if you still want to write with me, feel free to add me on discord ( knife pervert.#3901 ) !! just let me know who you are.
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1ST RULE: Tag 9 muses you’d like to get to know better.
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse.
3RD RULE: Repost, DON’T reblog ! !
NAME: bianca belair.
OCCUPATION: professional wrestler on NXT.
AGE: thirty.
SEXUALITY: sapphic.
PRONOUNS: she / her / hers.
APPEARANCE:
I am 5’ 7″ or taller. / I have at least one tattoo. / I have at least one piercing. / I have blonde hair. / I have brown eyes. / I have short hair. / My abs are at least somewhat defined. / I have or have had braces.
PERSONALITY:
I love meeting new people. / People tell me that I’m funny. / Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me. / I enjoy physical challenges. / I enjoy mental challenges. / I’m playfully rude with people I know well. / I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it. / There is something I would change about my personality.
ABILITY:
I can sing well. / I can play an instrument. / I can do over 30 push-ups without stopping. / I’m a fast runner. / I can draw well. / I have a good memory. / I’m good at doing math in my head. / I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute. / I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling. / I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch. / I know how to throw a proper punch.
HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports. / I was on a sports team at my school or somewhere else. / I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else. / I have learned a new song in the past week. / I work out at least once a week. / I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months. / I have drawn something in the past month. / I enjoy writing. / I do or have done martial arts.
EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss. / I have had alcohol. / I have scored the winning goal in a sports game. / I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting. / I have been at an overnight event. / I have been in a taxi. / I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year. / I have beaten a video game in one day. / I have visited another country. / I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts.
RELATIONSHIPS:
I’m in a relationship. / I have a crush on a celebrity. / I have a crush on someone I know. / I have been in at least 3 relationships. / I have never been in a relationship. / I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them. / I get crushes easily. / I have had a crush on someone for over a year. / I have been in a relationship for at least a year. / I have feelings for a friend.
MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a best friend. / I live close to my school. / My parents are still together. / I have at least one sibling. / I live in the United States. / There is snow right now where I live. / I have hung out with a friend in the past month. / I have a smartphone. / I have at least 15 CDs. / I share my room with someone.
RANDOM SHIT:
I have break-danced. / I know a person named Jamie. / I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce. / I have dyed my hair. / I’m listening to one song on repeat right now. / I have punched someone in the past week. / I know someone who has gone to jail. / I have broken a bone. / I have eaten a waffle today. / I know what I want to do with my life. / I speak at least 2 languages.
TAGGED BY: stolen from @ofgrief.
TAGGING: @egoforge ( rhea ), @starkissedtm, @eraofviolence ( becky ), anyone else who wants to do this !!
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i’m not saying i’m thinking of adding velveteen dream, but, if i did, would people write with him?
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i’ve never found being ‘ self destructive ’ to be worrisome
someone, some time, is going to ( DESTROY ) you
& i will be DAMNED if anyone but myself has that honor
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these ( mountains ) that you are carrying
—— you were only supposed to climb
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Seth had been lucky enough to have the opportunity, the privilege to get to know Becky better than most people would have ever even dreamed of. He wasn’t quite sure why -- he wasn’t bad looking by any means, but she was still scores out of his league -- but he’d never questioned it, almost for fear that she’d realize she’d agreed to marry a dope and change her mind. Had accepted this chance to love someone with his whole being with open arms. And maybe that said more about Becky than it said about him, because he wasn’t the type for walls-down vulnerability that such a relationship required. Wasn’t one for baring his soul to someone unless they were truly something special, and Becky was certainly over-qualified in that regard.
Knowing Becky so well meant that he could tell what Shayna was doing to her. It had been subtle at first, small changes that might have gone unnoticed by most, enough that he’d kept his concerns to himself, had bitten his tongue because he’d wanted Becky to come to him rather than him go sticking his nose where it didn’t belong. But as time went on, it became clear the former UFC fighter was morphing into something of an obsession for Becky. Was taking up more and more space in her head, in her life, and Seth couldn’t find it in himself to fault her. He knew what it was like to face an opponent with so much momentum behind them, such a daunting record to their name -- beating them became everything.
