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I still went to the doctor and was prescribed new pills. So far, my body does not react to them as acutely as to other antidepressants… I really hope that at least now I will be able to start a normal course of treatment

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Hooray, I'm going to see a psychiatrist! My university, where I study, did not give me the opportunity to see a psychiatrist when I needed him urgently. Even now, I have to run from school to catch a bus to get to the doctor.

They told me to look for a new psychiatrist. In the country where I live. They didn't care that I needed help urgently. And it takes a lot of time to find the right psychiatrist who knows Russian. I couldn't even speak another language. But my request was refused anyway.

Even now, I feel as terrible as possible. I cannot describe all the absurdity and horror that I was told.

And I'm going to the doctor after school, hoping that I'll make it in time. Since this is the only day when studying allows you to have a possible attempt to get to a psychiatrist. To be honest, I am angry at this attitude

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tru this is what speedreading does to you

#I look the same now. #Five days before the exam #they sent me all the information for several months of training. And they told me to learn it in 5 days. #And with my memory problems #it turned into something terrible and hellish. #And in 5 days of continuous teaching #I DIDN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING.

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There won't be any drawings for a while (for a short time), my exams are starting now… This is a very difficult week for me.

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Do you have any commission slots open or are you taking any?

The commission is closed now until I finish the last two jobs. The next commission will open in the summer :)

Either at the beginning or in the middle 🤔

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GW2 ARTISTS!!! fun little reblog game for you…

reblog this post with a picture of your character in-game vs how you draw them! bonus points if there’s reasons for why they look different in game vs in your art. i want to see :] i’ll start ….

my little freak of nature themselves…. i generally draw iovitus with a more narrow face, and their horns are a little different. of course they have the big old ears but i draw them with pointed tips (like a bobcat or caracal) and they have a notch in their left upper ear… i don’t really know why i started drawing them with these things but they slowly have become more and more scrunglified as time goes on. you’d never believe this guy is a convicted war criminal …. but that’s kind of the point i suppose. oh and of course how could i forget the whiskers! i draw all charr with whiskers because i just love big war kitty cats! you can’t really see it in this image, but i also shrink them down and make them even more scrawny than they are in-game, since iovitus is supposed to be a little shrimpy guy. they also have lots of earrings and jewelry they wear on occasion, most of it being hand-crafted or bought secondhand, but unfortunately the guild wars gods don’t want their playerbase to have fun so there’s basically no jewelry accessories :(….

#gw2 #guild wars 2

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-- B A S I C S

name:

nicknames: Evielrian, Jari (and many more nicknames)

birthday: September

race: No longer belongs to any species

gender: she/her

orientation: bisexual

profession: pact commander, explorer, warrior, pathfinder

-- P H Y S I C A L A S P E C T S

hair: white

eyes: Ultramarine

skin: Fair skin and purple scales

tattoos/scars: She is missing both eyes and her left arm. The arm was sewn back on and the eyes were new. At this point in history, gw2 has no tattoos. Lots of scars all over his body

-- F A M I L Y

parents: Her real parents are deprived of parental rights. There is a foster father

siblings: She has a sister and an adopted brother.

grandparents: On her mother's side. Her grandfather is alive, but does not recognize her family. Grandma is dead. She doesn't know them

in laws and others: Trahearne (The first husband), Canach (like a brother ), Many more husbands

pets: 4 cats

-- S K I L L S

abilities: increased strength and endurance. Excellent flexibility. Possession of edged weapons and firearms. Has a little bit of magic

hobbies: To study ancient manuscripts and places. Dancing and singing. Cooking. Physical activity. Hiking

-- T R A I T S

most positive trait: Cheerful, purposeful, ready to do anything for the sake of her dreams. Helps people in need. good leadership qualities. The ability to adapt. She is very hard working, always happy to learn something new. Confident and determined. Caring. Fearlessness

most negative trait: She's vindictive. He often gets excited. Very rude, deceitful, short-tempered. She is very cruel. And for the sake of her dreams and goals, she is ready for anything. Sometimes she is too arrogant

-- L I K E S

colors: pink, blue, violet, periwinkle, turquoise

smells: The smell of the forest, the smell of the sea

textures: sand texture

drinks: Beer

-- O T H E R D E T A I L S

smokes: Yes

drinks:Yes

drugs: no

been arrested: yes

Thank you for tagging me! @commanderthalys

Answer if you want! @averagebreadslice @lilypixy @szallejh @just-eyris-things @archesa

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#my characters #evielrian #I do not know the names of my characters :с

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The latest drawing for this art party!

#gw2 #guild wars 2 #gw2 oc #vsartparty #gw2 art #gw2 human

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The first job for an Art party!

#gw2 #guild wars 2 #vsartparty #art #charr #gw2 charr #gw2 art

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Small drawings of my Commander. The way she will look is one of the options for her image in her personal journey through an unknown world. And the way she looks in the events of the Tyria world

(The poses are taken from references)

#gw2 #my characters #evielrian #guild wars 2 #gw2 oc #gw2 commander

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Can I ask how your commander got to her current appearance, I’m very interested :O

We need to start with the background. She was supposed to become a different species. Which, upon completion of the transformation, become infertile and asexual. And they are forbidden to do many things until they are fully mature. Including having children. After they break these rules. They are left in the intermediate phase. They are not who they were in the beginning and will never achieve full becoming a new species. And they will always be like that, even if they die and are reborn, they will remain in the same intermediate form. Eternal damnation, so to speak. She tries not to think about it too much. But her white hair color really annoys her. And when she returns to her original world, she will constantly dye her hair until the end of her stay there. I've wanted to do this for a long time, but I didn't dare...

#my characters #evielrian

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I finally decided to draw my characters in this dress!!

I'm thinking about a new design for my commander. This distortion of the body according to the idea should affect each of its incarnations…. Here Angaruil and Evielrian are shown after a long journey through the desert. Well, my old character is also next to them, but I haven't shown him before. I found poses and dresses on the Internet

#Angaruil #evielrian #my characters

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That's how I imagine it would be if they decided to turn into Sylvari. I think that's the only reason my Commander walks around in human form. Since she looks like this now. hehe. This is the first attempt to come up with a design for her in the guise she would be in now

Someday I will spend more time on small projects

#gw2 #my characters #sylvari #guild wars 2 #evielrian #gw2 oc #mordrem #Angaruil

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I realized that I had drawn my commander incorrectly, in the form of a Sylvari, I need to fix it!

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I don't know why, but I wanted to draw Traherne in a Nightmare Courtier costume~~

#gw2 #sylvari #guild wars 2 #trahearne #gw2 trahearne #art #I think that's how his costume fitting would go

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Lately I've been playing a lot of GW2, so have a Trahearne warm-up :)

#gw2 #trahearne #He is as beautiful as ever #I will be waiting for other drawings!

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My commander is no longer in this world. I've been thinking about it, and I come to the conclusion that such events did not happen in my version of the story

Commander prompt! Soto edition

How does your Commander feel about being called Peitha's champion? How do they feel about the current events in Nayos? Are they more on Peitha's side or the Ward's?

I wanna know abt your commanders!!