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#& YOU ARE ETERNALLY INSUFFERABLE ( tomoyuki )

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'aren't you the least bit curious about what's missing?'

       DOES  it not eat away at him every single day ― the possibility that he may not ever know what was lost to him? There is a desperation in his eyes, his soul; there is nothing that he can do by himself, there is nothing that others can do for him. He will scream, yet no one will hear, and the very question nearly CHOKES the life out of him, so much so that he bites his lower lip so hard that it almost bleeds inside his mouth.

       ❛ More than you can ever think of, ❜ he confesses, CONFIDES even. ❛ I’d….I’d do anything to know. Anything. ❜ 

@wellwalked

#wellwalked #& YOU'VE GOT MAIL ( asks ) #hhhHh hHHHH???

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tagged by: @duskfloret ! tagging:  GO STEAL REPOST ; DON’T REBLOG.

BOLD any which apply to your muse !

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❖ WHAT ARE YOUR MUSE’S AESTHETICS?

[ COLORS ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal.silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple-red. violet. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. bubblegum pink. sky blue.pale jade.

[ ELEMENTS ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset.dewdrops.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. neck. shoulders. legs. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. fingernails. spikes. feathers.webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos. athletic. hair. fur.

[ WEAPONS ] fists. legs. sword. dagger. spear. bow & arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. claws. teeth. stealth. strategy.

[ MATERIALS ] gold. silver. copper. platinum. titanium. rose gold. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. ribbon.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. sunflowers. tulips. lavender. petals.seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. fungi. ocean. river. frozen lake. meadow. valley. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves.space. clouds. mountains. snow. mist. pond.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves. foxes. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. penguins. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. frogs.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. vodka. beer. coffee. sake. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. eggs. milk. poultry.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. baking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. war tactics. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. drums. piano. strings. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. flute. bells. exploring. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding.eating. sleeping. climbing. running. jogging. parkour. studying.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. dress shirt. boots. ankle boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. beanie hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. fishnet. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. mittens. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. straw hat. visor. eye contacts. makeup. ribbons. sweater. converses. tennis shoes. boxers. briefs. boxer briefs. shorts. cargo. cropped pants. crop top. cuffed pants.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. growth. decay. war. peace.money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. journal. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. clan. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. kisses.spring. summer. autumn. winter. farmland. countryside. suburban. village.

#& YOU ARE ETERNALLY INSUFFERABLE ( tomoyuki ) #& you are his awakened power. ( verse i: arahatou ) #for all three of them aaaa #& YOU ARE FILLED WITH SO MUCH SORROW ( seryu )

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empathcrowned‌:

 ❝  wouldn’t  you?  ❞  he  figured  she’s  been  called  every  name  more  than  once,  some  denouncing  her  and  some  exalting  them.  it’d  get  tedious,  wouldn’t  it?  ❝  o’  goddess.  o’  divine.  o’  celestial  beauty.  hearing  those  can’t  still  be  fun,  right?  ❞  but  her  question  made  him  hum  quietly.  ❝  how  about  a  drink  instead.  ❞

       SHE quietly considers it; the numerous people who plead to her are those who require her assistance, and thus, praise must be LAVISHED at every turn, in their opinions, at least. Truly, she could definitely do well without being lathered with compliments; so long as they do good, they will be rewarded in turn as the way the world works.  ❛ Well, it’s nice to know that they truly think that I’m pleasing to the eye. A drink would be absolutely lovely; I’ve been abstaining for a month, and I don’t know how I survived! ❜

#empathcrowned #& ALL THINGS ORIGINATE FROM THEE ( arahatou ) #tbt

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empathcrowned‌:

 ❝  and  you’re  more  beautiful  than  the  stories  say.  please,  go  ahead  and  call  me  thane.  it’s  embarrassing  to  be  called  a  great  king  more  than  once.  ❞

        ❛ MORE  than once! I take it that you are growing BORED of listening to that, yes, Thane? ❜ And she laughs; she is thoroughly tickled at the thought of numerous praises nearly annoying the king.  ❛ Well, how else shall I embarrass you on this fine day, then? Care to enlighten me? ❜

#empathcrowned #& ALL THINGS ORIGINATE FROM THEE ( arahatou )

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jcoju‌:

     Inigo couldn’t say he was disappointed, looks like the cows will have to wait. He was pretty sure at this point they already knew he was just playing around, there was no real harm in                sharing why the boy wound up choosing that substance. But he certainly wasn’t proud of it.            This was a learning experience. Should there be next time, it would be better.

