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Through the Night Special Chapter 8

Jamie's POV

He followed me out so quickly. I’m trying to reign in my emotions because they have been somersaulting the whole time, clouding my judgement.

Questions like, “what are we doing? What did I just tell him? Where is this headed? Two weeks and he’s leaving, what does that even mean right now?” rushed through my mind.

I needed fresh air to think rationally.

“Jamie, wait a second! Where are you going?” There’s that slight fear and worry I hear in his tone.

“Home.” That surprised him.

“Oh okay. But I will come with because we’re not done talking.” Sounding stern, sure, and decisive.

I just gave him a puzzling look but he spoke again.

“Actually no, you’re not going home just yet. We’re going to talk about us, what happened in there, this look as if you’re fleeing, and whatever is going on in that beautiful intriguing mind of yours right now.”

“I’m sorry, Sean.” I uttered.

I started walking, I was not running away. That is the last thing I want to do, it did not even cross my mind, I just needed to walk and think. I know he’s walking beside me. Letting me think, like he always did.

“For what?”

“For ruining the moment in there so abruptly.”

“Ah that, I think I understand.” He just simply said.

He took my hand and led me to a bench to sit, I did not realize that we reached this small park near the cafe.

“It's just that you said you’re not back for good and you’ll be here for just two weeks. Hearing that, so many questions rushed through my head. I’m sorry I had to think this through. My emotions are in shambles as of the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I was so surprised you’re here and I’m not going to lie, I’m very happy that you are after all these years because I missed you.”

“Hi, Jamie. You’re back.” He’s laughing. How can he laugh at this situation?

“What do you mean, I’m back?”

“Well, back there you were this other version of Jamie that I did not see often in public but before you get feisty and all, I love that version of you too but then again I was wondering when would the other Jamie come out. And here she is, the rational beautiful Jamie who I missed a lot too.”

“Sean…” I gave him a defeated look.

“Jamie, I think you may have not heard me properly earlier. Granted I said I’m here for a two week vacation and I’d leave soon after but that was because I have to prepare for graduation, documents, and other school stuff to settle. You spaced out without hearing a few more important things I wanted to say. I thought you were all ears to my stories? I was going to ask you to come and see me receive my diploma plus take a vacation with me. I mean if you’re willing after we talk about us and our relationship which I am prepared to work on.”

“What?” What is wrong with me and my brain.

He laughed again at my reaction.

“I never thought I would see the day that you will be rendered speechless, confused, and perhaps lost in translation. I’ll make it simple. Please listen carefully and stop those cogs in your head from turning so fast because that will eventually give you a headache.”

He made me look at him and held my hand tightly after.

“I love you. I have always loved and will only love you. That’s already a promise I made to myself for my own good and happiness. I missed you everyday we were apart and I’m here to win you back no matter what or however long it takes. If you feel the same way, and I hope and pray that you do so that I can ease this worry that I have been feeling, I want to know if you want to be there to see me go up that stage during graduation. After all, you are one of the people who believed I could do this. You deserve to be there and see my accomplishments, you ought to be there with me. I also want to show you around and continue telling you the stories I wanted to tell you which let me remind you, you promised to be all ears earlier. So what do you say? It’s all up to you.” He said breathlessly without failing to emphasize the important things he wanted to say.

I looked at the skies and did not realize that the sun was setting. I let out a deep sigh seeing how beautiful it is. It’s my favorite time of the day and I am with the man who always gave me the sense of hope similar to what these sunsets give me.

Telling me there will always be a brand new day to do things that we want to do and accomplish them to the best of our abilities, to be with the people that we love, and to say the words we ought to say to those who are dear to us.

This is indeed a fleeting happiness but I realized after hearing what he said, it will be replaced, if I allow it, by contentment and feeling of comfort which means peace.

I turned to look at him and saw that he’s anticipating my answer with the usual look of love and adoration I have always known to be mine. I’ve let one of my reasons for happiness go the past three years and like a boomerang, it’s back, he’s back in my arms and I know I will embrace it wholeheartedly again no matter what it takes and whatever adjustments we have to make, life circumstances included.

“Watching the sunset with you has always been one of my best treasured memories. I look forward to seeing more of it with you. What’s the sunset like in Germany?” I gave him a smile and squeezed his hand and he knew what I meant by it.

“It’s going to be better and even more beautiful compared to this because I’m going to watch it with you.” He answered definitively with so much promise.

Sean kissed me softly and carefully as if I’m so fragile and I’d break. I kissed him back with all the love that I have in me and threw caution to the wind because this is one of my definitions of happiness, what peace feels like and I know we’re going to make this work this time.

“And I love you too. Let’s go home. I’d love to hear more of your stories until we both fall asleep.”

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Through the Night Special Chapter 7

Jamie's POV

I can’t believe that he’s here, right in front of me. When he said he was going to give me five minutes and stood up, just five minutes to think about what he said I snapped out of my trance. I just had to hug him so tightly thinking that he’d actually disappear and that he was just a figment of my imagination.

I may have not said or admitted it to anyone but I hoped for his return, if he would ever return to me. I tried dating other people too but it would always just end up with me thinking about him, so I stopped because that was unfair to them and myself. I’d like to think that this was a very long pause we had to have in our relationship but in case he finds someone, I would be more than happy for him and that would be my last thread to cut. I guess he never really totally cut what really binds us together - the love for “us” and for me.

I’d be called a hypocrite if I did not admit how hard it was for me the first few years. How many times I stopped myself from asking about him whenever I met his parents. It was not really planned but I happened to see them in an event my father was invited to which I had to tag along because Mom was visiting my brother that time. I came up to them and said my hellos and before I knew it, we were scheduling lunches, dinners, and even an afternoon tea. It actually helped too.

There were also nights when I could not sleep but had to stop myself from calling him too. I’m sure he had those moments as well. Add the tears that I shed because I missed him, us. All those we’re part of what we had to go through. Was I wrong? Did I regret my decision? In some aspects yes I thought I was wrong and pretty much told myself that I am as stubborn as I can be. I did regret some of our decisions but I know it is wrong to regret the decisions we made because that would mean we did not want to be accountable for it. So I had to erase the idea of regret and what ifs. What kept me going was the fact that he’s out there expanding his wings, learning, improving, growing.

I needed to make adjustments in my life during the past three years. I was so consumed by the timeline I set for myself and it exhausted me both mentally and physically. Realizing this, I made the decision to talk with my hospital supervisor and discussed if I could lessen the hours that I’d be clocking in. It did not matter anymore how long it would take me to complete my requirements before I can get my national certification. What mattered was to manage my time and enjoy the journey. They understood my plans because if they did not, I would have opted to resign.

I was able to spend more time with my family, visited my brother and other relatives in the States, and took my much needed vacation and break. Not everyone can get lucky to have supportive family, friends, and colleagues so I was very thankful that they supported and understood my decisions. After the break I needed, I continued completing my hours and several required case studies with better focus. Now I am done with two parts of my certification and I only need one more. I guess we can also say I’ve grown up in some aspects in life, know it a bit better now and I am proud of myself that I did.

It takes a lot of strength and time to move on from a love like Sean and I had. We’re not even sure if people ever really move on from that kind of love, maybe we just learned how to live with the fact that you have experienced that love and you were grateful for it. It is just that life circumstances made people decide to end the relationship, no matter how beautiful it looks and feels. That feeling stays with you and you define when and how long it will. But if we are lucky enough, we get them back and we learn how to navigate those life circumstances better that would give the relationship a second chance it deserves, work harder and better to make it last.

So here we both are, staring at each other, breathing the same air, and in the same time zone. This may be coming in full circle.

“Where do you want me to begin?” He asked, happiness very visible in his tone and face.

“Wherever you want to begin, I’ve got all the time in the world for you.” I squeezed his hand. These manly, strong hands that I’ve missed holding.

“Thank…. you..., Jamie.” his voice cracked a little and he chose to look down after a few seconds of staring at me.

Please don’t cry, we’re done with crying. We’re better now.

“For what?” I looked at him so tenderly.

“For everything that you have done for me. I know and understand how hard it was and is for you too. You may be so far away, we may have not been together all these years but you were always there.”

He continued after pausing a few seconds.

“Funny thing is that you let me go for me to grow but I still wanted to be back where you are. I wanted to a year ago but I stopped myself because I knew I’m not there yet. I understood what you meant by me growing. I was too comfortable where I was and stopped dreaming, not realizing that I’ve changed. It was not the change that I dreamt of, I tried so hard to be the best version for you because I thought that would always make you happy but I failed in recognizing that my reflection changed and it was not what I am supposed to be. I know and understand that now. You have always wanted the best for me and I knew how proud you were whenever I achieved great heights. That is why I am always grateful to you. You don’t know how much of you have helped me through these years. You may tell me that I should not have you as my reason for the things I do, but I disagree, you have been, will be, and shall be. It’s just that now, I have myself to consider in that equation too all the time. I don’t know if that makes sense at all but yeah, that’s what I thought of all these.”

He finished his long explanation with a small smile.

“I’m proud of you.” Is all I could say. What else do I add to that?

“You don’t know how relieved I am that I am telling you these in person.” he admitted while shaking his head slightly.

“Hey, I’m looking forward to hearing about everything you want to tell me. How have you been?”

“I missed you, I cannot express how much. That’s how I have been.” Answering me back while caressing my hand.

“I missed you too, so much.” I smiled at him because this ”I miss you” will never run its course today. We’ll be saying that a thousand times more to each other, I think.

Sean told me about his school, where he lives, the people that he met and became friends with. The weekend trips they had when their time permitted and promised to show me some pictures he took later on. Explained what his dissertation was briefly when I asked but promised to let me read it when he gets the copy of the printed one. I didn’t ask much about how life was for him during his first months because this was not the place to talk about it. We might be bawling our eyes out when we do and we’ll be uttering so many “I’m sorries” along the way.

He said my parents and my brother call him to get updates and check how he is doing, likewise he calls them back whenever which actually is not really surprising. Knowing my parents, they liked Sean and my brother has this brotherly respect for him too and has liked him ever since they hung out before Johann left for school. I know they kept in touch because my brother, the thoughtful man that he is, was trying his best not to talk about Sean the last time I visited.

We have been talking for a while and with all these catching up, I had to ask something that’s been bothering me since.

“Are you back… you know for good?” I was a little hesitant to ask, but I really had to.

“Nope.”

“Oh…” that’s all I could muster upon hearing his answer. I guess we need to talk about a lot of things today.

