#xie lian earnestly believing that good intentions and competence and loveliness and the favor of heaven was enough

[fauvester]

THE NICHOLAS BIDDLE CODING OF XIE LIAN..

#OKKKK THE HUA CHENG OF CADWALADER HAVING TO WATCH THE PERSON HE WORSHIPS FALL FROM GRACE AGAIN AND AGAIN &ETC ECT #BEING THE LAUGHINGSTOCK OF GODS WHO ARENT WORTH THE DIRT ON HIS SHOES.... #xie lian earnestly believing that good intentions and competence and loveliness and the favor of heaven was enough #enough to make up for the thoughtless cruelty of the world. and it just beats him again and again #and casts him out of heaven twice (2BUS dissolution and then BoP going under) #and now hes wandering the earth in obscurity trying to be happy despite the guilt. and the brokenness. and the truly awful hurt #that hes gone through and caused #but you look at him and see what you always have. a prince. a man of honor and intelligence and kind heart. and impossibly pretty face #lol biddle does ascend back into heaven for the third time for like a day when van buren invites him back to washington lol #ANYWAYYYYS ITS DRIVING ME CARAZAYYYYYY #the unpopular ship #oh god. the age of that tag #nb #i remember i wrote a modern au fic to this effect years ago.. but it did NOT capture the heartfroth i feel about it