louder and louder with each thrust of her rough fingers. Her mouth was agape, her eyes watching your expressions like a damn art piece..That’s what you were to her. Art.

She could feel your cum leak onto her finger, quickly taking its place down her hand as both of your chests rose and fell. . .she wasn’t fucking done.

5 minutes my ass,, because she spent the rest of the time eating your pussy out into oblivion, your back still against the wall as your hands roughed up her hair. She looked up at you as her arms were locked around your thighs. She had to make sure to give you another orgasm one more fucking time. Just one.

Safe to say she did, in fact, take you to paradise.

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invisible string [3] : ellie williams

part two

| college!ellie - wow i am so glad that people are enjoying this oh my gosh!! to be completely honest i didn't really plan how long/short i want this series to be, or how many parts it's going to be so i guess we'll see?? but it is 4am and i could not stop writing but i finished and now i am going to sleep! head in hands i have feelings for her your honor i will probably have to re edit this in the morning elleloquently go to sleep challenge

| c/w - reader is anxious, general swearing for every part because it's ellie

on friday evening, sometime after the study session, you had drafted a text to send to ellie.

hey! thanks for studying today, I re|

hey! i really had fun wi|

hey ellie,|

when saturday came around, you figured you had already waited too long and missed your chance to text her. it should've been a few hours after you departed, close enough that it was relevant to thank her for her time yet not too close to seem overbearing.

sunday afternoon you were frustrated with your inability to make up your mind. you had yet to even save her number into your phone, and it was certainly too late to make a move now.

you were spiraling. completely overthinking every action and word, worried that any sort of relationship or interaction you potentially could've had with ellie had already slipped through your fingers.

turning over in bed, you stared at the green sticky note on your wall. you had put it there on friday, careful not to crease or fold any corner of the paper as you carefully pressed it to the wall. her handwriting on display on your wall, you lost minutes just gazing at it.

Ellie!!!!!

by monday morning you were a wreck, nearly contemplating skipping class. you felt rude, not texting ellie when she offered up her phone number in the first place.

she clearly wouldn't have given you her phone number if she didn't want you to actually use it, and you spent your early hours cursing yourself while getting ready for not coming to that realization sooner.

the walk to class felt like a death march. accompanied by gray skies and frost covered grass, you hoped being early to class would give you some time to speak to ellie before it started. luckily you had gotten used to getting there early, and ellie hadn't beaten you there first this time.

it felt like a waiting game, twirling a pencil between your fingers and snapping your head up every time someone new entered the classroom. with only minutes until the lecture was going to begin, a few desks remained open, including the one next to you where ellie previously sat the last time you had class.

letting go of any hope that you would be able to talk before class started, you flipped through your notes in an attempt to refocus your thinking. while scanning your previously highlighted words, the sight of a familiar bag and converse caught your eye.

you immediately looked up, smiling, hoping to catch ellie's eye just as she had caught yours. the desk next to you was still available, but it remained open as ellie walked past and returned to her original seat a few aisles away.

with a sinking heart and trembling hands, your smile faded. you screwed up. you knew you screwed up, why were you such an idiot? why couldn't you have just texted her?

it was torture, having such a brief taste of what it was like to make ellie laugh, only to go back to not existing in her orbit.

it was your own fault, that's what made it worse.

taking notes and reviewing lecture slides was a tedious task that you didn't have the capacity for, not when ellie was right there and she was all that you could think about.

if this is how you were after merely one study session, you were certain to be doomed. although, maybe the one study session was all you were destined to have.

your own writing utensil was untouched, abandoned on your desk as your gaze lingered on ellie. you watched as she furiously took notes, thinking back to her handwriting posted back on your wall.

time moves slower in a classroom. what feels like hours are only mere seconds according to the clock hands, taunting and teasing your restless tendencies at every given moment.

ellie doesn't look over to meet your gaze, not even once. you can easily count the number of days left in the semester, and winter break was going to come no matter how badly you wanted to talk to the pretty girl in your social psych class. with the changing of the semester, there were no promises that you would ever even see ellie on campus again, let alone share a class with her.

eventually the clock decided to agree with your concept of time, and you were determined to catch ellie while everyone was packing up. you rushed to shove things in your bag, not caring if anything was crumpled or put back perfectly into its secure place. you kept your eyes on ellie, and abruptly stood up when she stepped past your desk so you could walk out of the doorway together.

"hey," you chirped, careful not to bump ellie's shoulder as you shrugged your bag higher onto your own.

"hey," ellie replied, meeting your eyes for the first time that day.

your cheeks burned but ellie looked troubled and then indifferent, your confidence to apologize for the lack of text messages rapidly decreasing by the second.

nearing the building exit, your heart quickened with every second and your mouth began moving before your brain could process what was being said.

"hey, so, thanks for the other day. it made the studying fun," you admitted, eyeing ellie cautiously as you didn't want to overstep so soon.

ellie stopped short and turned to face you, gripping onto the straps of her bag that were loosely around her shoulders. her eyebrows furrowed as she stayed silent, but relief soon washed over your body at the words that left her lips.

"it was fun, wasn't it?" cracking a smile, ellie blew out a deep breath and shook her head. "helpful, too."

short, auburn strands released themselves from her bun, joining the loose hair that collected around her shoulders. with a newfound confidence from her reply, you pressed on.

"i wanted to text you, but, uh, i wasn't sure..." you trailed off, hard to latch onto any clear thought with her eyes meeting yours. you broke eye contact, glancing down at your shoes when you heard ellie snort.

