thingsidsaytomypsychiatrist

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Finally got my account back!

my stupid ass forgot my password and I have no retrieving account. SMH

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Queen of Narcisist

I don't belong here.

I am way too good for this shitty place anyways.

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crazy

I've been told that I'm crazy

maybe I am, i see people talking and I immediately think its about me

I hear laughing and I think its at me

I hear jokes and I think its me

i hate it.

i wasnt like this...

what happened?

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wasted life

I have been sheltered all my life, I was not allowed to go out with friends and I resented my mother for that. If only I wasn't I would not have been so hateful and bitter.

I hate myself too for opening my mouth first instead of thinking,

If only I didnt listen to my fears and go do what I am afraid of I would have grown up mentally.

I hate trusting too much, people will take so much and will paint who bad if you cant give them what they want anymore.

i hate being passionate.

I hate being loyal.

I hate my choices

but I cant hate my life, i'm living good but im not thinking good.

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Really wanna leave this place and move to a place where people are educated enough to respect space. sooner I hope.

new country perhaps.

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Neighbors (4) me the problem

okay I may have flew off the handle a couple of times and said words (i mean actually but it doesnt kosher) in my defense though i had enough with the disrespect.

speaking of disrespect, I hosted party here a couple of times and we were partying way too late 3 am at least (I own up to that)

I expected more from mid people.

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Neighbors 3

This is supposed safe because it's a subdivision but its not apparently. One neighbor was shot killed because of drugs, another was locked up because of drugs (there was a commotion), a kid was raped (this was not yet officially confirmed as I heard it only from a neighbor [ hypocrite:self] the guards are keeping it to avoid ruckus), anyone can just come in and out because of the basketball court, robbery ton of it, hit and run, plethora of bad things!

and I can't move cause I used up all the money for this house.

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Neighbors (2)

I didnt live in this house for years because I was still living with my mom and this was just an investment but I moved out. But I have this house even before the village/subdivision was built. So I get it if these people think they're the first one here. All though that is not the point but they are using that to act like the sheeze, first of all learn to respect other people's boundaries, property, and privacy.

One thing, I had two trash bin and I lost the other one but then I saw the neighbor has the same trash bin (same size and color) and they used it as a flower pot. sussy

And when I used to only visit this place to clean every once and a while my water hose was always outside and my water bill is always like somebody's using it. That's why I had new fence with smaller holes.

The same neighbor, used the two not "lived" houses' yard as their garden with full grown fruits and trees and storage the house is locked tho but the doors are nasty from the damage. (maybe its okay for some but that's a loss for the subdivision owner they'll be hhaving hard time to sell it cause of the plants, all though the new owner has instant garden lmao)

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Neighbors

Apparently, respect is illegal in the city where I live in. Neighbors for example, they will use your property as their extension and if you call them out you will be the hot topic of the village. They will park in front of your gate and when you tell them not to (even though its common sense and there's a do not block the gate sign) you are the one who's in the wrong. smh

To be fair the I dont park my car in the garage cause my car is way bigger (house design sucks) the gate wont close and it will cause accident so I park my car outside but at the opposite side of my house. I dont park in front of my gate because the other neighbor parks his in front of his gate so I gave way. But this supposed educators (yes they're teachers) love to provoke me, I already told them not to park in front but still from time to time they do. The funny thing is the block where I live all of the cars are parking on their side but I get it the other neighbor (who is beside my house) parks on his side.

so Teach lives with family of 5? with an old lady who is their grandma i think, this grandma loves to chisme (gossip) and she has a bff maid who is a gossip queen ( you know what they are) so they will bad mouth me n the village that's why people are hostile against me here. Funny, we are the reason why this village was built in the first place. We sold the land to make it as a subdivision, we cashed out a lot of money for the transaction to push through and now we are pariah in our hard earned project. All because we call out people who do not know how to respect other people's boundaries.

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I really hate this city

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wait a damnminute.... CALEB AND SPENCER?!

#pretty little liars

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The producers did Spencer dirty with this bangs.

#pretty little liars #pll #season 6

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I am amazed at my so called friends gall to make me the villain in their story.

#plastic

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PLL S6

I feel real bad for Cece but Aria is right what the girls went through makes it hard to forgive... PS I love that Ali is on the title thingy!

#pretty little liars #pll

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I CANNOT STOP LOLing AT HANNAH'S DANCE STEP! its worst than Ellaine Benes' XD

#pretty little liars #pll #season 5 #hannamarin

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Some real friends

I'm gettibg frustrated with this show! When the liars found out Mona was A they gave her second chance but when Ali came back they turn their back at her and even plotted against her. What in A's world!?

#pretty little liars #Plls05

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I feel real bad for Alison in season 5, its like when she was gone the liars are intact and now that she's back the group fell apart.

#pretty little liars #alison dilaurentis #pll