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[considering going off of hiatus.... but I'm not yet sure?]

#ooc #snake #kuroshitsuji

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For those of you who have not yet noticed

[this blog has far too many tumbleweeds in it

Cause I've pretty much moved on from RPing Snake. as sad as it is ;n; I mean I'll always love him, and who knows, I might just randomly jump back in one day. But until then I will be on my OC blogs (the main is salt-sage-silver), just because I enjoy them so much more :c More people offer to rp with me, and its not so repetetive. Thats the biggest thing with Snake here. Nothing new was happening for so long. It was always Snake being shy, Snake being an Uke, etc etc. It gets boring after a while. and one thing I find even sadder, is that I rp snake more often on msn now then on here, and I don't even particularly like rping on msn. :/

So I guess this is me finally stopping my hiding behind other accounts and beating around the bush, finally declaring a hiatus.  uwu I know there are quite a few people that I've been missing, so if you wanna talk then idk, contact me on my OC blog or on msn. I don't bite I'm just awkward :3 ]

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shit is going down.

I don't even know.

this is really bad.

so...

#ooc

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#mom discovered 6 inches of water damage in my trunk.... um... what? ... no seriously. WHAT. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN I HAVEN'T LEFT MY TRUNK OPEN

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fujoshi-problems:

It would be better if the teacher is actually the UKE! :>

Submitted by sexykill69

Not gonna lie. I did this in High school =w=, and it was AWESOME. Except not only did I ship them with students, but other teachers as well =w=

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I cried holy shit ;w;

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A northern incident. oh my god the ending xD

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Go to tanger to fill out an application.

get rejected AGAIN

but at least I am meeting up with a friend now :3 :3 :3

sooooo... yeah =w= bbl?

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So for the sake of not bottling things up, and because as my mother so eliquently puts, you have to be a friend to have friends, and that includes sharing all your feelings instead of just putting on a smile to make people like you. I have prepared a list of things that have really been making my life miserable lately. Plus I feel like venting. Hater Anons come at me bro.

don't read this seriously, I don't want anybody coming at me to try and console me, It just makes me feel worse, like, why did I post this shit and make people worry? Or if they really cared.. why wouldn't they have noticed sooner..?

so don't.

My dog is dead and damnit this house feels empty without her.

Mom is being totally insensitive about it and is fucking with my head by playing videos of her barking in the next room at max volume because she's fucking deaf

I hate breaks, especially when I don't get out because I just get more and more lonely

I was supposed to celebrate a in between birthday with a very good friend and she just up and forgot, she still hasn't called me about it 3 days later.

I have been sick as a dog for the past couple of days

my fuck up classmates and me are part of a group and nobody is fucking talking about the debate we're supposed to be working on

I come to tumblr because I fucking wanna rp and I make starters, and everybody seems to rp with everybody else except me

on more than one occasion I have been prepared to rp with someone new.. and just as I'm about to reply... they delete their responses?! well gee way to be friendly.

21 fucking years old and I am a total waste of space, haven't had a job or ever even finished a comic or whatever

My best friend is leaving for the navy in July and I probably wont ever see her again or for a very long time.

pretty everyone I've been considering my friend, online and offline has been pretty much ignoring me.

have I mentioned I'm 21? and I'm just fucking pathetic and I feel like I won't amount to anything in life

Mom does a pretty good fucking job of reinforcing that mental image.

I am going to be stuck in this house forever, stuck cleaning up after my bitch of a mother because nobody else in my family gives enough fucks to help her.

waste of space, do some work god damnit you know what to do, even if nobody hires you you can still sell shit online, so fucking get to work

but yet I don't, I sit on tumblr and whine and bitch and moan and this isn't healthy

I'm tired of resorting to escapism, I'm only making my life worse by doing it. But can I really help it when it just makes me so depressed with I finally face all the facts?

This is really bad, I'm not healthy, yesterday I seriously contemplated killing myself, I mean how easy would it be when I'm just ignored so much? Nobody would even fucking notice. and I've got more than one sharp object in my room, and a few other lethal objects in the house...

and yet I feel I still need to hold it together, if not for me, but for all the other people who seem to really need my support. I don't want them to feel sad because of me.

/rambleramble

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#Gochisousama

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phantomhivevincent:

This picture makes me happy….

but sad at the same time…

;u; I feel you bro

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joshishollywood:

There’s a certain point in Death Note where Light and L’s efforts to one-up each other reaches the point of self parody and it’s this massive intellectual circle jerk and they may as well have included a part where L tries to trick Light into sitting on a whoopie cushion but...

#cries #screams #kicks

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#sekai-ichi hatsukoi #DAT FACE

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shameful shameful

what kind of Snake RPer am I

lurking and hiding on other accounts ;3;

although in retrospect isn't that what snake does?

lurk? xD

also I have picked up a cough. its nothing now but damnit it better not get worse. Not when I have vacation time =___= but then  thats just my luck

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awwww yeeeeaahhh

watching Inuyasha B)

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