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Okay folks... This is it.

I don't really have anything to contribute on this blog anymore. Moreover, I'm eager to move to a fresh place and start anew. So I'm going to be inactive here from today. If you want to reach me, then please reach out to @skyfull0fstories which is my new blog. I'm still going to keep this blog up for a while.

#Anya Talks #New Blog

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don’t let this world’s obsession with youth rob you of the big and small joys of adulthood. i spent most of my teenage years and early twenties struggling with my mental health. but there’s no timeline for happiness. for many people, getting older and growing up means having more chances to redefine their values, find their path and stability in life. some people go to college in their forties. some people marry in their sixties. some people recover better after their thirties. there’s no timeline for this kind of stuff. your childhood and teenage years won’t be the only chance you have at experiencing freedom and joy.

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There was a storm and now there's no electricity!

#Anya Talks #sure the weather is more tolerable now #but at what cost?

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Kim Taehyung as Howl Jenkins Pendragon | Studio Ghibli 

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listened to Bohemian Rhapsody today… i’m so very sorry

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About me

Call me Anya

I'm 24+ years old

Zodiac sign: Cancer ♋

MBTI: INTP-T

An English Lit graduate with a passion for story telling.

I love: BTS, sleeping, books, momos, reading without interruptions, kdramas, cats and dogs, spending time on my own, good fluffy fics, nights, the moon.

Want to know more? feel free to send an ask ❤️

Request/writing guidelines, masterlists to come

#new blog

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I just took the MBTI test again and now I'm... An .. INTJ-T??! What is this?

#Anya Talks #the heck?

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the outfit you’re wearing rn is what you’re wearing when an angel possesses you to do the lords work but instead falls in gay love with a hunter and wears that outfit for the next 15 years, what are you wearing?

#purple t-shirt and colorful polka dotted shorts #at least I'll be comfortable

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Yoongi slapping Jimin's water bottle off the table had me snorting! 🤣🤣🤣 How is that Yoongi is half human half octopus but has full Cat energy????

Nocturne of Waves - Interlude III

SeaCreature!Yoongi x Heiress!Reader (f)

Word Count: 1.5k

Genre: Sea Creature AU, Mermaid AU, Fluff, some humor, Thirst.

Warnings: Thirsty content, Yoongi gets a bit handsy, MC had umpire thoughts ✨

Summary: You really had just wanted some food, you didn’t think the delivery guy would try to stick around…

Notes: Yeah idk I’m obsessed with NoW now thanks to all of you so. Enjoy 🌸🤭 Notr that this takes place after part IV and before V!

NoW Masterlist found here!

Tags: @parkdatjimin @scuzmunkie @noonas-magicshop @bubbles2300 @rosquilleta @pamzn If you wanna be added, all I ask is that you please interact ❤️

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“The food I ordered will be here soon Yoongi.” You walk back into the living room, noting that said man sits on your couch like usual, idly watching tv but not paying it much attention. Looking over to you, he raises a brow as he notices Jimin’s water bottle sitting on the coffee table.

“How will it get here?” You watch as a tentacle slowly stretches out, acting as if it’s innocent when all it wants is chaos. You try not to sigh too loudly as it whips out and knocks the bottle off the table, happy that it hadn’t broken open at least. Poor Jimin.

“Well, someone is going to deliver it to us, apparently his name is Tad. No need to worry though, I asked him to leave it on the front steps.” Yoongi nearly lost his mind at Jimin showing up, a friend you’ve had for years. He’s learning to tolerate him, albeit a bit slowly. You can’t even imagine what would happen if he thought an actual threat was present.

“… Alright.” The man settles, tentacles slowly starting to come to life as you settle on the arm of the couch next to him. A few settle around you, heavy but still delicate against your skin. Yoongi zones out, eyes looking far away for a second before looking back at you when you speak.

