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I've lost 18 pounds in the last 6 weeks. And I feel really good. But I also feel like I'm not allowed to talk about it with anyone until my weight loss is obvious. Because nobody gives a fuck unless they can see it. Even though I can feel it. One hand on my tummy and I can feel it. I can feel the difference between how my pants and leggings used to fit and how they fit now. And I feel good. But everyone else still sees me as fat-Rachel.

So I just suck it up.

And smile when I step on the scale.

Because, hopefully, soon enough, fat-Rachel will be just a sad memory of who I used to be.

Of who I became to hide from the people who would sexualize and abominamize my body. Who made me hate myself. And bury myself within myself.

I look forward to meeting who I could have been if I had never hated her.

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Also Eugene. I know he was questionable for a couple of seasons there, but his absolute adoration for Rosita no matter their relationship has me in fucking tears.

Making my way through the Walking Dead for the first time. And while I know the safe characters are obviously Michonne, Daryl, and Carol, every season after season like eight, I'm like, "If anything happens to such and such character I'm fucking done."

I'm on season ten and Aaron and Jerry are still alive, so even though Siddiq, Jesus, and Enid are dead, I'm gonna push through.

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Hassidriss 'Untitled Creation' 2024 Haute Couture Collection

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Pedro Pascal & Colman Domingo for Vanity Fair | The Hollywood Issue 2024

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STRANGE WAY OF LIFE 2023 | dir. Pedro Almodóvar

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you can click on this button once daily to help palestine and support other causes in the middle east for free. it takes literally 5 seconds and could help save lives so please take the time to click and share this link.

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Sansa Stark in GAME OF THRONES 7.02 "Stormborn"

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"Isn't it exhausting being someone you're not?"

"No! Isn't it exhausting being the same?"

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Making my way through the Walking Dead for the first time. And while I know the safe characters are obviously Michonne, Daryl, and Carol, every season after season like eight, I'm like, "If anything happens to such and such character I'm fucking done."

I'm on season ten and Aaron and Jerry are still alive, so even though Siddiq, Jesus, and Enid are dead, I'm gonna push through.

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Reblog if you're still in 2013

reblog while you still can

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Though let's keep his existence between ourselves for now.

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I'm sorry.

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#HE IS SO SOFT HERE I'M GOING TO CRY #LOOK AT HIS EYES #THE WAY HE GLANCES UP THROUGH HIS LASHES AT STEDE #I JUST KNOW STEDE MELTED

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RYAN GOSLING - BTS of I'm Just Ken

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Sebastian Stan as BUCKY BARNES THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER | S01E03 - 'Power Broker'

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It's always belonged to you. Will you keep it safe? Yes.