But Seth also knew just how damaging that could be, had learned it firsthand. And so he was doing what he could to help ground Becky in the moment, particularly those instances like this, where there were no cameras, no pressure to perform, to live up to her moniker as the Man. Maybe that was part of the reason why, as Becky had emerged from the bathroom looking stunning in such casual clothing ( she took his breath away regardless of what she wore, something he’d learned very early on in their relationship ), he’d swooped in to take her hand and start them swaying and turning, movements slow and purposeful.
“What, can’t I dance with my fiance --” And how sweet that word was on his tongue, the reality of it still so fresh and novel to him that he felt his lips curl into a grin as it left them. “-- without some kind of ulterior motive?” An almost theatrically wounded tone to his voice as he asked the question, as if offended she would question him. Leaning down to press his lips to her temple, eyes hooded as he murmured much more softly now. “I just wanted to be close to you,” he admitted, sounding a touch sheepish because it was a bit cheesy of him to say.
Taking a moment to just sway in time to the song, thumb rubbing circles where his hand rested on her waist. “How are you holding up, Becks?” Seth inquired, voice just as gentle as before, trusting she’d understand what he was referring to.
her mind had been chaos these last few weeks. just when she’d crossed all the names off her list – shayna bazler had appeared. the woman was vicious and her wwe career had been a trail of bodies in her wake. but becky had been here before, staring down an opponent that had countless UFC wins under her belt. just as she’d told ronda though: this wasn’t ufc. this was HER domain and she was ready to prove it. still, she could feel herself reverting to that place. that dark patch that had spread through her and made her paranoid, angry, critical. she’d pushed away nearly everyone… until seth.
as if his name alone calmed her, she felt the tension melt away beneath the spray of the shower. he’d been a light for her when she’d retreated so far in on herself. never pushing. never prying. he was there when she wanted as a friend, as a workout partner, as a confidante, as something more. more than she’d felt with anyone else in her life. seth had made her want to remember how to live BEYOND the wins and losses in that ring.
but there was still a part of her terrified that shayna would d r a g her back.
hands reached out and flipped off the water. her body was on autopilot as she went through her normal routine. toweling out her hair, washing her face of any remaining bits of the glam squad, slipping into sweatpants and a tanktop, trying to settle her mind with the monotony. it was then that she finally emerged, a little more zen than when she’d went in. her eyes skimmed seth as he stood from the bed and stretched.
" ha-ha, “ she dryly responded, her lips tilted into a smirk. ” i can’t help dat i know how ta SAVOR hot water when i don’t pay fer it. “ becky glanced back as the gentle song played through the hotel room, her brow furrowing into a look of confusion. quickly it turned into amusement as seth took her hand and slowly began to sway at the foot of the bed. ” what are ye upta? i already agreed ta marry ye. “
@templecfyourself. continued.
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without the gruelling supervision of the authority, nikki was free to act as she pleased. to do as she pleased. follow whims that would have otherwise gone ignored. that wasn’t to say she no longer cared to portray an image ( that habit would stick with her until the bitter end, she wagered ) but only that, in the right company, the desire softened. became malleable. made room for a smile more genuine than its predecessors ever were and turned a usual tired roll of her eyes into something playful. why, in god’s name, it was dolph that managed to bring that out of her was a question nicole didn’t feel like answering today. today or any day.
she grabbed his arm, head shaking in objection to the look on his face. “ anyone who says i talk too much has clearly never spent more than five minutes with you. ” not that she was complaining. obnoxious as he was, she’d prefer the sound of his voice over the burden of silence. what never failed to instil in her the instinct to run. “ and maybe watch it with the romance talk, will you? you of all people know how fast word gets out around here. the hell kind of champion am i gonna look like if people think i’m slumming in it the sheets with dolph ziggler? ”
playfulness could verge on cruelty in a heartbeat. she was all too aware of that. no matter how hard nicole had tried to play nice in the past, second nature was second nature. but she could at least count on him not to read too far into it. to take what she had to say with a grain of salt — that and the pinch of his shoulder her free hand supplied, lips quirked at the sides.
