I hate him so much right now. He hasn't talked to me in 3 days. 3 fucking days. I tell him that I love him when he finally says something back after I beg for him to talk. He says 'No.'
Fucking no.
I throw all my love at him and he says that I don't love him.
That hurts. That hurts me so fucking much.
Why can't someone just love me the way I love them.
Am I too much to handle?
I told him that he hurt me and he all he fucking says is 'truth hurts."
when i have a crush i dont kick my feet or twirl my hair instead i am in my kitchen at 3am pacing in circles with my hands clasped behind my back like a middle-aged divorced detective haunted by a cold case he just cant crack
I'm so better than m*k*o cause if I see that I caused THAT EXPRESSION, THAT SCARE YET SAD EXPRESSION, I would be sobbing and begging for her forgiveness. how tf that racoon's ass mf felt nothing looking at those teary eyes, her little frown... ?????? ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
Not me realizing that the way I think is probably the way manipulators think. Like when a parent punishes me by taking something away and then they give it back before they said they would because they deemed me having 'learned my lesson' I view them as weak.
It's not that I am ungrateful. Thank you mother for giving me MY PHONE that I PAY for with MY MONEY.
But the fact that they didn't follow through and are so easily convinced to take back their punishment tells me that you will not stand your ground.
It tells me that you are the weakest when you see me ignoring you but doing everything you want me to do. You are the weakest when I just sit there not saying anything cooking you dinner, or vacuuming the house.
It tells me that you feel guilty when you have me do what your parents had you do. It tells me that you feel bad for me when I act like a child bride.
So you give in. You say I can have my phone back because dinner was good. You tell me I can go out and even give me some money to spend because I cleaned up after you.
Without even realizing it you just told me everything I need to do to get what I want. And that shows that you are weak. Weak to me not wanting you.
So all I have to do to prevent these punishments is to act like I ever loved you. Act like I do care about you when I could care less if you died.
Because in the end, I've never thought of you as a real mother to me, and in the end you will never be my father.
I'm just really really glad that this kind of behavior hasn't bled into my other relationships. While yes I notice small things that bother you or help you calm down or how to approach certain things, I don't use them against my friends and lovers. Because that is wrong.
I only treat those who have wronged me like that. Unless you like abused me and then repented by going to church or something you're fine.
a very, VERY important post. spread everywhere and screen record the video to your phone. or message me and ill happily send you the video. give to every woman and girl you know.
bc as they both said / demonstrated, its not only super easy to do, but super easy to miss.
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