“I’m here for a quick vacation, I still have a graduation ceremony to attend to and a few documents to prepare, so I have to go back in two weeks' time.”

I did not know how to respond to that. I know we need to talk about things that transpired a while back but I did not think that it would be this soon. I thought we’d savour catching up first and not talk about certain serious stuff. Is this going to be a fleeting happiness?

Sean gently squeezed my hand to get my attention back, I didn't realize that I spaced out and I neglected to respond. I’ve not even noticed that we’ve been holding hands this long too.

“Uh… sorry. Want to go for a walk? The coffee shop is feeling a little stuffy.”

“Jamie…”

“Let’s go for a walk, come on.” I stood up, gathered my things, and looked at him convincingly that I needed some fresh air.

I thought to myself, this is a fleeting happiness, one that will pass by so quickly without me grasping it tightly. And that scared me and I need to process this thoroughly for mine and Sean’s sake.

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Through the Night Special Chapter 6

Sean's POV

She quickly stood up and without a word, hugged me so tight as if I was going to vanish into thin air. I chuckled at her reaction and when I looked around the coffee shop I saw people smiling at our state. This is a new side of Jamie, the one I know wouldn’t really want to be seen in public displaying so much affection aside from holding my hand.

“I missed you so so so much.” I whispered to her ear and hugged her back so tightly.

All she did was just nod and hugged me tighter, she’s holding her emotions in. I guess, still no tears in public huh?

“Want to let me out of this hug so that I can take a look at that beautiful face of yours again?” I asked her.

She just shook her head quickly and I laughed at her reaction. I think I’m not going to get a word out of her for a few more minutes.

“Are you giving me three years worth of hugs?” She just nodded again.

“I can also accept other things too, not just hugs, you know.” still no words but opted to pinch me.

I heard her chuckle but I think I heard something else, is she sobbing? I rubbed her back to soothe her and we remained like that for a few more minutes until she calmed down. The people at the coffee shop didn’t really care about us anymore, I guess they understood.

“I have a lot of stories for you. Are you calm now? Do you want to hear them?”

She still shook her head. I chuckled once again at how she is reacting. Oh how the tables have turned.

“Baby, if it would just be me, I will never break this hug but remember that we are in a coffee shop, it’s public. Sooner or later you're going to give me a look that clearly states that I should have stopped you from being cheesy, your definition, not mine. You don’t like people staring and their attention as far as I can remember.”

“I don’t care.” All she said softly but at least she’s now speaking.

“Okay, a few more minutes then. But you have not really answered me back.”

“I’m hugging you right now aren’t I? Isn’t that an answer already?” She’s slowly coming back to her own self.

“Nope not entirely. I need a definitive answer.” There she’s pulling away, I can clearly see her face with streaks of almost dried up tears.

I still wiped them away even if my shirt got the most of it.

“Okay.”

“What’s okay?” She sat back on her chair and I’m across her.

“Me, I’m okay.”

“Uh, have you lost your ability to communicate after all these years? Seems that I am the coherent one as of the moment.” I teased.

“Oh look at the time, I’m going to go and get ready for a dinner date I have later.” She said with a poker face on.

I’m going to punch Pete, he said she’s not seeing anyone how come she’s saying she has a date later? My face just turned serious. This is not part of the scenarios I had in my head because I was told she was not dating. What am I going to do? I’m panicking inside.

“You? You have a date? I’m… I thought…” I’m lost for words.

“Yeah, I have. He just came back actually, after all these years. I offered him tea, coffee, a book, and chocolates but he said I’m the one he’d always want to come back to. I guess, I’d oblige and give him his favorite.” she winked at me and smiled so brightly.

Oh how have I forgotten that Jamie can play tricks on me especially when she wants to. I held her hand and kissed it. Such a relief. I was at the verge of kneeling and begging her to not go on that date.

“Please, please don’t give me that kind of mini heart attack. That was not in the scenarios I have played in my head because Pete said you’re not seeing anyone.”

“I missed you too. So much.” There she is. My Jamie.

“Hi.” I said with a very bright smile on my face. I can stare at her all day and I’d be content, happy.

“Hi.” She said while looking at me longingly and held my cheek, trying to stop the fresh tears that’s threatening to flow.

We looked at each other for a few seconds more, as if trying to retain this moment in our little folder of memories.

“So, a date. Okay, what time do you think I should pick you up for dinner?”

“It starts now actually.” She said proudly.

“Oh.”

“Stories, tell me. I am all ears.” She beamed after. That smile has been one of my saving graces all these years and I missed it so much.

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Through the Night Special Chapter 5

Sean's POV

Pete told me that he’s meeting Jamie in a coffee shop to catch up and I should wait until he leaves their table. These two can talk and will talk on hours end when they can so his cue is when he gets up and leaves. I don’t know what he’s going to say to her but I trust that he can pull that off. I’m just going to wait in a corner and drink my coffee until he does.

Also banking on the fact that Jamie will not recognize me as she’s not particular with her surroundings when she’s with people she loves to hang out with because she’s so focused on them.

It’s been more than 30 mins since they have met and they keep talking. I see her happy and her laughter is music to my ears, I miss that sound so much. I’m trying to be patient and sit still as I am at the verge of barging in to say hello but I’m mustering all the restraint I have in me to hold it together. I’ve already finished my cup of coffee while hiding behind a book which I am not even reading.

I’ve endured almost three years not seeing her in front of me, I can wait another 30 mins to get my chance if I need to.

But I wish Pete would give me my opening soon because my patience is wearing thin. I need to hear that voice and see that face up close.

Pete stood up and gave me a look, that’s my cue. Jamie was scribbling something in her journal when I took courage and walked towards her.

I’m so nervous and I did not know how to start or say hello. She’s jotting down a few things in her journal so seriously and when she does, she can dismiss the sounds around her.

"Is this seat taken?” I asked bravely.

When she looked up, I saw her eyes light up, surprise very evident. Yes, I am here. For you. I’m back and if you’re going to make me work for it to have you back, I will do so with every fiber of my being. As cheesy as that may sound to you and I know you will say that for sure.

She nodded to answer that the seat is taken, I guess she’s referring to Pete? I still took the seat, this is my spot, it always has been and will be from now on plus our friend is not coming back anymore.

When she asked me how I was, I knew she’s happy to see me. I’m still looking at you the way I used to, the way I always do, aren’t I? That never changed and I will make sure it will never change. I’ll tell you how sure I am, this time. I have my answers if you ask questions.

“Upgraded, newer, better version of that old version you know.”

She couldn’t answer right away and sipped on her tea after I answered her question. Rendering you speechless is one highlight of this day.

I laughed when she offered me chocolates and she couldn’t say anything else after offering me tea, coffee, and a book to read. I know how she feels about sharing her chocolates.

When she said she had nothing left to offer, I was debating whether she was playing with me or she truly is just saying it as is so I had to answer her truthfully. It’s now or never.

“You. If you’d let me…. Again.”

Rendering Jamie speechless twice in a row, this is something. I am prepared for the worst and I played the scenario in my head and I know what to do.

After a few seconds she still said nothing but just gave me a look that is so new to me. I don’t know what that is yet but I intend to find out.

“I can leave now and give you time to think, but I will come back maybe after 5 mins. Just five minutes, that’s the best offer I can give after being away from you all these years.”

I stood up and smiled at her, ready to give her that five minutes. But internally I am pleading please Jamie, say something because that five minutes is going to be an eternity for me now that I am this close to you.

She quickly stood up and without a word, hugged me so tight as if I was going to vanish into thin air.

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Through the Night Special Chapter 4

Sean's POV

As I was packing my laptop and journal in my backpack, I saw her letter again. It already has creases and yes some stains from I’m not sure anymore whether those were tears or few drops of coffee when I was having all nighters.

I sighed so deeply, we’ve gone through so much and this letter has gotten me through it all, no matter how painful a few of those words are or were. I opened the envelope and read her letter for the nth number of times.

I cannot remember anymore how many times I’ve read this.

This always gets me through whenever I have a hard time. One thing I don’t agree with is her staying somewhere far like a distant memory and not in my life, I chose and will choose to have her beside me in our future. I will work on that.

We needed to be apart to grow and I understood it when I realized what she meant by choosing to let me go. I know it hurts her more than she shows and says. I should know because Jamie may be stronger than me mentally but whenever she can, she would unload her emotions too. I know she has her cousin and family to listen to everything when she becomes vulnerable like that and I am grateful for them.

I’m going home.

To her.

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Through the Night Special Chapter 3

Sean's POV

“Hey man, what’s up? How are you doing?” Pete is on the other line looking like he’s in a hurry and dressing up, he calls me or I call him from time to time to update each other. It’s his birthday today so I had to video call.

“Happy birthday, Pete! How are you doing? I hope you’re having a great day, my friend!” I greeted him happily along with my brightest smile. I miss and am always thankful for this guy, he’s been one of my support systems all these years who listened to all my rants and allowed me to express my feelings without any judgment.

“Thank you, Sean. I am. I’ll go out for dinner later so I’m thankful that you called now. There’s going to be so much noise and I might not be able to answer.”

“You’re having a birthday dinner with your friends?” I’m fishing for information. I’m almost done with school requirements here and I am going home for a vacation in the coming month or earlier.

“Yes. With friends.” He’s not naming them. I already know what he’s trying to avoid. What he doesn't know is that I've openly talked about Jamie to my parents.

“You can mention her name, Pete. It’s not a dagger that pierce through my heart anymore.” That got his attention and the look on his face on the screen when I said that screams so much more.

“You’re not going to cry if I say her name? Not going to wallow, throw a fit, or be a little sad boy when I do?” This made me chuckle.

“You can mention Jamie’s name, Pete.” His eyes went wide with surprise that I said her name first.

“Holy mother…. You said her name after what… almost three years?”

“I’ve said her name quite a few times already. Not just with you. You guys think like you are treading dangerous waters whenever I talk to you. I’m fine.”

“I can see that you are.” He looked happy for me.

“So….?” I urged him to continue.

“Ah yes, I’m having dinner with my girlfriend, our friends are coming and of course Jamie is dropping by as well. She wouldn’t miss this dinner party for sure.”

“Is she bringing anyone to your birthday dinner?” I had to ask bluntly because I will never be able to get him to spill.

“Oh, I hear acceptance in your tone. Interesting.” I laughed at how he’s dodging my question. Them and their subtle art of veering away from certain topics, most often Jamie and if she’s dating someone.

