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Ugh instagram be threatening everyone, everyday for being pro PAL, in anyway. 😩

Share a post to your story? "Your content has been removed."

I'm talking about a SHARE, it'd be like getting a strike for reblogging someone else's post.

Then the posts that are "inciting v!ol3nce and may cause physical h4rm"? From news sources Al Jazeera, and from on the ground journalists from various new networks around the world. Including the U/S ones bc NBC teams are in G/za too.

But let's go to r/j3w!sh, and they're scared, everyday! Bc the world is against them and "IS," there is a sub named that btw. It's just wild to me how anyone could even think that - To me, there's a difference between j3ws all around the world, and "IS", far r!ght j3/ws. Simply bc they're raised different. [Video]

Like, yes, align yourself on the side that's actively surpr3ss!ng PAL ppl's rights, along with the rest of the world who are tryna talk about it!

Bc in what world should people get in trouble for sharing/rebloggging/reposting to their page via IG, Tumblr, and TikTok's features? Everyday, it gets worse in PAL, W3st B/nk and G/za, and 🤫 gets worse too.

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GOD - I hate how Z people have just existed this WHOLE ENTIRE TIME, and no one really cared. I didn't know, now that I do, they are SO arrogant, so r4c!st, and they're free to be so. Like, okay, on a personal note. I'm doing research into actors I like, seeing where their possible leanings are - Well, the actors haven't said anything, but Z's have certaintly claimed a few. In the most, condecending, backhanded, just weird way. Talks like, "part of the tribe," and like "this is why this show as amazing." Sort of talk.

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Meanwhile my God. I uses to follow Maya Devir, and her husband Jude. Okay - MAN her following list is just. I feel like a total idiot for even following them in the first place.

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So, I gotta little peak at how Pro Is/Stand With Us/Pro Z ppl like view things. It is SO sanitized, like it's this far away thing that's happening somewhere else, and they're just like "the helmets need our support." LIke - They do not understand, on two fronts. One, what the helmets are doing, and two, what's happening on the ground.

They just don't know. They don't see the videos on the helmets being gross, disrespectful, violent, and horrible to the civilians. Even if they did, they'd think random kids, adults, and elders were H group.

But they act like it's this thing that doesn't exist when PAL press are showing it every hour, every minute, every day - They. Are. Showing. It.

Yet after three soild months of photo and video evidence, they'd rather live in echo chambers.

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How would you describe Claudette Orbison personality and what would have happened if she lived longer

Dang, what a coincidence, I was just thinking about Claudette, yesterday! Which, admittedly, I don't often do.

Elis Amburn's book, portrays her as a troubled young woman, troubled because of how Roy treated her. The good, and bad. Like, Roy spoiling her, and then up and leaving for long periods of time.

The thing I thought about was her age, when they got together. I can't recall precisely, 12 - 15? She wouldn't have had much of a personality by then, I mean, we all had personalities, when we were those ages. But to be sexually objectified at such a young age, just for being pretty, has gotta affect that process too.

Which is why I think she didn't get the chance to have to have individuality, which affected her personality.

In the book I previously mentioned, and Carl Perkins' Book ("Go, Cat, Go!"), she was described as "spoiled and lazy," by Carl's wife Valda. For not tending to her own children or helping with chores when Claudette and Roy stayed with them, when her and Carl already had four children, which led to Valda wanting them out. Yet Elis, I believe at one point says she didn't do chores because she never learned to do them by the time she married Roy. As she was still a child.

A lot of Claudette's "unlikable", I use quotations because some may view her actions as such, behavior could be chalked up to her being an immature person - Because she was! Girl, didn't even have friends, a chance to grow up, and loved a man who was only around sometimes when she needed him there more, especially to raise three kids.

I imagined since she was so lonely, to have cheated, well, one of two things could've happened. Either she'd leave him or he'd leave her. But it was a toxic relationship, even for as much love as they had for each other because both were possessive. For Roy, I think more so due to having thrown that pistol into the Hendersonville lake, so he wouldn't do something, he'd regret. While, Claudette's possessiveness was rooted in childish jealousy since she met Roy when her brain was still developing.

Ultimately, something would've happened to cause them to divorce, I think. But if she got to live her own life, like Johnny Cash's wife Vivian, got to. Well, I can't help thinking or hoping, she would've got to be happier. 27!! That's too young, and she could've had a life outside of Roy with her sons. Which, also, who knows how she would've spoken about Roy, and their time together.

Outside of how she was badly described, I would describe Claudette as funny, and could be brash and crude betraying her pretty looks, patient and protective of her loved ones. She was fashionable, trendy, and likely used clothing and house decorating to express herself. She lacked self-confidence, pinning too much on Roy. When he kicked her out, along with the boy's, all else she had was her parents. Getting a job or starting a life of her own probably felt impossible, and she was used to living comfortably.