"you weren't sure if i wanted you to?" ellie questioned. her tone was quiet and serious which made your face lift to meet her eyes once again. she was smiling, so you nodded.

"yeah," you confirmed. "it's...it's dumb."

scanning your face, ellie heaved out another sigh.

"don't you think if i give you my phone number, it's because i want you to use my phone number?" ellie raised her eyebrows, the amusement and curiosity patent on her features.

as small groups continued down the hall, you moved out of the way by sliding closer to the wall.

"fair point," you mumbled, the feeling of embarrassment creeping back up on you.

just as you were starting to doubt yourself, ellie jumped back in to save you.

"hey, when's your next class?" she asked suddenly.

eyes widening, you quickly forced your phone out of your pocket to check the time.

in an hour.

"actually, i'm all done for the day!" you lied, plastering a smile onto your face.

ellie hummed, content.

"wanna take our notes and see if we can manage to find something edible at the dining hall?" ellie proposed, tilting her head and raising her eyebrows.

yes.

"sure," you agreed, brushing hair out of your face. a nervous habit.

the tell might've been easy, but ellie wasn't fazed.

"alright," she wound up, holding her arm out to gesture you to lead the way.

the way ellie fell in step with you made you smile, and your cheeks burned so much you could've been mistaken for having a fever.

the dining hall in question wasn't far, but you secretly hoped for a longer paced walk so you could sneak glances at the green eyed girl walking next to you.

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walking with ellie on campus felt natural and comfortable. she was easy to talk to, thank god, and you could almost ignore the anxious pounding in your chest.

you looked down at your shoes a lot while you talked, or straight ahead at your pathing, missing the occasional glance from ellie.

looking at you sideways and smiling, her eyes refocused elsewhere when you raised your head.

while ellie spoke, and you weren't worried about what to do with your body or your hands or your facial expressions, you would allow yourself to get comfortable for a moment, focusing on the warmth of her voice.

though you felt nervous about the pressure of sitting with her again, less things to be distracted by, even navigating the dining hall felt not as mundane at ellie's side.

you walked together, doing a loop around the hall when nothing looked particularly appetizing, deciding to plate up with snacks to share instead. safe foods that couldn't be botched took up the space, like fries, loose veggies from a salad bar, and little pickings from a dessert table.

you got settled at a round table, food on one side and school stuff on the other. it was intimidating to be sitting across from ellie, and you felt like you didn't know where to look.

it was strange, how it felt so easy yet so hard at the same time.

feeling like you owed it after the texting situation, your brain nagged at you to start up a conversation first. you swiped through the pockets of your bag until your fingers landed on a pen.

"so... do you... need help with notes today?"

"hm?" ellie made a sound, half distracted, before her eyes grew in realization. "oh! notes. nah, i'm all good."

you nodded, keeping a firm grip on your pen just to give your hand something to do.

"thanks though," elle quickly added, genuine but quiet.

you nodded once more, lost for words but desperately clawing at your brain to try to come up with something natural. to fill the silence you tried something from the plate of food just as ellie began to speak once more.

"what are you gonna do after college?" she quipped.

"next question," you immediately denied, earning a short laugh from ellie.

"fair enough." the corners of her mouth turned upwards and you quickly mirrored ellie's expression, not able to help it.

"what do you like to do? outside of notes and studying, obviously," you asked, studying her curiously.

your heart ached to get to know her, to genuinely know her, and after sneaking glances at her during class throughout the semester, it felt nearly surreal to be engaging in a conversation with her now.

it was somehow simultaneously nothing you could've expected, and yet everything you would've hoped for.

ellie sighed, content, but you could've sworn she almost sounded shy as she answered your question.

"play guitar," she shrugged, as if she were trying to brush it off as a passing comment instead of a point in conversation.

"no shit? that's so cool," you gushed, genuinely impressed. in response, ellie's cheeks turned pink and she quickly looked down, picking at the food. in a matter of seconds she seemed relaxed instead of tense, the color leaving her cheeks as quickly as it appeared.

"i like it," ellie gave in with a sigh. "do you play?"

you shook your head in disappointment. "i wish," you responded wistfully.

"i could show you sometime," ellie offered.

the idea alone made your head spin, and you glanced down at where her hands were resting on the table. she had calluses on her fingers, and your eyes trailed from her fingertips to her tattoo. ellie pretended not to notice, and reached over to your side of the table. you froze momentarily but she grabbed your pad of sticky notes, blue, and set them down in front of her.

"i would be... a horrible student," you laughed, shaking your head at the idea.

"come on," ellie teased, wrinkling her nose as she stole your pen.

"i would love to learn," you enthused, trying not to focus on how quickly your heart was beating. "i just don't know how much you would like me by the time the lesson was over."

"yeah, alright," ellie mused, rolling her eyes with a grin.

every time she smiled you felt like you had accomplished something, and it made you wanting to chase that reaction even more.

study materials were ignored, placed on the table as a buffer that was quickly unnecessary and unneeded. the conversation felt effortless and you were on a high. you complimented ellie's tattoo to which she complimented your name, rolling it off of her tongue and you wished desperately to live inside of that moment.

"i like it," she said earnestly.

every bold statement was countered with a falter, a slip of the mask or a sheepish smile, but always quickly recovered.

you talked about your major and why you chose it, the reasoning sounding a lot like a very complicated guessing game, and ellie hummed along to show that she was listening while she got busy doodling something with your stolen pen.

after a moment she ripped the piece with the drawing away from the rest of the pad, proudly placing it in front of you.

on the blue paper was a drawing of a little dinosaur wearing a tiny hat.

