#you can imagine how well im gonna be able to focus 🙃

[tkbrokkoli]

a close family member of mine had to go to the ER yesterday and they're a little better now but the doctors don't know what's wrong so they have to stay at the hospital for now. yesterday i was so worried and scared i kept trembling and crying at class bc then all i knew was that they're at the ER and when i had spoken to them on the phone before they went to the ER they sounded so scared and were crying as well

#not fandom related #personal log stardate #medical cw #yesterday it seemed like it was possible that they had a stroke or smth like this so i was scared as shit #and i still don't feel better bc the doctors don't knoww what's wrong yet. like i feel better than yesterday bc the are a bit better now #but the possibility of that being smth Bad TM seems to be v high #im so exhausted from the constant anxiety yesterday. gotta go to class today and the rest of the week is practical class #you can imagine how well im gonna be able to focus 🙃 #also there's a small test tomorrow that i haven't yet studied for lol