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just a note bc of my inactivity here, i am not logged onto this blog on mobile so i can’t check it out. my main blog is still @arienheart and if you need me that’s where you can catch me easier.

work is... draining again and i’m trying to deal with a rough choice coming up so... yeah....

#▌✦ ❝ ooc ▸ soc but whenever kaz denies his feelings it gets faster #i thought i'd have an answer by today but i don't so ugh. #anyway i'm alive i'm just kinda focusing on a couple sideblogs over there

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kaz with piercings kaz with piercings kaz with piercings...

#▌✦ ❝ ooc ▸ soc but whenever kaz denies his feelings it gets faster

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it’s kaz, but modern

tagged by: @pistolslinger tagging : idk i don’t have a lot of followers that haven’t been tagged?

#ok but that art i reblogged yesterday influenced the piercings. #▌✦ ❝ dash games #▌✦ ❝ so they’ve got mansions. think we should rob them ⟨ modern ⟩

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when crows remember people who wronged them & hold grudges it’s ‘intelligent’ and ‘really cool’ but when i do it i’m ‘petty’ and ‘need to move on’ what kind of double standard honestly…

indie kaz brekker rp blog ♚ scripted by ari ♚ crossover friendly ♚ personals do not reblog

#hello love me i'm scared of following new people

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[text] Be careful.

meme — @pistolslinger​

glancing at his phone, kaz rolled his eyes. just like jes, to worry about him when he could take care of himself.  ( he refused to admit that it warmed him a little, after being alone for so long with no one who cared. )  and so, it took a few moments before he took the time to respond to the other, leaning against a wall as he did so.

the very image of a normal teenager.

[ sms to: jesper ] i’ll be fine jes. [ sms to: jesper ] besides, inej is going to be there. i’m not alone.

#▌✦ ❝ so they’ve got mansions. think we should rob them ⟨ modern ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ asks #pistolslinger #kaz not knowing how to be cared about? 100% a thing

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there is a reason my crows tag is seven teenagers in a tomb and not six.

#▌✦ ❝ ooc ▸ soc but whenever kaz denies his feelings it gets faster #on this blog we love and support kuwei as a character

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* 𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙽𝙴𝚈 𝙻𝚈𝚁𝙸𝙲𝚂 𝚁𝙿 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴.

taken from various disney (including pixar) movie. nothing belongs to me. feel free to change any pronouns or sentence structure according to your muse’s preferences!

❝   i have no strength with which to speak,  when you sit me down and see i’m weak.   ❞

❝   we will run and scream; you will dance with me; we’ll fulfil our dreams and we’ll be free.   ❞

❝   we will be who we are.   ❞

❝   they’ll heal our scars; sadness will be far away.   ❞

❝   so i had done wrong, but you put me right.   ❞

❝   when i give less than i take - it is my fault, my own mistake.   ❞

❝   say that i’m crazy, or call me a fool - but last night it seems that i dream about you. ❞

❝   when i open my mouth, what came out was a song. and you knew every word and we all sang along.   ❞

❝   we sang along to a melody that’s playing to the strings of our souls.   ❞

❝   our love for each other will live on forever.   ❞

❝   when the cold wind is calling and the sky is clear and bright, i will ride.   ❞

❝   i have to be strong as the seas are stormy, and proud as an eagle’s scream.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would have no inkling of how precious this life could be.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would never have a clue how at last i’d find in you the missing part of me.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i’d be safe but half as real.   ❞

❝   what’s the matter with me? you’d think a girl would learn.   ❞

❝   if there’s a price for a rotten judgement, i guess i’ve already won that.   ❞

❝   no man is worth the aggravation.   ❞

❝   it’s ancient history; been there done that!   ❞

❝   who you think you’re kidding? he’s the earth and heaven to you!   ❞

❝   no chance, no way! i won’t say it, no.   ❞

❝   it’s too cliche, so i won’t say i’m in love.   ❞

❝   i thought my heart has learnt its lesson.   ❞

❝   my head is screaming, “get a grip, girl! unless you want to cry your heart out.”   ❞