“Pete…”

“What if she does? What are you going to do about it?”

“Well… that’s for another phone call I will make with you, I won’t ruin your birthday.” I told him honestly. Because if she does, I may have to have a conversation with myself once again.

Pete probably saw my look of defeat and wanted to spare me the hurt.

“No she is not. She has not for a while, as far as I know.”

That is such a relief. Here I am ready to hear that she’s seeing someone, which I will gladly accept even if it would hurt and would take me another round of moving on.

“What if she does, in the near future?” I probed.

“Then we will all be happy for her because she deserves it. That should include you too.”

“I know I will be. What if it’s me she brings?”

“Sean, what are you playing at?”

“Here goes. I need your help when I get back home Pete, I know it’s your birthday today but I guess I’d take the opportunity to talk to you about this.”

“Wait, wait, you’re saying you’re coming back home?”

“Yes, in a month or maybe earlier, depends on how fast I could finish all my tasks here. I’m just submitting a few last requirements and I’m going to have a quick vacation.”

“That is awesome! I have not seen you in so long!” He exclaimed.

“I’m not going home to see you, man.” I joked to burst his bubble.

“Shut up, can a friend not celebrate? Even if I know you aren’t, I’m still glad you’re coming home! Anyway what do you need?”

“Thanks, Pete. Just very simple. Don’t tell her I’m coming home but please help me get a chance to meet her. I will do anything for you, anything I swear, just help me out again with this one. Like you did the first time.”

“You’ll do anything for me, anything that I will ask you to do? Is that right?” That look of mischief is so evident in his face.

“Pete, come on man, help your best friend out. But yes, anything. Name it. Just not the things that will get me in trouble with authorities.”

“I will help without any second thought because it’s for you and Jamie but as your friend, please tell me, is this for real? Are you ready with the consequences if you know, she doesn’t come to terms with getting back with you again just yet?”

“I hope so, if she’s going to have me back. It’s always her decision Pete, but I will work so hard to get her back. There isn’t anyone else that could measure up to her. No matter how sappy that sounds to anyone that would hear my reasons.”

“Okay, stop it, you don’t need to convince me. We’ll plan it out.”

We talked for a few more minutes to give him the details of my flight back home and how we’re going to pull this off because as we both know, Jamie is very difficult to surprise.

I got busier the days leading up to my flight back to ensure that I didn't miss out on any of my requirements to finally graduate. I’m taking a vacation before I do anything else for my career and I hope during that time, I have Jamie in my life back again.

My apartment is looking so bare now that I am packing my suitcase, some books were donated and I sold a few of my furniture. My other stuff which I wanted to keep was already shipped back home. I’ll be back here soon to finalize my papers but I’d be staying in a hotel or a short term apartment. I hope by then I can show Jamie around and tell her stories of each place I stayed to get me through the nights and years.

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Through the Night Special Chapter 2

Sean's POV

My parents stayed for a week with me before they went on their own vacation. They made sure to visit when it was a school break and I could take days off at the lab. I showed them my campus and toured them around famous places here.

“We should get a few things now, it will save us some time to look for gifts for our relatives and friends.” My mom told Dad one afternoon during our stroll.

“Yeah, we passed by a few interesting shops. I saw a bookstore around here too, we should check it.” My father agreed.

“Bookstore? Why do you need to go to a bookstore?” I was curious, they can get books for whoever they are going to give those to back in Seoul.

My mother was slightly taken aback while my father looked a bit hesitant.

“There might be something interesting there that cannot be found in Seoul. It’s for me.” All he could say and I didn’t bother asking much since my Dad loves to read all sorts of books.

“Okay. Which bookstore? I have one place I go to here if I need to get some text books or references. They have some good english ones too, if you’re looking for those.” I let it slide.

“The one at the corner, near the cafe we stopped by yesterday.” My father answered.

“That’s what I am referring to. Let’s go.”

I heard them talk to each other but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. It sounded like my mother was scolding my father. Must be about carrying those books back home and adding weight to their luggage. Who can blame Mom though, Dad brings so many books in and at times not even reading some of it for months until he remembers.

My parents went around the bookstore when we got there and I let them be. I went to the other side to check a few books that I was meaning to get last week which would help me with my dissertation. I started as early as I could because I don’t want to cram when it’s due. Three years here will go by so fast and before I know it, I’ll be done with all these and go home.

“Sean, we’re done. We should pay now, please help your father there.” my mother pointing at my Dad near the register.

The shop owner was ringing in the few books my father got. There were some travel books about Germany, he likes to collect those and add it to his library. There were also a few books that reminded me of someone that I know would be interested in them.

“Are you expanding your literary collection, Dad?” I held two books and showed it to him.

“Well, uh, yes I am. Your mom too. We spend our afternoon reading these days, when we can.”

“These too? These are all in english, father.” I sounded serious holding up two more books. By now I think I know who they are going to give these books to.

“Fine fine, these are for Jamie. All four books.” My mother said like Jamie’s name rolls off their tongue so naturally.

I have never heard them mention Jamie in the last year. They know our story, the reason why we are in this state. Why we probably could say at one point in the near future that it was a great relationship but it had to end that way.

“Ah, you talk to her?” I looked at the books and was hesitant to ask but I had to.

I can see in their eyes that they don’t want to open wounds that they think are healed. They are still open Mom and Dad, I’m still nursing them all these years, but slowly healing.

“Yes.” Was the simple response my father gave.

“It’s okay, you can tell me, you can mention her name. I’m glad that she talks to you both. Despite.”

We decided to stay near the coffee shop next to the bookstore to talk. I guess this was overdue.

“Don’t worry, we don’t mention you to her. She’s not bombarded with things that goes on about you here.” My mom assured me.

“She doesn’t ask about me?” trying not to sound sad about it but failed I think.

“Son, I’m sure she would want to. But I think to spare you both from pain? We refrain from mentioning anything about you or her. We don’t see her often, if that’s what you’re going to ask. Just once or twice a month if she is not busy.” Dad said full of caution.

“That’s nice. To be honest, her parents and brother call me sometimes for some life updates. Funny thing is, they never mention her either.” I smiled at how our families try their best to check on how we are doing, separately.

“We talk to her parents too sometimes.”

“What?” Now this is shocking. They’ve only ever met twice I think, one in a golf game that Dad invited them to and a dinner.

“Yeah, golf. From time to time. You know how us old people need to distress and enjoy life. Especially when we are nearing retirement.” Dad just said simply.

“How is she?”

I think I’ve come to terms that I will be okay hearing any news about her, even the one thing that I dread, her dating someone new and eventually falling in love with that person. As long as she is happy, genuinely, I will be too. Even if that sounds hypocritical but I can and I will be, it will just take a while to accept.

“She’s better. Like you. She’s slowing down on her internship even took a break when she was able to finish the assigned case to her to spend time with her family in the US.” My mom said, smiling.

“You both made a very mature decision at your age. It’s just a matter of how this story will truly end for you both. But we are sure that this will make you both stronger, wiser people who have grown better.”

“I guess so. I’m glad she is and I hope she’s happy. I don’t know anything about how she is doing. Even Pete does not mention her. Everyone’s trying to protect us both, even until now.” I laughed lightly at the thought.

“She is happy these days. We see it in her eyes. We hope that you are too, Sean.” Mom said while caressing my head.

“I’m going to get there, Mom. I am getting there. It’s just taking a bit of time for me.” I assured them both.

Their visit was something I thought I would never need, but I did. Having my parents here gave me assurance that everything will be alright. We didn’t talk much about Jamie after leaving the coffee shop, maybe because they still want to shield me from pain.

548 days - one year and a half of not hearing anything about Jamie and it took a visit from my parents to tell me how she is doing. That was the last thing I needed to be more than determined about what I wanted to do. To get Jamie back in my life. I just need to finish this off for the next 516 days and I will show up in front of her all better and have grown up as she wished.

The very best version of me she would need for the rest of her life.

[timebuzzer]

Through the Night: Special Chapter 1

Sean’s POV

It hurts.

Like hell.

The first few months, there were days that seemed like a blur and I don’t remember what happened. I know I have agreed to part ways with her in order for me to grow and I am trying to come to terms with the fact that we might not even be back in each other's arms in the future. No matter what I say or do, at the end of it all, we will part ways because Jamie, with all that she is, will rationalize the situation as much as she could.

I fought the idea of hating that side of her so hard.

The “Whys”,

“If only you could consider...”,

“There are ways to keep us going and make this work...”,

“I could stay, I will choose to stay.”,

“You love me but why are you letting me go?”

These things went through my head all throughout the time I was preparing to leave the country, even until I started the semester and the months after.

The idea of “You can come with me” even crossed my mind but I can never ask her to do that because she has so much going on with her career and she will not uproot herself at that time, I’m sure of it. It will also be so unfair. That is why I had to live through it, the whole cycle of getting disappointed, frustrated, sad and lonely, angry at times, missing her to the point that I just wanted to book a flight home or even dial her number just to hear her voice. It went on for a while, longer than I hoped it would last.

But then I remembered the words she would usually utter in times of despair among other things, “Be honest about all your feelings and talk to someone if you can and muster your strength to adjust your perspective. Those feelings are part of who we are and what we will be, we just have to be honest about them and change our perspective. We don’t want to regret this and that because regret is what chains us and would keep us in the cycle of despair.”

She’s right though and I realized that I should live the way I ought to so that I could flourish.

It’s been more than two years since I held her face, hugged her, wiped her tears away while saying my goodbyes at the airport. The night we had the conversation and agreed that we slowly cut the threads that bind us was not our last day being together - which was a relief and I was so thankful for because I could never let go just like that. We agreed that while I was still in the country, we will be there for each other but not as much as we used to, one day away from each other, two days, a week, two weeks, a month, until the very last day I am to leave for Germany.

I did not expect her to see me off at the airport because weeks leading up to my flight, we did not see each other nor talked on the phone. It was like conditioning ourselves of what is to come for who knows until when and if ever it would still be us at the end of this all. Some wouldn’t agree with the way it ended because it was a prolonged agonizing separation but I’d have that anyday than end us abruptly. A minute or even a second with her will still be a good memory.

I cried like a child leaving behind his favorite people in the world while hugging them tightly. Jamie stayed there with my parents, until I lost sight of them. After our last hugs, she handed me a letter before I left and that got me through all the painful nights and days until I got past the pain of being broken and uprooted.

