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Colored them :)

in regards to this post

more of @wildflowerteas ‘s The Second Perspective fanart because i cant get enough of this

#EXTREMELY COMMON TSP SSKK SERVE #bsd

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anyway all that to say that if you’re a dropout if you have shit grades if you go to an alt school and are looked down on for it if you’re in your 5th or 6th or whatever year of high school if you’re still getting your GED if you’re taking night classes if you missed out on “universal” high school experiences if you were abused by your peers (because make no mistake, that’s what bullying is) if you were expelled if you were truant every single year if you were homeschooled and got sick of the jokes if you never attended a full week if the whole world treats you like the scum of the earth all because of your high school experience or lackthereof you’re not alone. there’s so many of us that have been beaten down and broken by the school systems we’re subject to and the hostility they breed and the abusive environments they foster. some day we won’t have to be treated like objects of pity or contempt to be swept aside but until then we have each other

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anger is such a funny emotion because ill be sitting down eating lunch and suddenly i understand why orcas kill for fun

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Concept sketches for @wildflowerteas’s fanfiction The Second Perspective

#OMGGG LOOK AT THEM!! stylin’ as always they make me insane 💞💞💞 #bsd

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anyone know why there's some ginger kid on the wing of the plane im in lol should i be concerned

#he’s such a terror #bsd

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how to deal with a squeaky 14 year old kid guidebook:

#bsd

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What’s a stereotypical food from ur culture that u absolutely love.

#MOFONGO!!! ommggggg #made it with shrimp once gahhhhh it was so good

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me, quietly whispering to the ao3 page of an author who doesn’t even know I exist: I am obsessed with you

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💝HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUYA

#CHUUYA 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 #bsd

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…….thinking about this………..always thinking about this…..

#tired cigarette drag

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just a reminder to COMPLETELY boycott Eurovision this year; Azerbaijan and Israel, despite committing genocide, are STILL allowed to compete & have NOT been banned. by refusing to ban both countries, Eurovision is profiting off of the genocide of Palestinians and Armenians.

do not listen to the artists. do not pirate or stream the artists' music, and this applies to ALL the artists who are competing and performing this year. do not listen to the songs on ANY platform, do not give them ANY attention.

write to your broadcasters and tell them you REFUSE to watch the channels until they recognise the Armenian and Palestinian genocides & that you find it disgusting how they are allowing Eurovision despite Azerbaijan and Israel's entries.

do NOT give eurovision OR the competing artists ANYTHING but silence.

boycott ALL of eurovision.

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#atsushi 💞💞💞 #bsd

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and the last bit which is mainly just us trying to process everything bc oh my god. insane happenings as usual but it truly felt like this the entire time and ESPECIALLY towards the end. niko i’m escorting you out of the kitchen post haste

i love dazai too :3 <3

soft voice dazai is so dear to me. mamoru miyano's voice is MKJHKJGH<<<AS<DKWA<JSDMNSFMMAM!<!@><SDFNmsDfto me sorry

sorry rori, the only person dazai would let kill him is chuuya <3

pavlovian response, you say? 🤨

me, frozen in shock:

#copy pasting the joke i told rori: a padded room isnt enough i need to be shipped overseas and dumped in a remote location #THIS IS SO CRAZZYYYYYYY UGH #chaos tag #also yes his VA is so. UGHHHH. very talented. i love voices 💞💞

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first half of our tsp ch15 reactions!!

i make such a big deal of sitting down to respond to these it's so. i have a fresh pot of tea ( Japanese sweet potato and chestnut with black sugar and some cookies, but that's beside the point ) and my hair is washed and my paper outlines are done and i can devote all my attention to giggling at my laptop screen like a freak. okay lets do this STARTING WITH SKK. and Orphydice. Because to love is to turn around. God . . . i really hope my insanity about dazai's suicidality in this fic shows. it's so complicated that it's got my brain going around in circles--at the start of the fic he's just burning through life and his job for mori, hoping that once everything is resolved and the people he loves are safe, he can kill himself as punishment for everything that he's done. but then he meets Chuuya, and suddenly he can feel good and useful for a reason and in a way that isn't so violent, and living for the sake of feeling that is enticing. but at the same time, he keeps pushing, slipping up, losing control, killing, and saying things that are almost incriminating because he wants Chuuya to know him and wants to see what he'll do when he does.

