#youd think the most embarrassing thing abt being in love w sans would be being in love w sans (or‚ like‚ the sex thing)

[cherry-shipping]

hrhrrrhhg. wwuz lookin 4 kissing gifs here on tumblr to put on one of eebs posts & one of them was a. s*riel animation ive seen before and i closed my eyes and scrolled past But even just that one look at it made me be like. ok Time 2 b on the verge of tears for a good 30 minutes now 👍 like ok. fucking loser.

#cherry chats #ITS SO EMBARRASSING #youd think the most embarrassing thing abt being in love w sans would be being in love w sans (or‚ like‚ the sex thing) #but no its actually being the stupidest lamest little crybaby about the whole thing #ofc i have every single possible tag or mention of any ships w him esp s*riel blocked #but thats the awful thing. even the fucjing. knowledge that its there makes me sad #like i cant handle any mentions of it whenever is see the ‘this post contains filtered tags’ thing i feel sad #i cant even handle the slightest IMPLICATIONS of anything or even jokes #n the worst is when ppl dont know that. n so they send me stuff or make jokes implying literally any of that stuff. #and i have 2 genuinely ask them to not even joke about it like the worlds weirdest lamest loser ever #its so humiliating. and bein sad abt it makes me feel even stupider. auugrghrg #so anyways. just in case anyone forgot i suck total ass and am lame and embarrassing or something #whimpers and whines im a normal amount of dependent on my f/os 👍