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[draxumain]

I AM IN CONTROL AFFIRMATION TAPE REVIEW

Heyy!!

It's officially been a week since I've used @adambja self-concept affirmation tape, and oh boy, do I have some news!!

I made a list of all the things I was going to manifest beforehand, you know, to tick them all off.

I followed her instructions, and listened to it everyday for 1 hour. I listened whilst I ate, studied, on the way to my courses and whilst I was chilling. I didn't want to stress and strain myself by finding time and forcing myself to listen to them so I instead mixed it into my busy schedule rather than separating it, because why not?

And oh boy, the results were glorious!

Here's the list of what I wanted to manifest, I wanted them to come In at a comfortable need to want type pace rather than instantly like I did before biggest kisses to shadow work for helping me slow tf down and prioritise both my wants and needs in a healthy manner 🫶🏾

RESULTS:

: Soooo I met this cute girl at school, she ticks so many of my boxes!! She's the talker, physically affection, cute nicknames I love it!! Currently just talking and flirting but I'm excited go see where this goes, ticks off my wlw relationship! I wanted something slow and meaningful, she's a little fast but meaningful I think it's the talking stage exciting jitters we'll see how it goes once she takes a breather. But I'm enjoying our time together.

: Dreams have been a lot more vivid! Dream recall sucks ass cause my sleep schedule and daily nutritional intakes are fucked give me a minute to fix those and lucid dreaming will natural for me I swear you guys 😭 I had such a realistic dream today I mixed it up with real life, everything felt so real it was insanely bizarre

: I feel a lot more direct and open to shifting now in comparison to last week, my mindset towards it has gone from "I need to do x then x otherwise it won't work I need to do everything properly or else I'll fail" to "Fuck it what I say goes"

I no longer pay great attention to the 3D but I still have a healthy view point to this reality which is something I always struggled with, detachment lead to dissociation which lead to hard core depression. We're feeling good right now though!

Something I tried to manifest before hand finally came up, simple thing but I wanted to wake up with my eyes closed, remain still and instantly remember shifting. This is so I could shift through my most preferred shifting state which required for me to wake up eyes closed and bam! Shift.

But I always woke up with my eyes open, it was a struggle. Not anymore folks!!

: My YouTube video views are increasing, I had a slow recent video that was barely moving its now getting 1k views per day and I'm a few subscribers away to my next milestone goal 30k which I wasn't close to last week

: I made a money review riggght here! It's for her money affirmation tape however the I am in control tape played a role too! Powerful duo 101% recommend using both <3

: My eyelashes are looking a lot fuller and my eyes are alot more sharper and more outlined, hope that makes sense. You, can actually tell the shape of if it's nice and sharp. Nose is also a little more narrow, I didn't want it to narrow gotta love what my ancestors gave me <3 that's on black beauty

: Hair is in twists I can see my roots getting longer which means there's growth that happend after the twists! There wasn't that much growth before hand, so waist length hair here I come!!

OK, that's all now, ily tysm adambja!! <3

#shiftblr #🍷 talk #desired reality #reality shifting #shifting community #shifting realities #shifting #affirmations #loa blog #loassumption #manifesting 🕯️🕯️🕯️ #affirmation tape #willowblabs

[draxua]

this is literally so lame but I wanted to make something based on @peachdues ' fic series The Netherwood, and I've been a tad too busy to draw so here's how I've been seeing Y/N in gacha life instead 😭💔

Tumblr ruining the quality as per usual, shakes fist

#willowblabbing #I never left my gacha phase I'm still a kid at heart I don't wanna grow up #But here you go peach!! #I hope its ok- #😭 #i need to draw her so bad #but COLLEGE ASSIGNMENTS 💔

[draxumain]

hey x even I'm gping to try put the tape from Adam I'm going to try the new self concept tape. Should I make a list? And how did you manifest everything on your list?

I'm ngl...

I didn't do shit LMAO

That's the whole point of the tape bae, you have to realise you don't need to do anything to get what you want mindset is key <3

You don't need to make a list, you don't need to actively think about what you want, you don't need to do anything.

I just listened, sat back and relaxed.

I wasn't actively waiting or doing the hokey pokey to get what I want, I just said "I want it" and it came.

Definitely listen to the tape and do the challenge it'll help a ton and you'll realise it's sily to think you need instructions to manifest.

Just set the intention, live your life and it's there <3

#Loa #law of assumption #law of manifestation #law of the universe #manifesting #willowblabs

[draxumain]

I suddenly have some super cool moots out of knowwhere now I feel intimidated help pls

#willowblabs #I'm nervous #When I see follow backs I sweat a lot #I don't want you guys to think I'm uncool #I'm super chill you guys please #Please

[draxumain]

Sooooo

Yeah I'm gonna be changing this blog to an nsfw fanfic blog + shifting/loa

I want to connect my main account to my side nsfw writing blog to connect with others writers sooo yeah!!

