thollandthot

[thollandthot]

just an update on me -- one of my new year’s resolutions is to start writing again. gonna attempt to get on here more and see what kind of content u guys would like to see from me (other than WLT). i love u all and missed you !!

#amy talks

[thollandthot]

YALL

I KNOW WGTC ISNT A RELIABLE SOURCE BUT STILL

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

for the next sm mcu movie:

harrison osterfield as harry osborn.

matthew mcconaughey as norman osborn.

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

#amy talks #i am so POWERFUL

[thollandthot]

can you continue the cartier imagines🥺they are like insanely good and like i wanna see what he does with her and how their relationship grows

i’m so glad you enjoyed them!! i have honestly been struggling to write lately (which is why i haven’t posted in so long), but if i ever get the muse to start writing again and continue, i definitely will!!

#amy answers

[thollandthot]

What's the tiktok about?

oh gosh i don’t even know how i would begin to describe it so uhhh here’s the link https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJUx1wFk/

#amy answers

[thollandthot]

i’m currently going semi viral on tik tok for a marvel video i made so there’s that...

#amy talks #how tf does addison rae do this like i’m so anxious m8

[thollandthot]

azaraspirit​:

thollandthot​:

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

for the next sm mcu movie:

harrison osterfield as harry osborn.

matthew mcconaughey as norman osborn.

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

OMMGGGgg YES MATTHEW MCCONAUGHEY As NORMAN???? that would be epic!!!

ooooor maybe we can bring back james franco???? that would be cool af

although i do think that james franco was one of the better parts of the og spiderman films, in the present day he is tres problematique so imma pass on that but they might bring some characters back from the previous iterations like they did with JJJ so who knows!

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

for the next sm mcu movie:

harrison osterfield as harry osborn.

matthew mcconaughey as norman osborn.

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

#amy talks

[thollandthot]

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

for the next sm mcu movie:

harrison osterfield as harry osborn.

matthew mcconaughey as norman osborn.

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

#amy talks #obviously matthew with like the blondeish hair from his earlier days #but i feel like he’d make a SICK norman osborn

[thollandthot]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

#i need this today tbh

[thollandthot]

boy, while i’m giving him head: don’t stop

me, in my head: doin what you’re doinnnn every time you move to the beat it gets harder for me and you know it! know it! know it!

boy: are you... dancing right now?

#amy talks #nsfw #this is an actual thing that happened im gonna kms

[thollandthot]

okay so like... would y’all prefer a shortish (approx. 1.5k to 2k words) update to woman like that in the near future, or a much longer update that will take a lil while??

#amy talks #a bitch is WRITING AGAIN woooo

[thollandthot]

interesting how i can write 6 pages of fan fiction in one sitting, but if u ask me to write a 3 page paper about anything academic related i’d rather burst into flames.

#amy talks #(eminem voice) guess who's back back again...

[thollandthot]

I REALLY STARTED TALKING TO A CUTE BOY AND LET IT SLIP THAT I HAD A DADDY KINK AND HE TOLD ME “that’s fine, you can call me whatever you want. you can call me peter parker for all i care” .......Y’ALL IM ALREADY SIMPIN

#amy talks #nsfw #im ready to ask this man to marry me this one WINS #(family feud voice) GOOD ANSWER

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so my dad and i recently started watching the flash and like.... i have such a crush on grant gustin rn

#amy talks #i really see a lanky boy with brown hair and immediately simp #but anyway hello everyone i'm alive lmao

[thollandthot]

so direct action is not an option available to you. what can you do right now instead?

Be mindful of the content you’re putting on your social media accounts. Stop retweeting/reposting violent images and videos of black people dying. Know that content like this, even with trigger warnings included, can be very emotionally disturbing/distressing and yes, even traumatic, for black people navigating the internet right now.

Report any images and videos you see where protestors’ faces are visible/unblurred, particularly in content surrounding the lootings. Don’t retweet or repost these images and videos. This can be a death sentence. 

DONATE, PARTICULARLY TO MINNESOTA-BASED BLACK YOUTH MOVEMENTS / MUTUAL AID FUNDS WHO ARE DOING WORK ON THE GROUND. FOLLOW/BOOST IF YOU CAN’T.

• The Minnesota Freedom Fund, a mutual aid group fighting back against the unjust MN bail system, is taking donations. (Twitter)

• The Black Visions Collective, a Minnesota-based freedom fighter organization creating campaigns for justice, is taking donations. (Twitter)

• Reclaim the Block, a coalition to demand that Minneapolis divest from policing, is taking donations. (Twitter)

• Crowdfunding for black trans people in need thread. 

• Comprehensive Minnesota bail fund/support document for May and June.

[thollandthot]

tldr: i’ve had issues in the past which now make me super anxious every time i hear about a celebrity i’m a fan of’s love life, and because of this, if i see anyone i follow discussing the situation i’ll be unfollowing (at least until this all blows over). if you want more of a description, it’s under the read more, just don’t want anyone thinking i unfollowed for no reason.

soooo back in like 2015/2016 i was a really big fan of 5SOS and their music was one of the only reasons keeping me happy at the time. i found the Internet and fandom as a world I could escape to when i was feeling down and i could talk to people that liked the same things i did and understood how i was feeling/why the music mattered to me as much as it did. around that same time, the dreaded rolling stone article about them was released and all hell broke loose. people in the fandom were arguing and yelling, and the topic i remember most was luke hemming’s girlfriend at the time, arzalea (lol). i just remember thinking ‘wow i can’t even use the place i escape to as an escape anymore’, and i just felt so low in that time that i attempted. the one thing that made me happy in life suddenly couldn’t make me happy anymore.

that’s why i was relieved to find that tom was very private about his dating life. hearing about celebrities that i use to escape and their love life always makes me sososo anxious because it takes me back to that time when i was at my lowest. so y’all can imagine that right now i’m not... in the best place.

so i hope that y’all understand that if i see anyone on my dash discussing the so-called relationship (which we have no proof of btw, i recognize this but it still makes me nauseous just thinking about how some fans will take it) i will be unfollowing, at least for the time-being. especially now, i need to take my own mental health into account. i also probably won’t be online for the rest of the day (i’m never really online anymore so u probably won’t miss me too much lol)

#putting it under a read more bc yall don't care or wanna hear about my bullshit #amy talks #tw: suicide #tw: attempted suicide

[thollandthot]

hii are you taking requests right now?

i haven’t been on my computer in a while so it may take me a bit but i am accepting blurb requests!!

#amy answers

[thollandthot]

my last day of classes like ever is tomorrow holy shit

but anyway i’m gonna have a lot more time on my hands and i wanna get back into writing so feel free to send me blurb requests. i’m hoping that’ll get my writing juices flowin