#you guys can cope. im trying to cope with weekly injections that are turning me into a 13yo.

[tiredlinguist]

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#sorry but what the FUCK is wrong with me oh my god #i need a therapist i need 27 therapists #im so so so so so so fucking obsessed with fucking men #every time i think ive gotten used to it #it gets worse. what the fuck #t really is doing a number on me huh. #it’s almost off putting how bad it is #like the majority of the time it’s just fun and funny and super affirming #but when it gets bad it’s so bad. and it feels really wrong and isolating #im kind of…i don’t wanna say disgusted but definitely weirded out by the frequency and intensity with which i think about sex lol #should not put this on tumblr no sir. people i know in real life follow this account. whatever. #you guys can cope. im trying to cope with weekly injections that are turning me into a 13yo. #ive not been taking my meds either shit i keep fucking FORGETTING i swear!!! #whatever whatever whatever whatever. im so fine this is so normal. #i just wanna get high and watch tv and sleep but im gonna run out of money at some point #god #okay. ok ok ok #i can do this i can be normal and have such normal thoughts in my head #i need this all to settle down soon before i just lose my mind because #there’s about a bajillion million jjfkdekjrrjillion men in their forties that i can’t stop thinking about #little faggot ass loser am i even bi anymore #i am. probably. im pretty sure. just. god DAMN