Unfollow me if you don't want to see nsfw and non shifting related things :3 also going to be changing the username and whole ass aesthetic

#🍷 talk #Next time yall see me I'll be born anew #Willowblabs

[draxua]

Ovulating rn I'm going feral rn. The thoughts of a threesome with Rengoku and Sanemi aren't leaving my mind.

Need to spank them, tie em up, bend them over, twist them, kiss them, bite them, scratch them, mark them, slap them.

Need one of them to eat me out then make out with eachother actually.

#willowblabbing #I'm suffering #All this and I still don't have energy to write #Woe is me #Pity me pls #If anyone has any fics with these 2 #Please recommend me them #I'll even be OK with sub reader #Pls I'll do anything #PLEASE 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[draxua]

Working on some headcannons, I was stuck so I'm doing it the traditional way by drafting first and omfg i hate drafting so much its so stiff like yeah its a draft but holy shit its so icky and boring

#willowblabbing #Coursework has been so hard on me #The assignments have been taking me tf OUT #I'm too busy for everything #But this dynamic has my brain rotting I gotta act #✮⋆˙willow writes #sub!character #dom!reader #kimetsu no yaiba #kny dom reader #kny x black reader #dom! black reader

[draxua]

I feel like the first time Sanemi ever slept with you, he wasn't cocky at all and was just a nervous mess.

He wasn't daring, or bratty, or teasing or anything like that.

I feel like the first time you guys had sex, he would put alot of trust into you.

I mean, he's destroyed his body he's filled with ghastly scars. His eyes are wide and his overall appearance is just intimidating who would want to make love with him?

I just know the first time would be soft, gentle and full of praise and body worship.

Everyone this man has loved has slipped through his hands like sand, it'll take a while and a bit for him to fully grasp on the idea of you staying and be present in the momment with you.

It would take a few sessions for the cock gripping and ass destroying to come In for sure, I'll hear nothing otherwise.

#willowblabbing #he's too precious #sanemi shinazugawa #dom!reader #sub!character #not to be dramatic #but I'd die for him

[draxua]

ITS BLACK HISTORY MONTH RAHHH BLACK POWER RAHHH BLACK UNITY

🦅🦅✊🏾✊🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

#willowblabbing #I love my people sm #OK yeah February is bhm for AA which I'm not #But I'll take anyday to celebrate black people #Everyday is a black day #I love you black women yall are so sexy #Mwah mwah mwah

[draxua]

CONNOR MENTION!!!! I LOVE HIM

ASHI PLS

Funnt story I wanted to re read some fics of yours and came across your 2021 kinktober collar fic with Connor and it spiked an interest with me. So I watched a gameplay (I suck at gaming it stresses me out </3)

Literally watched the whole 10 hours of it in a go just to see him. I've been digging and reading fics of him all morning. I'm obsessed and it's all your fault

#willowblabbing #It was such a good fic I had to read it again I'm in love with your writing #- Your love ashi ❤️

[draxumain]

I forgot to warn people I sometimes reblog sub reader fics, sometimes the sub in me comes out and I eat some sub reader fics up and wanna support writers.

Gonna start tagging the ones I've reblogged so it can be blocked for some of you guys <3

#willowblabbing

[draxua]

I need more mutals but I am too afraid to step forward and ask blogs I stalk personally.

Please you guys I'm really cool and sexy you should totally moot me please I swear im not uncool please

#willowblabbing #I thought creating an online persona would help the social anxiety #I'm still anxious #The amount of times I've hovered over people asks box and never went in to talk #It's too scary #😭😭😭 #I never know what to say but I wanna talk to people #I'm scared folks will think I'm boring 😞

[draxua]

Grrrrrrr

Genya × Black!Bimbo and overly confident reader is scratching at my brain grrrr.

I need to write about this so bad but I'm sleepy and don't know how to start it ☹️

#willowblabbing #toscrewlist #genya x reader

[draxua]

I am very tempted to make an rp blog.

I don't know if I know any characters well enough that people would like to interact with. I hate writing ooc I can only imagine acting it out wrong.

#willowblabbing #I'm thinking of Misturi I love her sm #I need ideas pretty pls #Preferably kny as that's the fandom I'm most active in

[draxua]

I have been booping my mutals and random people all day.

Today is a wonderful day.

#willowblabbing #boop o meter

[draxumain]

making a new blog for shifting and loa I dont wanna act like a weirdo infront of my moots 😭😭😭

Plus writing + loa + shifting in one blog is to messy for me drives me insane

#willowblabbing #I'm gonna have a secret alter ego #How cool is that