I drank occasionally but that would never really solve anything so to bury the pain, I studied harder and put in as many hours as I could in the laboratory. I also dated to see if I could get back to that scene again, there were a few interesting people but they never stick. We just ended up being friends or acquaintances. The women I went out with would always tell me that half of me is somewhere finding its way back.

I guess they were all right and I was so apologetic on that part and thankfully, they never asked why. I guess they too understood me, which I was grateful for. I made good friends here too. It was challenging at first due some barriers but eventually I found a good circle of friends that helped me enjoy my life here.

I would take weekend trips with them to throw in some normalcy and explore what this new country can offer. I never came home during breaks, holidays, or any special occasions. I could never. I only sent messages to my parents and did not stay long on the phone with them. It just made me miss them more. One time my Mom and Dad couldn’t take it anymore and decided to visit me after a year and a half to see how I was truly doing. I was against the idea but who can blame our parents for wanting to see their child as often as they could right?

“You didn’t have to come visit me. I’ll be done here pretty soon and I am doing okay, better.” I told my parents when I picked them up at the airport.

“That is nonsense! We miss you and we wanted to see how you were doing. You tell us you are okay and all but look at you! You look like you lost weight, not eating properly, and have you been sleeping right? Those dark circles and eyebags betray you.” My mother started scolding me.

“I look better now than a few months back, Mom.”

“If you can call this better then I don’t know what state you were in a few months back, Sean!”

My father kept his silence. He knows that my mother is never going to end this conversation until she’s satisfied.

“Mom, I am better. I promise, I truly am. My grades never suffered too, so don’t worry about me too much. It’s just that there’s so much to do at school and the lab. You know how it can get hectic.” I assured her because she’s looking all concerned.

We can never really take that away from our parents, the worry for their children. Even if we get older and get busy with our own lives, we are still the precious babies in their eyes. I missed them, I admit. So much.

“Yeah, we know that no matter what, you never let your grades suffer but you… your health is. Looking at you all skinny and lacking sleep!”

“I’m sleeping better, don’t worry. I get to bike around here for exercise and I do that everyday. And yes, I miss you both so much too.” I gave her my sweetest smile, kissed her forehead then hugged her to calm her down.

I was lacking sleep and got a little skinnier than usual because I put more hours in at the research laboratory on top of learning the language. I studied harder than I have ever done the first year that I was here because I wanted to get this over as soon as I could. But I challenged the idea because I realized that I’m not doing myself a favor and I am not fulfilling what the special person in my life wished for me. I had to slow down and stop giving myself a hard time because she will never approve and be happy about it.

Yes, call me crazy, but I still hold on to that hope that I will get Jamie back and she will have me back. I just need to grow like what she said. She is my beacon of light.

Even if she would disagree at times, she will always be part of the reasons why I do things. I consider myself in the equation these days now. I guess that’s what she wanted.

We will be equal parts, most of the time if we can help it, in the reasons we do things.

[timebuzzer]

Ever After Chapter 15.4

Disclaimer: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. SKIP IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS KIND OF CONTENT.

This is Sage and Alex again, okay? They are married and on HONEYMOON. Don't forget that. AND this is just a product of our imagination. Play the music to add feels? Hahahaha! Enjoy?

This will be the last 🙈

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3rd Person POV

"And anywhere." He utters against the skin on her neck as he tightens his arms around her waist.

"Your smell was so inviting." He whispered, soothing the area with his tongue and a kiss. Unconsciously, she began to shift closer to him, angling herself to give him more access to continue.

Sage's eyes glistened mischievously. She was too lost in the moment with her eyes wistfully closed as he trailed light, soft, and open-mouthed kisses onto her neck, beginning from the back of her ears, down the sides of her throat, and to her shoulder blades.

"You smell so intoxicating as always, Love." He whispered into her ear, his warm breath tickling it, which made her shiver and clutch his arm.

She gasped when he bit the area where her neck met her shoulders, feeling him suckle that sweet spot he's so accustomed to now. She let out a small whimper when he kissed the spot and nipped it again, creating a mark. "Sage, the mosquito is at it again", she thought.

His lips brushed against the sensitive area, "You really do..." His feather-soft lips were teasing her. She was growing dizzy and could barely hold up her own body. Her legs wobbled, but his firm arms held her in place. His torturous seduction was doing things to her that she did not know was possible.

She gasped when his hands left her waist and cupped her bosom without warning, squeezing. Her body melted and her knees gave out even if she was still wearing her satin robe but he held her up. He moved his lips higher up and settled on the side of her neck, lavishing the area with his attention. She let out a quiet, pleased moan, his fingers digging against her robe.

He turned her around and she automatically pressed her body against his chest. His pupils dilated when he felt every curve of her body beneath her clothes. He was supposed to be seducing her, but he felt it was the other way around, and she was doing it effortlessly. "More." She whispered, standing on her tippy-toes, wanting a kiss.

He bent his head as if he was about to kiss her lips. But he didn't. His lips landed on her forehead, her eyes, her nose, and on her cheek, trailing a path to the edge of her soft lips. She was going insane, her hands traveling up his chest and clutching his shoulders.

"No." She sharply breathed in when he squeezed her behind, drawing her closer. He was not playing fair and he knew it too. A devilish smirk was on his face when she attempted to move her face for a kiss, but he moved his mouth first. She groaned in a protest.

After seeing how much she wanted him, he crashed his lips onto hers, one hand traveling behind her neck to angle it better. Their lips feverishly met in a passionate, lustful kiss. She moaned against his mouth, opening her lips for his tongue to dive in and explore every nook and cranny. He pulled back to let her breathe and continued to kiss her closed eyelids, starting from the left to the right. He then peppered her face with gentle kisses as her hands tugged at the ends of his hair. She was driving him equally crazy. He wanted her, every part of him did, but this time he is going to take his time.

Sage remained still for a while but the next second he moved, he untangled the satin robe slowly, letting his fingers trail on her slightly exposed milky skin, sending shivers down Alex’s spine, as the robe was now partly revealing her body, As if she wasn't already aware of his touch, he followed it with warm kisses, starting from her neck moving towards her back and straight down to her waist. As he kissed the base of her spine, he undid the silky cloth off while staring deeply into her eyes and a second later, her robe fell with a soft swoosh, revealing a pair of black lacy lingerie.

The moment he saw her almost naked skin, he sucked in a breath, trying to control his raging little friend. Alex was more comfortable with her pajamas. She had a few pairs of satin lingeries but she rarely wears those and Sage knows that. But when she does, Sage would always lose his mind. However, tonight is an exception because it is a sheer black lace paired with lacy underwear for Pete's sake. Sage could clearly see what's underneath, her white as snow skin and her pink rose ready for him.

This is actually one of Paris' belated bridal shower gift. Alex never knew that the time would come and she would wear these kinds of revealing clothes. But there would never be another night like this again so she would take this opportunity to show her husband just how much she would be willing to offer herself to him and only him.

Sage slightly moved away from her to fully ogle at his wife. He gave her a lingering gaze from top to toe, which made Alex feel slightly embarrassed at being half-naked in front of him but this paled in comparison to her desire to be one with her him.

Alex stared at him seductively, as if noticing his burning desire, and looked at him with her pure, clear eyes. But she decided to break the staring contest and look away as she could not rival his intense burning gaze.

Sage moved closer and touched the tiny bow design in the middle of her chest. His fingertips then moved to slowly trace from the bow of her lingerie to the skin between her bosom, up to her chin, tilting it that made her meet his brown eyes burning with desire.

She felt her heart skip a beat when he gently smiled, "I believe I haven't complimented you enough." He murmured, "They're beautiful." She thought he was referring to her breasts or the lingerie itself, but he was staring at something else, he was staring at her. "I used to own a telescope when I was younger," He leaned in and kissed each of her eyelids, "Yet, none of the stars I've seen in my life could ever rival you. I love every bit of you. I can't seem to fathom how vast these feelings are but I know that losing you will be the death of me, both literally and figuratively, Alex Lee."

Alex's heart pounded against her chest, warming up at his words. His hands then trailed up to her face, his fingers touching every inch of her features until they brushed against her lips. "You never fail to leave me breathless, as always. Thank you..."

As she could no longer contain his words, she then leaned forward and wrapped her arms around his neck before she planted a soft kiss on his lips. Then her hands went down to the hem of his shirt, underneath it, touching his well-sculpted abs.

After that tease his wife just did, Sage burnt from the contact of her delicate fingers on his skin. He then slowly removed his shirt, revealing his perfectly sculpted torso while his eyes were glued to her as she also moved her gaze to his grandeur. Alex would never get tired of admiring his physique. She has seen a lot of men'ss bodies on magazines, TV, or movies, but none could rival his. He was just so well-built, lean, and muscular... It screams perfection that she felt the fire of desire ignite within her.

He gazed at Alex as if asking her for permission to continue what they've started earlier and she answered him by pulling his head down to her so she could devour his lips. It wasn't long before a moan escaped from her as Sage’s hand roamed all over her body. His movements were gentle, almost too slow to caress her like he had all the time in the world.

His hand then wandered down below, to confirm if she was ready for him. His finger graced over her lacy underwear and he was delighted to know that she was excited and he loved it.

However, knowing how long their day had been, Sage didn't want to lose control this time. He wanted to savor this night and he planned to take her slow, gentle.

Sage then led her to the pool in all his grandeur. “Let's try the pool, Love. Want to join me?” He then removed his shorts revealing his gray underwear concealing his on high alert ‘friend’ as he looked at his half-naked wife, teasing her as he dipped into the pool.

As he enjoyed the water, he looked back, expecting to see her follow his suit but found her still standing in the same position he left her beside the pool, looking hesitant and problematic. Alex was contemplating. She was wearing lingerie, as she thought they would go inside after their wine night. If she only knew that he has plans of swimming, she could have just worn a swimsuit underneath.

"But I'm not wearing a swimsuit...You could have said that you have plans of night swimming beforehand." She scoffed at him while crossing her arms on her chest.

“So am I. Come here now, Love. It’s just us here. We set our own rules." He called out. His voice, his gaze, everything about him was hypnotic. He was bewitching her again.

Alex swallowed. The lights around the pool glowed yellow and the atmosphere here felt different at night. It was like it was more romantic than during the day but Alex could tell it was mainly because of the presence of that alluring perfect creature right there.

"I believe you, okay? I know I am beautiful because you are head over heels with me," she told him and when Sage smiled, she immediately stuck her tongue out then let go. She turned and was about to go back to her spot when Sage’s hands wrapped around her tiny waist and pulled her into his embrace, trapping her between his legs.