"it's a hatosaur," ellie informed you, grinning at her own creation.

"i love it." you gave it a good look before you returned it back to ellie. the smile fell from her face and you were quick to explain yourself.

"you have to sign it," you pressed, and ellie laughed in agreement.

once the cursive letters of her name were under the drawing, it was back in your possession. you reached out for the post-its and ellie quickly handed them over, along with your pen. you smiled graciously and then placed your arm around the paper as a barrier.

"don't look," you warned ellie, which resulted in her stretching her neck to get a better look. you looked up at her, bewildered, trying your best to suppress your laughter as she sunk back deep into her seat.

"man, i would totally skip my next class if i could," ellie mumbled wistfully.

you finished your doodle, signed your name in tiny letters at the bottom, and removed the note from the stack so you could present it to ellie.

"ta-da, baby snoopy," you remarked.

"oh man," ellie breathed, looking at you quickly and then back to the doodle. "look at that little guy!"

"should've been an art major," you clicked your tongue, pretending to be disappointed in yourself.

"our talents are being wasted away," ellie agreed, picking up the picture you had made and holding it in front of herself. "i'm keeping this," she informed you.

"okay," you easily agreed. "i'm keeping your... hatosaur."

ellie stretched her arm out to you, her hand dangling by your face. you panicked before you realized what was intended and quickly saved yourself, shaking ellie's hand as a deal.

dropping her grin, ellie focused in on you earnestly.

"i don't want to go to class," she confided.

"i'm so very sorry," you copied her expression and ellie tapped her hands on the table.

"shit," she muttered begrudgingly. "i better go."

you nodded in understanding, slipping the drawing that ellie had made carefully into your pocket.

"really good studying today," you joked.

ellie smirked and rolled her eyes, and your heart soared. standing and clearing the table with final words of "see you in class," you headed off in one direction while ellie left in the other.

during your walk you didn't even notice the cold, or the fact that the comings of winter meant that the sun threatened to set much earlier in the evening. ellie's drawing in your pocket kept you company.

as soon as you arrived in your room, you carefully placed it on the wall next to the previous note. ellie was now on your wall two times, which didn't even begin to represent how often she was on your mind.

─ ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ── ·𖥸· ─

you waited exactly thirty five minutes until you entered ellie's phone number into your phone. this time, constructing a message came naturally to you.

hey! i had fun today. i hope your class goes well!

the thought still gave you butterflies, so you launched your phone across your bed as soon as your finger hit send. immediately after you winced and lunged for your phone, quickly sending another text clarifying who you were.

your phone vibrated shortly after, and the sight of ellie's name of your screen was a welcomed one. her response made your breath catch in your throat:

Uh, how'd you get my number...?

her second text came quickly after and you sighed in relief, trying to contain all of the emotions that were threatening to burst out of you at any given moment.

Kidding. It was fun, seriously. If only I didn't have class, ughhh...

you lock your phone and then unlock it again right away, staring at her words. words she typed out and sent to you, and you suddenly felt like the luckiest person in the world.

[tlouslut]

tlou fans try to be happy challenge

[tlouslut]

Thunderstruck

NSFW minors dni!

Ellie Williams X F! Reader

Word count: 3k

Warnings: Female bodied reader, drunk sex, hair pulling , thigh riding (only mentioned literally once) , oral sex (both receiving) , fingering (r! receiving) , scissoring , fluff

Notes:

I get that a lot of y’all are into top Ellie but i NEED more of Ellie receiving as well as giving <3

This is straight up filth but Ive also never written anything for Ellie before so pls be kind

And god i love her hands

It was late, you could see the moon shining through the glass ceiling of the building you and Ellie were currently holed up in. After Joel’s death, you knew Ellie was going to get revenge, and you couldn’t leave her to do it alone. You had been tracking the WLF for days, but as night fell you had to find shelter, it was dangerous in the dark. The building you and Ellie had found was some old church, she had blocked off the only entrance with shelves and the pews. Most of the windows were already blocked off with wood boards someone must’ve nailed there long ago.

Once the church was secured, you and Ellie had settled down in a corner together. She had started a small fire in some bin to keep warmth and even found a few blankets in one of the back rooms. The two of you sat close together, the thin blankets wrapped around yourselves. “Look what I found” Ellie spoke to you, you glanced over to see a half full bottle of whiskey in her hand. “In a church?” You asked, laughing, you could feel her body shaking with laughter beside you. She opened the bottle and took a drink of it, making a disgusted face as she passed you the bottle. You hesitated for a moment, looking at the probably 40 year old whiskey bottle, shrugging before taking a swig of the golden-brown liquid. The whiskey was strong, you weren’t going to lie, but you hid your disgusted face from Ellie.

The two of you polished off the half bottle of whiskey within an hour, and you were both definitely drunk. “Oh and!” Ellie said, before she bolted up and walked over to the back room of the church. You were going to get up and follow, until you saw her return, a guitar in hand. She smirked at you as she walked back over to you, this time she sat across from you instead of beside you. “Yanno, I usually don’t play for anyone, but i’m feeling pretty generous tonight” She said as she began to tune the guitar. She said nothing more as she began to play a tune you vaguely recognized. You watched her bruised and cut hands glide across the guitar strings. After almost a minute of the tune, you heard her soft voice begin to sing a song and you immediately recognized it.

