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warning (fictional) child death + (real) animal death
so not gonna post this on main in my actual dream journal but last night i had a dream where a little girl was walking down the road and got hit by a car and died and she was just like. laying there on the road facing me. and no one else seemed to see her corpse even though multiple people walked/drove past but i was really scared about someone thinking i killed her if i told them i found her body but also i thought it was pretty disrespectful to leave her there but i was completely paralyzed by indecision so i was just stuck there staring into her eyes for hours and i just remember having the overwhelming sense that this was traumatizing me and i was going to see her eyes whenever i closed my eyes or slept for the rest of my life. ive actually already completely forgotten it almost, it just Randomly popped back in my head that i dreamed that but anyway. i think its probably bc of that kitten i found with its guts out on the road last year. bc i like. couldnt decide what to do bc i didnt know if i should call someone or move it . and i felt really bad about it but ultimately i just left it there and let my mom find it so i could pretend i didnt just leave it there for like 5 hours lol. she ended up scooping it up w some cardboard and tossing it in the ditch by the treeline. also though it was just . A Nightmare and part of it was that i was getting really scared bc i was increasingly believing no one else could see her and i was going insane so Thats Fun too