#young scout im SHAKING you by your shoulders rn

[pleckthaniel]

oh another fun discovery from going back through my blog is that one of the first ocs i posted about on here was a stealth trans guy whose biggest fear was being outed and who looked very similar to how i drew myself at the time

#ben affleck smoking dot jpeg #young scout im SHAKING you by your shoulders rn #genuinely its terrifying to look back and realize how much i lacked any kind of self reflection or internal life for so long #because the only thing i cared about was living up to other peoples' expectations #because you know. that was a trained behavior. i didnt just do that spontaneously. i was made that way #scout talks