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"I think I'd like that."

She nodded her head at his words, “I know you are.” She kissed him again before leaning her head against his forehead. “Maybe tonight we can pretend, just this once.” She told him. 

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"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Sorry he couldn't give her more, that he'd left when he was just a boy, and that now they were both stuck in this state. It wasn't fair of him, but he was tired. So tired of always doing the right thing. And that's what kept him right there, still holding her, kissing her like his life depended on it.

"I love you." She whispered back, almost inaudible, but she knew that this was all she was going to get. Sneaking kisses and whispered words, it might only fill up what she wants a little, but it would never be enough. Kylie briefly pulled slightly away from the kiss to look up at him, there was so much to say, but she didn’t know how to say it. All she did was give him a hint of a smile but leaning up and gently pressing her lips to his

#chat: Kylie #all i can see now is #that scene in Labrynth #labyrinth**

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She started to say his name and he was glad that she stopped. Because he wasn't ready for this to end. "I love you." He murmured softly against her lips. It was wrong of him to say and he knew it, but he needed her to know. That given the choice, he would choose her. No matter the cost or difficulty. Except that there was another little life involved now, and he couldn't just be with her like he wanted to.

Kylie held onto him tightly because she knew at any moment, this might come to an end even. With the kiss deepening, she smiled slightly at how familiar his lips felt on hers and how his hands on her body almost made her feel like she was going to ignite. “Grif-” But she paused not wanting to ruin the moment.

#chat: Kylie #ugh no im super trash

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Kissing her felt like coming home. Every sweet summer day, sun kissed skin, no cares, just moments. And this moment, as all, were so feetling. But he would chase it until would be chased no more. Pulling her in closer, he deepened their kiss, hands keeping firm hold of her waist.

Kylie knew the moment he started leaning in that he was going to kiss her, and instead of pulling away she kissed him back. Her hands snaked their way in his brown locks and even though it was wrong, it felt right. 

#chat: Kylie #i am actual slime #i thought you hadn't replied #and i was about to message you #and then i was like...maybe i should check... #turns out i hadn't replied #because i am literal trash

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If they were different people they could selfish, they could, in this moment, run away. From the war, from his wife. They could be together, be happy. It seemed strange to him that now they both had to pay for a mistake he made when he was nothing more than a child. And because they were both good people they would just keep paying. "There are a lot of things I love about you." He says softly. The good man in him knows it's time to go inside, to leave her be so they can both tend to the wounds they're pretending not to have. But the selfish man in him is taking over in the moment that he leans in and kisses her.

There was nothing more than for her to feel selfish at that moment and tell him too leave her, but she knew she couldn’t do that. Kylie raised her eyebrows with a hint of a smile. “I’m glad you’re a good guy, there isn’t a lot of those anymore and it’s one of the things that I loved about you.”

#chat: Kylie #HOWS UR #HEART NOW #CAUSE MINE #IS IN SMITHEREENS

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"Sometimes I wish I wasn't a good guy, that I could just walk away from her. I always thought when I started a family it would be...that I would love the woman I was starting it with. But I guess that just goes back to you never know what's going to happen."

She nodded and looked down, sitting up straight and playing with her hands slightly in her lap. “You’re a good guy, Grif.” She said before looking up at him. “The war won’t stop you from doing what you have to do.” 

#chat: Kylie #ignore that text like ur life depends on it

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"I'm torn. On one hand I've always wanted kids...but not in the middle of a war. It's a dangerous time, too dangerous for pregnancy. But I'll do all that I can to keep her and our baby safe."

“Good, because it was becoming a bit of a downer.” She joked, trying to make the atmosphere lighter. “So, what are you thinking, Mister Stavros, being a dad.” She smiled slightly. 

#chat: Kylie

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"If we'd stayed together things would be different." Silently he added, I would be happier. "But I guess it's pointless to lament on the mistakes of my past."

"No one knows what will happen in the future. You were right before. Back then, I thought we were going to last forever and we didn’t. If we had stayed together then, we wouldn’t know how things worked out in the end."