“I got a lot; I’m not sure when Jimin will be home so I wanted to make sure there’s enough for everyone. I got you some simple sashimi which is just sliced fish.” Jimin had left earlier to go do some shopping, mumbling about needing a refill for his water bottle… Whatever that means. Nodding, Yoongi opens his mouth to say something, then quickly snaps it shut as his tentacles tense around you. They wrap up tighter, his eyes sharpening into something a little more dangerous, nearly glowing.

“Something is approaching quickly.” It’s quiet as you listen in, realizing after a bit that there’s a car coming down the long road, the headlights somewhat visible through the curtain covered windows. Standing up, you’re not surprised when his tentacles refuse to let go of you, some of the suckers attaching to your skin.

“It’s just his car! Remember, like Jimin’s? it’s not a threat Yoon.” He pauses, cocking his head slightly as he peers up at you. Staring back, you note a light scare in the side of his nose and another below his eye. You’re quickly realizing he has a lot of them.

“Yoon…?” The name comes out slowly, as if he’s trying to digest the sound of it. Nodding a bit, you lean down and poke at his shoulder lightly.

“Ah, like a nickname. Yoon is short for Yoongi. If you don’t like it…” Again, the tentacles tighten lightly, one wrapping around your hand and bringing it back to where it had been against his shoulder. You lay your palm flat, letting the warmth of your body wash over his colder form.

“I like it. You may call me Yoon.” A giggle leaves you, somewhat giddy at the faintest of smiles washing over Yoongi’s face. He almost looks happy, eyes crinkled a bit and bright as they regard you. Seeing his usually stoic face have some other emotion instead (that isn’t anger) certainly is a treat.

There’s a knock at the door then suddenly, Yoongi’s face shifting from soft to harsh in a second flat. You expect to hear the sound of footsteps retreating, the sound of someone walking away like you had hoped. Remaining quiet, you wince to yourself as Yoongi’s eyes slowly narrow menacingly, almost startling as there’s another knock at the door. Fuck.

“Why is he not leaving.” It’s not a question, but a statement emphasized with a deep snarl. Wanting to defuse the situation a little, you bring a hand up to his neck by his gills, the other up to his cheek and hold his face steady. He looks at you, tentacles flexing slightly but remaining quiet to hear you out.

“I- I don’t know. Maybe he didn’t see that I checked off for no contact delivery. It’s fine, I’ll go grab it. Just stay hidden please.” Standing is slightly hard with how wrapped up you are, but Yoongi let’s you go surprisingly easily. It’s a silent statement that he trusts your judgment, but it doesn’t mean the air feels any less tense. You know he could eat someone alive without second thought if he so pleased, and with how protective he seems to be of you…

Walking over to the door, it’s barely a surprise that Yoongi hefts himself off the couch, dragging his body along to follow you. He’s gotten dangerously good at traversing the house, getting from point A to point B within seconds, using every tentacle to pull himself along. Pointing to an area behind the front door, he goes there diligently, hiding from sight as you finally answer the door.

“H-Whoa, uh, deliver for _____!” The man’s eyes are as wide as saucers, looking you up and down shamelessly. Apparently it wasn’t the best idea to wear a crop top and your smallest pair of shorts today, but you’re at the beach; It’s not like it’s an uncommon sight. Taking the bags of food, you pointedly cover up your stomach with it as the man continues to stare creepily

“Thanks for coming all the way to the beach from town, I appreciate it.” Tad nods, stuttering out a little bit before he clears his throat. He fixes you with the sleaziest look you’ve ever seen, pushing some of his hair back from his forhead. Maybe it would have been attractive if he didn’t have ketchup stains on his obviously cheap shirt.

“It’s really no problem, especially since I get to meet someone as beautiful as you, sweet thing. You new to town? I could show you around.” Yoongi had been good and quiet up until that point. The scariest sound you’ve ever heard echos through out the house before sleazeball even stops talking. Tad actually jumps back a bit, whipping his head around to try and figure out where it came from.

“Uh, that was my… Fish. He gets a little territorial. Have a good night!” Slamming the door shut quickly, you don’t even get a chance to turn before Yoongi is crowding you. More specifically, trying to get past you to open the door back up as his tentacles cover you. It’s like he simultaneously wants to hide you from the world but also rip poor creepy Tad into shreds.