“There’s a lady who’s sure

All that glitters is gold

And she’s buying a stairway to heaven

When she gets there she knows

If the stores are all closed

With a word she can get what she came for”

Ellie continued the tune for a few more seconds before she stopped, looking at you. For the first time, she seemed slightly nervous. “I never finished learning the rest of the song” was all she said, setting the guitar down on the ground beside her. Stairway To Heaven, you remembered the song from the times she had played it for you, along with other classic rock songs. “I could never get tired of hearing your voice” You said to her before you scooted over towards her on the floor. Ellie smiled back at you, fumbling around with her hands, you noticed she did this when she was embarrassed or flustered. When you got over to her, she pulled you close, her arm wrapping around your shoulder, hand landing in front of you.

You took a hold of the other woman’s hand, running your fingers down her cuts and bruises and scars that scattered her hand. Ellie said nothing as she watched you pull her hand to your lips and press soft kisses to it. “You need to be more careful.” You muttered, not meeting her gaze. You hated to see her hands all bloodied and bruised, she fought so much that it left her with scars. Ellie Hummed in response, leaning over to leave a kiss on your cheek. You giggled at the unexpected action, turning to face her. She was beautiful, no matter how cut and bruised she was, no matter how dirty she was, you loved her.

You had fallen for her in Jackson, it took you so long to admit you had a thing for her that she ended up telling you first. Ellie was always overly confident and sure in herself, but in that moment, on the streets of Jackson she was stuttering and looking at her feet as she confessed to you. That confession had been a year ago, you and Ellie rarely fought, maybe it was because it was the apocalypse or maybe the two of you were just compatible. The two of you spent most of your days in Jackson listening to music, watching old movies, listening to Ellie as she practiced songs on her guitar and sometimes fucking in the middle of the night on her bed, hoping the neighbors didn’t hear. As shocking as it may seem, you and Ellie didn’t have sex often. Always too busy on patrol, caught up with family and work in Jackson and often times too sore from patrol and fighting infected to have the energy.

“What’re you thinking about?” Ellie asked you, you had spent so long just staring at her, thinking of old memories in Jackson. It felt like a lifetime ago. “You.” Was all you said, your hand reaching her, tucking some of her hair behind her ear. “in what way?” She said, sounding somewhat suggestive. You shoved her playfully, “stop being gross” She laughed, before she leaned in, her lips meeting yours. The kiss was gentle, her lips were soft but somewhat chapped against yours. She smiled against your lips as she pulled your body into hers, your chest pressed against hers. Your arms wrapped around her neck, one made its way into her hair, tugging slightly. She gasped softly into your mouth as you pulled on her hair, you knew she loved that.

Ellie pulled away after a moment, panting, trying to catch her breath. “You’re drunk” You said to her, laughing. “So are you” She pointed out before pulling you closer and connecting your lips once again. This time the kiss got sloppy and heated, she bit your lip causing you to gasp lightly, her tongue immediately meeting yours. She gently pushed you to the ground, hovering above you, your legs immediately wrapping around her waist. Swiftly, her hands made their way up your shirt, feeling you up before she tugged it off you. The kiss broke as she pulled your shirt off, you were gasping for breath at this point. Ellie leaned back in, but before she could kiss you, you grabbed her shirt, shoving it off her shoulders, leaving her in the t shirt underneath it.

It had been months since you and Ellie last had sex, all of the patrolling and then Joel dying and Ellie recovering from her injuries. You were desperate to say the least. Ellie leaned down, her lips meeting your neck as she sucked and kissed, leaving a trail of hickeys that would definitely be visible for days. “Fuck” you gasped, gripping her hair as she left marks on you. She leaned back for a moment, admiring her work on your neck and chest. You took this moment as a chance to pull off her shirt, leaving her in a black sports bra. “I need you” You said to her, looking up and out of breath. Ellie groaned hearing you say that, leaning down to undo the clasp of your bra, pulling it off of you. You gasped as the cool air hit your breasts, but it wasn’t long until Ellie latched onto one of them. Her hand toyed with your other nipple while she sucked and bit softly at the other.

She pulled back from you, pulling her black sports bra over her head, revealing her chest to you. Your eyes lingered on her breasts for a moment, “take a picture, it’ll last longer” she had a big smile on her face as she looked down at you, “i’ll have to take you up on that offer” you replied. Ellie’s hands began fumbling with the button and zipper of your jeans, struggling for a moment. You laughed as she finally began pulling your jeans down your legs, you lifted up to try and help her. She tossed your pants over where all of your clothes piled up together on the dirty church floor. Immediately, Ellie leaned down and she began to kiss your stomach and then down to your thighs. She glanced up at you when she reached your panties, waiting for you to allow her to go further.

You nodded, and she pulled them down your legs, also tossing them onto the pile of clothing. But instead of doing more, she moved back up, kissing up your neck to your lips. As she kissed you, her hand wandered between your legs that were wrapped around her waist once more. Her fingers rubbing over your slit before dipping into your wet folds, “already so fucking wet for me” Ellie muttered as she pulled away from you, her eyes locking with yours. You let out a gasp as her fingers found your clit, and she began to rub slow circles. Your forehead was leaning against her shoulder as she hovered over you, her movements on your clit suddenly stopped and you groaned at the loss of feeling. “You’re so impatient..” She muttered into your ear, you leaned back again, your head hitting the old raggedy blanket beneath you.

