It's been a while since I felt like myself

𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘸𝘬𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘵

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦

𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘴

𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘯𝘰𝘸

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘐 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴

~Rin

Remember when you held me like this?~

I hope you do, and I hope it hurts you too

And then I finally saw you

How you were so close yet so far

The only thing running on my mind

Is that am looking at someone that's not mine

Anymore

~Rin

I wish I told it to you before you left

You should’ve fought for me

I start an argument when I want you to fight. Show me you fucking care don’t just leave like a coward

Does anyone else get annoyed when every media representation of asexuals is also aromantic? I know that a lot of asexuals are also aromantic, but its frustrating that asexuals who still want romantic, non-sexual intimacy never seem to be represented.

Not every asexual is aromantic and not every aromantic is asexual. It's as simple as that.

I want to see asexuals who are so in love with someone but don't want to go further than cuddling and holding hands. Asexuals who still have sex sometimes but don't actively seek it out. Asexuals who don't want sex at all. Asexuals who are disgusted by the idea of sex. Asexuals who are fully capable of being intimate with their partners without having sex of any kind at all and being completely happy with that.

I was recently talking to someone who didn't even know non-sexual intimacy was a thing because mainstream media focuses so much on sex. Even non-asexuals want non-sexual intimacy sometimes.

Similarly, I also wish parents (my mom in particular) would stop with their "you'll want to eventually" when you try to tell them you're asexual. I tried to come out to my mom back in September and she actually argued with me about how I would want to have sex eventually. I was 19 at the time, I'm 20 now and I'm perfectly content being a virgin and never having sex ever--I am, however, deeply dissatisfied by my lack of a romantic relationship and crave romantic intimacy like non-asexual teenagers/young adults crave sex. I wish more men cared more about an actual relationship than just sex.

“You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. You and your one million layers.”

— Unknown

“Just simple days. Simple days of laughing lots and breathing deep and loving with my whole heart and feeling that love back. That’s all I’m really looking for now.”

— S.C. Lourie

I am a romantic asexual looking for a romantic asexual.

Yes.

Seriously though, platonic love is so underrated. If you wanna be fwb for platonic love hmu!

Fml I forgot how to speak English welp

This whole year has been a "Be careful what you wish for" bs and it's still April