for @johnmalevolent for the @seasons-in-the-archives valentines event!! Timsash historical au (sorry i’m not sure how well that shows up except for w their clothing) with a side of Tim being a lil nerdy about flowers bc I think he deserves to be a lil nerdy about something specific. I hope you enjoy this hhauauuhghhaagh <3
“no matter how badly you think you’re doing it, someone else has done it a lot worse and been fine” is applicable to a wide, wide range of things and i say it to myself all the time
in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience