#you havent done your assignment? wdym you “cant” you just have to try harder

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#im. no thoughts head empty #when the burnout is bad enougj i dont have the energy to play rhythm games.. #or talk. or. think. i was meant to do Things today but atp im glad i got sick for some reason so i can get away with doing absolutely #nothing… i wish i could just. go a day without having to talk to people. like. speaking words talk to people. #is saying stuff usually so. weird? draining? idfk. i wish i had the confidence to just say to my family like. #“ive got no energy rn can i not talk” because for all the support its never really the same as if they understood #you havent done your assignment? wdym you “cant” you just have to try harder #youre zoning out a lot is this because youre on your phone too much? why arent you talking #is something wrong? are you feeling sick? dont be sarcastic with me #because you “know” what youre doing #i do not in fact know. i physically cannot make myself do your damn assignment. i dont know why im zoning out. it isnt because of the phone #im not talking because sometimes i just cant find words and it all feels wrong. sorry that you “dont understand me” and im “being a pain” #god this was not meant to turn into a vent im just. tired. i want a hug :( #or someone who actually understands who im brave enough to talk to about this.. ugh fuck. #tw vent #migjt delete..