❝   check the grin: you’re in love.   ❞

❝   put your faith in what you most believe in.   ❞

❝   trust your heart. let fate decide to guide these lies we see.    ❞

❝   two worlds, one family.   ❞

❝   raise your head up, lift high the load; take strength from those that need you.   ❞

❝   build higher walls, build stronger beams!   ❞

❝   tell everybody i’m on my way; new friends and new places to see.   ❞

❝   there’s nowhere else i’d rather be.   ❞

❝   i’m loving every step i take.   ❞

❝   i can’t keep this smile off my face.   ❞

❝   there’s nothing like seeing each other again, no matter the distance in between.   ❞

❝   the life of a princess from birth is well defined.   ❞

❝   a [princess/prince/king/queen] must humbly serve their country, play the part they’re assigned.   ❞

❝   who could ever ask for more?   ❞

❝   i wanna be like other girls!   ❞

❝   climb up the trees like other kids can!   ❞

❝   gotta keep one jump ahead of the bread line.   ❞

❝   these guys don’t appreciate i’m broke.   ❞

❝   i steal only what i can’t afford - and, well, that’s everything.   ❞

❝   i can take a hint, gotta face the fact. you’re my only friend, [Name].   ❞

❝   i’d blame parents except he hadn’t got them.   ❞

❝   i think i’ll take a stroll around the block.   ❞

❝   gotta eat to live, gotta steal to eat; otherwise, we’ll get along.   ❞

❝   i admit that in the past i’ve been a nasty.   ❞

❝   they weren’t kidding when they’re calling me, well, a witch.   ❞

❝   i fortunately know a little magic; it’s a talent i always possess.   ❞

❝   poor unfortunate souls, in pain! in need! and do i help them? indeed.   ❞

❝   there you see her, sitting across the way.   ❞

❝   she doesn’t get a lot to say, but there’s something about her.   ❞

❝   yes, you want her. look at her, you know you do.   ❞

❝   it’s possible she wants you too. there is one way to ask her.   ❞

❝   you think i’m an ignorant savage?   ❞

❝   still, i cannot see that the savage one is me.   ❞

❝   you think you own whatever land you land on. the earth is just a dead thing you can claim.   ❞

❝   if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew.   ❞

❝  for a long time we’ve been marching off to battle. in our thundering herd we feel a lot like cattle!   ❞

❝   bet the local girls thought you were quite the charmer.   ❞

❝   and i’ll bet the ladies love a man in armor!   ❞

❝   there’s no place i’d rather be than on my surfboard out at sea.   ❞

❝   and if i had one wish come true, i’d surf till the sun sets.   ❞

❝   i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream.   ❞

❝   i know you, the gleam in your eyes is a familiar gleam.   ❞

❝   visions are seldom what they seem.   ❞

❝   you’ll love me at once, the way you did once.   ❞

❝   i don’t have time for dancing! that’s just gonna have to wait for a while.   ❞

❝   ain’t got time for messing around, and it’s not my style.   ❞

❝   i know exactly where i’m going; getting closer, closer each day.   ❞

❝   people down here think i’m crazy, but i don’t care.   ❞

❝   so, he’s a bit of a fixer upper.   ❞

❝   i know he washes well, but he always ends up sorta smelly.   ❞

❝   you can fix this fixxer upper with a little bit of love!   ❞

❝   remember me? though i have to say goodbye…   ❞

❝   even if i’m far away, i’ll hold you in my heart.   ❞

❝   remember me, though i have to travel far.   ❞

❝   so many things to tell you. but how to make you see?   ❞

❝   the truth about my past? impossible. you’d turn away from me.   ❞

❝   all at once, everything looks different. now that i see you.   ❞

❝   they’ll fall in love, and here’s the bottom line: our trio’s down to two.   ❞