“ win a title and i’ll think about it. ”
It was nice, spending time with Nikki -- they were similar in more ways than either would ever care to admit aloud, but it meant that they understood each other. Had a connection that was hard to describe, difficult to put into words, but Dolph had never cared to sit down and closely examine what connected the two of them. There was no need, not when it worked so seamlessly. And when it was just the two of them? That was probably Dolph’s favorite, if only because that meant Nikki would, for even just handfuls of moments at a time, give him a glimpse over the walls she’d spent so many years carefully constructing, building brick by brick until they loomed with such intimidating height that most dared not attempt to scale them. He wasn’t one as easily dissuaded as most, though, particularly when it came to beautiful women.
A winning grin, beaming at Nikki as she accepted his arm and they began the walk to their “date” in catering. “If you had a voice like this, wouldn’t you want to hear yourself talk?” No apology in his voice, more a ringing certainty that his dulcet tones were pleasurable to listen to, regardless of whether he had anything of value to say or not ( typically, it was the latter, if he was being honest with himself ).
“And I’m offended. I think it’d be a boost to your career -- getting in with Dolph Ziggler would skyrocket anyone to fame,” Dolph retorted without hesitation, though they both knew that Nikki needed no help with fame, with success. She’d made a name for herself, methods be damned, and Dolph would have been lying to say she needed any sort of help from anyone, himself included. But it was still entertaining to tease, to make remarks that might have been barbed enough to sting anyone else, anyone who wouldn’t have had just as sharp-witted comments to offer in response. Maybe that was part of why they got along so well: words that bordered on cruelty weren’t taken to heart, weren’t allowed to dig claws into delicate flesh to rip and tear.
Dolph paused, considering her last words. “I think that sounds like a fantastic deal -- win some gold and get to take Nikki Bella on a date? You better not take that back when I win a title in a few weeks,” he informed her, almost solemnly, acting as if it would be easy to earn an opportunity at a title, easy to secure that spot -- and that it would be a given he’d win, were he given it.
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It could've been a fun guessing game, trying to figure out what type of creature Roman now stood in front of. Definitely not of the fair folk, the fae far more ethereal and otherworldly than the individual that appeared so down-to-earth and -- well, perhaps ordinary would have been a bit offensive. The illusion of being typical, almost bland was quickly dispelled by the grin that was offered, the peek of a cheeky tongue as dimples were flashed at Roman in a manner that was far more endearing than any stranger had the right to be. The man’s entire demeanor, the way it shifted into something almost alluring, suggested that perhaps Roman was dealing with an incubus, though the brute physicality to the man’s build meant a fellow werewolf wouldn’t have been surprising either.
Pulled out of his thoughts by the other man’s voice, Roman offered an easy grin of his own, taking a sip of beer as he contemplated his response to an such overt and obvious flirtation. It seemed to come far too easily to be anything genuine, anything to get truly flustered over, but it was lighthearted enough that it didn’t come off as patronizing or demeaning. The wolf in him insisted on getting a clean scent -- to identify who and what he was interacting with -- but his human sensibilities won, allowed him to push the instinct -- his instinct to crowd the man until able to discern what he was -- down where it wouldn’t lead to inappropriate behavior. ( His wolf found it irritating how concerned Roman was with the norms of human society, but it didn’t push. )
Roman pushed his hair back out of his face, beginning to regret having worn it down for once ( he typically pulled it up when he went out, just because it was much more manageable that way ). “This is only my second time here,” he admitted. “Though the place does have quite the reputation.” Anywhere that openly welcomed supernatural creatures was bound to, given all the mischief and mayhem they tended to cause, especially when gathered in large numbers like they were here on certain nights. “Saw you the first time I visited -- I was with friends then,” added easily, taking another swig of beer. He allowed his eyes to flick over the man’s form once more, a little slower, more intentionally this time. Speaking of handsome.