“I would like to have a word with Tadpole.” A laugh comes out, but you do your best to disguise it as a cough as you reach for him. Leaning against the door, you grab for his tentacles as he grabs for the handle, tugging slightly to try and get his attention. A wave of relief hits you as the sound of a car starting and pulling away hits your ears.

“No, nope. Not happening. It’s fine Yoon, really.” Yoongi huffs as you attempt to drag him back to the couch, clearly not happy with the situation. He hefts himself up and sits down, but pulls you along with him, causing you to land in his… lap? Where his lap would likely be, food picked up and left on the table as he turns all his attention to you.

“It is not fine. He wanted you for himself, and you are mine, my mate.” He noses along your neck from behind, hands settling on your hips as you watch his tentacles wrap around where you sit. Almost like a cocoon, a barrier to keep you safe from the outside world. If you thought he was territorial before…

“Yoongi… I’m not interested in anyone else, and I wouldn’t ever-“ Squeaking in shock, a light gasp leaves your mouth as his tongue laves over the side of your neck where his nose previously was, wet but not unwelcome. He licks the skin there almost hungrily, tentacles squeezing at your thighs and any other skin they can reach. It takes all you have not to let out a moan at the sensation.

“That is good, because I am not interested in letting anyone else have you.” His hands trail up your stomach, webbed fingers and claws purposefully light as the grazes the skin. He stops at the cloth of your crop top, the tops of his hands brushing the underside of your breasts. Wiggling, you try your best to not be thirsty for the fish man when your stomach growls loudly, unintentionally saving you. Yoongi’s fingers drop, tentacles slowing to a stop as hums quietly.

“My treasure is hungry, and I am starved. We should eat, yes?” Flashes of him eating something flip through your brain, causing you to fluster slightly. He doesn’t seem to notice, depositing your beside him on the couch as he reaches for the forgotten food.

“Yeah… I’m a bit famished it seems...”

#nocturne of waves #yoongi fluff #fic rec #this series is so wildly entertaining! #love it!

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Here's something to consider:

Kim Namjoon being the big spoon

#how am i supposed to stay sane after this? #Namjoon

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I’m curious. what color(s) do you associate yourself with 

#i thought long and hard... #and it's grey #flat grey

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[ENG] 220429 Jungkook’s Instagram Story Compilation - Here for 30 minutes before I go to sleep

@bangtansubs

Link to the video

#how dare he be this adorable??? #Jungkook

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sending so much love to everyone who feels like they’re never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will. 

you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other people’s perceptions of you. if someone doesn’t see your worth, it doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

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About me

Call me Anya

I'm 24+ years old

Zodiac sign: Cancer ♋

MBTI: INTP-T

An English Lit graduate with a passion for story telling.

I love: BTS, sleeping, books, momos, reading without interruptions, kdramas, cats and dogs, spending time on my own, good fluffy fics, nights, the moon.

Want to know more? feel free to send an ask ❤️

Request/writing guidelines, masterlists to come

#new blog #in case you haven't seen this and still want to keep in touch once i move🥺

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Here's a list of things I need:

1. Money, a whole lot of it.

2. My own apartment.

3. A very warm and tight hug (preferably a very long one too)

4. A rich husband

5. Someone who I can hold hands with

6. A best friend I can hang out with, like IRL...

7. A 6 month long vacation

8. My own laptop

9. Idk if anyone will get this reference, but I need those Miracureall tablets from Professor Shonku books

10. The chance to sleep in while it's raining outside

#Anya Talks #10 things i need #like really NEED #I'm going to go cry now...

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This is so far the prettiest picrew I've seen! Thank you for the tag love❤️❤️

Tagging: @kookieswan @parkdatjimin @alrightythenbabe @starlight-starks

I found such a pretty picrew!!!

@churchoftheconfusedchicken and everyone else who wants <3

#Picrew #tagged