#yes I'm still salty abt colorado

[lemememeringue]

jealously bitter and indignant abt ppl who just.. live like normal. people around me are sick and dying. how are you able to function. why are you immune to consequence. why do I feel like the unreasonable one? when do I get to drive past the flag memorial for community members lost and feel this gut wrenching reality is in the past?

#mine #death tw #yes I'm still salty abt colorado #it's one thing that other ppl I don't know are doing things #but one of my friends is flying to another continent for a wedding #meanwhile I'm here. not even sure if I should travel to another state #my coworkers talk abt concerts and cons and covid scares all in the same breath #I had a panic attack abt getting lunch at the mall #I feel like I'm crazy #covid-19 for the historians