#with the prettiest deep resonant voice who’s sweet to the elderly and is absolutely so charming

[ace-no-isha]

ew im in love how did that happen

#with a white man no less #one day a few years ago my older sister said sumn abt how desi girls sometimes date white men and it’s the healthiest relationships they’ve #ever been in #and it felt like an omen at the time #i was right cus flash forward to may and i meet my boyfriend a pasty hospital worker #with the prettiest deep resonant voice who’s sweet to the elderly and is absolutely so charming #also he told me this much later but he said when he saw me smile it was a wrap for him like instant crush #our chemistry is magnetic it’s kinda insane that i wouldn’t have met him otherwise ya know #like he’s only in my life because i didn’t die #and was in the hospital next to a specific old lady who needed her heart checked in the hospital #he also told me that he lied about forgetting some papers down on the floor where i was at cus he just wanted an excuse to see me #and that when he sets up his machine for the next patient it usually takes like 30 seconds but cus he wanted to talk to me it took like 5mn #adore him #seriously thought i was a lesbian before him #was terrified to publicly admit it cus of the consequences of what it would do to my family relations… #oh well #anyways just random rant #isha rambles