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sometimes i stay awake too long and i listen to too much miserable little music and god i think if someone initiated a conversation with me i’d just die on the spot

#i’ve not been doing very well recently

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Saint Petersburg in its wet, steel grey glory

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i finally manage to find someone who can tolerate my existence and i fuck it up every time because i cant communicate anymore

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i have not been happy in a while i don’t think. and sometimes the sun comes out and maybe there is love in the world

#string of consciousness

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Happy Cosmonautics Day!

Let's celebrate all of the people who think big, branch into the unknown and create the future.

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"Having orbited the Earth in the spaceship, I saw how beautiful our planet is. Humans, let us preserve and increase the beauty, not destroy it!"

― Yuri Gagarin

#happy anniversary to this 🗣️🗣️

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a stressed adult male protagonist splashing water on his face in the bathroom

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when i was a kid my parents bought me an inflatable doll of the Scream by Edvard Munch (??) that was significantly taller than i was at the time and i used to slow-dance with it and pretend it was my boyfriend. It had its hands attached to its head obviously so it felt like he was always a bit horrified to be forced to dance with me

#i need it

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i feel like this spongebob today.

#why isn’t my heart being normal

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the stigma around npd will drive me insane. people with npd are human and are not a monolith lord

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Paul Weller again because no one has ever dressed as well as this man

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cleo's post-grad apt in san seqouia

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Turns out this is not normal

Is it normal to like consider putting yourself through some injury so you're the centre of attention or am I mentally ill

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Is it normal to like consider putting yourself through some injury so you're the centre of attention or am I mentally ill

#the urge is getting stronger

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❀ Hands with flowers - Anthony van Dyck ❀

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Mount Fuji seen from the International Space Station.