Ellie dipped her middle finger into your cunt, you gasped at the feeling, one of your hands reaching down to grasp her wrist. “So fucking tight” Ellie gasped, her head was now resting in the crook of your neck as her finger curled inside you. “More” You gasped, your head rolled back as she added a second finger. You were letting out whiny gasps and moans as she fingered you, her palm rubbing slightly against your clit, adding to the stimulation. “Fuck” Ellie gasped, at this point she was just slightly moving her hips on your thigh, trying to stimulate her own clit through her jeans. The wet sounds of Ellie’s fingers moving in you and both of your moans and gasps were echoing off the walls of the large empty church. Suddenly, she pulled her fingers from your pussy, bringing them to your mouth, shoving her fingers down your throat. You groaned as you sucked on her fingers, irritated she stopped before you could finish.

Ellie pulled her hand back, before moving down between your legs, pulling your legs onto her shoulders, you could feel her breath on your cunt. Without warning she licked a stripe up your pussy, stopping at your clit. You let out soft moans, reaching for anything to grasp onto. “Fuck Ellie..” you gasped as she sucked on your clit. She inserted a finger into you once more and immediately your hand reached down, grabbing a hold of her hair. She slowly ate you out and fingered you, trying to savor the moment with you. She added another finger, stretching you out, her mouth still warm on your pussy. You moaned softly, trying to keep quiet in case of anything outside. You felt the familiar feeling coiling inside you as Ellie began to use her free hand to push on your lower stomach, adding more pleasure. Your legs squeezed her head in, your orgasm closely approaching.

“Shit” You groaned, your head rolled back, hand still gripping Ellies hair. Your thighs shook ever so slightly as your orgasm hit, your legs locking around her head and the grip on her hair got tighter. Ellie moaned into your cunt as you pulled her hair, the vibrations adding more stimulation to your clit as you came. Your legs fell limp beside her head, you sighed, letting go of her hair. Ellie placed soft kisses on your pussy, you gasped softly. “Good girl” She said softly to you as she made her way back up to you, kissing your forehead gently. “Your turn” was all you said to Ellie who couldn’t even process anything as you flipped her over, you now on top.

You kissed her lips for a split second before making your way down her body, leaving kisses and hickeys all over her neck and chest. You landed at her jeans, and you began to unbutton them, pulling them down her legs. She shimmied her hips to help you pull them off. You noticed a wet spot on her underwear, and you chuckled quietly at the sight. Ellie always worried about getting you off, that was always her priority, and you loved to see her so wet for you now. You pulled the fabric down her legs and tossed it aside, your eyes landing on her cunt. Your eyes lingered for probably longer than they should’ve when you heard Ellie clear her throat, you glanced up. She was looking down at you expectantly, your clit throbbed at the sight of her looking down at you like that.

One of Ellie’s arms was under her head, propping her head up slightly so she could look down at you. You tore your eyes from hers, pulling her legs further apart and settled yourself close to her core. You hadn’t eaten Ellie out in a while, so you were slightly nervous. Your mouth met her dripping cunt, your tongue swirling around her clit. Ellie let out soft moans when your tongue met her pussy, her hand instinctively reached down to your head, gently threading her fingers through your hair. “Fuck” She gasped, you could never get tired of hearing her moans, it was even better than when she’d sing for you.

Ellie’s hand pushed your head into her pussy further, “Shit you feel so good” She muttered, her head rolling back as her hips bucked up, Your tongue was slowly moving in circles around her clit almost teasing her. One of your hands gripped her waist as the other held up one of her thighs that was on your shoulder. You could tell she was close by the way her gasps and moans got a little louder, even though they weren’t very loud to begin with. Her thigh shook just barely noticeable that made it obvious she was about to cum. “Shit i’m gonna cum” Ellie gasped, her grip on your head was more aggressive, her other hand still under her head. You ate her out more aggressively, helping to bring her closer to the edge. Her hips bucked up one last time as she let out a groan, finally coming undone.

“Get up here” Was all Ellie said as she sat up that had you pulling yourself from between her legs and back up to her face. She pulled you on top of her, you lips meeting hers. You straddled her thighs, yours on either side of hers as she kissed you deeply. Her hands roaming your body, one landing on your waist and the other landing on your breast. You laughed, interrupting the kiss, “Really?” She just smiled at you, her hand massaging your breast for a moment. One of your hands cupped her cheek as you pulled her lips to yours once more. Ellie finally pulled her hand away that was massaging your breast, using it to push you to the ground gently. “What are you doing, Els?” You asked, the both of you giggling like idiots as you kissed one another. “I wanna try something” Ellie whispered in your ear, positioning the two of you so that your cores were facing each other’s.

She was sat up, leaning back, holding herself up with one arm, the other holding your thigh as she began to grind her pussy onto yours, you immediately gripped her arm tightly. “Holy fuck” Ellie groaned, her head rolled back as her movements quickened. You sat up so you could be closer to her, so you could see her face when she fucked you. You pulled her face close to yours, holding her in your hands as you both rolled your hips together. She was letting out soft moans, and even a whimper you noticed, she wasn’t usually the most vocal typically. Ellie leaned her forehead against yours, her eyes were closed as she gripped your waist tightly. “Fuck..” You whimpered, the feeling of her slick clit rubbing against yours was overwhelming, you could feel your second orgasm approaching.