"falling for it just the way he's supposed to" (^_^)

TALS THESTJHGSA! THE TheTJSHJJA Yes they haven't said I Love You out loud yet because even though they're very clearly far gone, that would be too real for the both of them

Gun and No Badge . . . yeah. He was wearing his badge when he went home with Chuuya that first night. ALSO YEAH I realized as I was writing that this is the second New Year's kiss I've written??? how did we end up here . . .

sskk * explodes into red mist**

Woah picking up on the accent mention???? yes. Atsushi's gotten better at it, and at assimilating, but his first language is Japanese like Kouyou. The fact that you know nothing about TSP Atsushi is 100% intentional. even within the story, he's unknown to almost everyone. he's the golden boy at the precinct but there have been no mentions of his previous education, his time at the academy, or where he grew up ( beyond what he mentions himself in his POV ). The character that knows him best, and who he's revealed the most to is actually Mori if you can believe it. Most of the other characters are content to tell him things because of his open nature, and they don't even notice that the conversation is one-way until after it's over.

THE CROSSWORD. CRAZY. YOU'RE THE FIRST PERSON TO NOTICE THAT. Yes...it's a gambling term. And the opposite is 'All on Black'

'fic author made for me' . . . (￣▽￣*)ゞ blushing and giggling and kicking my feet. WAIT WHYAM I GETTING CURSED?

that party image is exactly what it feels like when i see that I've been name-dropped in the discord gc.

i left the way they ended the night of new year's up to interpretation, because anything could have happened, really. they could have snuck off and left their dates behind to be in each other's company ( kouyou and yosano were bound to meet, anyway, considering Dazai's payment for her coming with him to the party was drinks at the Double Black -- which is coming up soon!! ). Or they could have gone back to the party, Dazai trying to shake off the feeling of having forgotten about something important, too caught up in the relief of having convinced Chuuya of his innocence. they really are unsalvageable, and were bound to end up like this regardless.

"you're an angel." was 100% intentional and you will be seeing it again because I'm insane

'I feel like the party was some fucked up fever dream' <- EXACTLY HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO FEEL. THATS WHY I STARTED THE NEXT SKK SCENE ON A CLASS 'WAKING UP' MOMENT. OOHHH MY GOD THANK GOODNESS.

aha . .. ha..

anyway.

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the way you set up to read our asks is the same way we set up to read tsp together and it’s super endearing tbh!! #ARGGHHHHH and yes dazai’s approach to suicide here is so neat. stresses me out but it’s SO SO NEAT. i need to pick him apart #them not having said i love you is so baffling bc every action carries the weight of it but it makes so much sense ugh #‘‘ily-’’not in this economy good sir #keep writing new years kisses theyre lovely🫶🏼 #SIDE EYES ATSUSHI….. SIDE EYES HIM SO HARD….. #BLACK AND RED. LOSING IT A LITTLE. that crossword has been driving me up the wall for a while now i’m glad it wasn’t baseless godbless 😭 #i love these little puzzles #leaving the after party bits up in the air is so so cool. truly who knows what those little freaks got up to. smh. #yay angel motif! (<- sniffing shaking sobbing even) #the vibes for the new year’s party UGHHH YOU STRESS ME SO BAD NIKO. CLUTCHING MY CHEST #THANK YOUUU FOR SHARING THIS. im pressing reblog now holy shit ough god. insane #chaos tag

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dazai gets banned from the kunichuuranzai groupchat more often than ranpo even though they're equally annoying and he accuses kunikida and chuuya of playing favorites (ranpo encourages that idea)

#smh. they’re horrible #bsd

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"you are addicted to screens" no no you see i am actually addicted to my friends. unfortunately they live in there