#ybc hiatus metaphor is fucking me up rn.

[omegalomania]

throwing down my tablet pen and stamping my feet in impotent rage and tearful acknowledgment of how that first shot of patrick rejoining the other 3 in save rock and roll and their immediate joy upon seeing him is just the most potent and earnest thing because they are all dead so like theyre all just functionally seeing each others complete SOULS in heaven in that moment and the instant they lay eyes on him andy joe and pete are overjoyed to see him again and their forgiveness of him is both immediate and unconditional. soulmated band. soulbound band. would you still love me if i was a worm. would you still love me if i was torn apart physically and psychologically and in all possible ways there are to be desecrated. would you still love me even if i was the one who killed you. would you still love me if i was the thing that unmade us. would you still love me in spite of the pain and trauma that's been poured into our relationship. and the answer is yes, yes, yes, an unrepentant and unflinching and unhesitating yes, a thousand times, yes.

#*making poasts #i need to have a moment. i just need a Moment i hope you understand #this is killing me its killing me so bad #they love each other so damn much #ybc hiatus metaphor is fucking me up rn. #'could you possibly forgive me for all that ive done' #'could anyone bear to forgive me after all the misery and regret thats now tied up in the bond we have w each other' #but thats the thing. the answer is yes. of course its yes. #and over ten years later the answer STILL is yes. god DAMN but i need to become one with the ocean