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Wrote a poem for Lilith

Adoration,

Candy sweet proclamation,

Unwanted distance.

Worth every pittance.

What do I say, to the one who set me free

Of my lack of self support, and my cowed ways

Consider yourself my covenantee

A promise to you beyond the end of my days

To cherish your memory, being and taste

To ensure that your lessons do not go to waste

To obtain the future you've helped me pursue

To let you know my present commitments to you, the me in the past will never outdo.

The reasons why I think fondly, a love most true

Are so vast that here I can only share a few

I do so that you can see my words value

And realize what I am maimed by you

Thinking of you brings a smile to my face

And when we meet you shower me with your grace

Know that even when I have need of space

That by my side you always have a place

Lovingly,

CoratheDemoness

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These lyrics are inspired by the story of Lilith. The song critiques Abrahamic religions and draws on my own personal experiences as a queer woman and an ex-Christian.

Lilith

He thinks that I need fixing

But He designed my mind

He pushed me into darkness

So I became the light

He said,

“Obey your husband”

And “don’t speak out of line”

“You’ll fuck him when he wants it”

And “don’t you dare decline

But, I am divine

I’m guilty of no crime

And I’m not ashamed of living my life

Cos’ I am divine

Made in His perfect image

But my body craves her thighs

Looks like He’s not so perfect

If I can see through His disguise

Fed me an illusion

I choked on all His lies

You can’t control a Goddess

Who knows how to escape Her mind

I am divine

I’m guilty of no crime

And I’m not ashamed of living my life

Cos’ I am divine

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The Fall of Woman

Dear Eve,

I warned you,

But you didn’t listen.

You followed him blindly into hell

And enslaved every woman in the process.

If only you knew

What freedom tastes like.

It’s sweet

And it’s sour;

It’s bitter,

But it’s savoury.

Accepting the truth is hard,

But it frees both your mind and soul.

KNOWLEDGE IS POWER.

NEVER let a man take that away from you.

Not even God.

Sincerely,

Lilith

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Lilith Dream, 05.01.2024 - Tór Ster

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Yes your honor I am very delusional

I grew up watching princess films and love stories filled with handsome knights dressed in silver. Damsels with good character and kind hearts being whisked away into golden sunsets.

I thought love was a result of fate, i believed it was ordained for everyone, that One day even I would find my prince.

He’d trot in on his white horse defeated any and all against us and I’d be happy. Just me my prince and I.

I didn’t pay enough attention to the girls like little red. The ones like me that stroll through life with their head on clouds blindly trusting every wolf in disguise. I smile at their compliments and laugh at their jokes. Worship pretend kings and place my dignity at their feet. When it’s all thrown out the window and I’m at most vulnerable they peel away their mask and reveal their true form.

I’ve been beaten and bruised your honor and my spirit can take no more.

I wash behind my ears like good girls do, I cook , I clean, im agreeable. I keep my voice at a whisper and skin smelling sweet as vanilla. My library is full of books I’ve read, and my tongue speaks of languages and love. Yet I have no love.

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“I crave intimacy but I don’t want temporary people touching my mind, body, or soul.”

-unknown

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Dark feminine energy is an elevated mindset where you release shame and own every aspect of who you are — shadow and light, needs and wants — in order to express your truest self. It’s about embracing the parts of you that are deemed forbidden and wrong in the eyes of society. It’s about no longer apologizing for being who you are.

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When you are in your power you are likely to trigger jealously. The thing is, you don’t have to care. You don’t need anyone else’s validation to be yourself.

S.S.

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For a very long time it was "They will", "they're busy", "they have a life", "their life doesn't revolve around you", "stop wanting soo much attention".

when actually it should've been "if they wanted to, they sure as hell would".

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~ Augusto Cury

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Definitely

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We are divine creatures hunted by society.

I like being a girl.

It’s chaotic and disappointing sometimes. It breaks you into a thousand little pieces and you have to try to put yourself back together alone.

It’s lonely and dark and scary but it’s also so wonderful and magical.

We are divine and soft, kindness runs in our veins even if all we bleed are angry words and screams.

The world transforms being a girl into something so wicked only a few of us keep our essence.

The blood that runs through ours veins, our past and history, the hearts that have stopped but never forgotten.

Even after all the pain I like being a girl, a woman, a divine creature.

-Anthropomorphizing girl

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is he going to love you on the days you didn't know you could get worse?

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"youre so sexy"

STOP PERCIEVING MY BODY I AM NOT PHYSICAL I AM SOUL I AM THOUGHTS I AM ESSENCE I AM NOT REAL YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME YOU CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND

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Its fun to play pretend

but it is exhausting to exist in the real world