#yk main bf has a stable job and a house. why does the universe keep us apart

[no-one-hears-me]

I don't even need a rich husband at this point I just need a nice man with a job

#idc as long as he's paying the bills and I am not #yk main bf has a stable job and a house. why does the universe keep us apart #and by universe I mean bestie #speaking of bestie. he's currently not hanging out with me bc he's with MY ex #are u kidding me. that's such me behavior #technically they're both at one of my ex's friend's house but. bestie picked up ex and drove him there sooooo #idk the vibes of the function tn actually. idk if they're all gonna be there overnight #sometimes they stay the night at that guy's house #I love that guy btw. we don't know each other that well but idc #last time I saw him was a couple months ago at bestie's party #there was only one chair open and it was between that guy and main bf but I didn't know if anyone else had been sitting there #so I asked if I could sit and the guy was like yeah ofc! :) then was like seraaaaa I haven't seen you in forever how have you been #he's so nice I love him. just a chill guy to be around tbh #it sucks tho bc for some reason whenever I'm with my ex and his friends it's always different friends and not that guy #whatever. idr what I said in the original post ngl. I am tired and I love alcohol. goodnighy #Sera