    [SMS]: do you really think i planned this out?  [SMS]: it’s butter becos i wanted to say it was butter that’s all    [SMS]: also fast food can fuck itself  [SMS]: me & my livelihood is a waste man? fine. it’s █ █ █ █ █ 

       MAN, this is JUST the person he’d love to mess with. If they’re both messing with each other, then it really should see no problem  in just letting it drag out; besides, if this butter business would actually work, then that’s profits, and a hella lot of cash. Adding the person’s ID, he proceeds to send a few more texts before walking back home.

       [ moyuki ]: ya gotta plan out man, that’s how it works        [ moyuki ]: personally i’m into music schools more? like ya know        [ moyuki ]: you sit there for 45 mins and teach a kid and bam        [ moyuki ]: you make SO much more than a 9 to 5 job

#jcoju #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i )

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jcoju‌:

[SMS] : but why would you want butter to taste like butter? everything has to be flavored these days. variety is the only way     [SMS] : Imma make favors in milk, cream, sour cream, whipped cream, cottage cheese, cream cheese, and cheddar cheese [SMS] : stock exchange? so can you buy me a milk store then? or a farm with all milk cows? i’ll pay you back when i’m famous 

    Inigo could buy it himself if he really wanted either one, but running a place was  much more responsibility than he was willing to pick up at the moment.     Obviously, considering he hadn’t grown out of silly games like this one yet. It probably wasn’t the most exciting market either. He should have picked something like dog food or hats. Butter        was probably the least exciting market to be in. 

       IT’D  be almost HILARIOUS to get this person an entire farm, but although it would come out from his own pockets, he’d have to answer to his PARENTS about the sudden splurge of needless investment. His SISTER would most likely give him a chewing out that he’d never ever forget, and the mere thought of her doing so gave him the SHIVERS; that’s one woman he wouldn’t want to mess with. Butter Boy would have to wait for it, he supposes.

       [ SMS ]: my sister would kill me OTL        [ SMS ]: but dude why butter of all things? can’t you invest in like.....fast food?        [ SMS ]: also do you have l.ine? i’m srsly sick of wasting credit atm

#jcoju #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i ) #BUTTERRRR

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duskfloret‌:

「 宝 」 “I called manga a fictional work, not literature.” While Takara wouldn’t necessarily call that particular example productive, she supposed that there could be ways to make it so; bad fiction could be used to teach the difference between it and a good story, after all. Either way, since she didn’t feel like engaging that subject, she opted to ignore it. ( Besides, there were exceptions to every rule. ) At the question, she shrugged. “It doesn’t cause me any trouble, so I don’t mind.” No one ever invaded her privacy or overstepped any boundaries, and as such, she couldn’t think of a reason to dislike it. It was certainly better than the negative attention she received for most of her life–not that she really cared about that either.

     ATTENTION  is often given at the most INAPPROPRIATE of times; when one wants it, they don’t get it, and when one doesn’t, they get a BARRAGE. It’s a slap on the wrist for Nakahara to do what she does by simply BEING there, an icon of beauty in their otherwise prestigious high school. It doesn’t cause me any trouble, so I don’t mind, she said, and it suddenly strikes him as to how EMPTY the entire thing sounds, coming from her mouth.  ❛ So I take it that you really just don’t care, huh? That’d break a lot of hearts, Nakahara; I mean, not like I care either, but isn’t there at least SOMETHING you want to do, something you want to be instead of having some random label slapped on you? ❜

#duskfloret #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i )

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jcoju‌:

     “Heh..” That was definitely a better reaction than Inigo anticipated, pretty fast too. Offering some friendly advice? It would be of any use, there was no way he was shaking a container    of milk for 20 minutes. Not even five. Anyone who decided to do that must be insane.       That couldn’t be said, though. He was fully invested in this pitiful persona. 

[ SMS ] : no no no i only need 7 okay     [ SMS ] : i’m trying about 7 different flavors of butter [ SMS ] : gotta start small you should be happy I’m not trying to spend all your money :///

       THIS certainly reminded him of those spam email schticks, but there really was nothing else for him to do regarding the entire matter. It’s definitely a JOKE, the entire thing, and well, he was bored. He’d waste some credit to humor this butter guy (or girl, or whoever it is), and as he leans against the walls of the school fence, he taps on his phone to respond.

       [ SMS ]: what? 7 different flavours of butter?        [ SMS ]: doesn’t butter....isn’t butter supposed to TASTE like butter?        [ SMS ]: also dude i’m in stock exchange i deal with money like 24/7

#jcoju #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i ) #BUTTER BOYYYYY

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how's your muse with their emotions? are they more in touch with them or not? how does it affect them from day to day? and what're some things that've happened because of how they presented their feelings?

