#yeah okay I wrote angsty sandray porn. of course I did. in the wise words of boston: they own my ass

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“If I’m going to say goodbye to you, I’m going to do it properly.” He tries to put real intention into it, fooling them both into believing that he has some kind of upper hand here.

“Okay,” Ray agrees immediately. “Anything, I’m yours.”

It’s not a confession. He knows it’s not. Still, overwhelmed, Sand bites down on the fresh mark he’s left under Ray’s jawline, loving the unresisting way he sways up into him, loving his shockingly tender hand on his neck, loving the way he knows his body, loving everything about him.

Closing his eyes, he eases himself down into this bad decision like he’s crawling into his own grave. Mine, he thinks.

After Halloween mistakes, half-baked apologies, and helpless reconnections, Sand struggles to untangle himself from Ray's life, and ends up back in his bed.

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