A deep breath through his nose, his own subtle way of trying to scent the man and soothe his wolf -- unsuccessful, but effort put forth nonetheless. “Do you like working here? I imagine it’s gotta be a handful sometimes.” Roman could only imagine the chaos that would come from such varying creatures being in such close proximity. “I’m Roman, by the way,” he introduced, switching his beer to his left hand to offer the now-freed right for a handshake.
on most days, working amongst all the monsters that he used to be scared of as a little boy, sounded scary. but jon had grown long used to it. there was no fear in him, there was no worry in him. so far, none of the creatures knew about his race and the owner of the club didn’t seem to mind either. just don’t get recognized, he’d said and let jon sign the contract. being in desperate need of money, the dirty blond hadn’t thought twice about it and so far, he’d been able to cover up well. in a world full of sharp teeth and dangerous claws, the one human was holding up alright for himself. plus, he was getting paid pretty alright for the job as well.
�� it wasn’t a shocker that the bar was quiet tonight. on a thursday night, most creatures didn’t stay out long, the early friday morning keeping them at home often. but that didn’t mean the place would stay closed and so it meant jon would have to throw on the thick black bomber jacket and his eyes would be roaming the room for hours. he was a switch, easily thrown into different positions at the bar. though, being the bouncer was his favorite. tonight he was finding himself inside though, making sure the guests left the sexy waitresses alone and paid their drinks with money instead of … anything else.
when the large guy with bright eyes but dark hair and beard approached him, he made himself tall, standing up straight to make sure he showed no fear. that would be the worst he could do around here: admit that he was intimidated by the beings around. they could all kill him within the blink of an eye. if they knew. if only. ❛ yeah. i make sure everyone‘s having a great fuckin’ time. ❜ playful, almost, jon nodded in the direction of the dude. he couldn’t tell what kind of creature he was considering he looked like a human too. but being in the business for long enough now, mox had learned to expect the unexpected. the guy might be able to turn his hair into a thousand snakes and turn him into a rock just by staring at him. so he wouldn’t want to push his luck, would much rather try to charm his way out of the situation.
❛ ya come here often? i woulda thought i could remember a handsome face like yours. ❜ a pink tongue darted out from between his lips when hands were pushed into the pockets of his jacket and he felt a smirk grow on his lips. devilish, like an incubus, would wear it. yet, slightly twitching like any other human would if he was to face a monster.
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maybe I’m a terrible person idk
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i don’t know where this anger came from
it boils all the same
sometimes it escapes
bruised knuckles
or a scream that burns
i try to hide it.
i try to pretend its not there
but, i’ve found
a fire still has a way of blazing,
still eats you alive,
even if you aren’t looking
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Roman could tell, even beneath the bravado, the fake grin plastered on her face, that he’d hurt her feelings -- and that was justified, really. She’d put herself out there only to have Roman turn her down; no matter who a person was, how confident they acted, making themselves vulnerable like that was dangerous. To be turned down after that had to sting, to say the least. Left Roman visibly wincing at the tone to her words, the shift in her demeanor, as if it physically pained him to know that he’d hurt Becky in that way.
I read some things every wrong. That had Roman’s mind racing once more, replaying moments -- particularly the ones that had just transpired, prior to . . . this. Made him take a look over the way he interacted with Becky, the manner in which he spoke to her, and he was unable to stop himself from placing his hands over his face, scrub them as if he could wipe away the look he knew was blooming in his features because he was an absolute idiot. No wonder Becky had kissed his cheek; to someone who didn’t know that Roman was . . . not interested in women, it probably seemed like he’d been flirting. It didn’t help that he was a sweet-talker at times, was known to drop a baby or sweetheart ( in a respectful manner of course, his mama hadn’t raised a man who’d disrespect women, she would’ve kicked his ass had she found out he’d been inappropriate or patronizing to a woman ).
