#why would he say that to me. dont tell me im small. horirble

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#have a thing for a guy at work i can kill myself i guess😔😔😔 #ive had multiple things for multiple ppl at work and lived thru them and one was even like. three months #and then totally went away for no reason which Always happens im sure eventually will happen here too #but never was i like Wow. This Is Like Really Bad. I Have To Stop Having This Feeling Right Now #im going to be embarrassed i made this post in like three months btw but i guess its ok to have young sweet girl feeling sometime #he told me im small today. this is like going nowhere btw like even w my insane powers of delusion i cant do anything w this but #why would he say that to me. dont tell me im small. horirble #i literally also have a weirder and more standoffish relationship with him than ANYONE ELSE IN THE HOSPITAL bc #i cant be normal bc i have a crush on him. why is my life like this do u think. he is tall #tomorrow i will see him and be like jesus christ. i made a post abt him on tumblr. andni did and and i am right now #he is so tall and kind of nice . i am being soooo weird with him i have to kill myself #i lovr having sweet pink girl feeling but i literally turn into devi from never h/ave i ever #personal #brandon oscillates #literally today i was telling him im not small im like big for a filipino and average height and he was like i guess i never noticed #its just bc im so tall. ive only met like two ppl who r taller than me #STOP TELLING ME UR TALL. I KNOW😭😭😭😭 #also like sgdgs i dont really have a height preference i have like many short guy its just this bizarre interaction and like #shdhsdd its just a plus. its just a plus. but to be clear i dont just like him bc hes tall. I Like Him Bc Hes Handsome