The first thing Alex felt was his hardness onto her stomach and her face burned. "I'm glad you know that I am head over heels with you. I thought I need to show it to you again." Sage whispered in her ear.

His hands slipped gently teasing her smooth skin, brushing against the edges of her exposed hips before it slowly inched upwards. Her body tensed up in anticipation, waiting for him to do something, but he didn't. Just as she had tortured him before, he was going to do the same.

She let out a soft, contented sigh when his lips inched along her jaw, then dipped down to the spot where her shoulder met her neck, his favorite spot as always. Her fingers entwined into his silky locks, her hips subconsciously moving closer to him, wanting more of him again.

"Are you going to torture me all night?" She asked him, watching as his hands trail down her sides. She shivered at his touch, her body wanting and waiting. He just chuckled upon hearing that his little wife is growing impatient already.

Alex yelped when Sage suddenly scooped her to level with him. She wrapped her arms onto his neck, and her legs onto his waist, instinctively. The water in the pool seemed to become warmer.

He teasingly nipped the most sensitive part of her neck as he squeezes her behind, causing her back to arch, holding onto him. "You're such a tease…" She whispered when he didn't kiss the spot she desperately wanted his lips on.

"Now you know how I feel." He hummed against her skin, his hands exploring over her body. Everywhere he touched ignited her skin. He was taking his own sweet time with her and she knew it too. She trailed off, eyes closing when he began to show her collarbone attention.

They continued the teasing game as Sage moved towards the stairs of the pool and sat there, half of their bodies were still submerged in the water. Alex is now straddling on him. His rough hands on her behind slowly moved upwards to catch her twin peaches softly. Alex bit her lips, suppressing her moan, as she felt the heat from his palms on top of the lace material. He played with her peaches, the lace material against her peaks added sensation that hardened his member, even more, wanting its release. His skillful tongue and hands did wonder to her heating body, including his "friend" that is greeting hers, making her lower region aching a bit.

However, her eyes opened when his hands left her body. "I believe we should take this off." He told her while resting his fingers at the edges of her lacy brassiere. Then he trailed kisses on the blades of her left shoulder, making the strap of her lingerie fell off the sides. He did the same to her right shoulder making the "covering" on her bosom loose, his eyes burning with desire. When he can't take it anymore, he pulled the lingerie up then threw it to the side while his onyx eyes were dripping with lust. He kissed her lips as he continued playing with her peaches directly.

"Can we do it here, Love? Under the starry night," he whispered against her lips with his now husky voice, his hands not stopping from doing their delicious magic, which is now going south.

"B-but… we're outside, ah… not here, Sage…" Alex's tiny bit of reason returned and suddenly felt shy. Not because of her husband, but with the thought that they would do it here, under the moon, the stars. They never tried this before, outdoor.

Sage’s hands, one on her behind squeezed it while the other one busy teasing her sensitive lips making her let out a cute moan. "I'll dim the lights if you want. No one is around here to see us. I wouldn't even dare to let anyone else see your sexy body, this is for myself alone..." He negotiated while his hands continued doing magic on her body. "Consider it logged in our little book of adventures, shall we?"

Alex's mind is getting hazy with his touches that with just one plea, Alex gave in and nodded at him.

Sage smiled. His “friend” began rubbing her down there, on that sensitive spot. The friction from their underwear played havoc on both of them.

He began sucking her lips and she responded, wilder than ever. His wife was beginning to make a move on her own and he loved it, so damn much. Her fingers were tugging his hair as she pulled him closer. Sage wanted it slow but he can't seem to get enough of her that he started increasing his pace as he leaned his forehead with hers with eyes closed.

She pressed a hand to her mouth to suppress her moans. He didn't like that. "Don't bite your lips, Love, moan for me. Don't restrain it. Besides, the butler said the next occupied villa is 5 villas away from us. So we are alone in this villa, no one can hear any sound we make." he uttered and Alex obeyed. She stopped biting her lips and let out soft, yet cute and seductive moans he would never get tired of hearing.

Alex was feeling overwhelmed. She hardly recognized herself. His touch and everything he did to her body felt too good. Every time they got lost in each other's arms, everything in the world just disappeared. No thoughts, no worries, just them, feeling each other and becoming one whole soul.

But he was not going to enter her just yet.

"Sage…" Alex started calling out his name. She felt him become hard against her and the pleasure that she had felt a while ago was starting to resume again.

"Do you want us to continue?" Sage asked her.

Alex’s eyes wandered and in the end, she meekly nodded. She was embarrassed but her body and heart wanted him too. And she thought there was no reason for her not to want it or to hide her want for it.

She saw Sage’s eyes glimmer the moment she nodded and she blushed again. Then his lips went back onto her mouth, capturing it in a gentle kiss. He was slow and sensual, lazily kissing her, allowing her to drown in his seduction. Before realizing it, Sage scooped her into his arms again while their lips never parted.

"I've changed my mind. Let's just continue exploring the outside world during day time. It's getting cold now." He explained. But before she could say anything, "Don't celebrate yet, wife. We are not yet done. Not even starting to collect my dues." He said mischievously as he led her to the en-suite bathroom.

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[timebuzzer]

Ever After Chapter 15.4 PART 2

Disclaimer: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. SKIP IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS KIND OF CONTENT.

This is Sage and Alex again, okay? They are married and on HONEYMOON. Don't forget that. AND this is just a product of our imagination. Play the music to add feels? Hahahaha! Enjoy?

THIS WILL BE THE LAST 🙈

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3rd Person POV

Sage then picked Alex’s robe and wrapped her in it. He also took his towel and wrapped his lower body in it.

After taking a quick shower, he carefully led his wife to the vanity mirror and started blow-drying her after he used a dry towel to dry her up.

While Sage was drying her, Alex on the other hand was busy applying a lotion all over her body. This was actually Sage’s favorite lotion on her.

After smelling the intoxicating scent of her wife, Sage then spoke again, “I've said that I will collect my dues, right?" he whined and Alex could only try to push him back so that she could look at his face.

"O-okay, ask me anything…" she whispered even though she already knew what he wanted. He then scooped her to her surprise and gently placed her in bed.

"Can I eat you ten times tonight?" he asked. Alex’s eyes immediately widened and his pleasant laugh echoed. "Kidding," he added before he captured her lips. He then started removing all her robe once more while he showered her with gentle kisses.

Then Alex's neck was explored by Sage's lips before trailing kisses down to her aching mounds, capturing one orb with his mouth, tongue twirling around it. She gasped, her eyes squeezing shut while she melted against the pleasure. He suckled it softly and used his hand to show attention to the other one being neglected. Her one hand was buried into his curly hair while the other was digging her nails into his shoulder blades, her body arching, wanting more of him.

Alex could feel his arousal pressing into her thighs, throbbing and hot. She moaned when he turned his attention to the neglected orb. She yelped when he suddenly bit it, only to soothe it with his tongue, and then blowing cool air upon the perky bead.

His hands caressed her waist, then her thighs, his calloused hands roaming over her body, teasing every part of her until she nervously wriggled beneath him. Gently, he parted her legs and got in between them, staring at her with hooded eyes. His hands brushed down her stomach, causing her to clench her muscles and bit her bottom lip. Then, he bent down to capture her lips, sealing in the moans and shrieks when he abruptly inserted his skillful fingers into her anticipating pink bud without warning and played a piano piece as old as time, quickening his pace. He could feel her feeble hands pushing at his chest, begging him to spare her from the torturous pleasure.

As he heard her exercise her vocal cords due to the notes he played on her, Sage pulled back to watch her shifting expression with desire pooling in his eyes. She was a beautiful sight as it was, but seeing her pleasured look drove him to a different edge. She writhed, trying to escape from the pleasure, but he grabbed her hips and held her in place, forcing her to succumb to it all.

He quickened the pace of his maneuvers, pumping faster and harder into her, earning erratic moans from her. Alex didn't know if the sound of crashing waves and the music inside their villa is enough to subdue their breathless moans and pleas.

However, she felt his hardness which made her realize that they are not yet done. Sage saw her reaction, "I can't get enough of you, Love." He whispered to her ear, kissing the outline of her jaw. She thought he was going to pull her undies off but he didn't. She looked back at him with surprise when he simply moved her undies aside as his hardness touched her there directly.

Seeing her surprised look, Sage let out a throaty chuckle, "I love you in black lingerie".

A moan escaped from his lips once he filled her inside. "Damn! So good, Love!" When his fingers were buried inside her, he was hoping to stretch her a bit before entering, but even so, she was still tight as ever, clutching onto him, driving him insane.

"Sage…"

Her hands were tightly clamped over his upper back, drawing her to him until there wasn't any space in between them anymore. Despite going for so many rounds in the past, the two could never get enough of each other. Harsh breathing, mingled with frequent grunts and moans were the only thing they could hear.

"Alex…" Her name came out as a soft whisper and the sound of it tickled Alex’s ears, taking her pleasure to a new dimension.

Finally, he slammed into her, a breathy gasp leaving her mouth. He moved in and out of her, harder, deeper until he was fully inside of her.

"Sage… please…" she begged and that was all Sage needed. He gripped her hips as he increased his pace but still acutely aware to not slam into her without restraint.

In the next second, Sage pushed even deeper, earning him a beautiful ecstatic moan from her, ensuring she will reach her second release. Even after being active for a long time, she was still amazed at how they made a beautiful rhythm that only he knew how to create. It was inexplicable. Only he could make her feel like she was flying.

Alex grasped when he filled her entire body, "Sage!" She shouted, feeling the warmth rush into her, swarming her senses. He didn't pull out until he ensured she had every last drop that he was going to offer her in this round. Not long after, he found his release too. They reached each other’s zenith. Alex really felt like she was one with the stars up high with what they just shared.

Alex tiredly collapsed onto the bed, her chest rising while she gasped for air. He gently brushed the hair sticking to her forehead and lazily smiled, "Tired?"

Alex could only roll her eyes at him, as she replied, “Don’t underestimate my stamina, Mr. Kim. I could already catch up to yours.” Sage could only laugh at her response and spoke.

“It’s a good thing your yoga and pilates sessions paid off because we’re just getting started."

"Nah! I've changed my mind too. I don't want to continue." Alex scoffed at him as she pinched his side. Sage asked, "Why?"

"You, making me beg..." Alex rolled her eyes onto him. The competitive Alex can’t accept the fact that her husband made her beg a lot of times a while ago. So she decided to throw tantrums to get even. She knows that he wouldn't force her if she doesn't want to.

