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[tayzakharperez]

Definitely not ready yet in case things change. I'm just in a mood and I'm sure I'll be out of it, but I'll always feel it's justified to feel like bitch slapping this person after things that happened. Fine, let's be risky together, Riri, let's do it! I'm so here for this and I'm going to sneak a peek at at least a part of those pinterest boards.

that's your prerogative, tay baby. I won't push you to reveal anything you're not ready to. yes, that's exactly what you are. you should try it, sometime. risky is a whole lot of fun. ask me how I know. like a genie, poof! I'm there. that's all you can do, really. one day at a time. I can see us on a few pinterest boards already.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 robyn f

[tayzakharperez]

I guess, if it's meant to be, it will be.

PRIVATE: I suppose I could do that, just not sure when I'll get that chance next. He kind of up and left.

You never know, true love always finds away.

Private: Then I'll say go get your man. Give a last stitch effort for love and if it ends it ends, but you can't say you didn't try.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 sydney s

[tayzakharperez]

That's amazing! I say this weekend in LA then as I'm around there these days. Kinda live here and all. I don't have too much work at the moment but it'll start up again soon, I just know it.

I've been keeping myself pretty available for friends. Just name a time and place, I'll be there. I'm starting that back up in May. I'll still be in Los Angeles for the time being. Where are you at these days?

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 taylor s

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PRIVATE: I've been trying to reach out. Texts, gifts, nothing. Just all I want is a message to him - that this is over if he wants, but all that matters is him, not kids or anything. Him. You know I'd never ask if I wasn't despite. Please?

PRIVATE: Woah, wait, what? Listen, I am here to support both of you no matter what happens but I cannot just...be the middle man, here. Be a suave swashbuckling romantic type and go after him yourself. Grand gestures.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 madelyn c

[tayzakharperez]

PRIVATE: I need to be real with you, Mads. I'm unsure if the wedding will happen. Nicholas ghosted me and I think he wants to leave and I just want him to know - I love him and he's all I want. Kids or not, it's always been just him and I want to try and work it out. Can you maybe - tell him for me before the papers come?

I'm always happy to provide, bestie. Any time you need a pick-me-up.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 madelyn c

[tayzakharperez]

I Want a relationship where we can confess our mistakes and bounce back on good terms instead of just giving up...

#musings 💡 layers of so much more

[tayzakharperez]

Right now, I want to bitch slap a certain person, but I won't say names or why right now. Goody two shoes? Aww, I'm just not caught being risky, I'd like to think. I'll say the word, are you coming along then? Definitely and I'll just keep doing me in the best ways I know how. I'm down to make the world jealous and looking amazing together while doing it.

knew you'd be able to relate. oh come on, there's gotta be someone out there that you wanna bitch slap. can't be a goody two shoes 24/7. say the word and I'll have one reserved in a flash. in the end, you're the only one who knows what you need. and I full heartedly respect the decision. definitely put a smile on my face. so weird, like hello? we're having a moment here! that's what I'm saying. let's make the whole world jealous.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 robyn f

[tayzakharperez]

You always make a mood better, Maddie, I truly appreciate that. I definitely need this loving energy more often.

Thank you. I look forward to wearing my poofiest dress and throwing flowers.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 madelyn c

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PRIVATE: Honestly, I'm going to just throw all his stuff in the closet. I tried to reach out many times, even caved and sent gifts to get ghosted. I'm done trying. I gave my whole and my love to get nothing. I promise, I've been living my life more than it sounds, just also trying to figure this out and now all I know is - I'm done. I can't live like this anymore. I'm done with the marriage, the ghosting and relationships. Maybe one day, we'll be happy together, maybe he'll move on - all I know now is, it might be truly over and I'm okay with that now.

PRIVATE: it's completely understandable how challenging it is to navigate these emotions when you're back home and alone. it's tough when reminders of nicholas are everywhere, especially when you're uncertain about the future of your relationship. true love often involves sacrifice and putting the other person's well-being first. it's okay to feel overwhelmed and conflicted, but remember to also prioritize your own happiness, dude. don't live just for him, you know? start going out, enjoying your life, do something with your friends and one day, if its mean to happen, you guys are going to find your way back to each other.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 shawn m

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📱 Taylor 🤴

Anne: I know and I am thankful you have them in your corner and also to be one of those people always.

Anne: I heard from Nicholas and I wish you two the best, I also know you just want him happy. I have a good feeling he wants the best for you.