I think she was a sweet girl, ignorant, and desired love and attention. While also being mean girlish, calling Roy ugly, and stating she was glad the boy's looked more like her, even if it was from a place of affection. She was still a loving mother, and babied Wesley the most when he was a baby. She was immature, petty, and childish because she was still emotionally a child. So, the troubled image Elis created of her rings true, she was a troubled young woman because of how Roy treated her, the good and the bad.

Thank you for sending this question! It was a nice reprive to answer it.

FB: Emily Orbison, source.

#Roy Orbison #Claudette Orbison #All this talk about them has got me looking at Roy now like “go away!” 🤣 #Sun//Orby #Orby//Story time #Asks #Answered #//Myposts #Elis Amburn

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The worse it gets over there the cenorship is getting worse. It. Is. So. Bad. Like, I'm not even sure what sets it off. It could be names of locations in G4za. It's definitely names of countries but I don't know of this only applies to IS and Pal.

Seems like random words are TW. Like power, political, even negative emotions like rage or crying.

I'm suspecting it's analyzing the content of the image/video too. For example, people speaking Arabic or images of distress, crying.

I've been censoring everything I post to my STORY. My story, not my page. I can't even imagine how difficult that is, and that's why we gotta support the people who are posting, especially the press.

On my page, I have a highlight 3, 🍉, of a list of all the known journalists. WeArePeace, IG, also has a daily highlight, of journalists.

They just don't want us to post anything.

On a personal note, I hate "what aboutism." I know, there are atrocities, and unfairness being committed all over the world, but we need to focus on PAL. Because how are we supposed to talk about anything when we're not even allowed to talk about Pal? If they're not free, literally none of us, will ever be free. It's as simple as that.

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Okay, so this is how bad it is in IG. 😅 Lots of 🚫, I notice if I just try to post normally, I don't get any engagement, which is strange bc I average a modest engagement, so to have n o n e, is like, "what's goin' on 🤨"

Like, on here is the void but on IG you can check - Over 4 weeks, I've been keeping track of it, and they definitely ban words.

Idk if I can list the words here but:

Military words, like drone.

Medical terms, even injury or blood.

Never death or dead, even decomposition.

Not G4za or IS or PAL.

Or even w*.4r words like combat, attack, siege.

I don't know if they're doing the same with emojis, but since X made the fire extinguisher ban-able, we'll now it seems anything can go.

The worse it gets over there, the worse censorship is getting everywhere, probably even here too.

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I'm debating weather I should post the 🌹🐈‍⬛🕊🫒 content I have on my IG highlights to here. While I feel like I'm spreading awearness, it doesn't feel like enough.

Also: I got unfollowed on IG by a mutual, which in some regard, I'd rather post about 🍉 to shake these ppl off. Otherwise I'd never known they thought of brown ppl that way.

To me, I see Indigenous struggle. We're the same in what's been taken from us due to g3nøc!d3. But we've already had everything taken away, and there's still a chance for 🍉. Anyone who downplays, ignores, or invalidates their struggles would do the same for Indigenous ppl, in a heartbeat.

So, to anyone who doesn't stand for 🌹🐈‍⬛🕊🫒

(Oh, I finally get to use this reaction!)

#johnny cash #sun//cash #//myposts

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Important!

After Israeli social media shared these videos and they got viral, they tried claiming these men were hamas members, THEY ARE NOT. They're civilians who were displaced with their families in shelters before Israeli soldiers abducted them.

Families are recognizing their brothers/fathers/grandfathers and sons by the videos shared here. They already executed a number of them.

As a Palestinian, this is the most painful, horrifying thing I had to witness. 63 days of bombing, killing a huge number of these men's families, you also abduct them and humiliate them while filming??? How can they take pride in this. This is genocide, this is holocaust 2.0 and I hope it hunts everyone who can put an effort to stop it but didn't.

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Are you related to Carl Perkins , the king of Rockabilly ?

Omg not me answering this without answering! Idk what I was going through that day, but no! I'm not related to Carl. He is a white man (as far as I know) from TN, and I am but a Native American.

But I don't need to be related to him to understand the "uncle/grandpa" vibes he had.

So, no, I'm not related to him.

#*asks #*answered

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Bisan's recent post. I think it's important for you to read it. Tonight 03.12.23, journalists in gaza share their last messages. There are no words to describe the horrors unfolding in gaza right now.

