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I wonder why

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Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made

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Reblog if you think a woman can be complete without children

Y’ALL HAVE TIME TO REBLOG THIS. IT TAKES LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.

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Am so scared of what the reward is tomorrow. But exciting too! @duothelingo

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dude everyone knew i was Different as a kid. did they know it was auDHD and shit? no, but they knew i was Different.

i sat alone at lunch and didn't mind until someone else pointed it out. i missed pieces and parts of conversations bc no one was particularly interested in my participation and i just couldn't seem to keep on track. i joined and dropped groups like hot potato bc they didn't fit, i didn't fit, no one else seemed to want me to fit.

i made three or four Friends. they were My Friends. invited them to every celebration and hang out and went to their houses and they came over occasionally. bc they were My Friends.

but i was just their friend. they had other friends, they didn't have any Friends, only friends, and none of their friends particularly liked me.

i became the Last Resort. nothing else happening in town? well at least i was always down to hang. my parents were nice (to them) and i'd almost never turn them down, cause i was attention starved and desperate for positive human interaction and they were My Friends even if i wasn't theirs.

but they moved away, or summer came, or they found different interests, or, or, or, and suddenly My Friends..... weren't, anymore.

and so i was Friendless.

i mean, ofc i had friends. or, well, acquaintances. people i saw and talked to every day, who would probably call me "friend", who i didn't feel any particular way about. but i had no Friends, i was Friend-less and lost.

my once-Friends had spread out amongst different cliques and groups, so i would find myself with the Cool Kids in lunch one day or the Bad Boys in study hall or the Funny Ones in history or....

but i never really fit anywhere, i changed myself day-to-day hour-by-hour minute-by-minute i shifted depending on the people around me bc if i could just get them to like me then Maybe i'd get my Friends back

it didn't work, ofc. i ended up moving away, we didn't keep in touch.

and at them time it was Fine, i was Fine. Problem, What Problem? There Is No Problem Here What Do You Mean.

but now here i am, still struggling, bc i want Friends and most people don't seem to understand the concept of Friends, or they do, and i'm not it.

so yeah, i didn't always know i was autistic, or that i have ADHD, but i always knew i was Different. bc everyone around me knew, and made it very clear.

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If Aphrodite had stomach rolls then so can I

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ADHD stands for Awesome Dude(gender neutral) Hyper-coolness Disorder

#adhd post #actually adhd #neurodivergence #spoon post

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What do you even mean by that 😰

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#spoon post

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idk i saw the other ask, but duo tell me, is this more impressive?

what the fuck

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sick of seeing hate thrown towards “baby gays.” let them wear rainbows. let them wear their pride flags like capes. let them make jokes about their identity and talk about it all the time. let them wear tails and puppy ears. let them do what is constantly deemed as “cringe.” let them be excited about finally being able to express their true selves. they deserve it. we all deserve it.

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i dont know who needs to hear this but as a general PSA for those who pay people online for goods and services: KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE BUYING. While it might seem funny to write a clever note along with your transaction, any sort of hint that you're buying something nsfw or even mildly suggestive poses a huge risk that the person you're paying is getting their method of payment shut down permanently. transaction services are stricter than ever. "thanks for the boobs" is a pipe bomb that only needs one pair of eyes to be noticed. loose lips sink ships

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I have a friend who ASKS ME ABOUT THEM. WITHOUT ME EVEN RAMBLING!!!! I call her солнышко bc she's my sun<3

It makes me happy when they listen

#nuerodiversity #ADHD #bowdoodles #bow #austism #art #Comic #spoon post

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alright everyone back at it again. RB for reach if you wouldn’t mind (:

to clarify, this is about how you feel instinctually. i’ve done both too much and too little neuroscience reading to turn this into a scientific debate

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I must not mock Gen Alpha. Mocking Gen Alpha is the mind killer. Mocking Gen Alpha is the little-death that brings total generational solidarity obliteration. I will engage with Gen Alpha lovingly. I will permit them to be cringe. And when they grow up I will turn my eye to their accomplishments. Where mocking has gone there will be nothing. Only generational solidarity remains

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Congrats!!!!

Am so scared of what the reward is tomorrow. But exciting too! @duothelingo

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Am so scared of what the reward is tomorrow. But exciting too! @duothelingo

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