Anne: Sending you hugs!

Taylor: Yeah.. yeah, thanks.

Taylor: No one wishes us the best, it's just what people say. I know it's over. I sent gifts, texts, my fucking heart. I'm done. He wants a divorce, fine. He got it. Maybe he'll just have another hook up with like Sydney or another co-star. I gave my heart and had to see gossip wanting us over, wanting him with you. I'm just - I'm done.

Taylor: He doesn't know what's best for me if he's ghosting me. I just wanted him. I don't care about kids anymore, not like after him I'd get with another and have them. You know?

#texting 📱 sending too many messages #convos 💬 anne h #( Forgive Taylor's breakdown. Nothing against you or Anne. )

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Message To 📱 Tay

Joey: Best camping trip with you! Sending you the best with everything now.

Joey: If you want, show him otherwise. It's not over yet, so you're welcome to keep fighting, Taylor.

Taylor: Agreed and right back at you.

Taylor: I sent him gifts, texts. I'm done trying, he wants out, fine. It's over then. How about you tell me about you. How's things going? Anyone taking up Joey's fancy?

#texting 📱 sending too many messages #convos 💬 joey k

[tayzakharperez]

That's great to hear. You'll be an amazing flower girl, Madelyn, we can't wait to have you.

Yes. I asked and he said I could.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 madelyn c

[tayzakharperez]

I'd rather not have quotes sent at me right now and I think I already let him go and he came back once. Not sure I'll be that lucky again.

PRIVATE: Been there with him myself. Honestly, I'd give up anything and everything for him at this point. I love him with everything I have, and I'll never feel this way about another. I wish people would stop telling me that, I'm living fine, promise. I can be heart broken and still live. I'm doing it, I'm having a good time doing things, just also miss him by my side as mine. I think it's over though.

Just know he's a great guy, we're all friends and I'd like to think the best will happen for you both in time. What's meant to be will be. If you love something let it go, if it comes back, it's yours, if it doesn't it never was.

Private: We just became friends and hooked up sometimes, nothing more. Relax. You'd give that up for him? That's very sweet, but also, your wants matter as much as his. A truly broken man, you need to let yourself live as things figure out.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 sydney s

[tayzakharperez]

Well, hey, at least you're getting to know her friends and it's cool you and Madelyn already knew each other. I'm sure you're doing great, she just seems pretty happy from what I've seen. Yeah, she's had quite the past and definitely deserves a good one and I'm glad it's you.

She does have some pretty great friends, can't even deny that. I've actually known Madelyn for quite some time, but I'm only just now getting to know the others. It's been really fun. I'll always make sure I'm treating her the way she deserves to be treated and nothing less, especially after hearing about how some of her past relationships have gone.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 joe b

[tayzakharperez]

I do, definitely. I'd not do that, too good a person even if I thought it sometime. I'll consider that rage room thing soon though, might need it. I have and I'm kind of over advice now and just want to enjoy myself and let me heart heal as best it can. It was nice, wasn't it? That'd be weird, don't you think? Hey, could be fun! So, let's see what headlines and drama we can cause even if we don't truly do anything wrong.

don't you hate when fuck shit happens? I know I do. makes me mad as hell. be ready to slap the stupid out of somone. of course, that's not the route you should take. but if you ever feel the urge, we can always book one of those rage rooms and go wild. besides, you've probably heard every piece of advice your patience can handle. likewise, felt like ariel and eric while on it. minus the singing animals urging us to kiss, haha. you're asking for trouble. I'm in.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 robyn f

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ALEX + looking at Henry [companion to this]

Because you're it, okay? I'm never gonna love anybody in the world like I love you.

#tw long post #photos 📷 from model to acting talent #nicholas g 👬 hrh prince dickhead of wales #nicholas g 💋 there’s a rope attached to my chest and it keeps pulling me toward you

[tayzakharperez]

I'm all for helping out. I'd love to help make your day as amazing as possible. Weddings make everyone crazy I think. Should have heard my mom and sisters. Tall people need to stick together. 60% that's not bad! Well, I'm sure you'll get it finished. My wedding plans are on hold and we're close to done - so I get it. Work comes first.

All the help would be appreciated just because having my young sisters screaming at me has been too much so i could use someone on my side, i swear you would think they are the ones getting married or something, damn if you stopped at 6'2" you could be describing me, we have like 60% planned but we had to stop that so i could focus on Life magazine.

#chats 💬 talk to me just like that #convos 💬 karlie k