"So will we sleep now?"

"Yes. And you won't be collecting any "dues" from me as your punishment. Hmp!" Alex said amusingly. Sage just laughed at her cute wife. He was about to hug her tight when she stood up and went to the closet to grab a new pair of pajamas. "Oh oh! She is serious." Sage thought so he hurriedly followed to close the closet doors and faced her grumpy wife.

However, Alex was adamant and said, "Move. I'm going to get my clothes, it's cold." After hearing her reply, Sage immediately wrapped her in a bathrobe.

"Okay. I won't do it again. Promise."

"Really? Can you?" She gave him a mocking look.

"Yes. If you want, I could be at your mercy tonight."

"How?"

After hearing what she said, Sage then whispered something in her ears.

“Huh?” Alex was puzzled at what she heard him whisper in her ears. She never thought it was possible because all the skills she learned in bed was actually copied from him. This was the first time she heard him say it.

"I could teach you if you like but, I won’t insist if you don’t.” He declared as he made a promise that he won’t do anything to her without her permission.

But Alex’s competitive instinct to get even with her husband made her reconsider his proposal.

“Call.” Alex then agreed.

Sage instantly smiled at her curious wife and led her back to their bed. He then positioned himself against the bed as she invited her to join him.

“Sit up, Love," he instructed her. She tried to sit beside him again to do as he asked but his arms kept her in place. "On top of me," he added when he realized his little wife didn't get what he meant.

Her eyes widened. "S-Sit on top… of you? On your stomach?"

"No, on top of 'me'."

Alex’s eyes widened in shock. They never tried that position before.

Sage marveled at how his cute little wife managed to turn a sizzling hot, intense lovemaking kind of mood to this! He could only chuckle and shake his head in response.

Sage's collection of dues and Alex willingly paying it made their night long. They also did some experimentation that night.

Later on, their two bodies moved in unison, dancing to the music of love. Both of them felt that pressure rising up and with one last thrust, the volcanoes erupted with a big bang.

Afterward, Alex weakly fell on top of Sage’s heaving chest.

The couple made sure that they could feel how much they both love and adore each other. It's a good thing the room was soundproof due to the sounds of passion they made in their lovemaking.

When Alex finally closed her eyes after exhaustion, Sage whispered into his ears, "You did well, wife. Thank you for making me the luckiest man alive." He then hugged her closer as he breathed the scent of her. Alex felt his warmth and then snuggled closer to him as she also murmured with closed eyes, "I love you too."

Alex was still on top of Sage when she fell asleep. Luckily, wet wipes were just on the bedside. Sage then carefully took it and wipe the both of them clean, at least, before getting a blanket to cover the both of them.

"This is paradise indeed..." He kissed her temples, then hugged his cute little wife, sleeping soundly in his arms.

More than the place, it is the feeling he always have whenever Alex is with him, whenever and wherever they are.

For him, paradise is where Alex exists.

#Spotify

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Ever After Chapter 15.3

3rd Person POV

As they walked at the beach while holding each other's hands, that was only the time they realized how beautiful the resort was. And how they almost got the whole island for themselves.

"Love... can we extend our stay here? I feel like we already wasted our day 1. Besides, the long flight is taxing. Let's enjoy our stay here. Please?" Alex pleaded while she snaked her arms into his, how could Sage say no?

The couple walked until they got back to their villa. Upon entrance, Sage immediately made a telephone to call to the receptionist. Alex on the other hand roamed around their room. They are currently occupying the Grand Water Sunset Villa.

Inside, they were welcomed by a California King bed on the left side for which they slept in last night but they failed to notice how big it was because they really dozed off instantly upon arrival. A private living room with two couches near the french glass door, where you can clearly see the scenery outside.

When she entered the right wing, it revealed a massive en-bathroom, as big as their bedroom. A separate toilet with a glass floor, and a shower with a full length mirror. A decadent over-sized copper bathtub that could fit the both of them beside a big window.

As she roamed further, she could see their deck with their private 19-sqm plunge infinity pool, a lounge area and a canopy. Near the tub, a bowl of fresh rose petals. Maybe because they booked a honeymoon suite afterall. She didn't know if it was just because of the ambiance, or because she was reminded that they are in a honeymoon getaway, but it seemed like every corner of the villa is... suggestive? She thought.

She also realized that they did not do what couples do on a honeymoon just yet. Sage has been understanding and considerate with her condition, as he always do. If ever they do it here, that would be their first as a married couple, publicly and officially. It was not their "first" first anymore, not even their second. Yet she still felt the excitement and anticipation in what could happen this time. Maybe because they don't do it regularly? As much as they were active, it was not that often, even if they could, due to their busy work schedules. They enjoy cuddling and do other couple stuff too other than "that". Is that why she still looks forward to it if it happens? Alex could not really explain why but that is how she feels.

Alex suddenly blushed with her wandering thoughts which was interrupted when Sage called her. She then glanced at his direction. "I already informed the receptionist. I extended our stay for 2 nights. And I already rebooked our flight too."

Alex shrieked out of excitement then immediately wrapped her arms around his neck to give him a hug and a kiss on the cheeks. "Thank you! You're the best."

"Anything for you." Sage said then kissed her shoulders. Then asked her, "Now, what do you want to do?"

"Let's unpack our luggages first then put it inside the closet. This will be our home for the whole week. We are now officially islanders. Then let" Alex excitedly remarked.

The two spent the rest of the day lazily. Go out to eat, roam around the area to see the amenities and facilities. Had an early dinner while watching the sunset. Sage as the frustrated photographer that he is instantly took photos of their getaway. He can’t seem to get enough of taking lovely pictures of his beautiful wife. They took couple selfies and wacky individual ones. And with the great visual they both have those unuploaded pictures of theirs would be enough to become a magazine cover.

When evening came, Sage set their private pool deck for stargazing. He set up their beach blanket, pillows, wine and food. He also dimmed the lights outside. Alex on the other hand was inside the villa, still unpacking her things specifically those “outfits” whom she prepared for this get away. She couldn’t unpack it before her husband because she wanted to surprise him.

After setting up their chill out at their private pool area, he decided to turn the music on since the villa is surrounded with a Bose Hi-Fi system. Once done, he called Alex to come out.

She left the door slightly open so they could still hear the music from the inside. A slow jazz music could be heard from the room towards the pool area.

"Wow! This is so romantic." Alex exclaimed upon seating.

"Cheers to our first real night in Maldives, Love." Alex offered a toast. Then they both drank their wine. They talked about their plans for tomorrow over the glass of wine and a cheese platter.

"For successfully pulling off the best wedding ever, cheers." Sage offered another toast.

"Silly! We both worked hard for it. So cheers!" Alex said before she clinked their glasses together.

"Oh. I forgot to ask... what did Paris say when she went to your bridal room?" Sage asked curiously. He was itching to know if Paris did something again.

"She just said her congratulations. I thanked her for coming and she said that she wouldn't miss our wedding, with an invitation or none, as it was like her mission accomplished aswell." Alex narrated happily. "I also realized that we really have a lot of similarities, I think we could get along well." Sage and Alex personally invited Paris to their wedding as she really had a major contribution why things progressed between them during the shooting of their drama.

"That's all?" Sage asked. "Why are you so worried, Mr. Kim? Is there something hid from me that Paris would divulge?" Alex glared.

"Nothing. You know Paris, you have the same wavelength of unpredictability..." Sage defended himself. "But you are in a different level, of course." He added with a smirk on his face.

"Only to you." Alex said defensively as she get a slice of cheese. "It is really nice here. So peaceful. It's like we own the island to ourselves. Why didn't we come here beforehand?" She can't help but to comment, regretting why they just discovered this paradise now.

"Nah. Won't risk what we have before just for a fleeting moment. At least now, no more hiding, Love. Congratulations to us. And because of that, cheers to our first trip as a married to the public." Sage offered again.

"No more hiding. Cheers!" Alex agreed. After consuming half the bottle of their wine, Sage moved the mini table to the side and laid down. He opened his arms as if cueing Alex to lay down beside him, which she happily obliged.

"One more thing. I saw Paris comment about her gift. What did she give you?" Sage asked as he pulled her closer.

"Secret. It's her gift for me, not for you." Alex naughtily said as she stuck her tongue out to tease him. Sage just made a face as a response which made Alex laugh at him.

They became silent afterwards. Only the sound of the crashing waves along with the music played on shuffle mode could be heard. Then they were suddenly reminded about one of their beach getaways before.

A scene from 2013.

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Ever After Chapter 14.12

Alex's POV

The oldies already left after the ceremony and dinner, while the "youngsters", our close friends and some young family members stayed with us.

Snacks. Drinks. Games. Singing. Dancing. Having fun. That's what we did after sending the oldies off as Sage and I booked the hall until midnight making sure that we could have the best after party we have away from the public and the media. After the formal ceremony earlier, I thought we could finally just chill.

I finally had the time to talk to my friends and catch up with them after a long time. I was so busy being Elle that this is the only time I get to spend private time with them because of our busy schedule.

Paris chanted for me to sing. So I happily obliged and sang a song for Sage, Lucky by Jason Mraz. I'm just really happy I'm in love with my best friend.

In the middle of the party, I was busy mingling with my girl friends when I noticed that my husband has been missing my sight for a while now. I looked around to find him if he's with the boys. But he is not there. I'm about to stand from my seat and ask around when the lights suddenly dimmed. Only the candle lights behind the stage remained.

"What is this?" I mumbled to myself.

Then someone started singing...

"Don't go changing, to try and please me

You never let me down before..."

"Oh God. Is this what I think this is?" I knew that familiar voice. But I'm still surprised with his gestures. Sage never sing in front of other people, not until today. I was waiting for that husband of mine to appear on stage.

"Don't imagine you're too familiar

And I don't see you anymore..."

Then someone held my waist from behind. When I looked at him, oh my goodness. He is so freaking hot and handsome in his undone look while holding a mic, singing exclusively for me.

"I would not leave you in times of trouble

We never could have come this far..."

He looked at me straight to the eyes as he sang those lines. The lyrics, his voice, his gaze, are enough to put me in tears. I immediately hid my face on his chest as he continued to sing.

"I took the good times, I'll take the bad times

I'll take you just the way you are..."

I whispered, "I know... And I am too." just enough for him to here. He looked at me adorably then continued singing. He held me by the waist as we sway along the music.

"Don't go trying some new fashion

Don't change the color of your hair

You always have my unspoken passion

Although I might not seem to care."