❝   standing here, it’s all so clear: i’m where i’m meant to be.   ❞

❝   with all this romantic atmosphere, disaster’s in the air.   ❞

❝   until you’re in my arms again, remember me.   ❞

#▌✦ ❝ memes

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more texts for you bitches

ANGSTY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] You should have told me you wanted me out of your life. [text] I should have never let you back into my life. [text] Okay [muse’s name] what’s the deal, pretty sure this is you…listen if you want me to leave you alone, please just tell that. [text] Please don’t walk away. [text] Please don’t do this. [text] When are you going to realize I want nothing to do with you? [text] You want nothing to do with me, I get it. [text] I’m an idiot. You fooled me again. [text] When I think things are about to change … I’m always proven wrong. [text] I just want you to be happy. And you’ll be happier without me. [text] I just hate that someone could make me trust [him/her/them] the way that I did [text] The truth is I’m not over you. [text] The truth is I never really wanted to be with you. [text] I’m seeing someone else. [text] How the hell did you get my number, stalker? [text] You’re so selfish. [text] I just saw you leave with [her/him/them]. [text] FUCK YOU AND YOUR DUMB CUTE FACE

LOVING TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Did I tell you today that you’re the most adorable? Cause, yeah. [text] Be careful. [text] I’m only saying it because I love you. [text] I’m only saying it because I care about you. [text] Okay, I’m bringing coffee. [text] I’m thinking dinner and a movie later this week? [text] Let me take you out, please? [text] Let me make you dinner tonight. [text] I want you to be happy. [text] You’re always safe with me. [text] I can’t stop thinking about you. [text] I seriously don’t know what I’d do without you. [text] I know you may not feel like you are, but you are loved. And important. Please don’t forget that. [text] It was so good seeing you. [text] You don’t need this shit. [text] I’ll be there in five minutes. [text] Let me help, please? [text] You’re important to me. [text] Stop falling asleep in the bathtub. You’re going to drown and die and leave me and I’m not having that. [text] I would gladly watch Netflix and eat Thai with you any day. [text] I’d give up my phone charger AND the last piece of gum for you. That’s love. [text] Hey beautiful no judgment but why is there a bucket of KFC chicken in the bathtub??

ANGRY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] If you don’t want me to bust your window, I suggest you answer the phone. Now. [text] To quote Mean Girls, you’re a fugly slut. [text] Are you SERIOUSLY bringing that up right now!? [text] Lose my number, asshole. [text] You’re so predictable and obnoxious. And it’s not only me who thinks so. [text] …The least you could do is answer, wtf. [text] You’re a piece of shit human being and an even worse friend. [text] This is YOUR FAULT. And you can’t even pretend like it isn’t, because you know it is. [text] Why couldn’t you just stay out of it? [text] Holy fucking shit, take a hint, asshole. [text] Go fuck yourself. [text] What the fucking hell is wrong with you? [text] You can take your stuff back as long as I don’t light it on fire first. [text] I have cramps and a migraine so you do NOT want to mess with me right now [text] Bye and have a very fuck you day

SEXY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Just let me suck your dick and be happy. Let me have this. [text] Why are you so hot…like honestly, it’s not fair. [text] Yeah, you looked good in your [dress/shirt/pants] last night but really, they looked way better on my floor. [text] Come over. With condoms. [text] You should come over, clothing optional. [text] I feel like a nasty slut and I LOVE IT [text] Sorry I got drunk and texted you about my sex life [text] Sex on a rooftop - trashy or adventurous? [text] If you’re not at my apartment, shirtless, in five minutes, I will be personally offended. [text] I don’t think he likes that I’m always sending him pictures of me in my bra but he needs to get it together [text] It’ll be like The Notebook, except with way more of my penis. [text] I didn’t know that all of his brothers would be hot and musically inclined, too. That’s a dick move on behalf of biology. [text] I DON’T WANT YOUR DICK. I WANT BRUNCH. [text] So is it your turn now to pretend like dating someone else would stop us from fucking? [text] I just need some of your time and all of your body. [text] I am available for nakedness [text] I think about [him/her/them] when I masturbate so I guess you could call it love

DRUNK TEXTS, BITCH

[drunk text] So wat are you really over me no w [drunk text] AND I UNFOLLOWED YOU ON INSTAGRAM TOO, BITCH [drunk text] You are my queen and my savior and I love you forever [drunk text] You are the most beautiful girl I have ever known [drunk text] I’m eating macaroni and cheese on a slice of pizza and autocorrect just wrote that text for me pretty much, what’s your night like [drunk text] Listen up slut, you’re one hot piece of ass and if [he/she/they] doesn’t realize it, it’s their loss [drunk text] but what’s the point of a Disney sing off party if you’re not here. You have to be be the Pumbaa to my Timon [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight [drunk text] FUCK YOU YOU’RE GORGEOUS [drunk text] I think maybe you and me should like go out and eat pizza or something check yes or no [drunk text] Please don’t hate me I’m too tired and too dizzy to be hated [drunk text] I hate (him/her) but less when I’m drinking. Thanks, alcohol. [drunk text] Omf g you need to get over here now I think I’m dyin [drunk text] SWEEEEEEEET CAROLINE