       MOST of the time, Tomoyuki can control his emotions VERY well to the point of being able to manipulate them. For the most part, he has crafted a mask for himself since his early childhood to the close of his adolescence, but that doesn’t mean that he isn’t affected by his genuine torrent of emotions. The primary emotion that grips him is SORROW; he doesn’t know how to explain the fact that he’s actually overly sensitive, and it has affected him ever since he can remember.

       One of the major things that happened in his life as a result of him displaying his bursts of emotion was the formation of his figurative mask of stupidity; not being able to be under scrutiny and judgment for something that he can’t explain, he lowered his own self-worth as an attempt of self-preservation. As a result, out of the three children of the illustrious Chairman Arai, he’s portrayed as the most brilliant of them all…..as well as the dumbest.

#empathcrowned #& YOU'VE GOT MAIL ( asks ) #& YOU ARE ETERNALLY INSUFFERABLE ( tomoyuki ) #& this is what they remember you by ( hcs ) #aaa thanks for the meta asks!

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        ❛ OH  God, okay, I’m SO sorry that I was late; the competition did NOT finish on time and I was swamped, but....did I keep you waiting? Shit, I did, right? I― ❜ he rants on, and it is only until he checks his phone that he blinks at least three times over. He’s early by ten minutes, and he simply stands, there, thoroughly astounded.

@fukenzena ( unprompted )

#fukenzena #& you cast the dice ( starter ) #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i ) #AYYY

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       ❛ UNMISTAKABLY…..aah, I’m not good with girls, but to be honest…..there’s NO way that anyone would reject you. Well, you know, it’s a CALCULATOR, but if we’d ever go out on a date, I’d….I’d really do my best. I bet you on my word; I’ll do my very best. ❜

Send 💕 and my muse will use The Love Calculator to see how compatible they are. / accepting@fukenzena

#fukenzena #& YOU'VE GOT MAIL ( asks ) #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i ) #by his very best he means splurging on her t bh

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empathcrowned‌:

 ❛  true  but  I’m  paid  to  teach  you  english,  we’re  on  the  same  page  there.  ❜  which  in  turn,  made  him  happy  regardless.  they’ve  been  at  this  too  long  to  be  outdone  by  an  unreasonable  student  though  he’s  familiar  with  calling  himself  into  question.  when  they  started  to  work  on  their  worksheet,  he  couldn’t  keep  himself  from  smiling,  pulling  back  to  lean  against  another  desk.  watching  him  work  for  a  moment  before  he  broke  his  silence.  ❛  can’t  say.  something  could  come  up.  ❜  but  they  wouldn’t  consider  going  to  a  competition  skipping  but  they’ll  give  them  that  one.  ❛  I’ll  have  someone  bring  you  your  work  then.  I  can’t  let  you  fall  behind  anymore,  okay?  ❜

        ❛ NO no no no, fuck no! God, I hope you FORGET! No more work for me! Agh! ❜ And once again, the tantrums come FULL force, with him scritching on his worksheet madly in every effort to finish it quickly. Any more time with Barlow and he would honestly start flipping tables to the point where it could very well subject him to disciplinary action.  ❛ That’s enough stress for us students, don’t you think?! I know university entrance exams are coming up and all, but like...don’t put us through the grind! It hurts our HEARTS! ❜

#empathcrowned #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i )

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#meme tag;

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#& YOU ARE ETERNALLY INSUFFERABLE ( tomoyuki )

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jcoju‌:

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   Boredom was a dangerous thing when left unattended. And the demon wasn’t one to         tame such habits until they were at their worst. Being out of school and with a job absent, a     phone in hand could be a very dangerous thing. Queue light tapping against the screen to       come up with an unknown number, now he’d send a few messages. Just one or two. 

  [ SMS ] : hey           [ SMS ] : pick up 7 gallons of milk on your way back [ SMS ] : im starting a butter business 

       AND  who on earth was this RANDOM number, asking him to buy 7 GALLONS of milk for a BUTTER business? Surrounded with schoolmates who were just about ready to go home for the day, he stares at his phone disbelievingly, wondering whether to even IGNORE it, or answer it. But then again, what the heck, right? Sounded pretty outlandish, but he’d give it a go to pass time.

       [ SMS ]: dude dude u even know whose no. is this?        [ SMS ]: :/        [ SMS ]: 7 ain’t enough for capital but hey if you want milk        [ SMS ]: get american milk or german ones they’re gr8

#jcoju #& the son of the greatest of sorrows ( verse i ) #IM LAUGHING THIS IS GREAT THANK YOU AHAHAHA

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Ask my muse anything you want on anon!

#tbt #i know i should get to drafts but #aaaa