You weren’t even as focused on reaching your own orgasm when you heard Ellie, the soft moans leaving her lips as her hips shook, her grip on your waist was even tighter. You’d definitely have bruises in the morning. You admired ellie, her hair stuck to her forehead with sweat, her lips parted just slightly as she let out soft gasps and occasional moans. The feeling inside you finally snapped, your moans were breathy and loud when you finally came. Ellie finished shortly after you, still rolling her hips, overstimulating the two of you for only a moment. When her movements stopped, neither of you moved. You were both out of breath and sweaty by this point. “You’re so pretty when you cum.” Ellie said, and you laughed with embarrassment in response. Only a minutes later, Ellie untangled her legs from yours, the two of you lied together. You were both on your sides, a thin blanket pulled over the both of you, your arms and legs tangled.

Ellie was just looking at you, a small smile on her face as one of her hands rested on your cheek. “What?” you asked her, your eyes locked with yours, hand resting on her hip. “I love you.” She was all she said to you, you had said it to one another all the time but this felt different. More intimate and deeper than ever before, “I love you too, Ellie.” Was all you said to her before the two of you went silent. Shortly after, you fell asleep. Warm from the fire and the blanket but most of all, each other.

[tlouslut]

This woman is sex on legs I swear.

[tlouslut]

I’m so sick of seeing the Ellie top fics, i want to give Ellie Williams the most earth shattering and life altering head and i want to hear her whine. I do not care what it takes i know she whines you cannot convince me otherwise.

[tlouslut]

“I knew it, you’re my soulmate.”

•Soulmate/modern AU! Everyone has a black spot on their body where their soulmate first touches them, once your soulmate touches you it turns into an array of beautiful colors. Yours, is a handprint wrapped around your forearm.•

TW!! pregnant reader towards the end!

WORDS: 3.5K

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       You couldn't help the sigh that escaped your lips as you made your way towards the coffee shop you worked at a couple blocks from your apartment. It was small, but since it was only you it was perfect. Jackson wasn't exactly a huge town, but it had a few things to do and enjoy. You weren't sure you were cut out for living in the big city, too many people. But living in the middle of nowhere without anyone seemed too quiet. So this little town was just right for you. All your friends had flocked to bigger cities, more people do a greater chance to find their soulmate.

       You frowned at the black hand print that wrapped around your left forearm. You knew someday your soulmate would grab you there. For what purpose you had no idea. Most people assumed the worst and apologized when they saw it, but you had hope that your soulmate would be someone good. Whenever you tried to imagine them you could see someone with long hair they preferred to tie back, maybe freckles and warm eyes. A nice laugh.

        The door jingled as you opened it up, smiling at your coworkers as you walked behind the counter to the break room to tie your apron around you and clock in. Another day another dollar, you checked and made sure you looked presentable, plastered a fake smile on your face, and began your shift.

      Towards the end of your shift, two people walked in. It was just you at the moment as your coworkers were on break or gone. A tall man, gruff looking but kind. A well kept beard and a guitar on his back, he was smiling at you as he wandered the coffee shop. The woman however, when you made eye contact with her you felt a tug almost. Like your heart was about to leap out of your chest. Her red hair was tied back in a pony tail, her freckled cheekbones, she was too far away for you to tell her eye color but still. This was what you imagine when you thought of your soulmate.

       "Joel, she's waiting for you to order." The woman laughed, teasing the older man. You thought you were going to pass out. Her laugh was like church bells that rang out on a sunny day after someone got married. Crisp and genuine. Joel sheepishly smiled at you and approached the counter. For the first time today, your smile was genuine.

       "What can I get for you today?" You asked. The man scratched his beard absentmindedly for a moment. He didn't seem to know what he wanted.

       "I hate to be that guy. But what do you recommend?" Joel sighed. The redhead woman laughed at him and walked up to the counter. You could tell now that her eyes were the deepest green you had ever seen. Like someone had taken the rainforests and hid them in her irises.

       "If you're a super coffee guy, which I'm assuming you are, I'd recommend the mocha with an extra shot of espresso. You can get it hot, iced, or blended." You spouted out. He seemed like he was rough around the edges but still like he would enjoy something sweet to brighten his day.

       "I'll take a hot mocha with an extra shot." Joel grinned at you. You turned your focus to the extraordinary woman beside him.

       "What do you think I would like?" The woman inquired. You tapped on your chin as you drank her in. Average height, a tattoo wrapping around her arm, her eyebrow that she had raise at you had a slit it in from a scar. You nodded to yourself for a moment as you thought.

        "You don't like coffee. You're here for something from our bakery and maybe a strawberry banana smoothie." You decided. Now it was Joel's turn to laugh, he patted her on the shoulder as her mouth was slightly open as she stared at you.

        "How did you do that?!" She asked quickly.

        "I've been making people drinks for a long time. Also when you walked in you didn't even look at the menu just our bakery display." You laughed nervously. The woman shook her head in disbelief.

        "I'm Ellie." She introduced herself.

        "(YN)." You replied, trying to fight the blush that rose on your cheeks. You rang in their drinks, making them quickly. You slid them across the counter, sheepishly meeting Ellie's gaze.

        "You like music (YN)?" Joel asked. You tore your eyes off of her to meet the older man's eyes.

        "Love it. I saw your guitar when you walked in, you gonna play for me?" You teased. Joel shook his head quickly.

        "Ellie is." He said pointedly raising his brows at a flustered Ellie. She glared at the older man before taking the guitar from his hands. It was only the three of you in the store anyways you didn't see why there would be a problem. Ellie sat at a cafe table a few feet away from you and began to strum the strings, tuning the instrument.