#▌✦ ❝ memes #long post //

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ok so doing all this drained me for a bit so i’m gonna reblog a meme or two, go get some groceries and stuff, then maybe relax offline a little. be back later

#▌✦ ❝ ooc ▸ soc but whenever kaz denies his feelings it gets faster #it's been... yeah.

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character interview.  /  repost, don’t reblog.

| basics.

NAME: kazimir thomas rietveld brekker NICKNAME: kaz. dirtyhands. the bastard of the barrel. AGE: 17 in books, 18 by kos, probably 19 in the show? SPECIES: human, but don’t tell matthias

| personal.

MORALITY: lawful / chaotic / good / neutral / evil / true RELIGION: atheist, and he can be one of those asshole ones too. SINS: greed / gluttony / sloth / lust / pride / envy / wrath VIRTUES: chastity / charity / diligence / humility / kindness / patience / justice KNOWN LANGUAGES: kerch, can understand bits of other languages. knows ‘cripple’ in most of them SECRETS: he wasn’t born in ketterdam, he was a farm boy up until age 9, had an older brother, his actual last name… the list goes on

| physical.

BUILD: scrawny / bony / slender / fit / athletic / curvy / herculean / pudgy / average HEIGHT: 6’ SCARS/BIRTHMARKS: multiple scars from almost a decade of fighting to survive.  NOTABLE FEATURES: those cheekbones my dude. his ever-present gloves and crow-headed cane, the dregs tattoo (and a R tattooed on his bicep above it). ABILITIES/POWERS: a skilled lockpick, magician (slight of hand, not real magic), and gambler.  RESTRICTIONS: the cane is not for show, he actually does have a bad leg after a fall when he was 14. also, he has severe touch adversion, although he tries to fight through it when he can (for those who are worth it).

| favourites.

FOOD: i… don’t think he has one anymore. DRINK: coffee and brandy. PIZZA TOPPING: pineapple, but just because he enjoys watching people get annoyed. it’s a spite thing, COLOUR: black. MUSIC GENRE: he’s… finicky? like, he likes certain songs, but there’s no genre as a whole that he will say he likes. BOOK GENRE: murder mysteries, or spy novels MOVIE GENRE: thrillers SEASON: fall CURSE WORD: nothing wrong with fuck SCENT(S): coffee, leather, metal

| fun stuff.

BOTTOM OR TOP: trauma~~~ SINGS IN THE SHOWER:  no, he’s too busy to spend too much time there. (also someone could kill you there.) LIKES PUNS: there is a time and place for them JESPER

TAGGED BY: i stole it from @pistolslinger TAGGING: you and your face

#▌✦ ❝ headcanon #▌✦ ❝ dash games

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so let’s just pretend i finished editing my doc lol. the rules are up and that’s what matters lbr.

#▌✦ ❝ ooc ▸ soc but whenever kaz denies his feelings it gets faster #this is what happens when i go all aries impulsive...

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when crows remember people who wronged them & hold grudges it’s ‘intelligent’ and ‘really cool’ but when i do it i’m ‘petty’ and ‘need to move on’ what kind of double standard honestly…

indie kaz brekker rp blog ♚ scripted by ari ♚ crossover friendly ♚ personals do not reblog

#grishaverse rp #shadow & bone rp #six of crows rp #s & b rp #mostly book based but yeah? #▌✦ ❝ self promos

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so i hear @kaanej wanted some kaz with ear jewelry

#▌✦ ❝ art #i.... hmmm~

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tag dump — people

▌✦ ❝ others — inej ▌✦ ❝ others — jesper ▌✦ ❝ others — wylan ▌✦ ❝ others — nina ▌✦ ❝ others — matthias ▌✦ ❝ others — kuwei ▌✦ ❝ others — jordie ▌✦ ❝ others — rollins