My eyes became watery because I know he mean every lyrics that he utter. "Aigoo, Sage Kim. I really am lucky that I fell in love with my bestfriend, you." I could only say to myself.

"I don't want clever conversation

I never want to work that hard

I just want someone that I can talk to

I want you just the way you are."

He had a nice song choice. It's oldie but goodie song. Especially, every lyrics fit perfectly to us, to me.

"I said I love you and that's forever

And this I promise from the heart

I couldn't love you any better

I love you just the way you are..."

Then he kissed me gently on the lips after his performance. I don't know how many times we've already kissed this day alone. But I'm not complaining. It just felt liberating, somehow.

"Sage Kim's debut as a singer, everyone." Hans shouted after, teasing him, which received a glare from Sage. Everyone laughed at these two.

“I love you so so much...Love, thank you.” I whispered to his ears and gently bit his ear. As the lights were dimmed, I freely did that to him which made his face flushed and there I saw it, desire and affection at the same time.

Then he just wrapped me in his arms as we sat together and continued talking to our friends but this time he never left my side.

“I could surely get used to this life from now on..” I mumbled to myself as I was holding his hand the entire time.

Around 10:30pm, we finally called it a night and bid goodbye to our guests while they continue to party as they could still stay until midnight if they want while we return to our suite.

#Spotify

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Ever After Chapter 14.7

THE WEDDING

Finally, Mr. Park welcomed the bride as everybody stood up in anticipation. When the door opened, Sage was on the verge of tears when he saw the most beautiful bride before his eyes, his bride, Alex in a beautiful gown.

Fresh tulips were beautifully decorated all over the place as IU sang “I GIVE YOU MY HEART” as Alex walked down the aisle.

Alex personally invited IU sunbaenim to her wedding. She wanted her to serenade their wedding as she walks down the aisle. Song Hana came together with her.

While Alex was finally walking down the aisle looking like an ethereal goddess who descended from the heavens, Sage recalled everything he has gone through in the past. From the time he was jealous and broken because of Liam, to his lonely years in the US, to his confession as a pizza delivery man, to the small room where they held their registration and now this. He was now on the verge of tears as he closed his eyes to stop them from pouring. He firmly pressed his fingers on his eyes to stop himself from crying any further.

He could hear his loud heartbeat as she walked slowly towards him. He thought he had seen his Alex at her prettiest, no, she was always the most beautiful in his eyes but right then, Sage just couldn't find the right words to describe her. All he knew was that at that moment, Alex was taking his breath away.

Alex on the other hand was never better. She recalled how long Sage has waited for her. She felt disappointed that it took her too late to realize that the man of her dreams was just there with her from the beginning. She recalled how she used to follow him when they were still kids. How he always pampered her in the best possible ways that made her not want to have any boyfriend at that time because having Sage was enough.

And now, as she was closer to him, seeing his handsome face in front of him, Alex started to become teary-eyed as she looked upwards to stop herself from crying because she doesn’t want to ruin her make up. She was shivering in anticipation. She couldn’t control her heartbeat. It seemed like it wanted to come out due to pure bliss.

Finally, after today, they would become a married couple to the public. They no longer need to hide from anyone. This in itself made it truly liberating.

Sage finally took a bow to her parents and took her by the hand and Alex did the same to his parents as well. The latter could see his hands shiver slightly and when their hands finally intertwined the shivering stopped and all she could feel were strong, comforting, and secured hands that won’t let her go. She tightened her grip to match his as she looked at the man in front of him with semi red-eyes.

“For all four seasons, and twelve months,

with you every day, till we run out of breath,

we shall be in love and stay together... “ IU’s voice echoed in the room.

As the bride finally was with the groom, all the people inside were teary-eyed because they all witnessed the struggles of the two in their relationship especially Aira who was already crying big time while fanning her self making sure her make up is intact. She was with Alex in all the stages of her relationship. She was finally happy that her best friend no longer needs to hide from anyone. She looked like a mother who finally turned over his daughter to the man she wanted her to marry. Hans was rubbing her back gently to pacify her.

“Babe, relax, your reaction is more dramatic than auntie and uncle. They might think you are Alex’s real mother and not them.” Hans tried to joke to pacify Aira’s emotions. As a result, Aira pinched him on the waist and finally leaned on his shoulder and wiped her tears away.

When the couple reached the platform, Mr. Park officially started the ceremony after everybody was seated.

"Good evening everyone. I am Walter Park, Dean of the College of Fine Arts, professor of this couple way back in college. We are gathered here today to witness the union of two people whom I have known personally before they became huge celebrities.

When Alex became a freshman, I noticed the change in Sage. The aloof Vice President of the student council that time suddenly became sensitive to a junior’s needs. Sage was a campus heartthrob in the university back then but he talks to no one else unless it’s school related, if I remember correctly only Hans could talk to him casually. Other than him and to his professors, he was silent. I even received a lot of applications from the student council because of him. Because he only talks to his council members, but still school related.”

Everybody chuckled after hearing these. Those college friends knew these full well because they were mostly Alex’s friends and only a few council members of Sage and Hans were invited to this wedding. Then Mr. Park continued.

“After seeing his ‘extra’ efforts I thought he finally had a girlfriend. But when I asked him, he would always say that they were just friends. However, his action says otherwise.The president of the student council who would excuse himself to the toilet and would return 20 mins later. I acted as if I didnt know that he usually goes to the toilet in "another building" which I bet would be the auditorium."

Alex laughed at Mr. Park's story while Sage looked down shyly.

"After hearing my aloof and introvert student delivering his graduation speech commending two important women in his life. I thought, finally, he had confessed. But life was indeed full of surprises. When he asked my thoughts about entering the showbiz industry, I realized still no progress? I thought after hearing his speech, Alex would realize her worth in his life? They then became Sage and Elle, who seemingly drifted apart. I was curious but wasn't brave enough to ask as respect to both of them. I'm merely a spectator too. I thought, maybe they really will be just friends in this lifetime.

"But life made another turn, TBn production company contacted me if our college is open to be a shooting location of their drama. And I bet I'm not the only one who hoped that the right time would finally come. And now, here we are. They took a long road, a long journey before they have reached where we are now. And I know, that journey, those lessons and realizations along the way, prepared the two of you for a longer journey of a lifetime." He paused for a while and look at the couple, nodding in front of him.

"My wife and I are already married for 20 years, we still have a long way to go. It was far from a perfect marriage, but I know it is a happy marriage. Two things that I could impart from that are, one, always respect one another, as husband and wife, and as a person, whom their parents' loved dearly. When you respect your partner, you will not hurt him or her, you will take care of each other, you will treat each other right, you will not take one another for granted. It entails compromise and loyalty. More so, you will also put high regards to this day. The day you vowed for richer and for poorer, in sickness and in health, til death do you part.

And the second thing is, today is not only for the couple but it also requires participation of the people here. We are here not only to witness their union, to celebrate, to eat sumptuous meals, to take pictures for instagram. We have a greater role, responsibility, than that and that is to remind them when they forget their promise, a guiding light to the right direction before and when things get tough, when these two get derailed from the track. We serve an important role in this marriage too, the sound of reason when they can't find one." He scanned around the hall to look at everyone present.

“Sage and Alex, married life is a lifetime commitment and always a work in progress. Being an ordinary couple is already tough but being a celebrity couple under the scrutiny of the public at all times makes it even tougher. But I know you will thrive because you’ve been best friends even before you became a couple. I presume you’ve known each other well enough to build a solid trust that would not be easy to topple down even under public pressure and that in itself is something that doesn’t waver over time. When difficult times occur always remember this day and the vows you made to one another before all of us.

In life, we cannot choose our families as we are born with them but we have the option to chose our lifetime partners, yet you chose one another and you have to continue choosing each other anytime, all the time.

And I would like to request everybody here present, when the time comes that one of them comes to you for any advise when they are having marital problems, please advise them not to give up on each other.

But at the end of the day, Alex and Sage everything will always be your decision. Always continue to remind yourselves that friendship is the most sturdy foundation of marriage. Before you decide to do something you’d regret later on, ask yourself, “Am I ready to lose not only my partner but also my best friend because of this?” Always bear that in mind.

This has been a very long speech already so I think I’ve said enough or Sage might not let me stay for dinner because I talk too much. I wish for the two of you to have a happy marriage. Thank you and good evening.”

The crowd then made a thunderous applause as Sage and Alex gave meaningful glances at each other, taking in all those words Mr. Park has spoken.

He gave a great speech, words of wisdom, that would benefit every husband and wife, even soon to be husbands and wives, in the hall.

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Ever After Chapter 14.4

THE WEDDING

The day of the wedding finally came. The ceremony will be held in The Shilla Hotel in Seoul. They chose this hotel for its top-notch security. Plus, they already catered to a lot of big weddings of big personalities from hallyu stars to politicians. In addition, they also gave the best hospitality and has been very accommodating to the couple’s specifications especially Sage’s.

Sage was with his parents at the entrance wearing his custom made Alexander Amosu black suit adorned with his Emerald-Cut Canary Diamond Octagon cufflinks from Jacob & Co. He can’t seem to calm down knowing that the clock to their wedding is closing in. They were greeting all their guests as they come. Alex’s parents were also with them at the entrance.

Alex on the other hand was calmer than ever in her bridal room where she received their guests and took pictures. She was seated on the couch wearing a bridal gown from Alexander McQueen while holding her fresh pink tulips bouquet. Her accessories were a complete set of Tiffany and Co. jewelry, from the headpiece down to the earrings, necklace, and bracelet. Everything was custom made for her.

They took Chic Planner to organize the event. Sage kept his promise about their wedding to be simple and intimate. Yes, it was simple and intimate but luxury could be felt from the tiniest details down to the macro ones. From the fresh flowers to the full-course plated service menu and all the other details related to the wedding. Sage splurged “heavily” this time.

The wedding ceremony will be officiated by Mr. Park, their professor in college and is currently the dean of the fine arts department in their previous university. He was the first person who realized that Sage felt something beyond friendship with Alex even before Sage realized it himself.

As they have only invited the people they know personally, receiving their guests never felt tiring. They considered this a reunion after a very long time because of the fame Alex and Sage received which hindered them from seeing them. Everybody they invited were genuinely happy for the two of them. Their friends in college, their close relatives and a few people from the industry who were there even before they became big.

