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underwater lights | source

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edgar (electric dreams) stimboard :D

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I don’t know why I am like this, I don’t want to be, trust and belive me. I love my backpack and I love my sketchbook and I love all my pencils and pens and markers and I don’t wanna have to share them with anyone. I hate this. I can’t buy two of everything but it’s so hard to say no. I feel so stupid but it genuinely feels so bad.

#screaming into the void

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TEAL / CYAN STiMBOARD :DDDD

day two of the april stimboard prompt challenge by @armadastimz

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moonstone stimboard

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'sad robot goes funny', composed by squarepusher and performed by Z-Machines | source

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figure status update - real world task | source

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do you ever just think about how the vulcans see spock as ‘too human’ and the humans see spock as ‘too vulcan’ but captain james tiberius kirk accepts and loves both of his vulcan and human attributes and encourages spock to embrace both sides and those two actually invented being in love

#me with autism

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may I request a stimboard for the Commodore PET? It's a neato computer

commodore pet stimboard for anonymous! x.x.x x.x.x x.x.x

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Getting though social interactions on days where I have very low empathy sucks so much.

Im more rude on accident, even more than I usually am and I often don’t have the desire to apologize because I don’t get what I did wrong.

I still do, but it’s inanely difficult and stressful because it feels like a performance, since, again. I don’t quite know what I’m apologising for.

And asking about what I did wrong is also seen as offensive I augh 🧎

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10 days of neurodivergent stim/moodboards. day six: rain.

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I am Demi or grey romantic. I never told anyone irl except My boyfriend who helped me figure it out. I thought he’d judge me but he’s so supportive. He’s demisexual so it’s kind of funny to me. Idk. Just wanted to say it

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stimboard for : a whale shark with blue and slime, but a focus on gifs of the animal itself requested by @sp4c3-b0y-123

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we look to the sweep of the stars !!

day 5 of @lavendergalactic's event

“ free day. ”

aghh what do i call this SEMI SELF-INDULGENT OTHERKIN MOODBOARD! based on one of my kintypes/past lives.

LOTS of rambling under the cut. like/rb appreciated!

NOW PLAYING: Moonlight Blue by Miracle of Sound !!

ok ngl i love that song so much because it's SO ME it fits me and my past lives so much but i never really looked into what the song was actually about, so i looked into it and i found out it's about ranni from elden ring and i looked into her and now I'm kinsidering her..... i am NOT surprised.

ANYWAYS!!!!!! yeah i always wanted to make a personal moodboard based on this idea :3 just a quick explanation about my kintype! basically i was (in a past life) a deity of some sort. i was a deity of many things, but mainly the moon and the sea. one of my favorite pastimes was writing about the lives of characters as if they were real people, sculpting those characters using raw materials from the environment, and then giving them life with a small piece of my soul. and they would go on to live the life i wrote for them, like an unfolding destiny.

and then my happy carefree life went away after my soul got shattered into hundreds if not thousands of pieces. whoopsies! three main pieces of my soul would go on to be reborn as separate people in separate worlds. these people would be my "3 biggest fiction kintypes," moonlight cookie, ocean queen Lizzie, and sunny omori. the first two makes sense, as i was a deity of the moon and sea, and those two are technically deities of the moon and sea as well. as for sunny i cannot tell you!

i know all of that sounds really fantastical, and some might think it's just fiction borne from the wildest dreams of some random girl on the internet, but i don't fucking care what i think this is who i am!!!!!!

in terms of this current life, I've always been drawn to moon/space and sea aesthetics, but moreso the moon. i remember looking up at it and seeing it as an extension of myself and kinda crying.

although I'm ngl i don't know very much about space and the sea because i have trouble doing research and learning things but i guess we can't have everything

anyway yeah we got a lil personal there but that's okay i LOOOVVEEE yapping about myself if that's not already obvious

oh yeah, and if you think I'm crazy and you want to send me hate for this go jump off a building

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Some otherkin positivity today:

I know a lot of us keep it a secret or start out not telling therapists because we think they will invalidate us because they don't get it, even though there's definitely psychological evidence of it.

So I'm really grateful for the therapists that have a "meet you where you are" approach.

My therapist is familiar with otherkin concepts and has stated he has other patients who are otherkin, but that my system is his first encounter with aliens. We are always the first group of aliens a therapist has met, even if they are familiar with otherkin and this guys way of dealing with it is so so so much better than every other therapist I've had and it's actually funny in a validating way.

He treats therapy like he's the human that has made First Contact and he's paid to do it. when I talk about the delusion I have where I feel like people are gonna find out I'm not human, in like a bad way, he will ask what might give me away and then happily say that "you'll be relieved to know humans do that too, AND we also worry about it!" In a tone that is more "wow the universe is amazing" than it is "c'mon snap outta it."

Good therapy exists.

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im so hurt and angry at the same time. My boyfriend has been insisting that „autistics can’t keep it together“ which feels so out of character for him.

Hes really supportive of me and respectful but like??? Where the fuck does that come from. It feels so dismissive of autistic experiences and needs. And it hurts even more because i know I don’t voice my needs enough. I’m already holding a lot of discomfort and pain to myself but apparently it seems like I’m still acting like „I can’t keep it together“. And the blindness to that truth is what hurts me the most.

Im nervous about bringing it up because I’m so emotional about it and when I get angry it always turns against me.

I really really love him and I know he’s probably just upset because he has chronic pain that no one but me acknowledges. But what the fuck is the point in putting other people down like that in an honestly abelist manner??