#▌✦ ❝ others — inej #▌✦ ❝ others — jesper #▌✦ ❝ others — wylan #▌✦ ❝ others — nina #▌✦ ❝ others — matthias #▌✦ ❝ others — kuwei #▌✦ ❝ others — jordie #▌✦ ❝ others — rollins

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tag dump — bonds

▌✦ ❝ sometimes a crew is seven teenagers hiding in a tomb  ➽ the crows ▌✦ ❝ if i cannot walk‚ then i will crawl to you  ➽ & inej ▌✦ ❝ someone i didn’t want to lose‚ despite it all  ➽ & jesper ▌✦ ❝ you think like a lockpick‚ let me show you how to use that  ➽ & wylan ▌✦ ❝ my haircut is fine‚ thank you very much  ➽ & nina ▌✦ ❝ believes in things he can see‚ like talking trees  ➽ & matthias ▌✦ ❝ right now i’m thinking about whether to keep you alive or not  ➽ & kuwei ▌✦ ❝ once upon a time‚ two boys died in the big city  ➽ & jordie ▌✦ ❝ a crew that needed him‚ so they could be great  ➽ the dregs ▌✦ ❝ going to bring you down brick by unholy brick  ➽ & rollins

#▌✦ ❝ sometimes a crew is seven teenagers hiding in a tomb ➽ the crows #▌✦ ❝ if i cannot walk‚ then i will crawl to you ➽ & inej #▌✦ ❝ someone i didn’t want to lose‚ despite it all ➽ & jesper #▌✦ ❝ you think like a lockpick‚ let me show you how to use that ➽ & wylan #▌✦ ❝ my haircut is fine‚ thank you very much ➽ & nina #▌✦ ❝ believes in things he can see‚ like talking trees ➽ & matthias #▌✦ ❝ right now i’m thinking about whether to keep you alive or not ➽ & kuwei #▌✦ ❝ once upon a time‚ two boys died in the big city ➽ & jordie #▌✦ ❝ a crew that needed him‚ so they could be great ➽ the dregs #▌✦ ❝ going to bring you down brick by unholy brick ➽ & rollins #;tag dump

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tag dump — au verses

▌✦ ❝ so they’ve got mansions. think we should rob them ⟨ modern ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ thieving runs in divine blood‚ passed down from a godly father ⟨ demigod ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ a serpent’s tongue makes the deals‚ a cunning mind closes them ⟨ hp ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ i only steal‚ because this world won’t let me work an honest trade ⟨ gentleman bastard ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ another cog in the murder machine‚ you know ⟨ umbrella acad. ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ it’s just like a game of chess‚ a battle out on the court ⟨ aftg ⟩

#▌✦ ❝ so they’ve got mansions. think we should rob them ⟨ modern ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ thieving runs in divine blood‚ passed down from a godly father ⟨ demigod ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ a serpent’s tongue makes the deals‚ a cunning mind closes them ⟨ hp ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ i only steal‚ because this world won’t let me work an honest trade ⟨ gentleman bastard ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ another cog in the murder machine‚ you know ⟨ umbrella acad. ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ it’s just like a game of chess‚ a battle out on the court ⟨ aftg ⟩ #;tag dump

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tag dump — canon-based verses

▌✦ ❝ like a magician’s coin‚ there and then gone ⟨ pre series ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ a job not made for armies and spies but for a proper thief ⟨ soc ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ dirtyhands has come‚ and he will see the rough work done ⟨ ck ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ bastard of the barrel‚ king of the crows ⟨ mainverse ⟩ ▌✦ ❝ a good magician is a good con artist. the trick is to make it look real ⟨ showverse ⟩

#▌✦ ❝ like a magician’s coin‚ there and then gone ⟨ pre series ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ a job not made for armies and spies but for a proper thief ⟨ soc ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ dirtyhands has come‚ and he will see the rough work done ⟨ ck ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ bastard of the barrel‚ king of the crows ⟨ mainverse ⟩ #▌✦ ❝ a good magician is a good con artist. the trick is to make it look real ⟨ showverse ⟩ #;tag dump