#you would think I know better after a lifetime in the midwest but NO. EMPHATICALLY I DO NOT.

[notbecauseofvictories]

so about a month ago, I looked around at my life and went "is this all there is?" and I am here to tell you that after signing up for tutoring adults in reading, applying for 821390 different jobs plus also working my internal contacts to get additional assignments, and heading into a second weekend of family togetherness---the answer is and always was no, I was just lonely and very, very dumb.

#ah yes. midwestern winter. the season that tries to convince you that all is isolation and futility. #and then suddenly it's spring and your brain does a hard reset #and you go ''.....right. yes. I am not alone in a log cabin actually. I can't believe I ever thought that.'' #you would think I know better after a lifetime in the midwest but NO. EMPHATICALLY I DO NOT. #celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge