#would give kidney for instant top surgery right now right now right neoooooOOOOOOW

[chaotictomtom]

chews on the bars of his enclosure (nice friend i made during a week long workshop who kept contact with me is asking if we want to come to the pool with his friend and my bf and i CAN'T even tho i WANT TO because i have lumps of flesh i wish to tear off AUGH i hate it here)

#would give kidney for instant top surgery right now right now right neoooooOOOOOOW #tomtom_is_rambling #goes insane ++++++ #could technically go!!!!! got a binder i could fuck up it's okay i needed another one anywqy #or like try out swimming with the tapes!!!!!! i have a shirt that's made for swimming #but i wish i could try swimming like this not in public and with like only bf or close friends!!! #don't want to push my luck when last time i got pranked by the tape as it just STOPPED STICKING TO MY SKIN OUT OF NOWHERE #NOT EVEN 30MIN AFTER I'VE PUT THEM ONE.....ANYWAY. #legit still not over this moment i now fear what was heaven for me. i could have gone this whole summer being a little less in the dumps #but now the only thing that made me go out and not kill me by being too tight + making me overheat IS NOT. A THING I CAN TRUST ANYMORE... #anyway. sorry. gotta respond</333333