And then there was the fact that Roman wasn’t, well, flamboyant. Not that there was anything wrong with that. The stereotypes, though, made it hard to look at Roman and see that he was -- and he’d been beating around it in his head, had been refraining from even thinking the words, almost as if scared to acknowledge them -- gay. Part of him was grateful for it, as cowardly as that might have been. The company they were in wasn’t exactly the most progressive out there. The independent circuits seemed to be far more accepting and celebratory of their queer talent, whereas WWE was . . . silent. And often for the best, given the company’s track record. It wasn’t even necessarily that he was worried he’d get grief in the locker room. He’d been out at college to his friends, and word had spread to his football team, though no one had ever breathed a word to someone who might have taken that and ran with it. Even though they’d kept quiet to the media, there had still been comments, remarks, some unintentionally ignorant and others purposefully provoking. Roman was used to that. Had grown a thick skin.
What was he worried about, then, if not the judgement from his peers? The media? That made him want to scoff, because he’d already been through hell with the dirt sheets. Maybe it was just a more primal, instinctive fear of being exposed, vulnerable. Just like Becky had made herself when she’d leaned in to kiss his cheek -- and now he was making her sit in that discomfort and rejection while he wallowed in his own internalized shit. Talk about cruel.
Roman cleared his throat as he lowered his hands, meeting Becky’s gaze. “Listen, I . . . It’s not like that. It’s not that you’re not my type of woman. It’s -- I haven’t said this out loud very many times, give me a second.” He took a deep breath, rubbing his forehead and ducking his head to take a moment to compose himself. He trusted Becky: he wanted to tell her. It was just a matter of finding the words. But he wasn’t poetic, wasn’t one to wax pretty prose about things when simple words would suffice just fine. Reason why he shook his head to himself and once more looked her in the eyes. “Becky, it’s not you. I’m gay.”
@templecfyourself. continued.
if there was one thing becky didn’t lack — it was CONFIDENCE. where she once would have hesitated in words, actions, statements, the irishwoman now navigated those with ease. the moniker of 'THE MAN’ seemed to exude from becky in most things that she did and she was proud that she could hold herself that way. it had opened doors and broken glass ceilings. there were few things in this business that she truly feared doing anymore; they were only further challenges for her to overcome just like the others had been.
but the minute her lips brushed warm skin and the silence echoed around them as he stopped mid-laugh, becky felt her heart PLUMMET into her stomach. part of her debated on fleeing. could she outrun him if he was stunned? surely she could make it back to the locker-room before he knew what was happening. from there she’d just hide out until it was safe to make it to her rental car and then maybe the next few thousand miles to their destination would make him forget about what an IDIOT she had been.
her thoughts continued to race as the silence dragged on. each second a pierce through her heart as she attempted to figure out something to say — ANYTHING to squash the horrible awkwardness that had fallen around them. yet as she opened her mouth to speak, roman went first. in her nervousness she felt her teeth suck her lower lip between the rows to gnaw viciously at it.
his words were a punch to the gut. NOT MY TYPE. did anyone ever like hearing that? it wasn’t as if she was in LOVE with the guy but ouch! it definitely bruised the ego to hear someone you found attractive say you weren’t their type. a breath like she’d been struck pulled itself out before she could stop it and she took that as good a time as any to respond. almost involuntarily she shook her head, a forced smile plastered to her face to stop her desire to sink into the floor. " hey, no, don’t — don’t explain. it’s FINE. i read some things…VERY wrong and i just — yer a good lookin’ guy and we’re mates and i just don’t want t'is ta ruin anything. can we just — we’ll wipe the record, yeah? i’m not yer type. no harm. no foul. “ silently she prayed he’d just accept and put her out of her misery.
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Kevin takes violent exception to being offered a tasty snack this week on Raw. 😄
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I don’t make threats,
but I do keep promises.
&& I promise you,
I’ll cause you more trouble
than you’ve bargained for
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