#with a masterclass response from fucking ******** ******** and an interview scheduled with former member of ************ **** **** **** !!!

[carpathxanridge]

the scariest thing about asking people for things you thought were a total long shot is when they say yes and you have to actually follow through and do the thing!

#like oh my god i am NOT qualified to be doing this research on this level #with a masterclass response from fucking ******** ******** and an interview scheduled with former member of ************ **** **** **** !!! #like wtf #how did i get here #i am just a white girl who has been studying this music formally for less than a year #i should not be allowed to make this podcast 😭 #like this is now too big for me to fail to follow through on #it is happening it has to be done and done well #and i have to basically become expert enough in this to have something to SAY #and synthesize all these different components