        You couldn't keep the soft smile off your face as you listened to her play a familiar song. You swept the shop, keeping busy as expected or your boss would throw a hissy fit. You stopped all together when she began to sing along with the tune. Unsure of how someone could be so perfect. You turned around leaning on the broom to watch and listen. You were mesmerized, she was focusing on the strings and the words, but you were focused on her and only her. You however hesitated, why were you so enamored with her? It's useless to get attached to the idea of her being your soulmate, it would hurt way more if she wasn't. Your heart screeched to a stop when you saw her palm, black as night. She hasn't met her soulmate.

      "Talking away. I don't know what I'm to say.

I say it any ways, today is another day to find you shying away. I'll be coming for your love okay.

Take on me.

Take me on.

I'll be gone, in a day or two." Ellie's voice filled the coffee shop. Her eyes flicked up from the strings as she stared into your eyes, you could've sworn something sparked in them as she looked at where your soulmate mark remained.

        "I'll be right back." You breathed, rushing to the back room to grab some stock stuff for the front. The girl who was supposed to take your spot so you could leave for the day would rip your head off if the front wasn't completely stocked. As you came back up front you heard Joel and Ellie whispering.

       "If you don't ask her out for dinner tonight you'll regret it." Joel advised smugly. Ellie huffed a sigh at him, before groaning in protest.

       "I know but what if she says no and thinks I'm a creep?!" Ellie fired back.

       "What if she says yes?" Joel asked. Ellie paused for a moment. You felt like your heart was going to explode with hope that she would ask you out tonight. You nudged the door open quickly before setting the box you had brought up on the counter. You shoved treats into their places on the display and stocked all the syrups and toppings.

        "Why'd you stop?" You found yourself asking as you stood from where you had been crouching yo shove stuff under the counter.

        "Do you want me to keep going?" Elli asked startled. You smiled sheepishly at her, her cheeks flushed pink as you looked at her.

       "You have a lovely voice." You replied, scratching the back of your neck nervously. You saw Joel kick her under the table, staring at her intently. Ellie took a deep breath before walking over to the counter where you leaned.

       "I'll play for you tonight, if you agree to let me buy you dinner?" Ellie offered. You grinned brightly.

       "Sounds like a fair trade. My replacement for the evening will be back here soon so I can go." You beamed, Ellie's relieved smile stuck in your brain for a moment, she was beautiful.

       "Where do you want to go?" Ellie asked.

       "Surprise me." You winked before continuing to stock the remaining items. You paused to exchange phone numbers and scribble your address on a sticky note. "Here's my address, it's a couple blocks away. I'll need to get changed, meet me there in an hour?" You asked.

        "I wouldn't miss it for the world."

Ellie's P.O.V.

       (YN) waved us goodbye, winking at me playfully as we exited the cute coffee shop. My cheeks flushed bright pink as Joel and I began to walk towards his truck. I could feel him winding up to make some remark I would roll my eyes at.

      "Ellie and (YN) sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" Joel teased the second we got in the truck.

       "Joel!" I whined. "Come on I don't want to get my hopes up." I frowned. I've never felt like this with someone. The way she smiled at us made my heart melt, she made every rational thought fall out of my head. For only having spoken with her and hung out with her at her coffee shop for a few hours, she really had taken a toll on me. Recently, my now ex-girlfriend found her soulmate and left me. I wasn't actively hunting for my own soulmate, I knew when the time was right we would meet. Something in my chest eased when I saw her, like it whispered to me that it's her. But what if it isn't? We haven't touched yet and I was too nervous to find out if we were or weren't.

        I stared at my black palm, frowning. I had seen other people's marks once they met their soulmate. It's brilliant really, the colors are so vibrant and beautiful. Everyone's was so different, like an original work of art, as an artist I could appreciate that more than anything. I know it shouldn't have eased my conscience, but seeing her mark are her arm being solid black did.

      "It'll be okay kiddo. The way she was looking at you, even if you aren't soulmates that kind of connection is rare. It'd be a shame not to chase it a bit." Joel chuckled. I groaned again looking out the window. My phone chimed about ten minutes later when Joel and I reached my house.

Unknown:

So, where we going for dinner?

       (YN) must've gotten off of work already. I smiled down at the text.

Thought you wanted to be surprised.

       I thanked Joel for the ride and the smoothie and jogged into my house to get changed quickly. I pulled on my black jeans and paired it with a nice denim button up. I rolled the sleeves up so my tattoo was visible before brushing my teeth and styling my hair half up half down. I took a deep breath, and headed to the address (YN) had written down.

       When I pulled up into her apartment complex I texted her to let her know I was here before approaching her door. I had stopped on my way to grab some flowers, my hands were shaking I was so nervous. When the door creaked open I couldn't breath, (YN) looked stunning.

        "Hi Ellie." She smiled, her grin brightening when she saw the flowers. "Are those for me?" (YN) gasped dramatically.

       "They are." I smiled back, handing her the bouquet. She delicately took them from my hands closing her eyes as she inhaled the smell.

       "I need to put these in a vase, come in." (YN) gestured. I stepped inside her small apartment, well decorated and clean. The entire apartment smelled like she had just blown out a vanilla candle. I closed the door behind me, standing in the entryway awkwardly watching her as she pulled a vase from her cabinet. She was wearing a long sundress, covered in delicate flowers and lace. Perfect for right now as the Summer sun was setting but it's heat remained. She looked stunning.

       "You look beautiful." I complimented as she filled the vase with water. She flushed pink as she dragged her gaze up and down my body.