Upon his arrival, Mr. Park approached Sage and extended his hand for a handshake. “Sage, finally! This is it! All the rescheduled meetings in the past for Alex paid off!” He chuckled. Sage’s face flushed at his reminder. He smiled shyly and simply replied. “Thank you sir for all the help back then and now this.”

“Anytime Sage, anytime. Be a good husband, alright?” Mr. Park then tapped his shoulder as he went inside.

He was still looking at the back of Mr. Park when he heard a high-pitch voice behind him said, "Hi, handsome!"

When he turned around, it revealed the one and only Paris Gray. They've exchange pleasantaries then she asked, "Where's Alex? I wanna see her, the woman who holds your whole being."

"She's inside the bride's room. Go on, greet... hey!" He wasn't able to finish his sentence as Paris already started walking towards Alex's room. Sage sprinted towards Paris and when he caught her, "Paris, behave your loose mouth, okay?"

"Oh... Are you scared that I might say something inappropriate that Alex would dissed this wedding?" Paris chuckled at his reaction. He was obviously, still scared to lose her. "Don't worry. I got this. Calm down, okay?" She tapped his shoulders then went back to his original position.

The ceremony will start in five minutes. His parents already went inside and Sage positioned himself at the rear part of the hall close to the door. He was nervous and he couldn’t stop himself from shivering. His hands were starting to get clammy. He continued to release a series of deep sighs in the effort of releasing his anxiety.

He then heard Mr. Park calling him to enter.

“Relax Sage, no need to be nervous.” He convinced himself as he fixed his blazer then made his first step walking down the aisle.

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Ever After Chapter 13.1

3rd Person

"...wait what?" Shocked was evident to Sage's face when he asked. Luckily, the two of them were wearing seatbelts or else their faces would surely hit the dashboard of the car due to Sage's sudden step on the break.

"I said, I'm planning to announce our wedding to the public." Alex restate her revelation calmly.

"That's what your meeting with CEO was all about? I thought you would redraft your contract or something? What changed your mind?" Sage asked one by one.

• Flashback •

After Alex received the message from her CEO she called Aira to consult her about the matter and asked if she could “safely” come to her apartment. Who knows what she might see there if she goes there unannounced. Luckily, Aira was alone in her apartment because just like Sage, Hans is also busy with their new step into the business.

Alex told the details about the message she received from her CEO. Then Aira gave her opinion about the matter.

After all has been set, Aira then told Alex that she would be accompanied by Mr. Jung, or Matt for short, most of the time during her upcoming events because starting next week they would start their wedding preppies. And she told her about Hans's plans after their wedding.

“Have you purposely trained Matt so that you can leave me after you become a married woman?” Alex said gloomily as she sat on the couch. She could not hide the sadness in her voice but she also understood why Aira had to do it.

“Silly girl. I’m just assigning Matt to you because I’ll be very busy with my wedding preparations. Alex, I’m not going anywhere, I’m just getting married. Hans has been bugging me about the wedding. I just want to get it over with to shut him up." Aira uttered simply as she continued to munch her chips.

“But you’ll have to prioritize your husband now because you are already a wife, soon a mom. You can’t accompany me to my tours and events now that you’re married, not to mention how clingy Hans is to you.” Alex insisted with her clingy voice.

“Just because I am married doesn’t mean I could no longer be your manager, my dear, okay? And besides Hans told me I can still do whatever I want. I’m just getting married, I'm not gonna be disabled. He even said if I wanted to travel to Mars after our marriage, I need to tell him in advance because he needs to make necessary preparations. And wait, wedding first. Being a mom? Not yet." Aira tried to make the conversation light by cracking a joke. Alex just smiled a little so she decided to continue.

"You know what, Alex... as much as I am not that affectionate with Hans, I'm lucky to have him. The two of us are lucky to have partners like them." Aira paused for a while as she looked at her chips. "Why? Because we don't have to choose between love and career. Our other halves would genuinely support us in whatever choices we make."

"Hans respected my decision not to get married immediately even if I know how envious he was when you and Sage had your marriage registered. He would just mention it from time to time, asking me if I'm ready or still not yet. So when you said, you planned to take a break, I thought that maybe it was time to finally give in." Aira narrated.

"We are not getting younger anyways and as much as he could wait longer as he said, I don't want him to wait any longer. And his Mom is asking for a grandchild already. She said, she wouldn't take a daughter-in-law unless it's me. So Hans would receive an earful all the time since she thought it was Hans' fault why we are not yet getting married." Ai

"I may no longer accompany you every day, on all of your concert tours just like before but I will still be your manager. No one else could tame your impulsiveness other than me, so I don’t want to burden other people. My civil status is the only thing that will change, nothing else.” Aira remarked as she tried to pacify her best friend.

She knows how much pressure she’s feeling right now just because she has to be always on her toes to make sure that the public does not find out about her current civil status before they are ready to reveal it themselves.

This is the least she could do for her. Lucky for her and Hans they are just ordinary civilians, unlike them who are celebrities that they have to be always mindful of their public image. And they are bound to a lot of restrictions unless they are ready to lose what they have now. Fame is a double-edged sword that also comes with a huge price to pay.

• End of Flashback •

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Ever After Chapter 13

Sage's POV

After the tour, Alex and I spent Christmas and New year together with our family. It was our first as a married couple. It was fun. Our "Christmas tradition" before will be a lifetime tradition now, and not only during Christmas but to all celebrations of the year. Me and Alex were lucky that we don't have problem with our in-laws, we officially became a one big happy family.

After the holidays, our routine was still the same during normal days. Wake up, prepare and have breakfast, then spend the rest of the day together depending on her plans, if both of us don't have work. But this day, we have.

She has a scheduled meeting with her CEO, maybe she considered my offer to redraft her contract? I won’t mind anyway. I also have a meeting but with a real estate agent. I want to buy a property. Since we'll be moving to the wedding next year, I need to prepare our house already, so that after that we can move in immediately. Yeah, it's better that way.

After breakfast, I dropped her at her agency, then I proceeded with my meeting with the real estate agent.

As my meeting was about to end, I received a text from Aira informing me that Alex is almost done with the CEO's meeting.

I parked my BMW near the exit. After I sold all of my cars two years ago, I've decided to be more practical this time. I only bought 1 Ferrari, 1 BMW, and 1 Range Rover. I'm planning to invest in real estate more now that I’m married.

I texted her that I'm already here. She replied,

When I saw Alex, she smiled sweetly as she walked unto my car and opened the door. When she got inside she was smiling from ear to ear looking as if a huge burden was taken away from her. She then suddenly leaned closer to me and kissed me passionately. She was never the one to initiate but I love it every time she does it. Then our kiss abruptly became more intense and before anything could escalate further, I pulled away.

"Wait, love. Why so aggressive all of a sudden? If you have plans to make out with me, I need to drive now and continue what we started at home. Or if you want to do it here, I don’t mind actually as this car is tinted but you might be uncomfortable?" I said after I broke the kiss.

"Let’s end it here, Love. I’m starving." She replied after letting out a slight chuckle.

"Okay, you really loved teasing me, huh. Fine! Where do you want to eat so that I can make a reservation for a private room?" I inquired as I started the ignition.

"Where do you want to eat, love?" She replied amusingly. She was feeling so lighthearted it’s radiating to me as well. This was new because she never asks me about these things and I always get to decide where we dine out because we have to be very careful.

I suddenly was caught off guard that I ended up staring at her.

"I'm serious. My treat!” She insisted.

"Wow! First time!" I said as I started to maneuver the car. "What happened today? You seem so energetic? It seems like the meetong went well." I asked as we left the parking lot.

"I'm planning to announce our wedding." She declared happily as if it was just a trivial matter.

"Okay. Let's plan your wedding announce... wait what?" I immediately stepped on the break. Luckily I was just about to turn and we are still not on the highway.

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Ever After Chapter 12.8

3rd Person

"What?!" Alex asked incredulously.

She asked him again just to make sure that what she heard was right. She looked at her husband looking for any sign of joke on his face but there was none. Then she heard him speak again.

“It just came to mind after I’ve been with you this entire tour. I’ve seen how you love what you're doing and how much love you had for your fans, vice versa. And with the kind of crowd you’re handling now plus your talent, I know you could still reach greater heights.” Sage uttered while looking at her in the eye with certainty and adoration all over his face.

“But I don’t want to be unfair to you. You are my husband and you don’t deserve to be kept in a corner just because of my public image. You’ve waited long enough for me...”

“And I can wait a little longer as long as you reach the pinnacle of your dreams love. Your dreams are mine as well, we’re a team, right? So it is but natural that I support you in everything.” Sage interrupted her to signal that he was dead sure about what he’s saying.

“If we go public, I don’t think they would mind? Because we are on the same footing. I mean you already have established your name in the acting industry while I have also established myself in the music industry. No one would dare say that we would be riding on each other’s coattails if we go public because we have established our own identities before we announced our relationship don’t you think?” Alex refuted after she saw the determination in his eyes.

“Well, but you are at the peak of your career now, as you have said I have already established my career so I don’t mind waiting another year or two if it means to see you grow bigger in your chosen field.” Sage took Alex again in his arms as he wanted her to feel his sincerity.

"Alex, I know what your dream is and you have come a long way already. And I also witnessed how you started, worked hard to reach where you are. So why stop now? Besides, by the looks of how persistent your CEO is, it seems like he has greater plans for you. He even gave you the reign on your career. You are one step closer to it, world tour, more audience that you could touch people’s lives, collaborations with great artists... That's just as a musician alone. You are also starting to establish yourself as an actress too. I just want you to fully spread your wings because I know you can and you have the opportunity and freedom, to do so."

"How about you?"

"All around. Actor. Producer. Concert Director. The agency. I will also work hard. And... a loving husband, the wind beneath your wings."

"Silly!" Alex chuckled and added, "Won't you need a wife? I'll be busy if I pursue that."

"You will still be my wife. We'll be fine... I'll be fine. I trust you." Sage assured her. "Just think about it. If you are hesitating because of me, I'm all in. Do what your heart wants you to do. I could be your Mr. Waiting a little longer."

Alex then became silent as she tried weighing and absorbing everything he said. She laid on his chest, and his heartbeat was calm and serene. This selfless human being beside her, hugging her, is hers.

Indeed, no one would dare say that they wanted to ride each other’s fame because now, that will never be the case. She has already created a name for herself and so did Sage.

She thought she was already blessed to have been married to her best friend but she was more blessed because her life partner is not in the same industry as her so there would be no comparison or competition between them. Only genuine support and cooperation.

He really is my wind beneath my wings.