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"Maybe. I mean...I've always wanted you in my life, Kylie. I guess I just never thought it would end up like this."

She let out a small simple laugh. “Here we are.” She stated, shifting a bit, to lean back on her hands. “It’s not so bad right now, is it?” She mused. “Right now. I mean, we can still be in each others lives, be friends.” She shrugged, looking at him.

#chat: Kylie

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"Yes," He responds simply, "And you know you shouldn't." Sighing softly, Griffin gives her a small but broken smile. "Yet here we are."

She stopped in the middle of getting up when he spoke up, letting the silence between them pass. After a few moments, she said, “You know I shouldn’t.” But she slowly sat back down anyways. 

#chat: Kylie

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"Please stay..." He knew he had no right to ask her to stay, but he wanted her near. Needed her near if he had any hope of not completely breaking down.

Kylie’s eyes widened in surprise at the new, her heart seeming to almost stop. She looked away from him herself. “Pregnant?” She whispered, looking back up at him, trying to smile. “Congratulations, though, really.” She said, nodding while she felt her throat close up. She hated that she was feeling this way, of course there was no way of her getting what she wanted, of them being like they use to. “I- I should go.” She said, nodding as she started getting up.

#chat: Kylie

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"Because..." Taking a deep breath, he had to look away from her. "She's pregnant now...told me after dinner. So while I may not love her, I will love our child. And now...I have to stick with her until the end."

Kylie sighed and sat down in front of him, crossing her legs and putting her hands in her lap as she looked at him. She gave him a small smile and shrugged, “Things always change.” She said quietly. Then she cleared her throat, “If you’re not happy anymore, why stay?”

#chat: Kylie

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"She certainly is...something." He replied dryly. Kylie is everything he wants right now, and he yearns to just pull her into his lap and hold her close. But he knows he can't, and his arms ache with the effort to keep still. Looking up, she shrugs. "We used to be great together. But things change."

"I gotta say, you’re wife seems really nice.” Kylie stated as she walked up to Griffin’s sitting form. It was only a few hours later from the dinner and she felt an odd sense that she shouldn’t be here right now, but the sense that she needed to be here was stronger. Kylie took the few more steps so that she was standing in front of the man and looked down at him. “You guys seem really great together.”

#chat: Kylie #ignore le text #and the other people

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Griffin was more than a little relieved when Eloise was in bed and he was alone. Dinner was awkward at best, and he'd wanted nothing more than to be with Kylie, and only Kylie, instead of smiling at the woman he was supposed to love. Wandering the grounds, he found himself sitting out by the lake, trying just to clear his head.

#chat: Kylie #for le Becca #i definitely had this open in a tab for like an hour and realized i didn't actually hit reblog #sorry im an idiot in the highest omfg

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"You should come." Griffin was all too quick to reply. Anything just to spend a little more time with her.

"There, it's all settled then." She says, ignoring just how eager Griffin is.

Kylie licked her lips and looked between the two, crossing her arms. “Dinner.” She repeated, not knowing whether or not to accept. “You don’t have too invite me.” She shook her head, feeling a bit awkward. The last thing she wanted was to see the both of them together, especially over a meal.

#chat: Kylie

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Standing to walk her out, and hopefully whisper and apology, he's stopped by Eloise's slender fingers on his chest. Giving her a confused look, he wonders what on earth she could be doing."

"No, dear. We were just about to have dinner in Hogsmeade. You should join us. I want to know all of Griffins friends."

"I get it. You want to see him," She said, "I’ll just leave you two be, I wouldn’t want to interrupt any more of this… Time together." She stated, but she hadn’t moved to leave yet.  

#chat: Kylie

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Griffin looked around the room, avoiding the women before him because this was the most uncomfortable he'd been in a long time.

"Well there's a war coming, I should spend all of the time I can with the love of my life."

Kylie pursed her lips as the woman emphasized the word husband, but tried smiling. She briefly stole a glance at Griffin before looking at her and shaking her head. “No, no I’m not saying that.” She said. “It’s just there’s not many visitors around here often.” She tried explaining.

#chat: Kylie