        "You look good too." She smiled. I felt my breathing quicken as she grabbed her purse from the counter approaching me. "Where we going?" She asked as she locked the apartment.  I smiled at her teasingly, I pointed my car out to her and followed her towards it.

        "Trust me. It's gonna be good." I winked. (YN) was watching me more than where she was walking, and turned to ask me another question and she tripped off of the curb. On instinct I reached out and grabbed her arm to catch her.

        "Thank you!" (YN) breathed blushing in embarrassment. We both stilled then, realizing what just happened, where my hand rested. Exactly where her soulmate mark was. I swallowed thickly, flicking my eyes to meet her (EC) ones. She was nervous.

        "Do it." She breathed. Shaking I removed my hand from her arm.

         And instead of black, there were bursts and swirls of the prettiest colors I'd ever seen. I looked at my palm to find the same bursts and swirls there as well.

        "I knew it, you're my soulmate."

Your P.O.V.

You couldn't stop gaping at the whorls of color now on your arm. The world seemed to click in place for you, your heart practically singing at the touch. You looked up at Ellie who was also staring at her palm. You felt your heart begin to race.

"What do we do now?" You breathed, meeting her green eyes. She furrowed her brows, focusing on you. You almost had to look away from the intensity in her gaze.

   "Do you still want to go on that date?" She asked nervously. Happiness bloomed in your chest.

      "I do." You grinned.

Two Years Later

"Ellie!" You called through your home. "Babe, we're gonna be late." You whined when your fiancé didn't come down the stairs. Joel had invited you and Ellie to a nice dinner with Tommy and Maria for your birthday. They were your family, and for your birthday you had a gift for them actually, Ellie didn't even have a clue at what you were hiding.

      "We'll be fine! I'm almost ready." The red head called back to you. You tapped your foot impatiently. You wore a pair of black dress pants and a silk blouse, accompanied by your favorite jewelry pieces Ellie had bought for you over the years. Your soulmate constantly doted on you, regardless of your protests. Speaking of your soulmate, you couldn't help but stare at the handprint on your arm. Still so vibrant and swirling it was like a portal to another world. Finally Ellie appeared jumping down the stairs, and launching herself into your arms laughing.

       "I told you I was almost done!" Ellie grinned as she stared down at you. The you were trying to catch your breath between laughs.

       "Finally! I thought I'd be in labour before you came down." You joked, then you realized what you said. You and Ellie had selected a donor and decided you would carry their first child. It had been unsuccessful so far, until about two weeks ago when you realized your period was late. You cried on the bathroom floor, realizing you and your fiancé's dreams were coming true. You originally had wanted to wait till after you got married but then you babysat for Dina and Jesse and neither of you could wait.

       "What?" Ellie gasped down at you, scrambling off of you and pulling you to your feet.

       "I was going to tell you at dinner-" You started, but we're cut off by Ellie's lips sealing against yours.

       "We're gonna be Moms." She breathed, tears spilling down her cheeks. You wiped them away quickly reaching for her hand.

        "Yeah, we're also gonna be late." You laughed tugging her out the door to where her car waited. Ellie held your door open before climbing into the drivers seat, she didn't let go of your hand the entire drive to the restaurant.

       When you arrived Joel immediately engulfed you in a hug, followed quickly by Tommy and Maria.

       "Happy birthday kiddo! You look great." Joel beamed as you sat down. Sometimes you thought he was more excited you were Ellie's soulmate than she was. You couldn't wait to tell your baby you and Ellie's love story and how someday, they'd have one of their own.

        As dinner progressed, Ellie got more and more fidgety. She wanted to tell them so bad she was almost going about to combust. You giggled at her bumping your shoulder with hers.

       "It's kinda untraditional since it's my birthday, but I have a gift for each of you guys." You beamed. Ellie had brought in the three boxes you hid in the car, leaving hers to open later.

       "What? It's your birthday." Maria said pointedly. You laughed and handed each of them their respective boxes.

       "Open them!" You insisted. They opened them at the same time, Joel cracked open the box and immediately leapt back from the table.

       "Get outta town!" He shouted. Everyone stared at him. Maria saw hers and gasped, Tommy hesitantly opened his after seeing their reaction. Ellie had her arm along the back of your chair protectively. Joel pulled the t-shirt out of the box holding it up to his torso.

"Worlds Greatest Grandpa!"

       "Surprise!" You beamed.

       Tommy and Maria's matched saying "our niece loves us." You had taped a sticky note on that so it said niece/nephew with a smiley face. Joel walked around the table pulling you into a tight embrace.

        "How far along are you?!" Maria asked eagerly, tears in her eyes. Your face hurt from smiling so much at them.

        "8 weeks. I only found out a couple weeks ago and I wanted to tell everyone today." You felt tears of your own swell in your eyes.

       "You guys are be such good moms." Tommy smiled gently at you and Ellie. You leaned into Ellie's side, letting your head fall on her shoulder.

       "Damn right we are." Ellie's grin made your heart fill with love for her, and for your baby.

       Her victory cries filled the delivery room. Your daughter, finally here at last. Ellie didn't let go of your hand the entire 16 hours you were in labour. Not even when you almost broke her fingers from gripping them so hard when war cries of your own filled the room. When the nurse laid your daughter on your chest while you caught your breath. Ellie cried silently as you stared down at your beautiful little warrior.

       "Hello Sarah Anna Williams."

And with Ellie's hand holding yours and your daughter gripping one of your fingers for dear life. You had never been happier.

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