I no longer have any hope of survival like I had at the beginning of this genocide, and I am certain that I will die in the next few weeks or maybe days. I have been sick with severe viral infection for days and cannot move from the mattress!

I suffer from nightmares that are so closely resemble reality that I no longer differentiate between reality and dream.

I live in a world other than the one I claimed to be building! I am a community activist who lived on the fantasy that the world was free and just, and I sought to bring rights not only to my people, but to many men and women in third world countries!

I was shocked that I was not from the third world! Indeed, we are the most humane and moral! Yes, because the world approves, supports, and finances the genocide we are being subjected to, legislates it, and gives reasons for for 58 days! While we are a people who have been living on occupied land for 75 years and are still searching for our rights and communicating our voice to the world!

My message to the world: You are not innocent of what is happening to us, you as governments or peoples that support Israel’s annihilation of my people. We will not forgive you, we will not forgive you, humanity will not forgive you, we will not forget, even if we die, the history will never forget .

A Message to friends: Thank you and the supporters around the world. You have been compassionate and very strong. We ask you not to lose hope, even if the world seems completely unfair and your efforts have not yet resulted in a ceasefire.

#free palestine

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#free palestine

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As always, the Irish speak nothing but facts.

How many more innocent civilians have to be killed by Israel before you condemn that for it?

That is a genocide.

That this is a crime on all accounts.

And deserves to be punished to the full extent off the law.

#richard boyd barrett #free palestine

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(Nov. 29)

#its always the worst ppl who get to live forever #free palestine #nyc protests #nyc

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Between me, and whoever is reading this. While I do want to return to research, and while I'd like the idea of it. There's something still preventing me from doing it.

Maybe it's because I used it as a distraction, so it's no longer my coping mechainsm. Maybe it's because I picked up more trauma while doing research. Maybe that's all just excuses and I'm just lazy.

I will say one thing, though. I was re-reading my little movie review about John's movie, The Pride of Jesse Hallum. I wrote: "It's a great movie, though, I probably have a biased opinion because I more or less think everything, John, Carl, Roy, and Jerry Lee do is great." Alibet, I had exceptions, but I sorta wish I still had the same enthusiam that I had back then.

Whatever love I had for them has definitely changed, from one of rose-tinted glasses to cynicism.

It's hard to write about people, in a favorable light, when you don't like them as people. If that makes sense.

A part of me wishes I could go in on them, but there's the other issue. Carl, John, Roy, and Jerry Lee, have some zealot fans, which I've met the ire of before. Threats. Hate and inappropriate mesages. I just don't know if it's worth risking my own safety or mental health, writing about four men I question why I liked in the first place.

So, there's that.

I just hate how big of hypocrits each one of them were, big old liars, and how they pretended not to be. It's one thing to admire someone's musical talents, but I'm not sure if people should admire their negative traits or pretend they didn't exist.

Like, I still admire John's activistism, I think he said some wise things, I took to heart. But there's also the things I dislike, that I feel should be challenged, like his 'Ragged Old Flag,' threatening to shoot someone with a gun "full of love," for burning the flag. Literally right after Kris Kristopherson sang "Johnny Lobo," a song about Native American activist John Trudell, who burned the flag.

Basically, what I'm getting at is, pointing out negative things a dead person did, a long time ago isn't "cancling" them. It's just a "the fuck, John."

I mean, Carl, John, Roy, and Jerry Lee lived their entire lives trying to get out of Elvis' shadow. None ever really achiving the level of super stardom Elvis had, maybe John, maybe Roy, but still. If Elvis isn't above the same critism or "the fuck, Elvis," type of examination. Then how on earth are Carl, John, Roy, and Jerry Lee above it?

But whatever, all thoughts into the void. Between me, and whoever is reading this.

#Carl Perksins #Johnny Cash #Roy Orbison #Jerry Lee Lewis #//MyPosts #Sun//Cash #Sun//Perk #Sun//TheBigO #Sun//JLL #Sun//Orby

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This is controversial, but I'm glad Jerry Lee's house is going on sale. His older fans are so sad about it, but are we just gonna ignore the fact Shawn, his fifth wife died in it? Under questionable circumstances?

I know it was his children's home. I know it was the place for many fan gatherings and birthday parties, but the fact is it had bad vibes before all of that.

Not to mention the house itself wasn't even important enough for Jerry Lee to get full legal ownership of it. When he had how many years to do so? While Phoebe and Lee were fighting on who should run it? My God that frickin' man. 🫣

So, no. I'm not sad about the house going away.

Instead it just makes it more apparent that people would really rather paint this rosy image of Jerry Lee Lewis, rather than look at him for what he was. In the nicest way possible: Not. A. Good. Guy.

#//myposts #sun//JLL