You think back on where things went wrong and all the things you wish you could have said. You look back at how easily love turns to hate and back again wondering how you let yourself get stuck in toxic loops for so long all in the name of love for someone else instead of walking away in the name of loving yourself.
Its practicing the way you would have defended yourself as the shower pours over you years after the fact just to feel proud of yourself for finally knowing your worth.
Its finding the beauty in loving yourself enough to finally see that the pain of letting go is nothing compared to the pain of hanging on to something thats dying.
still waiting for stevie nicks to finally form a coven of forest witches who dance barefoot and worship the moon so I can drop everything and join them
as a procrastinating overachiever i feel like i don’t necessarily “half-ass” things, it’s more like a “3/4 ass”. like overall did i do pretty well? yeah. did i reach my maximum potential though? i think the fuck Not.
I wanna be that person who just radiates nice energy like, I wanna be that person who you’ve never spoken to before but you think of me as a friend already. I wanna be that person you feel that you can come to for advice whenever, or someone who makes you feel better by just talking to you. I’m gonna try really hard to be that person.
I like that “morning baby” kinda relationship. The no games, great communication, lots of sex, lots of kissing, lots of cuddling, lots of flirting, lots of being goofy kind of relationship. That makes you want to run 100 miles, read books, clean up your bad habits kind of love. - @adv3nturelust